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Joined 08-13-08, id: 1665994, Profile Updated: 06-06-13
Author has written 12 stories for Supernatural, Kingdom Hearts, and Dragon Age.

Hi! I'm keldjinfae, and also the Pilot Fish over at The Aquarium, my co-writing account with Casey V. (the Mako Shark), White Silver and Mercury (the Not-Giant Squid), and Shinrai Faith (the Barracuda), where we put our crazy stupid minds together to... write even more fanfiction.


About Me

Who: Pilot Fish or Kel

What: Human, supposedly. Definitely female, and an eccentric who has a possibly unhealthy love for select fandoms and, as a result, occasionally writes fanfiction for them.

Where: Here. Duh.

When: Since 1987 to now. And now. And then. And now...

Why: Because sometimes TV shows or games catch my attention, and while I'm watching or playing my brain says something along the lines of, "Yeah, this is great, but wouldn't it be fantastic if these guys did this?" And then I found sites like this, and I was able to make these ideas happen.

Likes: Music (of the rock, alternative, classical, pop, and hip hop varieties), literature (although as of late most of my reading material has been fanfic), coffee, my kitten-shaped ball of chaos (I just had to go and name him Loki...), homemade cookies, pajamas (seriously, I have more sleepwear than I do "out in the world with people" clothes), ballerina flats.

Dislikes: Pickles. Pants. Socks. Shoes with laces. Poorly written BDSM stories (fanfic or otherwise). Thinking about things I don't like for the dislikes list.

Fandoms and Pairings: Kingdom Hearts (Riku/Sora, Axel/Roxas, and Axel/Sora, although if you give me some good Roxas/Sora I'm all over that, too), Dragon Age (Alistair/f!Amell, Alistair/f!Cousland, Zevran/f!Tabris, Leliana/f!Brosca, Fenris/f!Hawke, Anders/f!Hawke, Isabela/f!Hawke), and Supernatural (initially just Dean/Sam, and then Castiel swooped in and Dean was groped by an angel).

What I'm Reading: Life and How to Live It by SurelyForth, Nemesis by omnomanon, and 6,581 Miles to Luma by Casey V.


Things You Might Want to Note... or Not:

I am a broke caregiver with a basketful of disorders, the most prominent being manic-depression. As a result of this, posting and updating stories depends very much on my fluctuating moods. I apologize in advance for the amount of time it may take me to update any stories you may be following, as well as for stories that are edited repeatedly or may just suddenly disappear from my profile altogether; all I ask is that you remember that fanfic is something that is supposed to be fun, and please don't consider writing it to be work--I already have a hard enough time getting through my actual job every day as it is. That said, I don't mean to say never tell me you enjoy something I write and you can't wait until I update, simply don't assume I never will continue the story if it's been, say, a year (at least) since the last time I posted a chapter.

Disclaimer aside, if you have any questions about the swinging pendulum that is my mood disorder, feel free to PM me any time, provided you intend to be respectful (and don't worry, I will be in return).

I am a supporter of reviews. They encourage authors to write more, help them develop their skills, and create a sense of community, which is sort of what this site is all about, right? So if you stumble across a story you like, take a little time and hit the "review" button, especially if you're already adding it to your favorites; you'll make that author's day.

My C2, created by The Glass Slipper and staffed by myself and Casey V: safe sex is the best sex.


In-Progress (take it however you will):

Wish You Were Here: The first chapter out of a three part story is up, and I'm hoping to finish and post chapter two sometime in August, as we're coming up on the only Axel/Roxas month we'll be alive for (unless immortality is achieved). We'll see how this plan plays out.

Light Up As If You Have a Choice: I've been stuck on chapter eight, but I'm back in a place where I can pick it up and get things moving along again, so hopefully I'll have an update ready before the summer's out.

