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Author has written 44 stories for Twilight, Avatar: Last Airbender, Death Note, Vampire Kisses, and South Park.
An eye for an eye, bitches. Light to Mello and Matt, from Twas the Note After New Years
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TABLE OF CONTENTS: This is the order of every thing on my profile. So, now you know where to look for everything.
0. Note to Readers Newly updated and very important
Note to Readers:
The time has come for me to post this message to all those who actually go to my profile. I have continuously received emails saying numerous people are still reading, favoriting, and alerting stories of mine and even my account itself. I have also received some reviews, not a lot, asking me to continue stories.
I must say...that I am not. There are many factors that are influencing this decision, including school, work, and family. One of the biggest reasons is that I am working on portfolio stuff that doesn't include fanfiction writing, and I also am working on my original writing, which I want to get published someday and thus dedicate more time and love to it.
I really love fanfiction, and have written it for so many years because of how much I love it. I have learned so so much and have truly gained a style and interest in different genres and topics because of it. Sadly, the fandom for which I've written, Death Note, is quickly dying. I can rarely find good new fanfictions anymore and many of my old favorites, like my own, have stopped updating. It's not the same as it was four, five years ago.
My love for writing my stories has been cooling for years, as you can see by update dates. Now, it's cooled too much and I just can't work up enough energy to get back to most of them, if not all.
I have truly enjoyed writing these past years, and will continue to read fanfictions, just mostly from other fandoms besides Death Note. I will also continue to write for myself. I'm sorry that you will not be able to view these writings.
I also must point out that, while I do despise some of my older works on here, I will not delete them, any of them. Nevertheless, I do have one or two of my original stories that have strong basis in some of the stories here, and I may have to take those down. Imperfection and Caught in Fate's Dance. If those randomly disappear one day, then you know why.
I really am so sorry to do this to you all. No, there will be no more updates for any of my stories, and there will be no more one-shots either. I will miss you all...
Info About Me
Name: Ilandere Okami
Religion: I know there's something out there, I just don't know what, or if I will ever know. I accept all religions and beliefs, too! I just believe that people shouldn't shove their opinions down anyone's throat.
Current Obsessions: my own original stories and original characters, wolves, Harry Potter, Legend of Korra, Danny Phantom
Fave shows/series ((not totally)), pairings, and characters. Also includes songs that go with characters and pairings
Avatar: The Last Airbender
Avatar: Legend of Korra
Twilight ((While I'm actually in the anti-fandom, all this still holds true))
Ouran High School Host Club:
Favorite actress ever: Helena Bonham Carter
Stories: ((Info on my current stories as well as a one-shots and past ones that won't be finished.))
Nessie's Lovely Future: PERMANENT HIATUS!!
Midnight Scars: Jasper/Jane crack pairing story. Started out just being written for the lemons, but once I figured out a real plot, it turned into a good story. Permanent hiatus until further notice...aka, the Twilight fandom dying down.
To Befriend or Not to Befriend, That's My Question: My first Death Note story ever, but w/ two OC main char.
Say Goodbye: A collab w/ Unleash the Bats at their request. MattxMello, Matt reflecting on his and Mello's relationship in an AU world where they are boyfriends, but Mells is moving away to Japan the next day. Just a few things that were gonna be put in: Matt lost his swim trunks at a pool party, M and M have been friends since they met, didn't know they were gay until they kissed... So, thanx to Unleash the Bats for my first request!! Permanent hiatus. I don't even know if I will write it...sigh
All My Death Note: I got permission to write a fanfic based on the lines from a writer's block story kitoriwitch613 wrote. Each line said, and those pertaining to it, will be included in its own 15-minute episode of "All My Death Note,” the funniest soap opera anyone will ever watch. This fic starts w/ episode 666 because there is already a lot of past going on. Seriously, read the original. HILARIOUS!!
