Twombie Awdur
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Author has written 3 stories for Harry Potter.

This in its own right is my story and thus is the truth... as far as I remember it

What was I supposed to do? Here I sat alone again. Wesley had been my only friend from first grade through to six and at the tender age of eleven he had died. No one cared about me, his other friends shunned me now that he was gone. Everyone simply thought that the bubbly, athletic girl was too young to understand... so she therefore would quickly recover from his death.

I never did.

Two weeks after his death I attempted to kill myself. A lot of people think, 'what does an eleven year old know about killing herself?' I reserve that story for a later date, perhaps I'll publish it. Try to make a point.

At any rate I walked off the roof of a one story building, not knowing what else to do. Suffice to say it didn't work, I fell on some classmates instead of hitting the ground. They were shocked, stunned and didn't know quite what to do with me.

It seemed everyone just kept giving up on me.

I was a library monitor and had formed what one could call a working relationship with one of the other monitors. His name was Jason. Sweet kid, totally addicted to Power Rangers which I found endearing.

One day in the library he was reading a book and asked me if I had read it, it was the latest craze. I wasn't in the mood for a popularity contest, and no one had realised yet the depression I was suffering through day by day. I snatched the book out of his hands and read the title with a sneer, one I alike very much to Rowlings Character Snape, "Harry Potter and the Philosophers Stone. What crap" and with that my life changed. I hurtled the book across the room just as the librarian walked out. I was her absolute favourite but seeing me so casually throwing a book across the room sent her into a rage, not unlike Rowlings other Character McGonagall. I couldn't believe my luck, she had just just caught me in the act. With that she made me fetch the book and as I made to hand it back to her she shook her head, "Now Sian, you listen to me. You go home and read that book beginning to end I expect a report on it." Now don't get me wrong, I loved to read, I could read at the age of two as most of my siblings had been to taught to do, and I was no exception. But to have to read this dribble?

I walked home as one doomed to death. The walk wasn't long but I had a lot of homework to do and thought I'd get a head start on the boring dribble of the famous Harry Potter so I'd have less to do at home. The first ten to fourteen pages killed me.

But then, it happened. I read about Harry and identified with him. With all the characters. I mean, I wasn't orphaned but it felt like it at most times since I was the youngest of eight and was practically invisible to my mom. Now most people would think it was Ron I identified with. In a way, yes. But mostly it was a combination. You see I saw a bit of myself in each character.

Now, I didn't, no, couldn't tear my eyes from the book. YES YES YES my room was as small as a cupboard and I always found it strange at the little things I managed to do (No not magic, just the way I could do everything, I mean, everything I set my mind to I accomplished). Yes I too knew what it was like to have to live up to expectations, I knew what it was like to be a nerd, to be shunned, I knew what it was like to be stared at, the be taunted by the so called popular kid and even by teachers. I knew all of it.

I was hooked, I'm often considered one of the biggest Potter fans in South Africa. I'm not being big headed trust me. Just ask all my friends. I know every book off by heart, every song, every riddle, every detail. I practically stalk Rowlings site. I own everything there is to own. Or try to at least.

Simply put, I found something to dedicate my life to. And I did, and because of that, Harry Potter was the thing, the person, the story that dragged me out of my depression.

When Wesley died at age eleven.

When Danny died at age fifteen (for me) eighteen (for him).

When I spent two years watching cancer kill my father.

When my family turned to alcohol and abused me.

It was that magical world that saved me.

Thank you Joanne for saving me, and Harry in the end.

Oh and just for fun... I ALWAYS knew Snape was good... after all, he is my FAVOURITE... can't be liking the bad guy can I? And he is definitely the character I connect with most...

My life continues on today...

I am also a huge fan of Angel Sanctuary and Gravitation.

I love PS I love you and The Notebook

I have come to realise that I should so be a writer and that where I am now is only temporary :)


I now have an available facebook page where I give updates and have discussions. so add me under my facebook name Twombie Awdur! Thanks to Dazzling Rockstar for the idea and HEY! go check out her stories!!!!

