Author has written 5 stories for Shugo Chara!, and Kingdom Hearts.
YO! I'm Amber, but my nickname's Mikan.
I was born on the day of Xigbar, Demyx
You Say Pink I Say Black
You say BABY PINK
A link to my blog about anime, manga, and games. (I misspelled anime)
Winter Sleep (Chapter two of Stronger Than Fate): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rqZ_bIRs3mA
When You're Gone (Chapter five of Stronger Than Fate): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTtIYN1d8C0
Within you (confessions) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ufrCIwNk1zc
Magic Dance (Briefly mentioned in confessions) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hACHP-gIFFo
-- POST THIS INTO YOUR PROFILE IF YOU THINK HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!--
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
This is about school shootings:
Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school,
He told his friends that it was cool,
And when he pulled the trigger back,
It shot with a great, huge crack.
Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!
When I went to school that day,
I never said good-bye.
I'm sorry that I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.
When Johnny shot the gun, he hit me and another,
And all because Johnny, got the gun from his brother.
Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,
And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.
And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,
And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now
And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best
Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest
Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,
And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass
Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one, though, deserves this.
But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.
And Mommy tell the doctors; I know that they really did try
I think I even saw one doctor, trying not to cry.
Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest,
But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest
When I heard that great, big crack, I ran as fast as I could
please listen to me if you would,
I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new
I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo
I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,
I wanted to be an actress, I really wanted to live.
But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,
Mommy, tell my Zack, I'm sorry I had to cancel the date.
I love you Mommy, I always have, I know you know its true
And Mommy all I need to say is, "Mommy, I love you"
Make School Shootings Stop!
For people that hate stereotypes: If you think people should just shut up and stop, put this on your profile. (BOLD the ones you are.)
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
-THE KH SURVEY-
SECTION ONE: The "Favorite" Questions
1. Your favorite KH guy?
Demyx! No, Roxas! GAh! Axel? Leon? Riku? Clould?! OWW! BRAIN DAMAGE!
2. Your favorite KH girl?
3. Your least favorite KH guy? Why?
DiZ. He's a weirdo
4. Your least favorite KH girl? Why?
Kairi. I just don't like her.
5. Favorite World? (Includes both KH1 and KH2)
That's hard! I think either Hollow Bastion (2 only) or The World That Never Was. Or maybe atlantica.
6. Least Favorite World?
100 Acre Wood. boring, dumb.
7. Favorite Weapon? (Includes both KH1 and KH2)
Chakrams and Sitar baby! I kinda like Marluxia's flower scythe
8. Least Favorite Weapon?
Zexion's... book... thing.
9. Fav. Summon? (includes both KH1 and KH2)
Tinkerbell! Or Stitch.
10. Fav. Form? (aka. Sora's Forms)
11. Favorite Pairing? (includes yaoi coupling) Why?
Zemyx, AkuRoku, SoRiku, Seiner, Namine and Olette, Selphie and Kairi, Xemnas and Saix, Kairi and Namine, Kairi and Olette, Kairi and Yuffie, Yuffie and Tifa, Cleon, Marluxia and Larxene, Luxord and Xigbar, Xaldin and Lexaeus. Just cuz.(Poor Vexen's left all alone! Well, he kinda goes with Marluxia...)
12. Least Fav. Pairing? (includes yaoi couples) Why?
Larxene and Axel. NO! Just NO! Gross!
13. Any cool crack pairings you've heard of? List 'em.
Marluxia and Xigbar. WEEEIRD
14. Weirdest Pairing(s) You've Ever Heard Of?
See above answer...
15. Any "Kh-pet-peeves" you have?
Xemnas' speeches. He's such a drama queen! And Sora being a total dick to Demyx! And the fact that KHII keeps freezing after cutscenes!
16. Fav. Partner in KH? (includes both KH1 and KH2)
Riku!! I lurve you Riku!
SECTION TWO: Do you believe it, or not believe it?
17. Do you believe in the Xemnas/Saix theory!
18. Do you believe that Zexion is emo?
Yep! Of course he is! Don't worry, Dem-Dem will cheer him up! :3
19. Do you believe that Marluxia is gay?
I think he's trangendered. Possibly gay though. Gay for Larxene (Lol)
20. Do you believe that Kairi is the most annoying character in KH?
I don't know. I have really mixed feelings about her. She's so hot.
SECTION THREE: Answer Yourself!
21. If Roxas had to choose either Namine or Olette, who would you root for? Why
Olette because she's so cute! drools
22. What's your theory on KH: Birth by Sleep?
I think Ven is Sora's father's nobody and Terra is Sora's father.
