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Joined 12-30-08, id: 1786199, Profile Updated: 01-14-15
Author has written 23 stories for Supernatural.

Is this the best picture you've ever seen or what! Okay, yeah, I know it's a manip but damn!

So, if you're here, you want to know something about me so here goes:

Hetero Female, Rabid Fangirl of the TV show Supernatural and lusty follower of the Winchester Brothers. Got turned onto Wincest Fanfics by some of my favorite authors (see below) and wanted to try my hand at them. Hope you enjoy and I'd love to hear your thoughts on my stories - good or bad - PM me if you don't want to leave a public review.

I'm a published author, I have 3 books out now. It's a series called Shameful Desires and my pen name is PJ Proud. If you fancy a read, here's the info:

Titles

Shameful Desires 1: Enslaved http://fannypress.com/2011/04/11/enslaved-book-1-in-pj-prouds-new-shameful-desires-trilogy/

Shameful Desires 2: Mastered http://fannypress.com/2012/05/11/shameful-desires-2-mastered-by-p-j-proud/

Shameful Desires 3: Unbound http://fannypress.com/2014/03/15/the-shameful-desires-trilogy-comes-to-a-close-with-shameful-desires-3-unbound/

Author Name PJ Proud
Publisher Name (or self-published) Fanny Press
Genre BDSM, Bondage, erotic spanking, M/M, yaoi, BDSM, Boys Love, Erotic Romance, Gay Erotica

Type of Fiction: Realistic Fiction

Number of pages or word count Book 1: 288 pages

Book 2: 268 pages

Book 3: 274 pages

Blurb/Synopsis

P.J. Proud writes in an elegant style: innovative, literary, and lyrical. The story itself does not disappoint. The intense sex play and on-again off-again romance between the two complicated and compelling protagonists will keep readers guessing—and panting for more. Those who become hooked on the first book will be delighted to hear that two more episodes are coming their way in 2011 and 2012.

Book1:

Read Chapter 1 on Scribd.com. http://www.scribd.com/doc/62867442

Jeremy Piper has idolized Andre Jackson for years, and now Andre is acting in Jeremy’s movie. But the fledgling screenwriter is quickly disillusioned with the flesh-and-blood actor, who strikes him as rude and narcissistic. When the talk turns to bondage scenes, Andre throws down the gauntlet, swearing he can break Jeremy’s will with erotic spanking. Jeremy refuses to submit and the chase is on, with a determined Andre bent on bringing Jeremy to heel. With his life spiraling out of control, Jeremy can no longer resist Andre’s challenge. The scene that follows changes them both, revealing Jeremy’s deep-seated desire to submit and Andre’s equally strong need to dominate. Submersed in subspace, Jeremy begs Andre to make love to him, to own him, and Andre can’t refuse his willing, handsome slave. Thus begins their romance. Events and their own proud natures will conspire to tear them apart. Andre has a fiancée, Jeremy a wife. Will they ever come to terms with their shameful desires?

Book 2:

Happily Ever After
Jeremy Piper is in love. He has embraced the Dominant/submissive lifestyle as a “sub” and is moving in with his Master, the movie actor Andre Jackson. Jeremy has everything he has ever wanted.

A Dream Shattered
Role-playing for a scene is worlds away from living the lifestyle, and Jeremy is unprepared for the reality: his stern Master, wrestling with ghosts from his past, is rigid, unyielding and demands complete obedience from his slave, both in and out of the bedroom. Although eager to please, Jeremy is just as strong willed as his Master and chafes against his authority, refusing to be tamed.

Secrets and Lies
A secret is revealed, a trust is broken, and the two headstrong men drive each other to the breaking point, unwilling to admit their own insecurities and confess their mutual need.

Mastered
Can the Master learn from his past? Can the slave become the teacher? The battle of wills is fierce as Jeremy and Andre continue to discover and explore their shameful desires.

Book 3:

Jeremy Piper’s life has come full circle, and he’s happier than he’s ever been. He’s living with his Master, actor Andre Jackson, embracing his submissive nature, and planning for their wedding. His newest novel is being made into a movie, with Andre as the star. Although Andre can’t reveal that he is gay and involved with Jeremy without risking his career, they are thrilled to be working together.

Until the handsome young actor co-starring with Andre sets his sights on Jeremy. Unlike Andre, David is totally out and proud, and he’s still getting romantic leads. One misunderstanding leads to another, and Jeremy is forced to take desperate measures to make things right with his Master.

Will Andre and Jeremy ever learn to trust each other and what they have together? Will they ever be able to live without hiding, without fear that others will discover their shameful desires?