King of the World: LxLight. I don't want to say anything about the plot yet, until chapter 2 is posted. Sorry. Once that's done, I'll say more here, okay? Beta: DeathbyConformity44
Sell My Soul For Your Heart: LxLight. L is a twenty-one-year-old detective. Light's a (semi)normal 18-year-old. Almost pure comedy and romance, with angst of course. So, if you like a bit of crack w/ your nosebleeds, please enjoy.
When a Man Loves a Woman ((Wo-Man)): LxLight. Originally written for a contest on deviantart, turned into an all out story. What if Light was actually a hermaphrodite/intersex? It gives an excuse for Mpreg and hilarity. It's mostly half-crack, but I enjoy writing it all the same. Warning: Deals with an actually serious Mpreg and other serious things, including the concept of Love as well as concepts of sex ((male/female, etc)), gender identity, sexuality, abortion, and the like. Matsuda is also a very main character.
What's Love Got to Do with It?: it is a one-shot of L and Light. Wrote it for the yaoi lemons. This does have a plot to it. This is my first yaoi lemon. Excuse the crappiness.
The First Day of the Rest of Your Life: LxLight one-shot. Just a few things to know about this one: a lot longer, a lot more plot, a lot more hidden meanings, and Lights POV. It's a lot more serious and it takes a VERY long time to get to the lovey-doveyness. But they do end up there eventually. It is a lot more realistic for Light, trust me. Takes place after Light dies. Beginning's a little strange, but the rest rules. This is my second yaoi lemon...and a lot better.
Yours to Hold: LxLight two-shot. This one takes place in the future, three years after the end of Death Note. Light and L faked their deaths in the series and now are meeting again. However, neither truly likes what they find. And what are these hidden feelings? Well, that's my summary for you. This one is also very dramatic. TEMP HIATUS
No Booty Calls: A weird all-dialogue one-shotfic. MattxMello. Sorta sad. I don't remember what got me thinking about that song in a convo between the two, but that's what happened. Many of lines are based after the song by Kelly. So uh...it's funny, angsty, and awesome. That's all I really have to say...((my first all-dialogue fic...so, that also contributes to the crappiness))
We Are Broken: Based after the song "We Are Broken" by Paramore. Not much else to say. EXTREMELY DEPRESSING AND SAD!! But I tried to spice it up w/ the comedy at the beginning and end and a few laugh lines throughout the story. All the info on it is in the author's notes. LxLight, MelloxMatt, slight evil NearxL My first attempt at pure angst and saddness...not half bad.
Flesh for Fantasy: LxLight one-shot that takes place during their time chained together. I know I've written another one-shot from the same time period, but that was my first yaoi story. This I was writing for just the lemons.
Matsuda, You're Sparkling: MatsudaxSparkles one-shot written for DeathbyConformity44's contest, WHICH I WON!! Sparkles is Light's "gay" car L bought him. Matsu named her and seemed to be in luv w/ her. That scene's in chapter 7, just in case you wanna read it. Right after the lemon, I believe...haha. So, since I am the only person in this fanclub, I needed to write this story! Since then, this is my third fave DN couple, even if it's completely not canon...oh well. -sigh- BTW, a very kinky lemon w/ a dude and a car. Haha, so disgusting, can't believe I wrote it! At least DBC44 got a kick out of it...
Misa is a Bitch: Just a quick LxLight one-shot, crack-fic. All info on it is in the author's notes. Be prepared to piss your pants from laughter! Hehe... -_-; Anyways, it takes place during their time chained together. I wrote almost all of it during school, but finished it at around midnight, half-asleep, at home...sigh
Dude Looks Like a Lady: A MattxMello one-shot. I almost lost inspiration for this, but I'm glad I didn't. Several things inspired this, all stated in the author's note. All in all, Mello is funny pretending to be a girl. And guess what?! Sequel = Everybody's Fool
Boulevard of Broken Dreams: An LxLight one-shot. Insanely depressing. Light tries to commit suicide and L saves him. Horrible ending...Well, I'm fixing that with what's below...That's all I have to say about this...((go down to “Imperfection,” its chapter-fic sequel!))
