I feel terrible that I am leaving with nothing but a message. But I have to do this. I have to let go and start all over.
I am leaving FanFiction. There, I finally said it.
It has nothing to do with anyone of you. I chose to do this because I am no longer in love with everything Twilight. Edward and Bella aren't the centre of my world, nor my writing. I want to write my own characters, my own settings and my own books. I want to write for myself. I deserve that chance because I haven't done so in a long time. I've already started on Wattpad and I am quite happy with everything I've accomplished but writing my story under the Twilight shadow, that's cheating myself. I don't feel it anymore. I don't feel the passion I once had, the happiness I received from reading reviews, the long discussions about Edward and Bella, and anything Twilight.
It's been years and I think that it's time that I let go. It's time that I pull my story out, end it with the ending you will all hate, and not feel guilty about doing so. For the longest time I thought I could pull it off, but I can't and I won't. Not this time. I am sorry for not finishing this story because I truly think everyone deserves an ending; either happy, said, or something in between. My story isn't ready for an ending nor a continuation from where I left off. This story is going to get a third chance; it's going to get a new beginning.
FanFiction taught me so much, I will probably be grateful to this website for the rest of my life. It taught me how to write, what my passion was, and it lead me to meet amazing people from all over the world. It showed me a new world full of differences and similarities. I made friends, discussed my life, had fun and much more. I fell in love with stories written by brilliant people and got inspired to tell a story of my own. I will forever be grateful for this website.
And with this I bid a heartfelt goodbye. I will miss this site, the people I've met, and the stories I had the pleasure of reading. I will pursue a journey of my own and hope that it will lead me to the right place. Thank you for giving me a chance, reading, and getting to know me, you know who you are. Thank you once again for showing me a different side to my world, I will remember you forever,
Welcome to my page, thank you for taking your time reading it :)
I am on twitter, come visit me, I'm there most of the time :) @Dully_Beautiful
I used to be known as CullenGirl30. I am almost 20 and in my 2nd year of university studying Accounting. Surprisingly, I am enjoying myself. Business is fun people and Accounting rules, okay? If the only reason you don't like accounting is because of math, I don't have much to say to you, except that you're dead wrong. Accounting math is actually really easy. I suck at math and I hate math but Accounting makes sense. Gosh, I can't believe I just went ahead and wrote a paragraph about Accounting...
I have a banner!! Yes, someone actually made me a banner and recommended my story to hundreds of other people. Thanks a bunch SapphireEyed-ValkyriePixie, you're the best! :D And I'd also like to thank PunkPrincessPixie and KittyTylz for bringing back a huge amount of inspiration that got me to write again. These three ladies are my savours. No joke. I probably wouldn't have updated in a while if it weren't for them. I am forever grateful for them. They are my rocks, my light in the dark, my hot chocolate in cold and rainy nights, the ice to my cream, the icing on the cake, you get the point. Yeah, that's how important they are and I love them dearly. :)
There's not much about me though. Apart from being the biggest lazy ass in the world and having the worst writer's block episodes in the face of history (hence my lack of updates) I am pretty much what you'd label a student. Oh and I currently reside in Toronto, Ontario suffering from sever depression because of the continuous snow that refuses to give us a break. I love music. Oh my god, I probably can't say that enough. The sole reason of my story being written with such heavy angst is because of music. Damien Rice, Florence and the Machine, Of Monsters and Men, The XX, are on constant replay as I write. I live and breathe music, I listen and I get inspired, I cry, I laugh, I hurt. Music is me and I am nothing without it. It's what drives me forward in this confusing place we call earth.
I love coffee. I have it like...3 times a day. It's so good and I can never have enough.
I am a sugar addict and I am proud. I can have cake for breakfast, lunch, dinner and snack, along with cookies n' cream ice-cream.
My favourite thing in the world is sleep. I can sleep all freaking day. I can be in bed until 2 in the afternoon and still be tired. I love my big queen bed and my blanket, and my pillow, and my night lamp.
I love my laptop. I have withdrawal symptoms when I spend more than a coupe of hours without it. It's my husband and my baby.
I am extremely messy. I organize everything in my life except my room. If you find a place to walk, kudos for you.
I appreciate constructive criticism. I think that my only way of improving my writing it though honest feedback, so if you've got something you don't like about my writing, let me know. I will thank you forever. Just don't be rude and flame me. Honestly, I've had enough of hate because people think I am sick minded person. You don't like my story, don't freaking read it. I write because I want to share my knowledge and insight with you, not to please you.
I have a terrible guilty please...anime and manga. I am a huge fan and you will find me checking out MangaUpdates religiously. -looks around- I also love Inuyasha. Yes, go ahead and laugh. What 19 year old still watches InuYasha these days. To tell you the truth, FanFiction has great stories, and SeshXKag pairings are my favourite.
Well, hopefully I've established what we call 'a profile'. I am going to go now, cauz quite frankly, I have a huge Accounting exam which I know almost nothing for.
March 25, 2011
hey Guys, I used to be CullenGirl30.
It's been a year, maybe even more since I have last updated. I deleted my main story Bella of the boulevard because I am changing it up a bit. Currently it's on Wattpad and I am under DullyBeautiful04. The story's name is 'You Took It All Away and it's got different characters but you guys can guess who Edward is who Bella is, even though I didn't have them in mind when I write it. you can read it here, if you are interested.
The reason why I had taken it down in the first place was because the grammatical errors and the sentence structure was just too horrible for me to read. Also, I found Edward's character a bit annoying. I like for him to be more badass. That is why I will be posting it in a couple of days as Edward and Bella instead of how Originally it is posted it in wattpad.
That's it for now guys..I am sorry for any disappointments that I may have caused true Bella of the boulevard fans. I just couldn't do it anymore.