23. Was Chain of Memories a waste of time?
I haven't played it yet! T.T
24. If you had the choice of meeting ONE (and ONLY ONE!) KH character, who would it be?
Are you TRYING to kill me?! I... I would choose Demyx. No! Axel! RAAWR! Gah! Roxas! Nooo! Zexy!
25. Which KH character do you relate to the most? Why?
Axel. We both lost someone we love.
26. What's the most embarrassing moment that ever happened to you that had something to do with KH?
I swear a lot when I play... and my favourite is mother fucking cock sucker... nuff said.
27. Have you ever cosplayed as a KH character? If so, who? If not, who would you like to cosplay as?
I want to cosplay as Zexion. Or Roxas.
28. The Funniest Moment in all of KH would be...?
"And then we can go see Santa!" Lol, Sora's an idiot.
29. The Hardest Enemy/Boss was...?
Sephiroth. God, he's harder than Axel when he sees Roxas naked. (LOL)
30. What was a good edition in KH2 that made it oh-so-addictive?
SECTION FOUR: Decisions, Decisions...
31. Hayner or Pence?
Hayner all the way!
32. Zexion or Marluxia?
Zexion. Sorry, I don't do pink.
33. Riku or Roxas?
Sorry, Mikan's brain has temporarily shut down so she can't answer the question.
34. Roxas or Sora?
Roxas. I'm a pacafist.
35. Axel or Demyx?
Do you hate me? Uh... Demyx. No Axel! GRR!
36. Kairi or Larxene?
37. AkuRoku or SoRiku?
AkuRoku! Or Soriku... Fuck...
38. Namixas or Namiku?
Namine and Riku's clone! Muahaha!
39. Zemyx or AkuRoku?
40. SoKai or SoRiku?
SoRiku! Kairi belongs to Selphie!
41. Sea Salt Ice Cream or Paopu Fruit?
Sea Salt Ice cream!
42. Cloud or Leon?
43. CloTi of Clerith?
CloTi in FF, but Cleon in KH
44. Simple and Clean or Passion?
SECTION FIVE: The Last Section!!
45. List all the KH character you've fallen for. (This includes Final Fantasy character's as well)
Kairi, Olette, Leon, Demyx, Axel, Roxas, Yuffie, Zexion, Cloud, Riku, Selphie, Tifa and Xemnas. (Xemnas' hair! I want to pet it!)
46. What crossovers would you like to see with KH?
Harry Potter or Labyrinth. Demyx is David Bowie's nobody! (Lol, go watch Demyx Time.)
47. Does anyone in KH look like another character? List 'em all!
Axel - Reno
48. Which new KH game can you abosolutely NOT wait for?
Kingdom Hearts:358/2 Days and Birth By Sleep
49. Do you like KH1 or KH2 better? Why?
KH2 just cuz.
50. LAST QUESTION! What makes Kingdom Hearts one of the best games in the world!?
-Fill Out #s 1-13 With Organization XIII Member's Names In A Random Order-
1) Is a Seven/Three pairing more on the humourous side or the angsty side?
Vexen/Zexy? More creepy... But, humurous
2) Would Four/Ten be a smutty fic or a fluffy fic?
Axel and Luxord. Definitely drunken smut.
3) Do you reckon it's possible for Two and Nine to get together?
haha, Yeah. But Saix might kill Xaldin.
4) One and Eleven are going out...what's the Organization's reaction?
5) Which couple suits better? Eight/Thirteen or Six/Five?
Xigbar/Marluxia or Larxene/Demyx. Definitely the latter. Poor Dem-Dem.
6) Is Twelve the most attractive member of the Organization?
Eh, tied for second. Unless you count Namine.
7) Do you think Three would be happy if Eleven and Eight got together
Lexaeus and Xigbar... Is Zexy ever happy?
8) Write a title for a Four/Two story.
Axel and Xemnas: Great Minds Think Alike
9) Have you ever read a Ten/One pairing?
No. And I don't plan to...
10) Do you think it's possible to make Five/Thirteen canon?
NOOOO! Shivers SCARY!
11) In a Six/Nine pairing who would be top and who would be bottom?
Larxene and Xaldin! EWWW I NEED BRAIN BLEACH! Xaldin would top. (ew ew ew)
12) Do you believe that One/Thirteen could happen?
13) What would the summary say for an Eleven/Three story?
It's always the quiet ones that snap first... (Angst!)
14) What would happen if Twelve/Seven had a baby?
Oh, God, that's gross. Axel would go emo. They'd make lots of money though! Pregnant man!
15) Write a warning for a Two/One/Eight story.
WARNING! Xigbar filming amateur porn!
