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I feel terrible that I am leaving with nothing but a message. But I have to do this. I have to let go and start all over.

I am leaving FanFiction. There, I finally said it.

It has nothing to do with anyone of you. I chose to do this because I am no longer in love with everything Twilight. Edward and Bella aren't the centre of my world, nor my writing. I want to write my own characters, my own settings and my own books. I want to write for myself. I deserve that chance because I haven't done so in a long time. I've already started on Wattpad and I am quite happy with everything I've accomplished but writing my story under the Twilight shadow, that's cheating myself. I don't feel it anymore. I don't feel the passion I once had, the happiness I received from reading reviews, the long discussions about Edward and Bella, and anything Twilight.

It's been years and I think that it's time that I let go. It's time that I pull my story out, end it with the ending you will all hate, and not feel guilty about doing so. For the longest time I thought I could pull it off, but I can't and I won't. Not this time. I am sorry for not finishing this story because I truly think everyone deserves an ending; either happy, said, or something in between. My story isn't ready for an ending nor a continuation from where I left off. This story is going to get a third chance; it's going to get a new beginning.

FanFiction taught me so much, I will probably be grateful to this website for the rest of my life. It taught me how to write, what my passion was, and it lead me to meet amazing people from all over the world. It showed me a new world full of differences and similarities. I made friends, discussed my life, had fun and much more. I fell in love with stories written by brilliant people and got inspired to tell a story of my own. I will forever be grateful for this website.

And with this I bid a heartfelt goodbye. I will miss this site, the people I've met, and the stories I had the pleasure of reading. I will pursue a journey of my own and hope that it will lead me to the right place. Thank you for giving me a chance, reading, and getting to know me, you know who you are. Thank you once again for showing me a different side to my world, I will remember you forever,



Hey everyone!

Welcome to my page, thank you for taking your time reading it :)

I am on twitter, come visit me, I'm there most of the time :) @Dully_Beautiful

I used to be known as CullenGirl30. I am almost 20 and in my 2nd year of university studying Accounting. Surprisingly, I am enjoying myself. Business is fun people and Accounting rules, okay? If the only reason you don't like accounting is because of math, I don't have much to say to you, except that you're dead wrong. Accounting math is actually really easy. I suck at math and I hate math but Accounting makes sense. Gosh, I can't believe I just went ahead and wrote a paragraph about Accounting...

Well, anyway.

I have a banner!! Yes, someone actually made me a banner and recommended my story to hundreds of other people. Thanks a bunch SapphireEyed-ValkyriePixie, you're the best! :D And I'd also like to thank PunkPrincessPixie and KittyTylz for bringing back a huge amount of inspiration that got me to write again. These three ladies are my savours. No joke. I probably wouldn't have updated in a while if it weren't for them. I am forever grateful for them. They are my rocks, my light in the dark, my hot chocolate in cold and rainy nights, the ice to my cream, the icing on the cake, you get the point. Yeah, that's how important they are and I love them dearly. :)

There's not much about me though. Apart from being the biggest lazy ass in the world and having the worst writer's block episodes in the face of history (hence my lack of updates) I am pretty much what you'd label a student. Oh and I currently reside in Toronto, Ontario suffering from sever depression because of the continuous snow that refuses to give us a break. I love music. Oh my god, I probably can't say that enough. The sole reason of my story being written with such heavy angst is because of music. Damien Rice, Florence and the Machine, Of Monsters and Men, The XX, are on constant replay as I write. I live and breathe music, I listen and I get inspired, I cry, I laugh, I hurt. Music is me and I am nothing without it. It's what drives me forward in this confusing place we call earth.

I love coffee. I have it like...3 times a day. It's so good and I can never have enough.

I am a sugar addict and I am proud. I can have cake for breakfast, lunch, dinner and snack, along with cookies n' cream ice-cream.

My favourite thing in the world is sleep. I can sleep all freaking day. I can be in bed until 2 in the afternoon and still be tired. I love my big queen bed and my blanket, and my pillow, and my night lamp.

I love my laptop. I have withdrawal symptoms when I spend more than a coupe of hours without it. It's my husband and my baby.

I am extremely messy. I organize everything in my life except my room. If you find a place to walk, kudos for you.

