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Joined 12-30-08, id: 1786199, Profile Updated: 11-06-16
Author has written 26 stories for Supernatural.

If you are a guest and leave a review, please read the warnings to my stories carefully. I have no patience for people reading my stories and berating me for writing gay male sex when my story summaries clearly state WINCEST, SLASH, etc. So, if you choose to read my stories anyway and do not heed the warnings (and I'm talking about you, crazy-assed person who signs in under different names and says the same damn things over and over calling me out on writing incest and gay sex) you have only yourself to blame.

You obviously have a dark fascination with the subject matter because you've read my stories multiple times even though you 'say' you are disgusted by them. I think you have feelings like this yourself and are afraid of them, however, it's not my job to psychoanalyze you.

To put it simply. Don't read my stories if you don't like the subject matter. There are many fine writers on this site that choose to write 'het'. Go read them and leave me to my art. Rant over.

So, if you're here, you want to know something about me so here goes:

Hetero Female, Rabid Fangirl of the TV show Supernatural and lusty follower of the Winchester Brothers. Got turned onto Wincest Fanfics by some of my favorite authors (see below) and wanted to try my hand at them. Hope you enjoy and I'd love to hear your thoughts on my stories - good or bad - PM me if you don't want to leave a public review.

Please check out my books: Shameful Desires, pen name PJ Proud. If you fancy a read, here's the info:

Titles

Shameful Desires 1: Enslaved

Shameful Desires 2: Mastered

Shameful Desires 3: Unbound

Favorite Quotes from BrokeBack Mountain (my most favorite movie ever):

Jack: You know friend, this is a goddamn bitch of an unsatisfactory situation.

Ennis: If you can't fix it, Jack, you gotta stand it. Jack: For how long? Ennis: For as long as we can ride it. There ain't no reins on this one.

Ennis: Speak for yourself. You may be a sinner, but I ain't yet had the opportunity.

Jack: It's nobody's business but ours.

Jack: Ya know it could be like this, just like this always.

Hey guys, if you like Real Person Fiction, see my LJ, I've got some Jared/Jensen fic on there:

