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Joined 12-30-08, id: 1786573, Profile Updated: 04-29-13
Author has written 24 stories for Bill, Holby City, Waking the Dead, Casualty, and Bedlam.

Antonia.

Twenty-something who may or may not be the most emotional person I've ever met; I get a bit too attached to fictional characters and perhaps I handle the fictional situation a lot worse than real life ones - but that tends to bring me to here.

I've reached that time of year again, where the degree is out of the way of another 5 months and I've a little more writing time. Yet, the inspiration just isn't flowing the way that it used to at the moment. I'm not sure when or, even, if I'll be updating certain things at present; but hopefully it'll be soon.

I'm always grateful that people still seem to be interested in things which have been sitting with in conclusion for months, I do hate not finishing things but I really do need to find the motivation for them again.. I am trying.

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Secrets In The Silence by Semisonic reviews
Kelly Jones isn't used to making bad decisions. So when she finds herself in bed with a certain dodgy dealer, she shouldn't really have been surprised to find that everything else is going wrong as well. Flash/Kel.
St. Trinian's - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 16,700 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 8/9/2013 - Published: 1/2/2010 - Kelly J., Flash H.
Ties that Bind by ficmouse reviews
Sam's world is collapsing and it seems as if there's nothing left then Dylan asks her for help. Multi parter
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 15 - Words: 94,037 - Reviews: 120 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 5/30/2013 - Published: 2/15/2012 - Sam N., Dylan K.
Twenty Four Seven by RacingRosso reviews
Nick/Yvonne: It's been three years since she was injured during the riots, three years since he'd lost her and he hasn't stopped missing her every single day. When he thought that things couldn't get any worse, a familiar face returns, throwing everything that he thought had been the truth about that night up into the air. Sometimes the truth just really is too painful to bear.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 41,558 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 2/14/2013 - Published: 7/23/2012 - Nick J., Yvonne R.
Pressure by broken-inside-x reviews
Smithy's feeling the preassure. Callum ropes in a favour.
Bill - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,509 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 1/10/2013 - Published: 8/25/2010 - Complete
The Damage We Do by Kasca Black reviews
When it comes to Sam and Dylan we only see the war, but how did the peace go? And how does Sam's decision to go back to the Army affect her husband? Sam/Dylan WIP
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 22 - Words: 154,212 - Reviews: 93 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 12/26/2012 - Published: 5/25/2012 - Dylan K., Sam N.
Lighthouse by RacingRosso reviews
Nick/Yvonne: His touch is comforting, reassuring and you know then that he's not angry with you. That alone is enough to calm you, distract you from the thoughts that are running through your mind at the speed of a runaway train. "Why?" He asks you quietly, his voice full of pain; the inevitable question hanging in the air between you both. "Please love, just tell me why."
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,972 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/26/2012 - Nick J., Yvonne R. - Complete
For better, for worse by callie rawston reviews
Dylan Keogh is based at Holby City E.D. but what if his wife had not been seconded to the team? When Sam Nicholls is called to support him, the two of them have to face up to the breakdown of their marriage. AU.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 67,062 - Reviews: 115 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 5/23/2012 - Published: 2/29/2012 - Sam N., Dylan K.
Damaged by callie rawston reviews
Now a three - parter, reflections of Jed, Kate and Warren on the reasons behind Kate's behaviour
Bedlam - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,547 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 5/3/2012 - Published: 4/29/2012 - Kate B., Jed H. - Complete
Disapproving Dervla by callie rawston reviews
Zoe/Dylan/Sam One-shot. Zoe's reflections on her relationship with Dylan, his wife and the dog!
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,242 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 2/22/2012 - Zoe H., Dylan K. - Complete
Home by callie rawston reviews
Random Sam & Dylan one-shot. Just something I needed to get down on paper. Sam's reflections on what it means to be home.
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,376 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/5/2012 - Sam N., Dylan K. - Complete
Snowdrops by callie rawston reviews
Sam/Dylan multi-parter. When Dylan leaves Holby for a weekend conference in London with Zoe, Sam is left with time to assess what is left of her broken marriage.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 21,934 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 1/29/2012 - Published: 1/22/2012 - Sam N., Dylan K. - Complete
War is never easy by callie rawston reviews
Sam/Dylan pairing, plus Zoe. Multi-parter set over the course of one shift at Holby ED. When Sam starts acting strangely both Dylan and Zoe try to get to the bottom of her odd behaviour.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 10,523 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 1/21/2012 - Published: 1/15/2012 - Sam N., Dylan K. - Complete
Miserable by callie rawston reviews
Sam and Dylan, One Shot. My perspective on their thoughts and feelings through Duty of Care episode, and how they are dealing with the breakdown of their marriage.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,376 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/7/2012 - Sam N., Dylan K. - Complete
Dinner Without Hope by sej1986 reviews
