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Author has written 6 stories for Kingdom Hearts, Teen Wolf, Supernatural, Avengers, and Hunger Games.

Music has always been a huge part of who I am and what I want to do with my life.

I first picked up a guitar when I was ten years old, and after a long struggle with my father, he agreed to pay for lessons. I was classically trained for three years, and though, the Spanish style of guitar is absolutely beautiful, I found that I was unhappy with it's lack of expression. It turns out that classical music, though it is a passion that I long forever to have the skill for was never something that I was capable of doing. And I'm okay with that. Because around 13 I found my voice, and though I will always and forever be mediocre at the guitar (at least in my opinion) I let my voice carry my music just as I let my voice speak through my written words.

It goes without question that all the stories that I post on this sight are just a reflection of the music that touches me and compels me to write. In a weird twisty way, I takes control of my hands and forces me to consume the beat before it spits words through me on the path of paper. Music is my drive, the thing that keeps me going. My inspiration.

And my readers are the motivation that keeps me going.

In all honesty, I couldn't tell you why I just sat down and wrote this out for you. Maybe, after all I do to take you into the lives of the characters that we all love, I just wanted you to get a peek at mine. Or maybe I have been listening to Damien Rice for way too long.

No matter the reason, I wrote this to all of you who read on here, to tell you that you can create these worlds too. To say that you are special, and you have a story to tell weather it's a chapter or a life time. You just have to find your voice

"Date a girl who reads. Date a girl who spends her money on books instead of clothes. She has problems with closet space because she has too many books. Date a girl who has a list of books she wants to read, who has had a library card since she was twelve.

Find a girl who reads. You’ll know that she does because she will always have an unread book in her bag. She’s the one lovingly looking over the shelves in the bookstore, the one who quietly cries out when she finds the book she wants. You see the weird chick sniffing the pages of an old book in a second hand book shop? That’s the reader. They can never resist smelling the pages, especially when they are yellow.

She’s the girl reading while waiting in that coffee shop down the street. If you take a peek at her mug, the non-dairy creamer is floating on top because she’s kind of engrossed already. Lost in a world of the author’s making. Sit down. She might give you a glare, as most girls who read do not like to be interrupted. Ask her if she likes the book.

Buy her another cup of coffee.

Let her know what you really think of Murakami. See if she got through the first chapter of Fellowship. Understand that if she says she understood James Joyce’s Ulysses she’s just saying that to sound intelligent. Ask her if she loves Alice or she would like to be Alice.

It’s easy to date a girl who reads. Give her books for her birthday, for Christmas and for anniversaries. Give her the gift of words, in poetry, in song. Give her Neruda, Pound, Sexton, Cummings. Let her know that you understand that words are love. Understand that she knows the difference between books and reality but by god, she’s going to try to make her life a little like her favorite book. It will never be your fault if she does.

She has to give it a shot somehow.

Lie to her. If she understands syntax, she will understand your need to lie. Behind words are other things: motivation, value, nuance, dialogue. It will not be the end of the world.

Fail her. Because a girl who reads knows that failure always leads up to the climax. Because girls who understand that all things will come to end. That you can always write a sequel. That you can begin again and again and still be the hero. That life is meant to have a villain or two.

Why be frightened of everything that you are not? Girls who read understand that people, like characters, develop. Except in the Twilight series.

If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are.

You will propose on a hot air balloon. Or during a rock concert. Or very casually next time she’s sick. Over Skype.

You will smile so hard you will wonder why your heart hasn’t burst and bled out all over your chest yet. You will write the story of your lives, have kids with strange names and even stranger tastes. She will introduce your children to the Cat in the Hat and Aslan, maybe in the same day. You will walk the winters of your old age together and she will recite Keats under her breath while you shake the snow off your boots.

Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you’re better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.

Or better yet, a girl who writes."