Hey, if you order them or look over my stories, I appreciate the interest in my work.

Thanks for reading!!


Favorite Quotes from BrokeBack Mountain (my most favorite movie ever):

Jack: You know friend, this is a goddamn bitch of an unsatisfactory situation.

Ennis: If you can't fix it, Jack, you gotta stand it. Jack: For how long? Ennis: For as long as we can ride it. There ain't no reins on this one.

Ennis: Speak for yourself. You may be a sinner, but I ain't yet had the opportunity.

Jack: It's nobody's business but ours.

Jack: Ya know it could be like this, just like this always.

Hey guys, if you like Real Person Fiction, see my LJ, I've got some Jared/Jensen fic on there: http://ilikecrystals.livejournal.com/

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Towel by Anonymonimus reviews
Another day, another hunt. Sam and Dean return from a hunt and both are feeling particularly playful. WINCEST
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,534 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 6 - Published: 7/8/2014 - [Dean W., Sam W.] - Complete
Cling by paperstorm reviews
Part of my Deleted Scenes series. The tag for Mystery Spot. Wincest.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,229 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 51 - Published: 5/29/2013 - Sam W., Dean W., Gabriel - Complete
Balls by xwincesterx reviews
Dean thinks his balls are awesome. Sam thinks his are better. [kind of a crack-fic without all the LSD]
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,239 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 78 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 5/11/2013 - Published: 5/4/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Catalyst by Wincesteriffic Kaz reviews
A witch lays a curse into Sam's skin that could change things forever. Dean/Sam
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 20,515 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 168 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 5/1/2013 - Published: 4/21/2013 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
So Much it Burns by Zomb13cat reviews
It was at this moment that Sam decreed, with unfaltering determination, that if Dean yearned for him even half as much as he did for Dean, Sam would make sure to give and take everything they both needed. (This is dirty Weecest guys)
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 14,777 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 9 - Published: 1/28/2013 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Mark Me Up by Zomb13cat reviews
It takes a few moments for Sam to realize that the water is no longer running. And it doesn't register until Dean is standing in front of him, barefoot, in only his jeans, beads of water running down his toned, naked chest, toweling his hair off. "Alright." He says. "Wha-?" Sam swallows audibly. "If you say you need a hickey, then you need a hickey."
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,977 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 8 - Published: 12/29/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
One Saved Message by Mousme reviews
Dean decides to surprise his brother with a new phone. Even better is when he finds that he's been able to save all of Sam's old information and restore it to his cell. That's when he discovers an old voicemail that Sam has kept saved...
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,015 - Reviews: 82 - Favs: 605 - Follows: 53 - Published: 5/16/2011 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Smart People Who Do Dumb Things by Candle Beck reviews
Slash, Sam/Dean. I shouldn't have pushed, but you shouldn't have said no.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,235 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/21/2009 - Dean W., Sam W.
Last Day on Earth by Candle Beck reviews
Slash, Sam/Dean. A list of things to do if you only have one day to live, in non-list form.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,420 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 127 - Follows: 10 - Published: 7/30/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Eight Things You Should Know by Candle Beck reviews
Slash, Sam/Dean. Being in love with Dean is the most annoying thing.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,026 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 167 - Follows: 12 - Published: 12/11/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
It's All in the Wrist, Sam Winchester by asteroidbuckle reviews
Sam has needs. Sometimes they require a helping hand. Namely, Dean's. And yes, it IS what the title implies. Wincest.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,894 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 12/6/2008 - Published: 12/5/2008 - Dean W., Sam W.
Lead Us Not Into Temptation by asteroidbuckle reviews
Sam learned a lot about his brother that night, learned the answers to all the things he’d wondered about when he’d let himself think about them. Missing scene from "Wash Us Clean". WINCEST. Very slight spoilers for episodes 4.09 & 4.10.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,630 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/28/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Brother Mine by FeatherTouch reviews
Sam is jealous, and he wants Dean that way too. D/s; bottomSam; Dom!Dean. Slash/Wincest
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,449 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 187 - Follows: 14 - Published: 10/25/2008 - Complete
Falling by asteroidbuckle reviews
An extension of the motel scene in the movie after Jack & Ennis' reunion. Slightly fluffy.
Brokeback Mountain - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,752 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/31/2008 - Complete
Burn by Susan82 reviews
Who will rescue the rescuer? Sam struggles to free himself before the raging fire can claim him...and Dean. Hurt!Sam and Protective!Dean. Oneshot.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,564 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 121 - Follows: 14 - Published: 9/11/2007 - Complete