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Towel by Anonymonimus reviews
Another day, another hunt. Sam and Dean return from a hunt and both are feeling particularly playful. WINCEST
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,534 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 11 - Published: 7/8/2014 - [Dean W., Sam W.] - Complete
Cling by paperstorm reviews
Part of my Deleted Scenes series. The tag for Mystery Spot. Wincest.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,229 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/29/2013 - Sam W., Dean W., Gabriel - Complete
Balls by xwincesterx reviews
Dean thinks his balls are awesome. Sam thinks his are better. [kind of a crack-fic without all the LSD]
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,239 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 100 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 5/11/2013 - Published: 5/4/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Catalyst by Wincesteriffic Kaz reviews
A witch lays a curse into Sam's skin that could change things forever. Dean/Sam
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 20,515 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 214 - Follows: 69 - Updated: 5/1/2013 - Published: 4/21/2013 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
So Much it Burns by Zomb13cat reviews
It was at this moment that Sam decreed, with unfaltering determination, that if Dean yearned for him even half as much as he did for Dean, Sam would make sure to give and take everything they both needed. (This is dirty Weecest guys)
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 14,777 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 11 - Published: 1/28/2013 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Mark Me Up by Zomb13cat reviews
It takes a few moments for Sam to realize that the water is no longer running. And it doesn't register until Dean is standing in front of him, barefoot, in only his jeans, beads of water running down his toned, naked chest, toweling his hair off. "Alright." He says. "Wha-?" Sam swallows audibly. "If you say you need a hickey, then you need a hickey."
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,977 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 11 - Published: 12/29/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
One Saved Message by Mousme reviews
Dean decides to surprise his brother with a new phone. Even better is when he finds that he's been able to save all of Sam's old information and restore it to his cell. That's when he discovers an old voicemail that Sam has kept saved...
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,015 - Reviews: 92 - Favs: 771 - Follows: 84 - Published: 5/16/2011 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Like Riding A Bicycle by Scribble2Much reviews
Sam is sick for the first time since reuniting with his brother. Dean isn't sure if it's still his job to take care of him and Sam isn't sure he should ask. Set in Season 1. #1 in the Bicycle Verse.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,547 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 513 - Follows: 56 - Published: 3/15/2011 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Smart People Who Do Dumb Things by Candle Beck reviews
Slash, Sam/Dean. I shouldn't have pushed, but you shouldn't have said no.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,235 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 6 - Published: 12/21/2009 - Dean W., Sam W.
Last Day on Earth by Candle Beck reviews
Slash, Sam/Dean. A list of things to do if you only have one day to live, in non-list form.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,420 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 137 - Follows: 12 - Published: 7/30/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Eight Things You Should Know by Candle Beck reviews
Slash, Sam/Dean. Being in love with Dean is the most annoying thing.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,026 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 194 - Follows: 19 - Published: 12/11/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
It's All in the Wrist, Sam Winchester by asteroidbuckle reviews
Sam has needs. Sometimes they require a helping hand. Namely, Dean's. And yes, it IS what the title implies. Wincest.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,894 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 12/6/2008 - Published: 12/5/2008 - Dean W., Sam W.
Lead Us Not Into Temptation by asteroidbuckle reviews
Sam learned a lot about his brother that night, learned the answers to all the things he’d wondered about when he’d let himself think about them. Missing scene from "Wash Us Clean". WINCEST. Very slight spoilers for episodes 4.09 & 4.10.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,630 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 6 - Published: 11/28/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Brother Mine by FeatherTouch reviews
Sam is jealous, and he wants Dean that way too. D/s; bottomSam; Dom!Dean. Slash/Wincest
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,449 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 214 - Follows: 19 - Published: 10/25/2008 - Complete
Falling by asteroidbuckle reviews
An extension of the motel scene in the movie after Jack & Ennis' reunion. Slightly fluffy.
Brokeback Mountain - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,752 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/31/2008 - Complete
Burn by Susan82 reviews
Who will rescue the rescuer? Sam struggles to free himself before the raging fire can claim him...and Dean. Hurt!Sam and Protective!Dean. Oneshot.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,564 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 142 - Follows: 18 - Published: 9/11/2007 - Complete
Like Oil and Water by Wofl reviews
Dean can't sing. Sam hates Tolkien. None of this leads to a logical conclusion. But it is damn fun. Wincest. agressive!Dean. Mature for content.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,322 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 99 - Follows: 11 - Published: 8/25/2007 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
The Promise by Gillian Middleton reviews
Kidnapped and imprisoned, Sam & Dean only have each other and their inner resources to get them through. *warning - wincest*
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 26,842 - Reviews: 177 - Favs: 913 - Follows: 109 - Updated: 10/15/2006 - Published: 10/14/2006 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Let Me Out by BlazeorFade reviews