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Tragedies by Yoru no Kuronue reviews
AU, high school fic. A group of teenagers with some very serious problems come together and comfort each other when all else seems bleak. Contains many issues not suitable for kiddies, including rape and incest. Mostly yaoi.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 14,862 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 11/13/2010 - Published: 9/2/2008
The Sound Of Melodies by hexacamas7 and augestine reviews
Roxas is the town "bad boy" that comes from a screwed up orphan-filled family. Sora is a christian and loving boy that everyone loves. When Sora is adopted into Roxas' family, how will things unfold? Why does Roxas recognize Sora? SoraxRoxas
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 25,810 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 5/21/2010 - Published: 1/30/2009 - Roxas, Sora
Pathetique by vulgar shudder reviews
Cloud is a pianist at a breaking point, but his playing one night catches the interest of his neighbour… CloudxZack, Yaoi, AU, ANGST.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 47,864 - Reviews: 258 - Favs: 131 - Follows: 168 - Updated: 11/14/2009 - Published: 2/19/2009 - Cloud S., Zack F.
The KINGDOM HEARTS by Lainey Anime15 reviews
“Do you remember?” It wasn’t a matter of not remembering so much as it was he wanted to forget the life he once had. Life at the KINGDOM HEARTS whore house was all he had left, it's time Sora forgot the past. SoraXRoxas, AkuRoku, SoraXRiku Rape,yaoi,agnst
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,357 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 10/29/2009 - Published: 11/3/2007 - Sora, Roxas
Candy Boy by White Silver and Mercury reviews
Riku/Sora — MATURE — His life was a grimy rut on the road of existence. Riku found no purpose to its endless ennui—until he began to spend time with a scarred brunet boy who had an unusual addiction to red candy. ...But Candy Boy also had some secrets.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 165,765 - Reviews: 328 - Favs: 401 - Follows: 125 - Updated: 7/7/2009 - Published: 10/3/2008 - Riku, Sora - Complete
Zero Tolerance by PermanentNerd reviews
AU: After being cheated on, Yu Kanda swore he would never love a girl ever again. So one day, he walks into a bar and meets a certain red head, named Lavi. But, of course, this is a MAN, and he made a promise never to love again...right? RabiYu
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 37,903 - Reviews: 197 - Favs: 130 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 6/7/2009 - Published: 12/27/2008 - Lavi, Kanda Yuu - Complete
It Started With A Piano by tizzandadderly reviews
Kyouya/Tamaki. "I love you... beautiful boy..." "You really shouldn't," Kyouya replied. It started with a kiss. No, that's not true. It started with a piano.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 40,584 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 3/20/2009 - Published: 2/10/2009 - Tamaki S., Kyōya O.
Seven Days by FailingDemi reviews
DISCONTINUED. She is reserved, very secretive. Untouchable and untouched. Hikaru resents her status, and plans to break it. He has a week to do it, and the whole afternoon and night of each day. After all, he was just a horny little Hitachi
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 32,606 - Reviews: 102 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 8/12/2008 - Published: 12/27/2007 - Hikaru H., Haruhi F. - Complete
Animal I've Become by Ironic-Sarcasm reviews
My life. My soul. My other half. My twin. My brother. Why? Why do I have to love him? Why had God done this to me? Twincest, suicide, yaoi. Oneshot. Kinda long...
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,894 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 102 - Follows: 9 - Published: 6/10/2008 - Sora, Roxas - Complete
love is truly something by YinDragonVampire reviews
sequal to truth or dare with seducing.bellas pregnant,edward ecstatic,charlies fuming,emmett & jasper teasing continues on,lemons,and everything you loved about the last one times ten!edward gets bella pregant and this is their funny little adventure. R&R
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 12 - Words: 13,797 - Reviews: 1237 - Favs: 773 - Follows: 904 - Updated: 6/2/2008 - Published: 9/11/2007
To Wear You Down by boldly reviews
Kyouya was never one to be easily influenced by Tamaki's good looks. His narcissism only made tolerance that much more difficult. Why then, was he suddenly so attractive? Rated M for yaoi and language. You have been warned.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 13,612 - Reviews: 113 - Favs: 107 - Follows: 89 - Updated: 9/29/2007 - Published: 9/3/2007 - Kyōya O., Tamaki S.
truth or dare with seducing! by YinDragonVampire reviews