Deceiver of Fools: LightxL one-shot in which Light is seme. Disgusting enough for you? It gets worse! Started writing it on Halloween!! AND L dies in it. And is raped. By Light. It was originally an idea for a music vid but needed to be written. End of story. And to flamers: Who the fuck cares if it's a one-shot that I hated writing ((yet still luv...))? Might actually rewrite so it isn't so dry...->What Have You Done?
Famous Last Words: LxMello one-shot. Prize for Odelia is the Oddie for getting second place in my contest. They wished for this story, so they got it. I didn't support this couple while writing. After writing? My guilty pleasure pairing now ((along w/ MelloxLight)). However, it was very different to write. Expect a completely different writing style for this, complete w/ flashbacks and present time reflection. It's beautiful and thoughtful. L's POV, and angsty, like always.
Until the End: MattxMello in honor of Mello's birthday, I wrote a one-shot. It's insanely short, has barely any plot, and has little yaoi goodness...but a lot of my signature angst. Mello's life up until his 14th birthday. He leaves Wammy's House almost a year later, for those of you who don't know the timeline of Death Note. Sister story to Nothing Ever Dies and Here We Are below.
Twas the Note Before Christmas: A series of 3 one-shots for the couples LxLight and MattxMello plus one for Beyond Birthday. There might be one for every year and there might be a continuation about New Years, as hinted in second chapter...There is now a continuation for New Year's: Twas the Note After New Years
Weight of the World: One-shot. Slight LxLightxL and MattxMelloxMatt ((never mentions which one is seme or uke in either and it mentions that Light has been both bottom and top for other men)). This story delves into the world of addictions, as the summary says. It was interesting to write, really. The sad thing is, I think I kept all the characters in character, with little OOC going on. I mean, this is prob one of the most realistic things I've ever written for DN, if L really was addicted to cocaine instead of ((really: and)) sugar. -sigh- Please enjoy.
Nothing Ever Dies: One-shot written for Matt's birthday. It's a sister story of Until the End and Here We Are. This actually practically cancels out the MattxMello that was in the other...sadly. Really utilizes the personality a friend ((mentioned in the author's notes)) had come up w/...w/ slight help from me...Hehehe. I really had to get into Matt's mind for this, so be prepared.
The Killing Moon: One-shot written for Light's birthday, which is a full moon. Full Moons = WEREWOLVES! XP It has LxLight, but is mostly explanation. If anyone wishes to write stories based around it, I'd be happy to give permission!!
Next in Line: Story in which Matt ((btw, there's slight MelloxMatt, 'cause there's no LxLight)) is the one to capture Light as Kira. How does he do this? By Light trying to hire him through the Black Market Yellow Pages, AKA the Black Pages, to get info through L's computers. It's pretty much half-crack and I loved writing it.
Dreamer's Lament: Besides being the only story evah on this page w/o ANY romance whatsoever, this story deals with what if Light really dreamed all of Death Note up? He wakes up and everyone is back to how they were...and he goes slightly insane...Was really interesting and fun to write. Their characters were fun to actually keep in character!
Here We Are: Written for Near's bday as a sister fic to Until the End and Nothing Ever Dies. Near's POV, but still Matt and Mello-centric. Really delves into his character, as well as Matt and Mello's relationship seen through an outside source. And thus ends the epic birthday-fic trilogy.
Everybody's Fool: Sequel to Dude Looks Like a Lady. Light's POV. Matt and Mello get their revenge. Light's character is explored a lot more! - It's extremely deep and cool.
'Twas the Note After New Year's: Obviously, a sequal to 'Twas the Note Before Christmas using the same prompt that I had put into that story. Yes, it was written in the middle of July. Hehehe...((or should I say hohoho?)) Anyways, it features L and Light visiting Wammy's House, mainly Mello, Matt, and a bit of cracky Near. XP
What Have You Done?: Rewrite of Deciever of Fools, in which L and Light's relationship and emotions will be more thoroughly explored and written and explained, etc. to make it less dry.