I appreciate constructive criticism. I think that my only way of improving my writing it though honest feedback, so if you've got something you don't like about my writing, let me know. I will thank you forever. Just don't be rude and flame me. Honestly, I've had enough of hate because people think I am sick minded person. You don't like my story, don't freaking read it. I write because I want to share my knowledge and insight with you, not to please you.

I have a terrible guilty please...anime and manga. I am a huge fan and you will find me checking out MangaUpdates religiously. -looks around- I also love Inuyasha. Yes, go ahead and laugh. What 19 year old still watches InuYasha these days. To tell you the truth, FanFiction has great stories, and SeshXKag pairings are my favourite.

Well, hopefully I've established what we call 'a profile'. I am going to go now, cauz quite frankly, I have a huge Accounting exam which I know almost nothing for.

March 25, 2011

hey Guys, I used to be CullenGirl30.

It's been a year, maybe even more since I have last updated. I deleted my main story Bella of the boulevard because I am changing it up a bit. Currently it's on Wattpad and I am under DullyBeautiful04. The story's name is 'You Took It All Away and it's got different characters but you guys can guess who Edward is who Bella is, even though I didn't have them in mind when I write it. you can read it here, if you are interested.

The reason why I had taken it down in the first place was because the grammatical errors and the sentence structure was just too horrible for me to read. Also, I found Edward's character a bit annoying. I like for him to be more badass. That is why I will be posting it in a couple of days as Edward and Bella instead of how Originally it is posted it in wattpad.

That's it for now guys..I am sorry for any disappointments that I may have caused true Bella of the boulevard fans. I just couldn't do it anymore.