just another truth or dare game with the cullens while edward hunts...where bella is dared to seduce edward! lemons and hilarious teasings from Jasper and Emmett!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 13,932 - Reviews: 1188 - Favs: 1,018 - Follows: 375 - Updated: 9/10/2007 - Published: 8/29/2007 - Complete
Tease by paintthesilence reviews
Axel goes for a third attempt at Junior year, Roxas learns to kiss, Sora likes ladybugs and Riku is sexually frustrated. AU, rated M for language, yaoi, lemonlime in later chapters. [AkuRoku][RikuSora][Zemyx][LeonCloud]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 29 - Words: 141,770 - Reviews: 1887 - Favs: 1,348 - Follows: 368 - Updated: 3/5/2007 - Published: 8/27/2006 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Happiness Will Never Come by Gothic Rose981 reviews
Riku is depressed, suicidal, and maddly in love with Sora... YAOI possible suicide rape selfabuse
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,517 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 6/14/2006 - Published: 6/10/2006 - Riku, Sora
Alone with Ansem by Abnormalhaircoloredfreaks reviews
Yaoi. Riku disappears. Sora is depressed. Suddenly, weeks later, Riku returns. How does this effect Squall? rated for minor rape scenes and minor lime.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,308 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 5 - Published: 10/25/2005
Welcome to the wonderful world of puberty by MistressBlaque reviews
Sora finds himself left out when it comes to a certain aspect of his puberty, he seeks help, but what else will he discover next to the answer to his questions? Reposted, censored version, explanations inside ::COMPLETE:: AU, WAFF, Bi, Yaoi
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 18 - Words: 71,115 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 83 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 7/28/2005 - Published: 5/20/2005 - Complete
Seven Lives To Go by Kitty-Kat Allie reviews
Once again, weird things start happening, to our heroes! Is it a new villian? Oris it something not even a villian could concoct? BBRae SR C...a lot of people
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 44,945 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 3/15/2005 - Published: 3/14/2005 - Raven, Beast Boy - Complete
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The Goldfish reviews
Clint gets suckered into playing a stupid carnival game and ends up with a goldfish that he doesn't want. Possible BlackEye thrown in there. Fraction comic version of Clint (If you haven't read holy god DO!). Expect lemons of some form. Had to select Avengers because there is no Hawkeye option but there are Avengers so it works! Eventually Mature, be warned.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,156 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/3/2014
Hangman reviews
A supernatural Version of the Hunger Games. Violence and sass to be expected.
Crossover - Supernatural & Hunger Games - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,603 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/22/2014
As Time Goes
And Rp one shot that takes place of Season 9. When the gates of hell are close and the heaven is mending itself, Dean asks Cas to take away Sam and his memory of being hunters knowing that he cannot deny him, leaving Cas with the burden of every thing they have forgotten and things he does not know how to feel. Written with MasterJessie. Destiel.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,882 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/26/2013 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Ashes to Ashes
A ficlet in Kate's perspective after she burned the Hale house down. Kate Argent. Derek Hale.
Teen Wolf - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 453 - Published: 11/11/2013 - Derek H., Kate A.
Despite What You've Been Told
An overly long songfic to get out my need for a Sora/Riku fic. Sora finds himself as the unwanted face of a rebellion in Kingdom Hearts. What happens when the Prince joins, undercover, to try and put an end to it? Alternating perspectives. Raunchy language. Yes Lemons. And a hint ( not a lot) of Axel/Sora action. Hate it/ Love it- read it. Please? 3
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 19,373 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/5/2013 - Riku, Sora
Look at the Stars reviews
Remake of a story I wrote called Cannon Ball;Sora is the son of a famous violinest, cansitertered to be a musical protégée on the cello but has to quit after being injured in a car accident that kills his father. He gets offered a spot in a music institution to recover but what will he find when the healing is done? SoRoku Axel/Roxas, Riku/Sora
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 28,033 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 11/2/2012 - Published: 6/1/2012 - Sora, Roxas