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Joined 02-21-09, id: 1845284, Profile Updated: 07-10-09
Author has written 6 stories for House, M.D., and CSI: New York.

"If men weren't so simple women wouldn't have to be so complicated." - My Mother

I have a terrible habit of starting stories and never finishing them.

I support most canon pairings and some unusual ones.

I am a Sophomore and unconditionally in love with my best friend's ex-boyfriend.

I am a huge hypocrite.

I like House M.D, Scrubs, Degrassi:TNG, CSI NY and Harry Potter.

When I grow up I want to move as far away from my hometown as possible.

I have never been to a funeral, wedding, or hospital.

PLEASE READ WHAT'S UNDER THIS!
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.
Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

(') This, over here, is my amazing candle. I am lighting it to commerate the deaths of those 32 lives that were lost at Virginia Tech.

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It's Complicated by terriberri23 reviews
We work together…you outrank me…I'm still the new kid; I'm still trying to prove myself" were all good reasons why Angell couldn't date Flack, but what if she had another reason,a secret. A story about the relationship of Flack and Angell with a twist.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 26 - Words: 50,629 - Reviews: 183 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 6/28/2010 - Published: 10/2/2009 - J. Angell, Don F. - Complete
Broken Inside by xXBoulevard-of-Broken-DreamsXx reviews
After a breaking Stella's heart three years ago can Mac win her back? or will they spend rest of their lives separate from each other? Contains Mac/Stella Stella/OC some bits of D/L and A/F. Chapter 10 Finally UP: !
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 16,408 - Reviews: 92 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 6/11/2010 - Published: 6/16/2009 - Mac T., Stella B.
New York's Finest by Andie24 reviews
Mac Taylor is one of the greatest thieves there is. With plans for his biggest heist yet, he enlists the help of Stella Bonasera. Together, they build a team of some of New York's Finest. Thieves, that is. An AU fic full of suspense. Mac/Stella, DL, FA.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Crime/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 22,186 - Reviews: 157 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 11/7/2009 - Published: 6/20/2009 - Mac T., Stella B.
Ten Double Zero by GoofyGal2008 reviews
No matter how many years he spends on the job, there is one call that always makes an officer’s blood run cold. When that call goes out late one night, it brings to light some long-held secrets that will shock the team.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 50,293 - Reviews: 202 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 90 - Updated: 9/1/2009 - Published: 11/5/2008 - Stella B., Don F. - Complete
Justice Is Served by cmaddict reviews
What happens when justice collides with revenge? For Mac and Stella, all hell breaks loose. Will they come out alive? MacStella, hints of DL and FA. Now complete!
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 55,730 - Reviews: 147 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 8/19/2009 - Published: 6/28/2009 - Mac T., Stella B. - Complete
Letting go by Ladijules reviews
When Mac and Stella are forced to go undercover, can they keep their feelings for each other undercover too? Case based but fluffy in some spots Completely SMacked!
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 23,112 - Reviews: 163 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 8/17/2009 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Mac T., Stella B.
A CSI Christmas Carol by JillSwinburne reviews
It's Christmas Eve and Mac get's a visit from someone he never thought he'd see again. SMACKED all the way ;
CSI: New York - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,743 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/15/2009 - Mac T., Stella B. - Complete
The One With the List by temporary relief reviews
The eight friends sat in the room. At this point of the night, the only thing keeping them together was a marker and a list of rules... one-shot
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,113 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/19/2009 - Complete
Beautiful Lies by missaleatoire reviews
House's journey through Mayfield and recovery, divided into two parts. House/Cuddy/Wilson
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 24,408 - Reviews: 403 - Favs: 96 - Follows: 114 - Updated: 6/27/2009 - Published: 5/12/2009 - G. House, L. Cuddy - Complete
Smoke behind the Mirrors by falling into heaven reviews
Jess and Don are getting married, but a surprise guest may throw everyting the team believes into question. R&R?
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,845 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 6/21/2009 - Published: 6/17/2009 - Danny M.
HeartShaped Box by silentsnarkonLJ reviews
Jealous and intoxicated, House pays a late-night visit to Cuddy. Check yes for angsty sex, foul language and other naughty things. Please R&R.
House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,295 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 5 - Published: 5/1/2009 - G. House, L. Cuddy - Complete
The Past Can Never Leave by xoxomickeyxoxo reviews
When a young girl is admitted with a relatively simple diagnosis, House, Cuddy, and the team questions themselves and their past. Huddy. R&R please!
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,576 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 4/30/2009 - Published: 3/11/2009 - G. House, L. Cuddy - Complete
The New Cameron by Idontknowwhatthatmeans32 reviews
Just a look at how a romance between House and the new, grown-up Cameron might go. No Cuddy-bashing, although I do kind of ignore all the Huddy romance. And for once, Wilson's out of the loop. Now done. Fourth chapter is an alternate ending to eco-nut ep.
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,577 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 4/14/2009 - Published: 1/28/2009 - A. Cameron, G. House - Complete
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Privacy reviews
When the door is closed and the blinds are drawn that only means one thing...
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 544 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/29/2009 - Stella B., Mac T. - Complete
Secret Truths reviews
No matter where you go the past will always come back to haunt you. Eventual SMacked
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,443 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 7/16/2009 - Published: 5/25/2009 - Stella B., Mac T.
Sweetness reviews
When cameron eavesdrops on a conversation between House and Cuddy she gets more than she bargained for.
House, M.D. - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 361 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/19/2009 - L. Cuddy, G. House - Complete
Happy Birthday reviews
She couldn't care less. He couldn't care more. Oneshot fluff.
House, M.D. - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 487 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/3/2009 - L. Cuddy, G. House - Complete
Unwell reviews
A drabble of Thirteen and how she goes about living her life with Huntington's. songfic.
House, M.D. - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,667 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/15/2009 - Thirteen/R. Hadley - Complete
What's This Life Anyways reviews
When a young girl shows up at PPTH everyone has questions: who is she, what is she doing here, and why is she looking for Cameron? rated T for safety.
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 693 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/8/2009