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Green Dreams by I-Mushi reviews
Cloud has suffered and asked for forgiveness, but Aeris knows she alone cannot give him it. He must find that forgiveness and peace where it began, back at SOLDIER. SephirothxCloud
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 40 - Words: 274,353 - Reviews: 2655 - Favs: 2,644 - Follows: 2,819 - Updated: 7/31 - Published: 9/13/2007 - Cloud S., Reno, Sephiroth, Zack F.
Blonde Ambition by sephcounttheways reviews
Cloud bursts out of his shell when he enrolls into the military academy. Can the power of punk rock help him get the man of his dreams?
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 32 - Words: 484,522 - Reviews: 1090 - Favs: 810 - Follows: 687 - Updated: 7/18 - Published: 7/7/2008 - Cloud S., Sephiroth
Ukiyoe Painting by MystIc fAte reviews
Set in Edo Period Japan,Cloud is an artist and Zack is a Samurai.They want nothing more than to be together,but is it possible when the Shogun has his sights set on Cloud? Or can their love still turn out to be a masterpiece in the end? AU Yaoi ZackXCloud
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 191,614 - Reviews: 323 - Favs: 256 - Follows: 243 - Updated: 1/7/2014 - Published: 12/5/2008 - Zack F., Cloud S.
Shades of Grey by Dasque reviews
A full Origins novel. The game story of Elissa and Alistair from the "Here Without You" universe.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 37 - Words: 162,470 - Reviews: 345 - Favs: 217 - Follows: 223 - Updated: 6/30/2013 - Published: 5/1/2011 - Cousland, Alistair
Malady by Ziggy Pasta reviews
As tragedy plagues a young Cloud, he turns to Zack for a source of comfort and strength. As their relationship turns intimate, Cloud slowly develops a strange illness that may leave him broken and amnesic to the life he once shared with Zack. ZackXCloud
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 57 - Words: 365,340 - Reviews: 1038 - Favs: 398 - Follows: 331 - Updated: 1/3/2013 - Published: 8/20/2009 - Zack F., Cloud S.
Binary by Lforevermore reviews
It all starts with a motorcycle accident, a missing blond, and a stolen computer disc. Detective!fic, featuring Riku/Sora and Axel/Roxas among various other scattered pairings.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 69,219 - Reviews: 182 - Favs: 254 - Follows: 172 - Updated: 8/23/2011 - Published: 2/7/2009 - Riku, Axel - Complete
Maps & Legends by SurelyForth reviews
Kirkwall was never a place Wilhelmina Hawke wanted to call home, but there's a chance the people she meets there might make it worthwhile. Or not. DA2 fic, Act I. Rated T for violence, language and adult situations.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 25 - Words: 181,884 - Reviews: 148 - Favs: 83 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 8/8/2011 - Published: 4/1/2011 - Black Fox, Anders - Complete
The Face on the Soda Bottle Label by Tala Mitena reviews
For Sora, finding his soulmate was easy. All he had to do was drink a soda. But convincing his soulmate they are truly meant to be? That's another story. RS.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 44,021 - Reviews: 617 - Favs: 376 - Follows: 448 - Updated: 2/1/2011 - Published: 3/24/2005 - Sora, Riku
Salacity by Brunette S Angel reviews
After a fight at school Cloud meets Leon, an alluringly jaded and surprisingly amiable newcomer whose mysterious personality captures Cloud completely. Tony, Cloud's usual attacker, doesn't like this one bit and will do anything to keep Cloud miserable.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 31 - Words: 210,720 - Reviews: 835 - Favs: 456 - Follows: 231 - Updated: 10/11/2010 - Published: 2/19/2009 - Cloud S., Leon/Squall L. - Complete
Gravity by Jukebox Hound reviews
Wolves, humans, and the nature of monsters. Finding the Promised Land means losing a part of yourself in the process. SZC yaoi, Wolf's Rain fusion.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 3 - Words: 27,482 - Reviews: 114 - Favs: 238 - Follows: 283 - Updated: 7/13/2010 - Published: 2/20/2008 - Cloud S., Zack F.
Aisle 3 by BubbleFairy03 reviews
Cloud Strife was a fairly normal teenager, working at his local supermarket to save for college. Zack Fair was a fairly abnormal customer, who seemed to think making his cashier blush was his greatest mission in life. Clack AU
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,461 - Reviews: 134 - Favs: 524 - Follows: 34 - Published: 4/20/2010 - [Cloud S., Zack F.] - Complete
Rain Shadow by Nitlon reviews
