Hi, I'm Bessi, I am 18 and due to the brilliance of other writers on this site I've become more prone to reading fics' than writing them.
I'm going on a quest, to the deepest, darkest corners of my room, in search of what some would call a "floor" - a long and difficult task awaits me my friends, wish me luck, for I may not return alive.
It's sad to watch people you know become people you knew...when you walk past someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours, and then suddenly, you can't even bare to look at them...
Just because she comes off as strong, doesn't mean that she didn't fall asleep crying. And even though she acts like nothing is wrong, maybe, just maybe, she's really good at lying.
I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh. But I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.
The girl who seemed unbreakable, broke. The girl who seemed so strong, shattered. The girl who always laughed, cried. The girl who never stopped trying, gave up.
Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy but at the same time you don't know exactly what is wrong either?
"I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no fucking way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell can't paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why aren't sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating student as they attempt to take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that shit up in two seconds. When I play rock/ paper/ scissors, I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, oh shit, I'm sorry, I thought paper would protect you, you asshole."
A/N - I'd like to apologise to the people who may still be waiting for me to update my stories, it isn't going to happen, I didn't happen when I had time on my hands and its not going to happen when I'm at uni. Also I don't like my stories anymore. If anyone wants the plot(s) or anything take it as I'm removing them from the site.