What could have happened after the Ukraine Christmas episode. Not sure if angst is the right genre for this but couldn't really decide, maybe "confusion" would have been a better one! Rubbish summary I know.
Holby City - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,207 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/4/2012 - Michael S., Frieda P. - Complete
Too Old, Too Poor, Too Dangerous by DefyGravity18 reviews
Nymphadora Tonks has just become an Auror while Remus Lupin finds himself unemployed after a year of teaching. Their journey of falling in love during OOTP to their tragic deaths in DH. RLNT
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 33 - Words: 118,869 - Reviews: 183 - Favs: 157 - Follows: 154 - Updated: 11/21/2011 - Published: 9/21/2007 - N. Tonks, Remus L.
kisses by tatty ted reviews
Just how do Sam and Dylan know each other? - —Sam/Dylan.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 6 - Published: 10/25/2011 - Sam N., Dylan K. - Complete
saving one by tatty ted reviews
Linda looks at the paper and realises something. - —Linda.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 616 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/22/2011 - Linda A. - Complete
Phoenix Gang by Emerald Penguin reviews
The leader of the most revered criminal gang in the world has come to St. Trinians, and that's the good news. Geoffrey is on the war path and won't be happy until he has brought down the girls the beat and humiliated him once and for all. Flash/Kelly
St. Trinian's - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 25,602 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 10/18/2010 - Published: 3/3/2009
A bit of TLC, that's all by brightsidesummer reviews
Late one night, Stevie waits at the flat until Smithy returns. Oneshot based in the eps surrounding Gun Runner and how I view Stevie and Smithy's relationship.
Bill - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 748 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/3/2010
Lies by broken-inside-x reviews
Set after Conviction. Its a Max/Stevie friendship and implies Smithy/Stevie of course.
Bill - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,463 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/1/2010 - Complete
The Waiting Room by feebee17 reviews
An unexpected friendship is formed when two officers find themselves spending time at St. Hugh's Hospital.
Bill - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 22 - Words: 45,263 - Reviews: 79 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 8/23/2010 - Published: 5/11/2010 - Complete
Pink by iheartsergeantsmith reviews
Oneshot/Multichap: Phil attempts to rid Sam of her phobia of weddings.. Please review! xx
Bill - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,063 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/12/2010
We were young, free and felt alright by The Moving Crossbow reviews
Jac is a trouble maker and is sent to ST trinians where she will make friends and have a lot of time to think about whats happened to Kelly. First St trinian fic and it will come to a head with Kelly and Flash. I can't do summaries it's a better story
St. Trinian's - Rated: T - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,555 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 1/1/2010 - Published: 12/31/2009
New Year Kiss by Poppycat123 reviews
After arresting a distraught PC Mel Ryder's Brother, Smithy comforts Mel ...
Bill - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 1,660 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 12/9/2009 - Published: 12/31/2008
The Fall by FantasticallyFanatical reviews
Stevie/Smithy. Aftermath of the court case with the Devlins and Stevie after she's strangled by the man in the interview room and focuses on how their relationship develops. Un-beta'd so mistakes are mine. Rated T for language.
Bill - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 15,109 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 11/28/2009 - Published: 8/18/2009
Conviction: Unsaid by ChestnutBrumby reviews
Smithy x Stevie, set the Conviction series, the day Smithy brings Stevie home from hospital, with the final chapter taking place after the court case. Complete!
Bill - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,975 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 10/3/2009 - Published: 9/19/2009 - Complete
Dance Halls Turn To by pearlchavez reviews
It's the end of year ball at St Trinians, and the almost as infamous male counterpart St Martin's comes along for the annunal ball. But what will happen with the head girl and the effortlessly cool spiv realises she's isnt a student anymore?
St. Trinian's - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,917 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 6 - Published: 1/10/2008 - Complete
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Pink reviews
A collection of Sam/Tom very short scenes; in no particular order.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 10 - Words: 10,737 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 6/6/2013 - Published: 12/6/2012 - Tom K., Sam N.
Behind Closed Doors reviews
- Sam;Tom. An insecure Sam tries to deal with the obstacles her new relationship with Tom throws; but perhaps nothing is as perfect as it seems.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,530 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 8 - Published: 5/5/2013 - Sam N., Tom K.
Numb reviews
Loosely based on S27E14 spoilers. Dylan and Sam cause a scene at the Christmas party, told from Zoe's perspective.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,175 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 5 - Published: 11/30/2012 - Dylan K., Sam N. - Complete
Just a Shadow of Herself reviews
AU; set during any point of series 1. A night out which ends in disaster prompts Kate to alter her lifestyle choices.
Bedlam - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,340 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/19/2012 - Kate B.
Irreplaceable reviews
Dylan/Sam one-shot; Dylan's point of view. When a patient triggers painful memories from their past can Sam and Dylan learn to be there for each other.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,440 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/23/2012 - Dylan K., Sam N. - Complete