Wee!cest. The night Sam leaves for Stanford. My first 'First time' fic, so be gentle. R&R
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,256 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 96 - Follows: 12 - Published: 10/9/2006 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Memories Of Me by Gillian Middleton reviews
While investigating a routine curse in a small California town Dean loses his memory. With only his brother to lean on feelings begin to develop that aren't exactly brotherly. How's Sam going to cope with that?
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 29,712 - Reviews: 126 - Favs: 496 - Follows: 74 - Published: 4/30/2006 - Complete
Slow Fade by comeawayeasy reviews
Jack remembers a most amazing moment he and Ennis shared one time when they spent a few days in the mountains together.
Brokeback Mountain - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,752 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 5 - Published: 3/15/2006 - Complete
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Brother, Let Me Be Your Shelter reviews
A continuation of Season 11 Episode "Baby", where the brothers are talking in the car and Sam admits he kept a secret from Dean. I always wondered at Dean's reaction and thought it should have gone something like this. This story contains SPANKING of an adult from an adult. Hope you enjoy!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,676 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/17
Staring Into The Face Of Heaven reviews
Written for LJ's Spanking World's Spankvent Calendar 2015: Implement In A Christmas Stocking; This story contains WINCEST & Spanking so if that squicks you, please move along. Dean remembers when they were lovers but Sam moved on, to college, to Jess and now that he's back, he doesn't seem to want any part of the life they had before. But Dean sure does.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,741 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 11 - Published: 12/27/2015 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Cherry Red reviews
Written for Spanking World's SpankVent 2015: In which Sam is cold, gets whiny, makes bad decisions and Dean has to teach him a lesson. This story contains a harsh punishment spanking of a teenager by a young adult. This was written very quickly and didn't turn out like I thought it would.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,867 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/8/2015 - Complete
Training Adam reviews
Written for LJ's Supernatural Kink Meme Request: Adam is hunting with his two brothers, but he still has a great deal to learn about the "family business". Whenever he makes a mistake, he gets a spanking. And he enjoys it, kind of... Herein lies Spanking, Wincest, Domestic Discipline & Slash. I LOVE constructive criticism and reviews so bring it! Thanks for reading :)
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,789 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 12 - Published: 1/3/2015
What Sammy Needs reviews
Dean wants to jerk off to some porn but what he finds on Sam's computer changes everything. This story contains Wincest and Spanking so if either squicks you, please don't read. If you read and enjoy, I'd love to hear your thoughts on this. It's been so long since I've written anything that it's rusty and not as hot as I like but I tried. Welcome to my world :)
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14,157 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 113 - Follows: 25 - Published: 7/19/2014 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
These Dreams reviews
Sam's having night terrors and Dean does what's needed to take care of his baby brother. This story contains SLASH, WINCEST, RIMMING, FELCHING, ORAL, ET AL. Don't like, don't read. Please comment if you read because I'd love to hear what you think. Written in pieces so may be choppy in places. Last 2 chapters pure smut. Hope you enjoy!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 60,453 - Reviews: 91 - Favs: 122 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 7/2/2014 - Published: 4/12/2013 - Sam W., Dean W., Bobby S. - Complete
Feel This Moment reviews
Summary: Dean needs to get through to Sam just how wrong drinking demon blood is. This story contains SPANKING of an unconsenting male adult by another male adult. If you don't like stories of this type, please don't read. I love reviews and con crit so BRING IT!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,078 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 17 - Published: 4/29/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Bow of Obedience reviews
Part 2 of 2: Prompt: Spanking World's Nice Bingo Card: Toys. Sam needs more and Dean is being stupid. Follow up to 'Chains That Bind'. This story contains WINCEST and SPANKING so if you don't like, don't read! Please point out any errors or crap writing so I can fix. I love contructive criticism and review so bring 'em!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,740 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 16 - Published: 1/4/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Chains That Bind reviews
Part 1 of 2: Prompt: Spanking World's Nice Bingo Card: Taut. Prequel to "Bow of Obedience", Dean teaches Sam a lesson in obedience. This story contains WINCEST and SPANKING so if you don't like, don't read! Please point out any errors or crap writing so I can fix. I love contructive criticism and review so bring 'em!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,600 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 17 - Published: 1/4/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
The Voice of Truth reviews
A serial killer forces Sam to reveal his true feelings for Dean. Wincest/Slash/Frottage/Lots of kissing. Please point out any errors or crap writing so I can fix. I love constructive criticism and reviews so bring 'em! :D
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 38,543 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 225 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 1/7/2011 - Published: 12/7/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
A Soul So Sweet reviews
Sam's soul isn't gone at all, it's just hidden, asleep...This story contains Wincest and Slash so if you don't like this kind of stuff, don't read but if you do, please review :
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,537 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 112 - Follows: 9 - Published: 11/5/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