Missing: In which Sayu's character is explored extensively. What would it really be like to be the younger sister of a prodigy son and Kira? I don't know when I'll be able to finish this...
Current Chapter fics: PLEASE NOTE THAT ALL OF THE FOLLOWING, WHILE NOT IN THE HIATUS CATEGORY, ARE UNDER PERMANENT HIATUS UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE
Frozen Hearts: Light's parents die from heart attacks at around the same time. The work of Kira? Definitely. Takes place three years before Death Note started. L takes this new "Kira Case" with completely different circumstances, but also starts to take an interest in Light. Includes: OCD Man to add a bit of comedy, for it's actually pretty depressing at parts. NOW CONTAINS BB!! LxLight, future MelloxMatt, might have slight BBxLight and contains spoilers for Another Note.
Death Machine: Raito Yagami was taken away from his family at age 10 to train at Wammy’s House to become a lean, keen, mean killing machine and is now using the alias Light on his mission: eliminate criminals. L, the infamous private detective was hired by Light’s parents soon after his kidnapping to find the boy. Now 8 years later, there are finally some new leads to point L in Light’s direction. Will they both make it out alive? Created a whole plot through to the climax and just am debating over what I want to happen after that. SQUEE!! Will not be LxLight. But there will be some other interesting romance...
Imperfection: LxLight. Sequel to Boulevard of Broken Dreams. L's POV, really cool. Warning: Deals with suicide. Might contain another pairing later...
Tears and Tails: MattxMello, LxLight = the main pairings. This used to be in the "story ideas" section, but I got too much inspiration for it. Summary: Matt loves Mello, who only cares about beating Near. BB, still mourning for a not-so-dead A, worships L, who loves the oblivious Light, who secretly loves L. Now enter Misa, a goddess, and the powers she awakens in these boys. MxM LxL BBxL AxBB It's a very interesting story, I can tell you that. Beta: Darkness is My Savior This is not posted here, but was a great idea I had once...
Pain: A birthday chapter fic. Chapters are posted on each of the guy's bdays. There're seven chapters in all, but six guys. You'll understand once we reach the end, which is when I'll announce the last chapter's meaning, etc. Based after the song "Pain" by Three Days Grace. Every chapter is named after a song by TDG and end with lyrics to a different song by this same band. Warnings: Deals with abusive relationships, drugs, withdrawel, sex, rape, life in general...Anything else I think of, I'll add. All pairings, SemexUke: LightxL, MelloxMatt, MattxNear, LightxMello, BBxNear, BBxL ((Nutso enough for you?))
A Day in the Life: My next birthday fic. Not starting until December, Mello's birthday. Not gonna tell you what it's about, but I will say it has all of the guys Pain has, and then some. _- Pairings: LightxMisa, BBxA
Ghost of Days Gone By: My first South Park fanfic. Butters writes a book that is basically a fanfiction of what he wished happened after the episode "You're Getting Old." However, you discover that things aren't at all like he wishes. Everyone is alone and chooses to remain that way...Nothing is right. Does include the pairings Kyman and Bunny, as well as Stendy. Is not compliant with the rest of the season, except possibly "Assburgers" ((Not really on a temp hiatus, but let's just call it a drabble until I get around to finishing it...))
Caught in Fate's Dance: MattxMello. Yes, an actual full-length MxM by me! Yay! It's an AU, in which Matt and Mello were once friends, but something happened that caused them not to see each other for about twenty years. And then...Fate decides to rear it's ugly head and shove them back into each other's lives. It's not only a romance, but also a thriller in some ways, nice and original, so I hope you enjoy it!
Completed Chapter Fics:
Jump into the Fire: MY FIRST FINISHED CHAPTER STORY EVAH!! Takes place right after the Yotsuba arc. Higuchi's dead and Light's not handcuffed to L anymore. I tried making this as realistic as possible while still messing with both Light's and L's feelings.