Enjoy the Silence reviews
AU; post S26E16. Sam/Dylan/Zoe - with others. Multiple chapter.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 28 - Words: 100,704 - Reviews: 143 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 9/17/2012 - Published: 1/6/2012 - Dylan K., Sam N.
Missing Him reviews
Kate Bettany; series 2 epiode 1.
Bedlam - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,591 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/21/2012 - Kate B. - Complete
To Be Loved reviews
Set during various scenes of series one. Told from the perspective of Kate, Jed, Molly & Ryan. Kate/Jed.
Bedlam - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,266 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 6/19/2012 - Published: 5/22/2012 - Kate B., Jed H. - Complete
Lonely reviews
KateBettany; AU, slight Kate/Jed one-shot.
Bedlam - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,605 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/15/2012 - Kate B., Jed H. - Complete
Dependence reviews
Slight Sam/Dylan; As Sam is forced to accept help from those around her when she falls ill. She finds facing up to her diagnosis unmanageable without support and she and Dylan have to reveal a secret better kept than their marriage.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 11 - Words: 23,826 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 3/20/2012 - Published: 2/28/2012 - Dylan K., Sam N. - Complete
Something Good reviews
Set post 'When Somebody Loved Me'. When Kate returns to the hospital to deliver her news, Sam is forced to confront the past and her relationship problems head on.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,473 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 2/12/2012 - Published: 2/11/2012 - Dylan K., Sam N.
When Somebody Loved Me reviews
Slight Sam/Dylan. An argument and an old friend are just part of the problem as Sam tries establish just what she means to her husband.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,523 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 2/6/2012 - Published: 2/4/2012 - Complete
Bouquets, Doughnuts and Bubble Bath reviews
DylanKeogh; slight Dylan/Sam. Post S26E18.
Casualty - Rated: K - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,403 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/15/2012 - Complete
Mistletoe and Wine reviews
Various Plots. Various Pairings. Festive and Fluffy. Each chapter unrelated.
Bill - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,072 - Reviews: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/11/2011
Change reviews
AU; set between Gina leaving and Rachel becoming inspector. I'm not entirely sure if I'm going to write anymore to this. It's just there is very little to do, when it's snowing.
Bill - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,615 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/7/2011 - Published: 12/8/2010
Just What The Doctor Ordered reviews
A collection of little Frieda/Michael tales - because they wouldn't leave me alone - that probably wont happen, but however. They also really have nothing to do with the title. Some relate to episodes this has been noted before them.
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,487 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 6/1/2011 - Published: 5/12/2011 - Michael S.
Strange Sort of Way reviews
Totally AU. Frankie/Spencer sort of. Post Shadowplay. Random 2am ramblings which is a bit insane - never written anything like it.
Waking the Dead - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 965 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/29/2011 - Complete
Lost reviews
Post Shadowplay, spoilers for Shadowplay & probably anything after that too. A sort of attempt at explaining Frankie leaving the Cold Case Unit.Also sort of deals with dark-ish themes.
Waking the Dead - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,220 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/30/2011 - Complete
There reviews
Set during Man With No Name; S12E45. Just a short, if not slightly odd, insight into the mind of Frieda Petrenko. Very subtle hints towards dark themes.
Holby City - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 861 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/5/2011 - Complete
Shame reviews
Sequel to Butterfly. It's September 2010, and there is about to be a violent man on the loose in Sunhill - When 3 officers become targets just what are they hiding? Sees Rachel's return, with a surprise. Summary inside.
Bill - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 18,234 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 12/5/2010 - Published: 9/30/2010
Winter Wonderland reviews
Stevie, Mickey and a box full of decorations. Just a little short decorating the office one. It's the snow, it's got me all Christmassy.
Bill - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 745 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/2/2010 - Complete
Butterfly reviews
Personally, I miss Rachel. So, here is a little story - primarily as congratulations present to Meg! : Another take on Rachel leaving leaving Sunhill. Rachel/Smithy sort of! Enjoy! Review :P I'll send virtual cake. Anny.x.
Bill - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,766 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/25/2010 - Complete
Everlasting Love reviews
So, I figure that Gina would have to give up Smithy sometime.. so here is a happy little Rachel/Smithy fairly long ramble,with some mothering views of Gina. Hope you enjoy.
Bill - Rated: K - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,979 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/2/2010 - Complete
Keep Holding On reviews
Why does no one know anything about Grace Dasari? Why is everything bottled up? T 'cause me and the rating haven't got a great understanding and it's a bit of a harsh tale.
Bill - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,460 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 4/12/2010 - Published: 4/6/2010 - Complete