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I dunno if someone will read this or not, I doubt it highly, but I figured I'd put some shit down here anyways, just in case.
About me, incase your curious.
I am a lot of things. I am different at different times, with different moods. I?m random. I need no reason or cause. I am passionate about whatever it may be I am thinking or feeling in the moment. Very few things in my life are consistent. That?s ok. I am the luckiest person in the world, because by the grace of what ever God that exists, the best gaggle of people to walk this earth have chosen to love me and I love them with a fiery passion that will long out last the sun, they are my life and I am at my happiest with them. I have been blessed with the 2 best babies in the world. They are my sanity and the cause for my insanity, my heart. I will give a stranger the shirt off my back if it would help him. I live in wife-beaters and sweat or jeans.I am one of THOSE that go into Wal-Mart in their pajamas in the middle of the day. And all I can say to that is I am NOT wasting perfectly clean jeans just to go to fucking Wal-Mart. I ramble and talk too much at times. I rarely make since. I love good horror movies. The gruesome ones, you can never have too many gory details. A lot of the time I have like 12 wheels turning in my head all the time. So I can be very sporadic. I am not patient and so I very rarely plan things. I put a lot of effort into trying to be a fair person. NOTHING bothers me more then blatant hypocrisy ! I believe in learning from my mistakes, but I also intend to have a grand goddamn time making them. I adore all things supernatural...vampires, demons, zombies, and all other random creatures of the night. I'm still mad after counting to ten backwards. I read more than I should. I love to learn new words and random useless facts. I stumble, trip, and fall on a regular basis. I LOVE THE RAIN. I really believe that if you love someone you tell them. I know all too well how fast everything can change. I don't believe there is a reason for everything. I wish I were an artist. I want my own reality show. I'm territorial. I would die without spell check. I believe soul mates are people who are meant to be in your life in any way possible: best friends, lovers whatever way best suits you. I don't like to cry in front of people. I like to donate blood. I'm never without chapstick. Photographs are the best invention ever. I wear my sunglasses at night. I think celebrities are over celebrated. I ask questions, lots of questions. Words are some of the most powerful things in the world. I love to stay up all night and sleep late. I like to buy purses, but i wont ever use them. Sometimes I don't know whether to laugh or cry. I rarely answer my phone. I like foreign men. I am moody. I want to live forever. I think everything is better in orange. I still sleep with a nightlight. I talk to animals. I hate talk radio. I always want to cuddle. I don't practice what I preach. I wish I were a superhero.. or villain. I have been in police custody. I have an alter ego in my head. If you can make me laugh, you own a piece of my heart. I once shaved my head. I flirt with the 411 operators. I don't do hot water. I enjoy my own company. I have great intuition. Hitchhikers scare me. I can scream like a banshee. Sometimes I talk way to much but I frequently find that I have nothing at all to say. I am loud when I am happy and quite when I am sad. I have the temper of the Irish , I am southern to my core, I don?t own a dress and I would much rather be bare foot then own the finest (enter random designer here) shoes.I cuss like a fucking sailor, and smoke like a chimney. I am passionate, and feisty and can be a bitch a good majority of the time. I HATE EXCUSES for your own actions, everyone has a sad story (if u dont i pity u) DONT BE A VICTIM! I am fiercely protective of my family. I have to much pride. I don?t like to ask for help?.admitting defeat and failure and all that psychological bullshit. I know my flaws, and I accept them.
Right now I am working on making myself happy. I have never taken the time to focus on things I want, goals I want to accomplish, and by nature to me that sounds horribly selfish to say that I want to focus on me. But after a lot of soul searching I know that I cant keep putting myself last. And IF that IS selfish, then I will just have to add that to my list of flaws...
I'm a South Georgia Girl to my bone, GO BULLDAWGS! I'm from a small town that has 2 gas stations a dollar store and a SMALL grocery store, and NO RED LIGHTS! I just assume be barefoot. I've had a hard life with a sad set of circumstances, but i wouldnt change a second of it. I love who I am, and where I come from, even if its not ideal.
I LOVE READING, and adore fanfiction, cause yall write some great shit, and it is just as good as most books I own, with the plus of being free! My goal in life is to raise my babies, Morgan is my daughter and will be 5 in October, and my son Avery just turned 2, and to live life...I may never do alot of the adventures i would love to, but i will be with the people that i love, enjoying their company, on a daily basis. Thats ok with me. My kids are my whole life, and I bust my ass for them daily.
I'm a single mom, and along with raising my kids, I also work full time as a Night Auditor at a local Golf Retreat, and am going to school for Nursing.
I just wanna say to all the Mom's out there who write, how much I appreciate your efforts. I know all to well that when you have kids, you have to fight for the time it takes to do something for you, and yall do it well. even if you aint a mom, you take time to do this because u enjoy it, and you choose to share it with us, so U FUCKING ROCK!
Wide Awake is the fic that got me reading AH, AU, OCC stories. Before WA I stuck with true twilight fics cause I didnt think I would really like other stories. Then everywhere I went people were talking about WA and finally I just had to see what the big deal was. Needless to say, I was hooked before the first chapter was over and am now a fan of ALL types of fics cause they are all fucking great and yall rock my socks and all that other nifty bullshit.
So I'm gonna keep on reading, I always try to leave a review, I figure that the least us readers owe you for your hard work!
If you have any questions, or just wanna chat, I'm always looking for someone to talk to, just PM me. And I will read anystory, and tell you what I think! I own about 300 books (all read and reread) and have read COUNTLESS fics, so even tho i dont have time to write my own dont mean that I dont know a good story when i read one!
OH, and so yall can all confirm that im insane, I dont find Rob sexy. I think in the movies when he takes on the attitude of Edward he is attractive, but in real life I wouldnt look twice. However, if someone would PLEASE give me 30 minutes alone with Jackson Rathbone (1st pick) or Kellan Lutz, neither of them would EVER be the same...Aahhhh the things I would do with them. YUM!
EDIT: So I've grown a pair and started writing. Is it normal for me to feel so damn nervous? I dont think i was this anxious when i went to have my children! LMAO. It's a little bit nerve racking, but i've got a beta and once i've got a good lead on the story i'll start posting! i will probably have a heart attack once i get to that point.
General Peeves and Preferences:
1. Did anyone notice that in Eclipse when Jasper is teaching the wolves to fight the newborns, he decideds to fight Alice to reassure Bella that she shouldnt worry about her. My problem is that Alice shouldnt have been able to see what Jasper was gonna do with the wolves right there, when every other time the wolves are around all of their futures dissapear.
2. Team Edward. I will read almost any fic, but the thought of Edward and Bella with anyone else is disturbing to me, i'll have night mares and shit.
3. Bella seriously needed to speak the fuck UP! In my fics, she will!
4. God Bless Jackson Rathbone!
5. If I could ask and twilight cast member a question, I'd pick Rob and i would ask him how it felt to be on the set with all the other very very pretty men, one of them being a minor that put on 30 lbs of muscle, and have to have your abs painted on? I mean, he had to feel pretty shitty about it.
6. I love Jacob, he is just not for Bella. Now with that being said, I really wanted the Edward and Jacob fight to go down. Mainly because Jake is young yet, and I feel it was made pretty clear that in required more than one wolf to kill a vampire usually. Now when you add the whole hearing your thoughts thing, well Jake wouldve had his ass handed to him. I think he needed to learn that.
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