About Me -

I'm Heather. If I thought you would care, I would post my favorite color and what I hate most, but I know you probably don't, so I'll just give you something a little more basic. I love to read and write, though I suck at finishing what I start. Music is a huge part of my life, and I would die without it. I'm really average, if you think about it. Just a simple girl with big dreams. And if you do care feel free to PM me.

7/6/12 - Um, WOW! The site has changed dramatically since I was last on. Like, it's kind of freaking me out. I miss the little review button at the bottom and the simplicity of everything. But, anyways, just wanted to let ya'll know, I haven't really been on her lately because I've been on Wattpad a lot with my friend, Mrs.Weasley122, because we are collaborating on a story there. So, yeah. Be excited for that. My name on there is hblgurl and hers is ElyseWeasley and our joint is ElyseandHeather. I know, we're really creative. Anyways, this is all still in the works, so nothings posted as of yet, but be on the look out. Oh, and send me a message or something on there if you have an account. I'm always up for new friends.

5/30/12 - I just wanted to say how blown away I am by the response for Illuminate My Shadow. I never thought I'd have 45 people waiting for me to update. It makes me feel really loved, and I just wanted ya'll to know that I'm not ignoring ya'll, I've just been crazy busy with school. Seriously, it's been taking over my life because of all the last minute projects and finals. But one more day and then it's over and I can have a few extra minutes a day of time, because I had to be stupid and fill up my summer with camps and crazy stuff. It's going to be a great summer though, I can feel it. Anyways, I just wanted to let the two people who will probably read this to know that I haven't abandoned anything. This story is like my baby. it's just a very stubborn baby that enjoys time out. Have a blessed day, and know that I haven't given up.

My Stories -

House Of Horrors -

Its Halloween and Alice got the gang to go trick or treating. Alls fun until they go in the woods. They see a creepy house, and decide to check it out the next day. But what happens when 'things' start happening? What’s up with Bella's dreams? Why is Emmett so serious? Where are all of the mirrors going? The gang will be put to the test as staying alive starts to seem impossible. AU. AH. - On Hiatus

The Way I Loved You -

Songfic. Bella used to date Jasper, but broke up with him so she could date Edward. But what happens when she realizes that Jasper was the one she loved all along? Based off of Taylor Swift's song The Way I Loved You. AU. AH. Slightly OOC. - Complete

Losing Feeling -

"I hate it. This life. As vampires, it's in our nature to kill humans, to be superior, but… you can't feel what I feel. You can't feel the emotions being sucked out of their bodies as we feed like I can." Summary Inside. AU. OOC. Rated T 'cause I'm weird.

Jasper can't stand drinking human blood anymore, so his mate and him try something new. - Complete

The Lonely -

This is what could have happened in New Moon. What I know some people would have done. Songfic. OneShot. Christina Perri. - Complete

Illuminate My Shadow -

Hayley Stevens was perfectly average until a strange butterfly encounter in the woods changes her life forever. Does she have what it takes to be a super-hero, or will she fall like so many before her have? WarrenxOC - In-Progress

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Quotes and Sayings -

Yesterday was history, Tomorrow is a mystery, But today is a gift. That's why it's called the present.

"There is something beautiful about all scars of whatever nature. A scar means that the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed, done with." -Harry Crews

"You are not only responsible for what you say, but also for what you do not say." - Martin Luther

"I used to think anyone doing anything weird was weird. Now I know that it is the people that call others weird that are weird." -Paul McCartney

"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." -Marilyn Monroe

"Whoever would overthrow the liberty of a nation must begin by subduing the freeness of speech." -Benjamin Franklin

Insanity is a perfectly rational adjustment to an insane world.

"Music is the only thing that makes sense anymore. If you play it loud enough, it keeps the demons away." -Across The Universe

“We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.”-Chuck Palahniuk

Labels are for cans, and in case you haven't noticed -I'm not a can.

"Everything here is eatable. I'm eatable, but that my children is called cannibalism and is frowned upon in most societies." -Willy Wonka -Charlie and the Chocolate Factory

People say love is like magic, but isn't magic just an illusion?

"Writing is the hardest work in the world. I have been a bricklayer and a truck driver, and I tell you - as if you haven't been told a million times already - that writing is harder. Lonelier. And more nobler and more enriching." -Harlan Ellison

Note to Self: Normal is just a setting on washing machines.

Call me weird, call me strange, call me different, I won't change.

"Courage is going from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm." - Winston Churchill

To steal ideas from one person is plagiarism; to steal from many is research.

Secret Admirer: a stalker with stationary.

"A blank piece of paper is God's way of telling us how hard it is to be God." -Sidney Sheldon

"Beginnings are scary, and endings are usually sad, but it's the middle that counts the most." -Hope Faith

"It never hurts to keep looking for sunshine." -Eeyore

"God made man, and then he said, "I can do better than that," and made woman." - Adela Rodgers St. Johns

"In this silence, it is the loudest sound." -Edward -Silence, the Loudest Sound -reincarnatedcrazybutterfly

True perfection is in all the little imperfections.

“And so the artist fell in love with the drug addict.”
“What a stupid artist.”
“What a sick, manipulative drug addict.”
-Cigarette Burns -Daddy’s Little Cannibal

For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness.

"Truth is stranger than fiction." -Mark Twain

Don't worry about the people in your past, there's a reason they didn't make it to your future.