Life Note: LxLight, MxM. I have to say MxM instead of MelloxMatt because they have diff names. Oh, and one-sided NearxM(ello). What would happen if it turned out there was such a thing as a Life Note that could be used to create a manga called Death Note? Someone did just that, using several real people for character references. Light Yagami was one of them, along with his best friend, girlfriend, and the dork of the school that his best friend is actually in love with. Now Light has gotten a Life Note and the spirit of that Life Note is none other than L, who wants nothing more than to sleep with Light. Now it is quite serious as well.
Story Ideas: Yes, I have many more ideas for stories than I will write, for many different reasons. Here are some of the ideas that I ponder long enough to get summaries out of them or just enough info... Anyone may use these ideas, as long as they PM me w/ the title, summary, and link, and mention me in their author's note ((really your disclaimer))
-Ever wonder why Near's completely white? And Mello's constantly shrouded in black? And why Mello hates Near, but Near seems to hold no emotions? Well, they weren't always like that. And there's a simple reason: Mello took Near's ink. I know it sounds really funky, but actually, it's pretty good...to me. See, Near used to be normal, but then something ((IDK what)) caused him to have to give his "ink" to Mello. This means his colors and emotions, the things that were his "ink", his personality. So Mello's doubled, and Near's nothing. Less confusing now? Good.
-A wise person once told me "Once you become emo, you'll understand why emos cut themselves." I don't think they realized how philosophical they were. - Mello has a horrible rep, but says he'll change just for Matt. Matt doesn't believe him. MattxMello, Matt POV Well, it sounded cool when I thought of it. Yes, a friend really said that to me. Haha...Anyways, Mello's said to be a player, and is, but says he'll be a one-guy man for Matt 'cause he luvs him. Matt won't believe him and Mells tries super hard to convince Matt. Through all this, Matt learns what Mello has to go through in life. ((He's popular and shit like that w/ peer pressure and other shit)). You likey?
-L is a shy, introverted detective, his twin brother BB exactly the opposite. Light is a perfect son, student, and boyfriend, his twin brother Kira the exact opposite. All were separated at birth and now, through twin-telepathy Kira has perfected, Light is being taken over, L the only person who can solve it...but he needs a little help...LxLight BBxKira? Well, that was one interesting summary. I made up almost all of it on the spot just now. I knew how I wanted L, BB, and Light to be, but I didn't know Kira's personality, or the separated at birth thing...-sigh- I have no plot and will never write this. It's just a cool idea anyone can adopt.
-Raito and Eliet: There is no summary for this story, but by the title, I think you can tell it's the story of the star-crossed lovers, Raito and Eliet. Raito's friends include Melcutio and Benvoliatt. L's cousin is Nybalt, and he's supposed to marry B-ris. Haha, try to come up w/ better names than that! MUAHAHAHA! Can you figure it out? It's Romeo and Juliet, Death Note style. -wink- ((And Eliet comes from a mix of Juliet and Elliott, which is L's American name ((don't ask)). Raito is pretty close to Romeo, isn't it? Not. XP)) Could also be MelloxMatt, w/ Romello. -wink-
-Katara began working for Fire Lord Zuko as his nanny for his three children - their mother, Mei, being dead - but what are these feelings? Love, perhaps. Yes, a crossover between ATLA and The Nanny. Get over it. Zutara, obviously, and yes, I do love this fandom to pieces still! XP It's pretty much just the Nanny in ATLA form...But who will be Katara's ex? Aang, obviously. Haha, GranGran as Yeta...and then of course, where do Sokka and Toph fit into this?! That's for you guys to fiture out.
-Someone gave me a really good idea to create a sequel to Dreamer's Lament, but I have no idea what would happen. It would preferably not be a romance, just saying. But it would be quite interesting. For now, I'm letting you guys write it, since I have too much on my plate, 'kay? Cool!
-Last of the Wilds: Now, there are two options for this -> Either write the story based around what you think the song means, w/o listening to it, or write it after you've listened to it, w/ what you think it means. Warning: No lyrics. It's by Nightwish. There are so many ways you can take it, too. Doesn't have to be fanfiction.
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