Author has written 9 stories for X-overs, Death Note, Assassin's Creed, Heavy Rain, Mass Effect, and Misc. Tv Shows.
I decided to tidy this place up a bit.
I’m a girl you won’t notice on the streets, or in the hallways, you may turn your head for a fraction of a second because I look weird or am in the process of doing something totally insane, but then you remember you have more important things to think of and swiftly pass me by. I’m a girl you’ve been always sitting next to, but had never exchanged a word with, because I don’t talk that much and when I do I’m pretty awkward if you happen to be someone I like or admire.
I’m a girl you will come to when you have failed to study for the exam, and ask me if I could perhaps explain the whole freaking book to you so that you can pass, and I will, with a smile and a patient voice, but after the exam you will forget me and the next day when you walk past me, you don’t even look my way to smile and say hello.
I’m a girl you spend your time with, because I’m forgetful and forgiving, but you always get into arguments with me because I always listen, and always argue back.
I’m a girl with insecurities, but you will never know that about me, because I seem comfortable in my skin and never back down from a challenge. I’m a girl you can’t figure out, because I’m in love with so many things all at once, and still look lonely.
I’m a girl you pity, because I seem hopelessly in love with you, but you just shrug me off and dismiss my affections for a joke, you never take me seriously, and it’s my fault, everything’s always my fault, because the only way I can communicate with you is through meaningless jibes and stupid innuendos that always leave a bad taste in your mouth and make you all the more weary of me, but I can’t help it, it’s either this or nothing. I’m a girl who will choose anything over nothing any day.
I’m a girl who has become a fixture in your life, always tagging along as if lost, pressed against the wall of your conscious for so long, I have become invisible, as if dressed in camouflage, but when you don’t see me in the class, you pick up your cell phone and text me, ‘where have you been, idiot? Are you alright?’ I’m a girl who will always reply, ‘you are closer to me in my thoughts than in the flesh.’
I’m a girl you choose not to text back, because I like you, and it scares you because you can never like me back, or you hate me because I bore you, but I will never stop; because I'm stupid, and you're cruel, but you're amazing, and I'm blank. And it hurts me, but I bear it, and when you ask me if I'm fine, I lie, because it's easy when you smile and then I smile back, because I'm a girl who never learned how to cry.
I love books (The Clown by Heinrich Boll, Milan Kundera, Jean Paul Sartre, Albert Camus, Kate Chopin, Sarah Kane, Henrik Ibsen, Lord Byron, T.S. Eliot, Sylvia Plath, Allen Ginsberg, Jack Kerouac... ), I love anime (Death Note my most favorite), I love video games (Mass Effect, Max Payne, Assassins' Creed, Uncharted, Heavy Rain, Devil May Cry, Resident Evil, Silent Hill, Haunting Ground, The Rule of the Rose,God of War, Metal Gear Solid, Prince of Persia... ), I love music (HIM, IAMX, Interpol, Imogen Heap, Blackfield, Uaral, Type O Negative, Era, Red Hot Chili Peppers, 10 Years, A Perfect Circle, Athlete, Anathema,Lifehouse, My Darkest Days, Poets of the Fall, Shinedown, The Cardigans, Within Temptation... ), I love movies (Fight Club, Franklin, Nightmare Before Christmas, Edward Scissorhands, Pirates of the Caribbean, Sweeney Todd... ), I love paintings (Leonardo da Vinci, Van Gogh, Raphael, Maggie Taylor...), I love writing (poetry, fanfiction, angst, tragedy, character study), I love languages (English, German, Finnish, Italian, Japanese, French), I love animals (cats, tigers, turtles, lizards, snakes, ducks), I love Johnny Depp, Desmond Miles, Ville Valo, L Lawliet, Norman Jayden and Draco Malfoy.
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