In which the boy who hated everyone met the boy who didn't. AU, RS. Warning: 'noodle' used as a questionable insult in a foreign language.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 161,830 - Reviews: 448 - Favs: 367 - Follows: 118 - Updated: 1/11/2010 - Published: 1/24/2009 - Riku, Sora - Complete
Hypervigilance by bouncyballparty reviews
In the uncertain world of adults, Sora Riku attempt to patch together their shaky relationship after almost 5 years apart. It's about love and hate and lost trust, set in a world where the magic has run dry and the boys see each for who they really are.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 16 - Words: 123,474 - Reviews: 139 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 101 - Updated: 11/4/2009 - Published: 1/18/2009 - Sora, Riku
Candy Boy by White Silver and Mercury reviews
Riku/Sora — MATURE — His life was a grimy rut on the road of existence. Riku found no purpose to its endless ennui—until he began to spend time with a scarred brunet boy who had an unusual addiction to red candy. ...But Candy Boy also had some secrets.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 165,765 - Reviews: 329 - Favs: 403 - Follows: 124 - Updated: 7/7/2009 - Published: 10/3/2008 - Riku, Sora - Complete
Boys by Casey V reviews
It's about growing up, mostly. Sometimes it's about love and sometimes it's about friendship. Sometimes it's about hockey. But sometimes it's about the difference between what's real and what's fake, between being a boy and being a man. Riku/Sora, Roxas
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 179,135 - Reviews: 1291 - Favs: 1,611 - Follows: 377 - Updated: 3/8/2009 - Published: 7/21/2008 - Sora, Riku - Complete
Third Person Limited by Casey V reviews
In other words, a narrative mode in which the reader experiences the story through the senses and thoughts of just one character. Roxas/Sora with Riku watching
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,646 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 154 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/2/2009 - Sora, Roxas - Complete
Remembered by Etrixan reviews
A FALLING UP oneshot: Because heroes shouldn't end up alone.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,371 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 278 - Follows: 25 - Published: 12/15/2008 - Cloud S., Reno - Complete
Falling Up by Etrixan reviews
Shinra has imposed a class system that allows a high-ranking gang get away with rape and murder. Cadet Cloud Strife has been recruited to stop them... as bait. Warnings: Anal, AU, Language, M/M, Minor, Non-con, Oral, SH, Violence
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Adventure - Chapters: 17 - Words: 50,433 - Reviews: 321 - Favs: 542 - Follows: 110 - Updated: 9/23/2008 - Published: 8/27/2008 - Cloud S., Zack F. - Complete
Kinks by Miroir du Symphonie reviews
Like a good lover, he is willing to fulfill his partner's kinks. A meaningful and meaningless look at the Committee's wants and needs, some....odder than others. RxS, LxCxA, VxY
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,318 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/3/2007 - Riku, Sora - Complete
How to Succeed in Sexual Blackmail Without Really by Thorne Scratch reviews
The ballad of Cloud and Reno. Sort of.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,856 - Reviews: 116 - Favs: 505 - Follows: 28 - Published: 8/29/2007 - Cloud S., Reno - Complete
Liquid Delicious by Yxonomei reviews
[LeonSora, unrequited RikuSora, Yaoi, possibly disturbing content] Riku's terminally straight Sora's horny Squall's available.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,317 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 9 - Published: 4/28/2007 - Riku, Sora - Complete
Kisses Like Sweet Liquor by Yxonomei reviews
[RikuSora, RoxasSora, smuttiness] They're drunk on lust and caught up in Sora's love game.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,360 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 32 - Published: 11/22/2006 - Roxas, Sora
Inspired Curiosity by Jukebox Hound reviews
[Oneshot PWP. Post KH2. Fluffy RxS yaoi.] Sora has some questions for Riku about the birds and the bees. And ninjas really are better than pirates.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,616 - Reviews: 104 - Favs: 500 - Follows: 31 - Published: 9/15/2006 - Sora, Riku - Complete
Lollipop Baby Boy by Yxonomei reviews