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Chronicles of the Fallen: Layers by brenli reviews
7 years after the events of 'Improper Guardian,' Heaven finds itself threatened with another violent rebellion... involving a deadly masked woman who has plans for something more devastating than even the Dragonmaster of Gehenna could predict.
Angel Sanctuary - Rated: M - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 25 - Words: 172,417 - Reviews: 78 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 8/23 - Published: 11/21/2005 - Uriel
Obey Your Elders by calmingaddiction reviews
WIP Chapter Story. Contains slash, bondage, cussing, blood, gore. Rated M for later chapters. "You're not a good boy, are you Bill Compton?" Eric whispered huskily, arousal dripping from his words like forbidden venom. " You need to learn your place."
True Blood - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,107 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 3/15/2015 - Published: 12/15/2010 - Eric N., Bill C.
Yuki's Secret Diary by Fantony reviews
When he's alone at home, when he can't sleep while his little lover is snoring noisily... Yuki Eiri is bored. So he talks to Shuichi... in his own way...! Eiri x shu
Gravitation - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 40 - Words: 52,990 - Reviews: 655 - Favs: 214 - Follows: 164 - Updated: 7/4/2013 - Published: 11/18/2008 - Eiri Y., Shuichi S.
Magnets by Fantony reviews
The boy he spent the last fifteen years to protect, the son of his first love James Potter, must die, and Snape does not know how to deal with the news. The private lessons he's been asked to give to Harry will wake up old feelings. SNARRY Snape's POV
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,299 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 11/24/2011 - Published: 10/14/2009 - Severus S., Harry P.
Weekend at Blaine's by Chazzam reviews
Shiftings 'verse #8, but can be read alone. Blaine's parents are away and Kurt is Blaine's guest. A party is thrown, choices are made, a video may or may not find its way onto the internet, and a debauched yet intimate weekend ensues.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 24,492 - Reviews: 192 - Favs: 379 - Follows: 113 - Updated: 5/8/2011 - Published: 4/25/2011 - Kurt H., Blaine A. - Complete
Blur by Fantony reviews
Eiri… As I said, there's never been any Shindou Shuichi.You never wrote any book. You've never been to New-York. There is no Kitazawa Yuki. All those things exist only in your head. It's just your imagination playing tricks on you. Nothing more...COMPLETE
Gravitation - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 8,312 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 3/7/2011 - Published: 10/9/2009 - Eiri Y. - Complete
Exposure by lawless523 reviews
Being a J-pop superstar whose boyfriend is equally famous has its pitfalls, especially when the media gets involved.
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 28,784 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 7/22/2010 - Published: 6/11/2010 - Shuichi S., Eiri Y. - Complete
Welcome to the Next Generation by Andi-Professional Daydreamer reviews
This is a series of one shots inspired by TLFFC in the RPG Harry Potter RP and Randomness:The next Generation.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,579 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/29/2009 - Published: 10/26/2009 - OC
A pirate's life for me! by TalksToSelf reviews
After two damn years on a ship, having been sentenced for murder, who is Kurogane to turn down an offer of the intimate kind, even if it's from another guy? KuroYuui M rated.
Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,901 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 7 - Published: 10/16/2009 - Kurogane, Fai - Complete
A Burnt Child Dreads the Fire by hollyberry29 reviews
What do you mean 'we're the same,' I'm still alive!" Matt cried. Jonah pressed his palm to Matt's t-shirt clad chest, pale fingers spread over his heart. "Not here you're not..." Jonah whispered. Jonah/Matt SLASH Rated M for later chapters.
Haunting in Connecticut - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 6 - Words: 4,406 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 9/1/2009 - Published: 4/19/2009
Noise Control by lawless523 reviews
Eiri thinks he’s found a way to decrease the frequency of those irritating sounds Shuichi makes. One-shot, complete.
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,785 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/13/2009 - Eiri Y., Shuichi S. - Complete
Excerpts of Togetherness by Andra Sashner reviews