Piglet: How do you spell love?
Pooh: You don't spell it; you feel it.
-Winnie the Pooh

"Yes, it is easy to see that nearly six years of magical education have not been wasted on you, Potter. Ghosts are transparent." -Severus Snape -Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince

Be insane... because well behaved girls never made history.

"It took me fifteen years to discover that I had no talent for writing, but I couldn't give it up because by that time I was too famous." -Robert Benchley

They say "Guns don't kill people, people kill people." Well I think the guns help. If you stood there and yelled BANG, I don't think you'd kill too many people.

To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering, one must not love; but then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer, to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is love; to be happy then is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy; therefore to be unhappy one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness. I hope your getting this down. -Love and Death

“Drugs are a waste of time. They destroy your memory and your self-respect and everything that goes along with your self esteem.” –Kurt Cobain

FAKE. It's the latest trend, and everyone seems to be in style.

"Don't look where you fall, but where you slipped." -African Proverb

I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no way Paper can beat Rock. Is Paper supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? If so, why can't paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why aren't sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating students as they attempt to take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that crap up in two seconds. When I play rock/ paper/ scissors, I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my ready made fist and say, oh, I'm sorry, I thought paper would protect you.

My life story seems happy, that's just because I edited out all the bad parts.

"Here's the thing... I've already gone crazy once. I know what my limits are." -Bella Swan -Eclipse

"How does one really know who belongs to whom in this vast mysterious earth?" -Jasper -Just Say -reincarnatedcrazybutterfly

Nobody can take away your self-respect till you are willing to do so.

There’s only one corner of the universe you can be certain of improving, and that’s your own self.

I am on a quest to the deepest, darkest corners of my room in search of what some would call "a floor" - a long and difficult task awaits me. Wish me luck my friends for I may not return alive.

"I'm not going to sacrifice love, real love, for any whore or any friend, or any business, because in the end you're alone at night." -John Lennon

I don't take orders, and I don't deliver death wishes. If you wish to die, kill yourself.

"You've experienced the way I can manipulate the emotions around myself, Bella, but I wonder if you realize how the feelings in the room affect me. I live every day in a climate of emotion. For the first century of my life, I lived in a world of bloodthirsty vengeance. Hate was my constant companion." -Jasper Hale -Eclipse

"Those who try to earn my respect already have it, but those who don't try all have no reason to gain my acknowledgment nor my respect. Treat me as you would want to be treated, not because of my race or social status but just because I am human... Just like you." -Unknown

“Life is like a beautiful melody, only the lyrics are messed up.” -Unknown

“You build on failure. You use it as a stepping stone. Close the door on the past. You don't try to forget the mistakes, but you don't dwell on it. You don't let it have any of your energy, or any of your time, or any of your space.” -Johnny Cash

"Be the change you want to see happen to the world." -Mahatma Gandhi

Just because you lost hope in the world doesn't mean you can loose hope in its people.

Girls, all men are animals. Some just make better pets.

"Writing is so difficult that I feel that writers, having had their hell on earth, will escape all punishment hereafter." -Jessamyn West

A heart break isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding. Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling. And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it... except you.

Falling down is not defeat… Defeat is when your refuse to get up.

“Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. It means you have decided to look beyond the imperfections.” -Unknown

"Fought the war a thousand years, to find the battle in myself. Try to knock the God's from the sky, to find they were on the earth all along. They tell me to run to the bright lights... but there isn't one. Trust in someone to catch you when you fall, only to hit the pavement. Fought until the end, and went out in a black rage. Nothing is chance, Isabella, and we don't know it until the end. But there is no end for those who live forever. But when you live forever, what is there to live for? Life's nothing but an angry sea. It's just like sleeping, but you don't have to wake up to see the awful reality. The hardest part is letting go, but we have to. Everyone dies... it's as natural as being born. Don't be afraid. There is nothing to be afraid of." -Jessica -Good Morning, Mr Cullen -LemonySnickersBars

"Everyone wants to be the sun, and brighten up your life. But I’d rather be the moon that shines on you in your darkest hours." -Anonymous

Self respect isn’t ignoring your flaws, it’s embracing them.

"No girl should ever forget that she doesn't need anyone who doesn't need her." -Marilyn Monroe

"I don't set out to offend or shock, but I also don't do anything to avoid it.” -Sarah Silverman

"What if we're not meant to be with each other as well?" -Bella
"So?" -Jasper
"Um..." -Bella
"Then make a mistake with me." -Jasper
-Just Say -reincarnatedcrazybutterfly

"Better to write for yourself and have no public, then write for the public and have no self." -Cyril Connolly

STRESS: A condition brought on by over-riding the bodies natural desire to choke the living daylights out of some jerk who desperately deserves it.

Siren's Song

by Wendy Flora

I sit among my rocks, waiting for the men to pass by.
The large rock by the door is scarred with my
Marks, a record of those I watched die
While my song rose to fill the sky.

I pass by that rock every day, and I see
Only how many more marks there must be
Before my time is done, and I may leave
This rocky tower for the blue blue sea

I often wonder if these men ever, ever know
As their ship is dashed on the rocks below
That I do not hate them. Nay, I love them so . . .
These men who come, and yet too quickly go.

For it is lonely here day after passing day
Watching my only joy slip away
Beneath the waves as I turn to lay
My hand upon that rock so I do not sway

And turn to save the drowning men that I-
With my beauty which so pleased their eye
And the voice that lured them to my side-
Have broken and condemned to die.

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