[Yaoi, RikuSora, cross dressing, non consensual themes] Sora in a skirt has Riku seeing red.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,797 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 188 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 6/17/2006 - Published: 6/7/2006 - Riku, Sora - Complete
Heads by Yxonomei reviews
[Yaoi, het, RikuSora, brief SoraKairi, coercion, ambiguous consent] Riku interrupts an intimate moment between his friends. Then he takes over.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,896 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 14 - Published: 6/17/2006 - Riku, Sora - Complete
Prince of a Flower Crown by Yxonomei reviews
[RikuSora, Yaoi, possibly disturbing content] Riku would keep Sora in a box... keep the boy tucked away where only he can find him.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,553 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 12 - Published: 5/19/2006 - Riku, Sora - Complete
The Likes of You by Thorne Scratch reviews
Cloud and Reno come to an arrangement.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,442 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 183 - Follows: 16 - Published: 4/30/2005
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Light Up As If You Have a Choice reviews
A templar, a crazy Circle mage, a Witch of the Wilds, a war dog, a bard, a qunari warrior, a healer, an elven assassin, a golem, and a drunken dwarf throw themselves at a dragon on top of a prison tower; they had to win, they were the punchline.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 65,659 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 8/11/2012 - Published: 12/11/2011 - Amell, Alistair
Wish You Were Here reviews
Escapism at a bus stop to nowhere, roads leading everywhere but where you needed to be; sometimes finding yourself meant coming back to find the starting line. Axel/Roxas, M
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,717 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 6 - Published: 8/20/2010 - Axel, Roxas
Riku's Glasses reviews
The things Riku does for Sora... Riku/Sora, M.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,069 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 4 - Published: 8/1/2010 - Riku, Sora - Complete
You Know My Game by Heart reviews
Riku loves to tease; Sora loves to win. Riku/Sora, M
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,274 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/14/2010 - Riku, Sora - Complete
Wham! Bam! Thank You! Gay! reviews
Was it possible that a magic baseball bat really turned Riku gay? Riku/Sora, T
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,463 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/2/2010 - Riku, Sora - Complete
Sora's Socks reviews
The things Sora does for Riku... Riku/Sora, M
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,871 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 6 - Published: 8/2/2009 - Riku, Sora - Complete
A Very Special Vertically Challenged Birthday reviews
Riku decides to start Sora's sweet sixteenth celebration early. Sora starts it off with a bang. Riku/Sora, T
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,068 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/2/2009 - Riku, Sora - Complete
The Best Laid Plans reviews
Sora has a plan. Riku/Sora, M
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,163 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/1/2009 - Riku, Sora - Complete
What Am I to Do With All This Silence? reviews
Riku believes that silence is the best solution to his problems. Riku/Sora, M
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,695 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 1/12/2009 - Published: 10/7/2008 - Riku, Sora - Complete
Only Hoping As Time Goes You Can Forget reviews
Sam seeks closure for himself and his brother. Dean/Sam, M, incest, SM
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,553 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/20/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Only Natural reviews
Sam reflects on his relationship with Dean. Dean/Sam, M, incest
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,411 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/20/2008 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Keeping Watch reviews
Sam keeps watch while Dean works. Dean/Sam, T, incest
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/20/2008 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
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