Collection of fluffy oneshots from the lives of my favourite pairing: Eiri & Shuichi are living together, contentedly in love, and completely NOT at peace. But then again it's always going to be an ongoing adventure for these two... sigh
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 20 - Words: 48,828 - Reviews: 275 - Favs: 253 - Follows: 92 - Updated: 6/29/2009 - Published: 11/15/2006 - Eiri Y., Shuichi S. - Complete
Angel's Of Mine by YoungAthletesOnIce reviews
Tragedies of a love trianle. What happens when Yuki's past revisits him? What happenes when Shuichi loves two people and can't choose between them? What happens when Hiroshi finally snaps? I'm finally done! WARNING! YAOI! HARDCORE! YOU ARE WARNED!
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 15,452 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 6/26/2009 - Published: 12/11/2008 - Eiri Y., Shuichi S. - Complete
Firestruck by lawless523 reviews
Shuichi’s bad luck with cooking causes a kitchen fire and the sacrifice of Eiri’s favorite pan. Shuichi in turn pleads for Eiri to change a bad habit of his, but does Eiri listen? Heck no! One-shot, two chapters, COMPLETE.
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,381 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/18/2009 - Shuichi S., Eiri Y. - Complete
You Are My Only Love by bitchboughtmycookie reviews
Eiri has finished his novel just in time for Shuichi coming home from work. Eiri has been writing for 3 days straight. Now he's free to do what he wants. EirixShuichi oneshot. M rated for sexy times. COMPLETE.
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,054 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/14/2009 - Eiri Y., Shuichi S. - Complete
The Art of Gravitation by AkiyaRaeXVI reviews
Just exploring the what-if factors of Gravitation TohShu
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 12 - Words: 11,833 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 5/17/2009 - Published: 5/15/2009 - Touma S., Shuichi S. - Complete
Fai's Littile Punishment by Huni 345 reviews
PWP one dark little night, when all little good boys and girls were sleeping Fai And Kuro were getting it on. Pointless M rated drabbles. There will be a few stories that will be multi chapter plot sex stories.
Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 3,839 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 2/9/2009 - Published: 1/7/2009 - Kurogane, Fai - Complete
Yuki takes care of Suguru by sephira-san reviews
After realizing he's in love with Tohma, Suguru gets drunk and is taken care of by Eiri Yuki..Yaoi-ness inside
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 877 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/1/2009 - Suguru F., Eiri Y. - Complete
Abuse Trace and Rose by Just-A-Dash-Of-Insanity reviews
This an OC story, not planning on having any Cannon Characters! Rated to be safe! Sequal to story, coming soon!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,286 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 11/12/2008 - Published: 10/23/2008 - OC - Complete
A Gentle Touch by eclecticwitch reviews
finally getting married, Yuki and Shuichi seems to be having a great life together, when fate takes it turn. a jealous man and angry musician decide to take matters into their own hands. not what you would expect - Yuki x Shuichi Lemon/s
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 13 - Words: 37,096 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 8/12/2008 - Published: 7/14/2008 - Eiri Y., Shuichi S. - Complete
The Heart of the Game by The Brat Prince reviews
Marcus x Oliver. Marcus makes a bet with Oliver. However when it looks like Wood is going to win, can he follow through? Chapter 4, the finale, is finally here. Will Marcus give up his heart?
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,065 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 3/24/2008 - Published: 8/1/2002 - Oliver W., Marcus F. - Complete
Every Love Story Begins With A kiss by GaaraOfTheSand1 reviews
K is searching for Shuichi, what happens when he finds Yuki instead? WARNING CONTAINS YAOI. Oneshot
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,090 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/22/2008 - K, Ayaka U. - Complete
To Annoy An Author by My Fluffy Scarf reviews
Eiri discovered Gravitation fanfiction, and he wants to have a chat with you all about just how much they made him want to shoot himself. Slight Shu/Yuki.
Gravitation - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 807 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 7 - Published: 2/3/2008 - Eiri Y., Shuichi S. - Complete