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Creature of Habit by EZRocksAngel reviews
Bella begins working for the elusive and distant Edward Cullen who she discovers is hiding behind an elaborate charade to maintain his secret lifestyle. Bella is determined to find out the mysteries of Edward Cullen but with what results? AU, OOC.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 33 - Words: 189,611 - Reviews: 14598 - Favs: 11,929 - Follows: 5,489 - Updated: 9/27 - Published: 1/4/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Queen of Hearts by anthfan reviews
The pregnancy trope. Felicity finds herself pregnant, but she and Oliver can't remember how it happened.
Arrow - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 129,935 - Reviews: 2231 - Favs: 1,908 - Follows: 3,240 - Updated: 8/6 - Published: 10/25/2013 - Oliver Q., Felicity S.
Times Like These by anthfan reviews
A man from Felicity's past she never thought she'd see again suddenly appears in Starling City, bringing with him memories she'd rather keep forgotten, and a new threat.
Arrow - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 33 - Words: 174,914 - Reviews: 2138 - Favs: 1,388 - Follows: 1,415 - Updated: 7/8/2014 - Published: 12/29/2013 - Oliver Q., Felicity S. - Complete
Sunshine and Rain (Make A Beautiful Thing) by Ciara2531 reviews
It started with a video game console.
Arrow - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 22 - Words: 82,944 - Reviews: 793 - Favs: 907 - Follows: 905 - Updated: 5/15/2014 - Published: 12/8/2013 - Oliver Q., Felicity S. - Complete
Hurricane by Tarafina reviews
When he kisses her, it's not soft. Not at first.
Arrow - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,340 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 149 - Follows: 28 - Published: 1/18/2014 - [Felicity S., Oliver Q.] - Complete
patch it up and sew it shut (my scars are all but gone) by Tarafina reviews
Felicity comes home from a long day of work to find Oliver and their daughter sharing a sweet moment.
Arrow - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,240 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 271 - Follows: 38 - Published: 10/29/2013 - [Felicity S., Oliver Q.] - Complete
Pack by Raven-Pen reviews
Kagome has a recurring nightmare and one night she finds Rin alone and offers to spend the night with her. After several other encounters Sesh begins to see Kagome as 'Pack'. What will Kagome think when she begins to realize what all of this entails? RxR!
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 37 - Words: 116,002 - Reviews: 1864 - Favs: 2,744 - Follows: 2,838 - Updated: 7/30/2013 - Published: 9/14/2009 - Kagome H., Sesshomaru
Dine and Dash by KittyTylz reviews
Bella gets dared dine&dash but is caught by the restaurants owner, Edward Cullen. He's a 19-year-old dangerously attractive but deadly gangster. The well connected leader of the Shadow Fangs, he also happens to be the enemy of the gang her best friend Jacob belongs to and she's stuck in his territory to avoid a permanent record. AH/AU,Possessward,Torch Awards Peoples Choice Winner
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 222,439 - Reviews: 2372 - Favs: 1,902 - Follows: 2,181 - Updated: 4/10/2013 - Published: 5/21/2011 - Edward, Bella
Hiding in Plain Sight by limona reviews
Bella is a witness in peril. Emmett Cullen is the deputy assigned to protect her. When the witness protection program isn't safe, Emmett asks Bella to pose as his brother Edward's fiancée until the trial. AU, AH, ExB.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 141,120 - Reviews: 10630 - Favs: 11,775 - Follows: 12,442 - Updated: 6/14/2012 - Published: 9/14/2008 - Bella, Edward
Nine to Five by VampireAngel94 reviews
Isabella Swan moves to Seattle because of a new job. Sell's her child hood house, leaves her old friends behind and moves in with a new roommate...What happens when her roommate is a guy AND her boss?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 35 - Words: 154,099 - Reviews: 1059 - Favs: 1,536 - Follows: 875 - Updated: 1/19/2012 - Published: 1/17/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Taste of Love by Wolf Blossom reviews
Kagome ran away from her demanding family and found herself right in the arms of Takahashi Inuyasha. Caught up in his world, it’s getting hard for her to leave, for she has had her first taste of love. .COMPLETE.
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 41 - Words: 131,307 - Reviews: 4264 - Favs: 1,701 - Follows: 745 - Updated: 8/26/2011 - Published: 3/31/2007 - Inuyasha, Kagome H. - Complete
The Colour of Love by Oxygen.and.Cucumber reviews
She was White. I was Black. She was innocent and pure. I was her complement, cold and dark and I'd have given her my heart if I thought she wouldn't throw it back at me "If looks could kill; I didn't want to find out" EDITING IN PROGRESS: CHAPTER 1-2 DONE
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,669 - Reviews: 830 - Favs: 341 - Follows: 383 - Updated: 3/8/2011 - Published: 4/22/2009 - Edward, Bella
Red by Oxygen.and.Cucumber reviews
Bella hated Edward, and Edward hated Bella. Or so she thought. Forced to work with him for the money, there's no escaping his anger, his resentment, and... his love. AH/AU EDITING IN PROGRESS: CHAPTER 1-4 DONE
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 17,721 - Reviews: 3725 - Favs: 1,906 - Follows: 1,071 - Updated: 2/22/2011 - Published: 1/4/2009 - Bella, Edward
The Bad Teacher by jpixieruler reviews
Bella's been daydreaming in class, Why can't Mr. Edward Cullen teach properly, what happens when they get so wrapped up in fighting each other?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 30,061 - Reviews: 213 - Favs: 228 - Follows: 219 - Updated: 4/5/2010 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Bella, Edward
Shadowboxer by nobloodnofoul reviews