That Secret Place reviews
The Prequel to Chapters 4 & 5 of 'The Bet'. Warnings: Rebellious Sam/Angry Dean, Corporal punishment/Hard spanking of a male child by a male teenager, the realization of machochistic tendencies and humpage/climax. Reviews would be awesome!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,200 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 16 - Published: 6/15/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
The Monster Inside reviews
Regarding Episode 4.20 When The Levee Breaks. This is my way this scene should have ended. Warning: Schmoop and Wincest. Please point out any errors or crap writing so I can fix. I love constructive criticism and reviews so bring 'em!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,946 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/24/2010 - Complete
Picking Up The Pieces reviews
Prelude to As I Am, You Understand but no Wincest. Dean gets angry and John helps him deal. This story contains SPANKING of an unconsenting male teenager by a male adult. If you don't like these kinds of stories, please don't read but if you do, review :
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,001 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 12 - Published: 3/23/2010 - Dean W., John W. - Complete
Cold and Out of Breath reviews
Dean and Sam are lost in a snow storm with only themselves to keep each other warm. This story contains SLASH/Wincest. Please point out any errors or crap writing so I can fix. I love constructive criticism and reviews so bring 'em! :D
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 11,770 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 240 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 2/22/2010 - Published: 12/29/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Your Scent On My Fingers reviews
Follow up to Soft To The Touch, the boys' love is tested by a voice from the past. This story contains SLASH/Wincest. Please point out any errors or crap writing so I can fix. I love constructive criticism and reviews so bring 'em! :D
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 8 - Words: 46,937 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 2/7/2010 - Published: 10/26/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
As I Am, You Understand reviews
Written for LJ's Spank The Winchesters Prompt: CHUCK. A Fetish Club brings out hidden desires. Warning, this story contains male SPANKING, VOYEURISM, SUB/DOM refs and WINCEST. Don't read if it isn't your thing but if it is, I love reviews so bring 'em!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,634 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 85 - Follows: 16 - Published: 1/26/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Face Down In The Sand reviews
Written for Live Journal's Spank The Winchesters Story Prompt: WATER. Sam plays a joke on Dean that backfires. Warning, this story contains non-consenting male SPANKING. Don't read if it isn't your thing but if it is, I love reviews so bring 'em!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,724 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 14 - Published: 1/3/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Soft to the Touch reviews
Sam and Dean are camping on a haunted lake. Dean is in love and Sam has no idea. This story contains SLASH/Wincest. Please point out any errors or crap writing so I can fix. I love constructive criticism and reviews so bring 'em! :D
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 55,153 - Reviews: 230 - Favs: 347 - Follows: 99 - Updated: 10/10/2009 - Published: 6/8/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
And Baby Makes Three? reviews
THIS STORY IS BEING UPDATED BECAUSE IT SUCKS! PLEASE DON'T READ UNTIL THIS SENTENCE IS DELETED. THANK YOU! Sam, Dean and the Impala have a hot time in a graveyard. Written for the awesome manip by lightthesparks. See my profile for links. SLASH/Wincest. Please point out any crap writing so I can fix. I love constructive criticism and reviews so bring it!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,437 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/6/2009 - Complete
Just Like Jericho reviews
Part 6: Follow up to "Wishes and Near Misses", All of Sam's walls come tumbling down and he has nowhere to hide. Wincest. Death of Ruby inside :D This is the end of this series. Hope you enjoyed!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 21,502 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 5/7/2009 - Published: 4/16/2009 - Complete
Wishes and Near Misses reviews
Part 5: After "Tissue, I Hardly Know You" the boys struggle with Dean's decision. Wincest/Spanking reference. Pairing: Sam/Dean. Reviews are always welcome!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 26,962 - Reviews: 97 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 4/13/2009 - Published: 3/4/2009 - Complete
Tissue? I Hardly Know You! reviews
Part 4: Takes place after 'The Bet', Dean is jealous and needs Sam to understand how he feels. Wincest and Spanking! Reviews make me a happy writer!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 7 - Words: 18,321 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 3/2/2009 - Published: 2/9/2009 - Complete
The Bet reviews
Part 3: Sam and Dean make a bet to see who can make the other break first and beg for some brotherly love. Slash/Wincest/Bondage/Spanking. Follow-up to Piece of My Heart. Reviews make me a happy writer!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 6 - Words: 13,199 - Reviews: 82 - Favs: 137 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 2/7/2009 - Published: 1/29/2009 - Complete
Take Another Little Piece of My Heart reviews
Part 2: Aftermath of the Spirit Oil Massage, Dean struggles with his new found feelings for little brother Sam. Sexual content: F/M, Slash/Wincest PLEASE REVIEW-reviews make me very happy!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,938 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 107 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 1/26/2009 - Published: 1/4/2009 - Complete
Dean's Massage and The EverChanging Spirit Oil reviews
Part 1: Spirit Oil: releases inhibitions and secret desires. Mix with Dean's sore muscles and candlelight and it's a Wincest tale to remember! Slash. PLEASE REVIEW! Reviews make me very happy! Please be kind-it's my first story of this type
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,214 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 186 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 1/4/2009 - Published: 1/1/2009 - Complete