16) Four and Twelve are getting married...what would Five say as a speech?
Roxas and Axel, eh? Demyx would probably say "Finally! It took long enough!" Yeah. Not much of a speech.
-The iPod Shuffle-
1. Put your iTunes (or iPod) on shuffle
1.WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Don't Stop Believin' -- Journey (it really is... weird)
2. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Love Story -- Taylor Swift (Pssh, I wish)
3. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Big Girls Don't Cry -- Frankie Valli and the Four Seasons
4.WHAT IS 2+2?
Forever & Always -- Taylor Swift (Lol!)
5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Tears Don't Fall -- Bullet For My Valentine (Uh... no.)
6.WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
If You Seek Amy -- Britney Spears (Lmfao. Yes, please fuck me)
7.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Our Song -- Taylor Swift (No)
8.WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Monday, Monday -- The Mamas and The Papas (I so wanna be a day!)
9.WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Candyman -- Aqua
10.WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Jai Ho -- A.R Rahman & Pussy Cat Dolls
11.WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Cinderella -- Britney Spears (That's not romantic at all!)
12. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
I Want To Be The One -- Lonestar (O.o Necrophilia much?)
13.WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Camisado -- Panic At The Disco (Yes! Fucking love that song!)
14. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Cold As You -- Taylor Swift
15. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Kokomo -- The Beach Boys (strange)
16. WHAT IS THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Build Me Up Buttercup -- Foundations (haha.)
17. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Womanizer -- Britney Spears (How is that even possible?)
18. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU WILL REGRET?
Just A Dream -- Carrie Underwood (That's a little sad...)
19. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Pretty Women -- Sweeney Todd Soundtrack (No, I don't laugh, I whistle)
20. WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Winds of Change -- Scorpions (That song does)
21. WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Touchdown Turnaround -- Hellogoodbye (magic iTunes ball says: ask again later)
22. WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Magic Dance -- David Bowie (no, it makes me giggle)
23. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Within You -- David Bowie (apparently that's a yes)
24. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
I Write Sins Not Tragedies -- Panic At The Disco (uh...)
25. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Sweet Child O' Mine -- Guns & Roses (No! My baby!)
26.WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
I've Just Seen A Face -- Across The Universe Soundtrack
For me, crazy is a loose term. Crazy is when you start dancing in Walmart to its chessy music. Crazy is when u laugh uncontrolable at your own jokes. Crazy is when you stare at a pencil and laugh when someone asks you what is so interesting about the eraser. Crazy is when you have an hour-long sob fest, and then start singing and dancing when your favorite song comes on. Crazy is when you do or say a completely random thing, like "Do you ever wonder where the eraser bits go?" or having a thumbwar with yourself. Crazy is when you type up all your favorite sayings, print them off and tape them to your wall, just for something to do. Crazy is when you laugh when nothing's funny.Crazy is when you crack up if someone says "Oatmeal!". Crazy is when you forget what you're saying in the middle of a sentence. Crazy is when you take the time to write down stuff like this and memorize it. Crazy is when you memorized every single line of the Kingdom Hearts series.Crazy is when your so obsessed with Roxas (KH 2) that you bang on the T.V. every now and then to see if he will come out .(Yes this is the real Sam from Storms; Crossover Mania LOL) I LOVE ROXAS!! Crazy is when your are going through this as a checklist. Crazy is when you quote Charlie the Unicorn at random momments. Crazy is when you eat twenty pixie sticks in one day. Crazy is when your crazy. Crazy is when start talking nonsense everyday during gym. Crazy is when you break your computer because Riku and the whole of StarClan told you to (ALL FEAR RIKU!! ~Crystillianray). Crazy is when you have serious conversations with your friend about having a black hole in your boobs. Crazy is when you start having spontaneous and perfectly serious argume-ahem, discussions with the characters you created inside your head, and you listen to their advice. (Actually, half of them are cleverer than me. I have no idea how), Crazy is when you burst into tears every time an anime or manga you like ends, crazy is when you giggle every time someone is killed in Higurashi no Naku Koro Ni, crazy is when you scream at anyone that says Axel's dead (He's not! He was just late for a tea party with Demyx so he left really quick!) If you're crazy, copy this onto your profile and add something crazy you've done to the list! (Lol, I added 3)
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18 and find line 4:
Angel lives six blocks from Union Square in a big apartment south…
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
9. What are you wearing?
10. Did you dream last night?
11. When did you last laugh?
12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
13. Seen anything weird lately?
14. What do you think of this quiz?
15. What is the last film you saw?
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
19. Do you like to dance?
20. George Bush:
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the Pearly Gates?
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