Like Oil and Water by Wofl reviews
Dean can't sing. Sam hates Tolkien. None of this leads to a logical conclusion. But it is damn fun. Wincest. agressive!Dean. Mature for content.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,322 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 9 - Published: 8/25/2007 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Let Me Out by BlazeorFade reviews
Wee!cest. The night Sam leaves for Stanford. My first 'First time' fic, so be gentle. R&R
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,256 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 9 - Published: 10/9/2006 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Memories Of Me by Gillian Middleton reviews
While investigating a routine curse in a small California town Dean loses his memory. With only his brother to lean on feelings begin to develop that aren't exactly brotherly. How's Sam going to cope with that?
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 29,712 - Reviews: 114 - Favs: 448 - Follows: 61 - Published: 4/30/2006 - Complete
Slow Fade by comeawayeasy reviews
Jack remembers a most amazing moment he and Ennis shared one time when they spent a few days in the mountains together.
Brokeback Mountain - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,752 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/15/2006 - Complete
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Training Adam reviews
Written for LJ's Supernatural Kink Meme Request: Adam is hunting with his two brothers, but he still has a great deal to learn about the "family business". Whenever he makes a mistake, he gets a spanking. And he enjoys it, kind of... Herein lies Spanking, Wincest, Domestic Discipline & Slash. I LOVE constructive criticism and reviews so bring it! Thanks for reading :)
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,789 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 9 - Published: 1/3
What Sammy Needs reviews
Dean wants to jerk off to some porn but what he finds on Sam's computer changes everything. This story contains Wincest and Spanking so if either squicks you, please don't read. If you read and enjoy, I'd love to hear your thoughts on this. It's been so long since I've written anything that it's rusty and not as hot as I like but I tried. Welcome to my world :)
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14,157 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 13 - Published: 7/19/2014 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
These Dreams reviews
Sam's having night terrors and Dean does what's needed to take care of his baby brother. This story contains SLASH, WINCEST, RIMMING, FELCHING, ORAL, ET AL. Don't like, don't read. Please comment if you read because I'd love to hear what you think. Written in pieces so may be choppy in places. Last 2 chapters pure smut. Hope you enjoy!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 60,453 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 7/2/2014 - Published: 4/12/2013 - Sam W., Dean W., Bobby S. - Complete
Feel This Moment reviews
Summary: Dean needs to get through to Sam just how wrong drinking demon blood is. This story contains SPANKING of an unconsenting male adult by another male adult. If you don't like stories of this type, please don't read. I love reviews and con crit so BRING IT!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,078 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 12 - Published: 4/29/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Bow of Obedience reviews
Part 2 of 2: Prompt: Spanking World's Nice Bingo Card: Toys. Sam needs more and Dean is being stupid. Follow up to 'Chains That Bind'. This story contains WINCEST and SPANKING so if you don't like, don't read! Please point out any errors or crap writing so I can fix. I love contructive criticism and review so bring 'em!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,740 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 11 - Published: 1/4/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Chains That Bind reviews
Part 1 of 2: Prompt: Spanking World's Nice Bingo Card: Taut. Prequel to "Bow of Obedience", Dean teaches Sam a lesson in obedience. This story contains WINCEST and SPANKING so if you don't like, don't read! Please point out any errors or crap writing so I can fix. I love contructive criticism and review so bring 'em!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,600 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 11 - Published: 1/4/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
The Voice of Truth reviews
A serial killer forces Sam to reveal his true feelings for Dean. Wincest/Slash/Frottage/Lots of kissing. Please point out any errors or crap writing so I can fix. I love constructive criticism and reviews so bring 'em! :D
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 38,543 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 192 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 1/7/2011 - Published: 12/7/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
A Soul So Sweet reviews
Sam's soul isn't gone at all, it's just hidden, asleep...This story contains Wincest and Slash so if you don't like this kind of stuff, don't read but if you do, please review :
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,537 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 100 - Follows: 10 - Published: 11/5/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
That Secret Place reviews
The Prequel to Chapters 4 & 5 of 'The Bet'. Warnings: Rebellious Sam/Angry Dean, Corporal punishment/Hard spanking of a male child by a male teenager, the realization of machochistic tendencies and humpage/climax. Reviews would be awesome!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,200 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 13 - Published: 6/15/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
The Monster Inside reviews
