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Joined 08-18-08, id: 1671331, Profile Updated: 12-29-09
Author has written 8 stories for Wintergirls, This Lullaby, Wicked Lovely, Kissed by an Angel series, A Certain Slant of Light, Green Angel, and Twilight.

Photograph of my best friend Isabella who always helps me to play out my weird scenarios in photography even when others think that I'm just crazy.

My name Tinsley and I am 15 years old and live in Seattle, Wa. My hair is really long with wispy side bangs; uber dark natural chocolate brown. My eyes are hazel and I am 5'10" and I weigh 125 lbs. My body type is athletic and my fav music is: Broken Social Scene, Death Cab for Cutie, The Bridges, Iron and Wine, The Postal Service, MGMT, Ryan Adams and the Cardinals.

Favorite quote is: We say we love flowers, yet we pick them... We say we love trees, yet we cut them down... And some people still wonder why they are afraid when they are told they are loved...--Unknown.

My favorite actor: Jimmy Stewart, Humphrey Bogart

My favorite actress: Audrey Hepburn, Ingrid Bergman

My favorite color is black (no, I'm not emo...).

My favorite movies: The Stepbrothers, Elf, It's a Wonderful Life, Casablanca (old one), Age of Innocence, Breakfast at Tiffany's, The Jacket, Atonement, Blood Chocolate, and Seven Pounds.

My favorite TV shows: Gossip Girl, True Blood, ANTM, and Project Runway.


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Did You Ever

When you were little, endure
your parents’ warnings, then wait
for them to leave the room,
pry loose protective covers
and consider inserting some metal
object into an electrical outlet?

Did you wonder if for once
you might light up the room?

When you were big enough
to cross the street on your own,
did you ever wait for a signal,
hear the frenzied approach
of a fire truck and feel like
stepping out in front of it?

Did you wonder just how far
that rocket ride might take you?

When you were almost grown,
did you ever sit in a bubble bath,
perspiration pooling,
notice a blow dryer plugged
in within easy reach, and think
about dropping it into the water?

Did you wonder if the expected
rush might somehow fail you?

And now, do you ever dangle
your toes over the precipice,
dare the cliff to crumble,
defy the frozen deity to suffer
the sun, thaw feather and bone,
take wing to fly you home?
I do.

How sad. :(


I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

I support slash and femslash. If you do as well, add another same sex pairing to the list (any show/movie welcome): Sharpay/Gabriella, Sharpay/Kelsi, Gabriella/Taylor, Maureen/Johanne, Serena/Blair, Elphaba/Glinda, House/Wilson, Troy/Ryan, Troy/Chad, Stacy/Cameron, Lily/Miley, Carly/Sam, Oliver/Jackson, Thirteen/Amber, Amber/Cameron, Cameron/Cuddy, Mark/Roger, Angel/Collins, Blair/Georgina, Cameron/Thirteen, Dan/Aaron


BEST FRIENDS N FRIENDS:

FRIENDS:never ask anything to eat or drink

BESTFRIENDS: Help themselves and is the reason you never have any food

FREINDS:Call your parents M. Mrs and grandma and grandpa

BESTFRIENDS: Call your parents MOM and DAD GRAMS AND GRANDPA

FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail

BESTFRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying DAMN we screwed up

FRIENDS: Will pick out a cute chick-flick to watch with you on movie night

BESTFRIENDS: Will pick out "The Ring" for movie night then scare you and himself/herself in the process

FRIENDS: Never seen you cry

BESTFRIENDS: Wont tell anyone else you cry... just laugh about it when your not down anymore

FRIENDS: Meet your boy/girl friend and say nice to meet you

BESTFRIENDS: Meet your boy/girl friend and scare the BLEEP out of him/her by threatening to break every bone in him/her's body if he/she hurts your bestfriend

FRIENDS: Will say you can do better

BESTFRIENDS: Will call him and say"you have seven days to live"

FRIENDS: Ask why you're crying

BESTFRIENDS:Already have a shovel ready to bury the loser that made you cry

FRIENDS: Will help you move

BESTFRIENDS: Will help you move a dead body

FRIENDS: helps you up when you fall

BESTFRIENDS: continues walking while saying, "Walk much dumbass?"

FRIENDS: gives you their umbrella in the rain

BESTFRIENDS: takes yours and says, "RUN, -BEEP- RUN!"

FRIENDS: wipes your tears when your rejected

BESTFRIENDS: goes up to him and says, "It's because your gay isn't it?"

FRIENDS: will bail you out of jail

BESTFRIENDS: would be in the room next to you saying, "THAT WAS AWESOME, LETS DO IT AGAIN!!"