Bloodplay in the LockerRoom by Snappy-Pants reviews
qudditch game cool down. SNERK! Marcus FlintOliver Wood aka TASTEY!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,981 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/6/2007 - Oliver W., Marcus F.
This Is Tonight by KikoAmi-Chan reviews
Tohma has a surprise for Shuichi. What will it be? Warning: YAOI. ShuxToh.
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,218 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 8 - Published: 8/3/2007 - Shuichi S., Touma S. - Complete
Beautiful by Andra Sashner reviews
ONE SHOT: 'Happy UnValentine's Day to me,' Shuichi thought... before finding happiness with someone he had always denied he might care about. Touma x Shuichi; WARNINGS: HOMOSEXUALITY
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,766 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 9 - Published: 2/15/2007 - Shuichi S., Touma S. - Complete
Chronicles of the Fallen: Improper Guardian by brenli reviews
Things have settled down in Heaven, Hell, and Assiah. Time has gone by in peace. And Michael's been bored out of his mind, until he is charged with a new task... to become the Guardian Angel of the child of Setsuna and Sara!
Angel Sanctuary - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 41 - Words: 194,607 - Reviews: 212 - Favs: 78 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 9/28/2006 - Published: 8/6/2005 - Michael - Complete
God, I Think I've Fallen in Love with Her by brenli reviews
Oneshot based off Improper Guardian. Michael has finally cracked! VERY VERY MATURE CONTENT. READ NO FURTHER IF YOU HATE EROTICA!
Angel Sanctuary - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,546 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/10/2006 - Michael - Complete
A Walk in the Park by XxXMayhemXxX reviews
Shuichi gets Eiri out of the house, and they go for the park.
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,783 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 1/9/2006 - Published: 9/27/2005 - Eiri Y., Suguru F. - Complete
Sex Ed With K by Makkura Arashi reviews
What happens when K decides to give Suguru a lesson in Sex Education? Suguru can't back out...he knows when K's invovled things normally go wild...K&Suguru. crazy oneshot full of lemon!
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,760 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 9 - Published: 1/8/2006 - K, Suguru F. - Complete
Vision of the future by pandorazellas reviews
Sakano has a dream in which his lover leaves him. K x Sakano. Now complete
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,635 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 12/28/2005 - Published: 12/23/2005 - Sakano, K - Complete
In My Life by sailorspazz reviews
Yuki Eiri reflects on his past as he contemplates spending his future with Shuuichi. Is his heart finally ready to open up completely? Story contains manga spoilers, main pairing EirixShuuichi, flashbacks to KitazawaxEiri.
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 39,143 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 74 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 7/1/2005 - Published: 3/29/2005 - [Eiri Y., Shuichi S.] - Complete
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Severus Snape as we could have known him reviews
EDITED AGAIN: Severus Snape, guilty and broken, was introduced to the one person who would change his life forever. The one person he could love again. And he had to train her to give up her life for the son of the man he hated and the woman he had loved...Always. Current Chapters are being Edited - New Chapter One - Nine already up. Rated Mature - Not suitable for 18 and younger.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Adventure - Chapters: 9 - Words: 20,556 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 6/24/2012 - Published: 11/6/2008 - Severus S., OC
Empty Without Love Powerless with it reviews
The Long Awaited Autobiography of Lucius Malfoy. You know him as a notorious evil man. Now, from the mouth of the patriarch of the second wealthiest magical family in Britain. Allow me, Dani Weasley, to relay to you the tale of love; betrayal; hurt and redemption. Rated M!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 892 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 3/10/2011 - Published: 11/10/2008 - Lucius M., Draco M.
Find Your Way reviews
This Story is being edited! First Chapter to be edited and posted soon!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 25,303 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 12/4/2010 - Published: 9/26/2010 - Bill W., OC