Regarding Episode 4.20 When The Levee Breaks. This is my way this scene should have ended. Warning: Schmoop and Wincest. Please point out any errors or crap writing so I can fix. I love constructive criticism and reviews so bring 'em!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,946 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/24/2010 - Complete
Picking Up The Pieces reviews
Prelude to As I Am, You Understand but no Wincest. Dean gets angry and John helps him deal. This story contains SPANKING of an unconsenting male teenager by a male adult. If you don't like these kinds of stories, please don't read but if you do, review :
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,001 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 9 - Published: 3/23/2010 - Dean W., John W. - Complete
Cold and Out of Breath reviews
Dean and Sam are lost in a snow storm with only themselves to keep each other warm. This story contains SLASH/Wincest. Please point out any errors or crap writing so I can fix. I love constructive criticism and reviews so bring 'em! :D
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 11,770 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 203 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 2/22/2010 - Published: 12/29/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Your Scent On My Fingers reviews
Follow up to Soft To The Touch, the boys' love is tested by a voice from the past. This story contains SLASH/Wincest. Please point out any errors or crap writing so I can fix. I love constructive criticism and reviews so bring 'em! :D
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 8 - Words: 46,937 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 2/7/2010 - Published: 10/26/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
As I Am, You Understand reviews
Written for LJ's Spank The Winchesters Prompt: CHUCK. A Fetish Club brings out hidden desires. Warning, this story contains male SPANKING, VOYEURISM, SUB/DOM refs and WINCEST. Don't read if it isn't your thing but if it is, I love reviews so bring 'em!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,634 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 14 - Published: 1/26/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Face Down In The Sand reviews
Written for Live Journal's Spank The Winchesters Story Prompt: WATER. Sam plays a joke on Dean that backfires. Warning, this story contains non-consenting male SPANKING. Don't read if it isn't your thing but if it is, I love reviews so bring 'em!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,724 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 9 - Published: 1/3/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Soft to the Touch reviews
Sam and Dean are camping on a haunted lake. Dean is in love and Sam has no idea. This story contains SLASH/Wincest. Please point out any errors or crap writing so I can fix. I love constructive criticism and reviews so bring 'em! :D
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 55,153 - Reviews: 229 - Favs: 305 - Follows: 86 - Updated: 10/10/2009 - Published: 6/8/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
And Baby Makes Three? reviews
THIS STORY IS BEING UPDATED BECAUSE IT SUCKS! PLEASE DON'T READ UNTIL THIS SENTENCE IS DELETED. THANK YOU! Sam, Dean and the Impala have a hot time in a graveyard. Written for the awesome manip by lightthesparks. See my profile for links. SLASH/Wincest. Please point out any crap writing so I can fix. I love constructive criticism and reviews so bring it!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,437 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/6/2009 - Complete
Just Like Jericho reviews
Part 6: Follow up to "Wishes and Near Misses", All of Sam's walls come tumbling down and he has nowhere to hide. Wincest. Death of Ruby inside :D This is the end of this series. Hope you enjoyed!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 21,502 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 5/7/2009 - Published: 4/16/2009 - Complete
Wishes and Near Misses reviews
Part 5: After "Tissue, I Hardly Know You" the boys struggle with Dean's decision. Wincest/Spanking reference. Pairing: Sam/Dean. Reviews are always welcome!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 26,962 - Reviews: 96 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 4/13/2009 - Published: 3/4/2009 - Complete
Tissue? I Hardly Know You! reviews
Part 4: Takes place after 'The Bet', Dean is jealous and needs Sam to understand how he feels. Wincest and Spanking! Reviews make me a happy writer!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 7 - Words: 18,321 - Reviews: 82 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 3/2/2009 - Published: 2/9/2009 - Complete
The Bet reviews
Part 3: Sam and Dean make a bet to see who can make the other break first and beg for some brotherly love. Slash/Wincest/Bondage/Spanking. Follow-up to Piece of My Heart. Reviews make me a happy writer!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 6 - Words: 13,199 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 121 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 2/7/2009 - Published: 1/29/2009 - Complete
Take Another Little Piece of My Heart reviews
Part 2: Aftermath of the Spirit Oil Massage, Dean struggles with his new found feelings for little brother Sam. Sexual content: F/M, Slash/Wincest PLEASE REVIEW-reviews make me very happy!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,938 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 1/26/2009 - Published: 1/4/2009 - Complete
Dean's Massage and The EverChanging Spirit Oil reviews
Part 1: Spirit Oil: releases inhibitions and secret desires. Mix with Dean's sore muscles and candlelight and it's a Wincest tale to remember! Slash. PLEASE REVIEW! Reviews make me very happy! Please be kind-it's my first story of this type
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,214 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 154 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 1/4/2009 - Published: 1/1/2009 - Complete