FRIENDS: Ask you to write down your number

BESTFRIENDS: Has you on speed dial

FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff and gives it back a few days later

BESTFRIENDS:Loses your stuff and tells you, "my bad .. heres a tissue"

FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you

BESTFRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography about your life

FREINDS:Will leave you behind if thats what everyone else is doing

BESTFRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowd asses that left you

FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door

BESTFRIENDS:Would walk right in and say,"IM HOME"

FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell

BESTFRIENDS: Already know not to tell

FRIENDS: Are through high school /college (drinking buddies)

BESTFRIENDS: Are for life

FRIENDS:Will be there to take your drink away when they think youve had enough

BESTFRIENDS:Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say,"Girl drink the rest of that you know we dont waste

FRIENDS: comfort you when you fight with your boyfriend

BEST FRIENDS: go over to his house and kick his ass

FRIENDS: bail you outta jail

BEST FRIENDS: sit next to you singing the jail song

FRIENDS: tell you to forget it when you say you want to vandalize a guy's house

BEST FRIENDS: best friends are the ones getting fined by the police with you

FRIENDS: Think your insane for jumping off a roof onto a trampoline

BEST FRIENDS: Are jumping right after you

FRIENDS: come over every couple of months for a sleepover

BEST FRIENDS: are your weekend boarders

FRIENDS: are offended when you make fun of them

BEST FRIENDS: kick your ass and all's forgiven

FRIENDS: are shy around your boyfriend

BEST FRIENDS: will tease him till he blushes redder than a fire engine

FRIENDS: don't see you if you're sick

BEST FRIENDS: are why you're sitting in bed under a blanket with a thermometer, book, and your phone

FRIENDS:dare you to scream into the street

BEST FRIENDS: dare you to go streaking

FRIENDS: call you retarded for running threw bleachers yelling "IT'S PICKLE TIME!" (don't ask you don't want to know)

BEST FRIENDS: are screaming and running with you

FREINDS: Will ignore this

BESTFRIENDS:Will repost this crap.

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Dead Moon by no.1Schizo reviews
Bella, after Edward leaves, goes lives with her cousin in Bon Temps. Soon after meeting Sookie,shes pushed into the world of Vampire Politics, crazy shapeshifters and danger. Then Edward comes. Will he be able to save her? Does she want to be saved?
Crossover - Twilight & Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 13 - Words: 23,544 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 111 - Follows: 81 - Updated: 11/23/2009 - Published: 4/6/2009 - Bella - Complete
A Pet's Life by Rowan Aubrey Annabelle Declan reviews
Aya Stryker is a were/vamp hybrid pet of Mathew Cornificus. I re-edited so that the two chapters before are now one longer chapter. Mature. lemon. Oc x Oc
In The Forests of the Night - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,651 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 10/15/2008 - Published: 9/24/2008
Lungs of Steel by No One Reads Bad Fanfics reviews
One day, you're going to realize you don't hate me, Waldorf," he said. "Don't hold your breath". DanBlair. CHAPTER Six ADDED: August 30th. -The aftermath of Gossip Girl's post comes crashing down like a tropical storm on top of the two unsuspecting teens-
Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 16,565 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 9/14/2008 - Published: 3/30/2008
Of Pregnancy and Accidental Love by Sunshine-M reviews
They got pregnant on an accident... A Sunny and Kyle one-shot.
Host - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,808 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 6 - Published: 9/7/2008 - Kyle O., Sunny - Complete
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Funeral reviews
This is a poem that Lia wrote at the funeral of Cassie.
Wintergirls - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/30/2009 - Complete
How She Died reviews
Okay... So I've got to admit, I'm over the whole Twilight infatuation. All in all, the screaming idiotic tweens have distroyed the book. But I couldn't help but write this poem about if Bella really had killed herself jumping from the cliffs. So read. :
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/30/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Tattooed Imagination reviews
A poem that written by Green when she was at her essence of lonelines and mutilation.
Green Angel - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Published: 7/18/2009 - Green/Ash - Complete
Will There Be Someone There? reviews
This is a poem about Helen's frustrations as being someone that no one can see. She is that m ss ng piece of the puzzle in the world.
A Certain Slant of Light - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/17/2009 - Complete
Firefly's Light reviews
A poem that Ivy wrote about missing Tristan. And the heartache of having to say goodbye.
Kissed by an Angel series - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Published: 7/17/2009 - Complete
Black Bird reviews
This is a angst ridden poem written by Donia and the sorrow of never truly being loved by Keenan who always vies for Aislinn.
Wicked Lovely - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/17/2009 - Complete
My Heart Will Stay reviews
This is just a short story from Dexter's point of view the night before he leaves to go on tour, but he doesn't want to because he'll miss Remy so much.
This Lullaby - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,285 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/17/2009 - Complete
Broken Wings reviews
This is a poem that Lia wrote in the midst of her anorexia. A poem about wanting to be gone. She's just too fragile that she could break--like wings of a sparrow.
Wintergirls - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/15/2009 - Complete
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