Edward is an underground fighter using the ring as an outlet for his pent-up rage. Bella is a college dropout running from her complicated past. Their paths collide when Edward is beaten and left for dead. Rated M for LEMONS. CANON PAIRINGS. AH. OOC.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 21 - Words: 171,703 - Reviews: 6374 - Favs: 8,775 - Follows: 4,040 - Updated: 1/21/2010 - Published: 3/6/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Vanilla Salt by BottledCoke reviews
Common girl, Bella and rich guy, Edward. It's a war between the "Perfects" and "Rebels" at Volturi Academy but behind closed doors, the clothes are gone. Edward wants to announce their status but Bella refuses to let him. AU/AH, BxE, Lemons, OOC.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 46,563 - Reviews: 409 - Favs: 704 - Follows: 338 - Updated: 1/13/2010 - Published: 3/18/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Slave for Love by DreamingAvidly reviews
Bella, a young maid, has a tough life with her abusive master. Her friends are great support... but even she knows she needs saving. Will that Hero arrive on her doorstep?- True love can be found in even the most dire situations, don't you think? COMPLETE
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 57,173 - Reviews: 320 - Favs: 473 - Follows: 232 - Updated: 8/19/2009 - Published: 1/9/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Once Upon A Time, In Therapy by AllyR reviews
How do you feel when your dad forces you into therapy? How do you deal with a boyfriend you can't seem to break up with? What do you do about the mysterious green-eyed boy who seems to hate everyone? Ask Bella Swan. AU, AH, OOC
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 62,522 - Reviews: 910 - Favs: 1,452 - Follows: 370 - Updated: 7/19/2009 - Published: 6/16/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Someone Wake Me Up by Dancemydreams reviews
After Bella's tragic 18th birthday party, Edward leaves her for her safety. But, what would have happened if he had left more than an agonizing girl behind? What if, without knowing, he had left his own baby growing inside of her?
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 34 - Words: 63,397 - Reviews: 1886 - Favs: 890 - Follows: 519 - Updated: 7/15/2009 - Published: 1/12/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Those Eyes by theotherbella reviews
Edward Cullen's a lost boy until he meets a girl with a particular pair of brown eyes. Will she be able to save him? Or will he end up saving her?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 41 - Words: 146,307 - Reviews: 1857 - Favs: 1,106 - Follows: 556 - Updated: 7/1/2009 - Published: 2/9/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Maria by ahemyywe150 reviews
All human! Bella is aspiring towards her dream job but when a family crisis hits her, she has to adapt. This means getting a job as a babysitter for a cute little kid. Except there's one little snag: the kid's brother, Edward Cullen. BxE R&R
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 24 - Words: 100,004 - Reviews: 3018 - Favs: 2,593 - Follows: 1,366 - Updated: 5/2/2009 - Published: 6/22/2008 - Complete
Labour of Devotion by Kitschisme reviews
A collab with the lovely Rosette-Cullen: Isabella Swan has lived as a servant her entire life. She has come to expect cruelty from her masters, but will her luck change when she is purchased by the mysterious, brooding millionaire Edward Cullen? Rated M.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 61,441 - Reviews: 1733 - Favs: 1,295 - Follows: 844 - Updated: 3/26/2009 - Published: 10/23/2008 - Bella, Edward
A Beautiful Lie by Brindalyn reviews
They were childhood friends who's destiny pulled them apart. He became a star and she raised his son, a son he knew nothing about. A son she hid from him to allow him to live out his dream. A beautiful lie. All Human. Bella/Edward. Usual Pairings.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 42 - Words: 143,559 - Reviews: 2720 - Favs: 3,183 - Follows: 1,240 - Updated: 3/20/2009 - Published: 10/19/2008 - Edward - Complete
Temptation by Emiliana Keladry reviews
Beaten and enslaved in a brothel house... what would draw him to such a broken spirit? Bella/Edward
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 42,148 - Reviews: 653 - Favs: 347 - Follows: 213 - Updated: 3/18/2009 - Published: 9/26/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Realize by Goo82 reviews
Edward is a hot up and coming actor and Bella is his ever faithful best friend and personal assistant. Bella's feeling for Edward have changed, but he is oblivious to her feelings. With the help of her friends, will she get the courage to tell him...
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 21 - Words: 101,506 - Reviews: 5498 - Favs: 7,951 - Follows: 2,200 - Updated: 2/19/2009 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Once upon a time by Isa-BELLA Swan91 reviews
After her father died she had nobody left but her abusive stepmother. She'd given up hope of ever finding someone to love her, until the Cullens moved to town. All human. BxE
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 21 - Words: 26,008 - Reviews: 557 - Favs: 505 - Follows: 251 - Updated: 2/3/2009 - Published: 3/25/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
A Child of the Night by l'heure bleue reviews
"I'm like a Vampire," she murmured. "Because, in mere seconds, the sun could kill me." - Bella Swan is a girl living her life in fear of the light. Edward Cullen is simply a normal boy. They're worlds apart, but... "You're my sun, Edward." – ExB ALL HUMAN
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 57 - Words: 194,119 - Reviews: 9653 - Favs: 2,325 - Follows: 953 - Updated: 1/18/2009 - Published: 7/19/2008 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Total Eclipse of the Heart by ashel-13 reviews
Actress Bella Swan has been getting mysterious letters making her enlist the aide of body guard, Edward Cullen. But will he do more than protect her body? She finds there's more to the SWAT officer than meeets the eye, and wants him all the more. OOC
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 161,936 - Reviews: 4225 - Favs: 4,022 - Follows: 1,707 - Updated: 1/7/2009 - Published: 7/18/2008 - Complete