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Joined 02-27-09, id: 1850457, Profile Updated: 12-30-11
Author has written 6 stories for Harry Potter, and Thor.

Currently, I only write and read fanfiction for Harry Potter, I specifically preferred those set in the Marauder era..

I proudly support strictly canon pairings - Harry/Ginny, James/Lily, Hermione/Ron and etc. However, I make exception for Sirius/Remus set prior to Sirius' death in the Battle of the Department Mysteries. Also, in my own little special world Sirius and Remus live and get married and happiness ensues. Although, if you *have* to be all canon about Sirius' death then I do not object to Remus/Tonks - as long as you remember he loved Sirius first! And that's pretty much all I have to say about that.

Ships I support: Sirius/Remus!, Harry/Ginny, James/Lily, Hermione/Ron, Remus/Tonks (with the above stipulation) and all other canon pairings. I also support Kurogane/Fai from Tsubasa Chronicles because they are adorable. I also love Junou Romantica! Usagi/Misaki is my favorite, but I identify the most with Hiro and so I love Nowaki/Hiro fics. Also, I think Sherlock/Watson is *damn* sexy.

I'm a college student, female, loves history and classical literature. (Think Greek mythology, the Aeneid or the Odyssey.) I try to post regularly, if I don't then feel free to send me flames! Feel free to send me a message or comment in you want a particular story. Like all authors, I welcome feedback. As a matter of fact, I'm begging. Criticism is welcomed! The one exception is - do not diss the slash parings for being slash pairings. Thanks for your support. I hope you all enjoy. P.S. Thanks to my favorite fanfiction authors who have made me happy time and again with their work.

I am an amateur author and proud geek. I owe my beta - MidnightThoughts many thanks. I appreciate criticism, but I do not appreciate flames. Flames will be used to roast marshmallows and make s'mores. I do not own the characters I write about - they belong to someone else, I just borrow them for my own use.

Favorite Quotes:

"Do not part with your illusions. For when they are gone, you may exist, but you will have ceased to live." - Mark Twain

"Men have called me mad, but the question is not yet settled- whether madness is or is not the loftiest intelligence..." - Edgar Allen Poe

"All that evil needs to succeed is for good men to do nothing." - Anonymous

"To love someone is to learn the song that is in their heart and to sing it to them when they have forgotten." - Anonymous

"'They are Man's,'' said the Spirit, looking down upon them. 'And they cling to me, appealing from their fathers. This boy is Ignorance. This girl is Want. Beware them both, and all of their degree, but most of all beware this boy, for on his brow I see that written which is Doom, unless the writing be erased. Deny it!'cried the Spirit, stretching out its hand towards the city. 'Slander those who tell it ye! Admit it for your factious purposes, and make it worse! And bide the end!''' - Charles Dickens (A Christmas Carol)

"Fan fiction is a way of the culture repairing the damage done in a system where contemporary myths are owned by corporations instead of owned by the folk." - Henry Jenkins

"I'm in ur fanon slashin ur doodz." - Unknown

"Sirius and Remus and the Ballad of Homosexual Love - someone needs to write that!" - Unknown

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Of Needles by Skull Bearer reviews
From this prompt in the kinkmeme: AU where everyone's born Dominant or Submissive. Erik and Charles respectively are a Dominant and Submissive pair that find each other after thinking the other is dead. Full fill is inside.
X-Men: The Movie - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 49,925 - Reviews: 92 - Favs: 253 - Follows: 195 - Updated: 9/23/2012 - Published: 8/11/2011 - Erik L./Magneto, Charles Xavier/Professor X - Complete
Caught in the Crossfire by LoveFueledHate reviews
"Logan- Logan, baby, you're hurting me." Charles has been with Logan for a few years now and even though he gets extremely close to violent Charles loves him... Or he thinks he does that is until he meets Erik. Prompt!AU!Human Verse Logan/Charles/Erik
X-Men: The Movie - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 47,949 - Reviews: 251 - Favs: 257 - Follows: 178 - Updated: 2/16/2012 - Published: 8/30/2011 - Charles Xavier/Professor X, Erik L./Magneto - Complete
Greater Love Lies Further Deep by too many stars to count reviews
Sometimes Sirius doesn't know if he does stupid things because he really, truly, hates himself or because he desperately wants proof that somebody cares about him enough to make him stop. R/S Please be sure to read the warnings listed inside.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,316 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 9 - Published: 1/9/2012 - Sirius B., Remus L. - Complete
The Nightmare Experiment by L. Alex Greene reviews
Holmes is afraid to sleep because he's afraid of nightmares. Maybe Watson can help him out... Sherlock/John pairing, heavy slash, this means boys have sex. Don't like, don't read. Oneshot, complete. Guy Ritchie's Sherlock Holmes.
Sherlock Holmes - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,294 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 174 - Follows: 14 - Published: 12/23/2011 - S. Holmes, J. Watson - Complete
Every Rose Has It's Thorn by Emolicious Angel reviews
AU, human. Charles and Erik are roommates. Charles has a very serious addiction, and Erik, a psychiatrists, desperatly wants to help him, but can he help a man who can't help himself. Shlash Erik/Charles. A little dark at points. M for a reason. R&R,
X-Men: The Movie - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,504 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 23 - Published: 12/15/2011 - Erik L./Magneto, Charles Xavier/Professor X
Blow by Hams reviews
Kink meme prompt: Charles in a dress for Erik to undress. Dirty talk and rough sex. Shameless PWP. Erik/Charles
X-Men: The Movie - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,445 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 147 - Follows: 10 - Published: 9/4/2011 - Charles Xavier/Professor X, Erik L./Magneto - Complete
Lust by Bara-shoku megane reviews
Dejected from his secret love for Akihiko, Hiroki uses his desires as an escape until he goes to a therapist who is willing to help. Will these desires ever subside? Egoist AU.
Junjō Romantica - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 29,509 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 8/7/2011 - Published: 10/23/2010 - Hiroki K., Nowaki K.
Truth is a Dare by Spirit Bagle of Death reviews
When the new Xmen attempt to pass the time with a game of truth or dare, Erik is intrigued, and Charles is...worried. XMen: First Class. Charles/Erik. Rated M for language, man love, and angst.
X-Men: The Movie - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,666 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 8/1/2011 - Published: 7/13/2011 - Erik L./Magneto, Charles Xavier/Professor X - Complete
Am I still your's? by Jin-Chan16 reviews
Six months can change a person, especially if they've been held captive and forced into experiments unknown to common man. Will this change Usagi-san's feelings for his lover? M for later chapters and graphic content.
Junjō Romantica - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 15 - Words: 28,391 - Reviews: 170 - Favs: 121 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 5/26/2011 - Published: 10/3/2010 - A. Usami, Misaki T. - Complete
Understand by Jin-Chan16 reviews
No one understood his thoughts, his brother said they would go away in time. There still there and so is Usagi-san, but for how long? M for graphic depressing thoughts, thoughts of suicide and adult content.
Junjō Romantica - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,852 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 11/10/2010 - Published: 11/5/2010 - Misaki T., A. Usami
Letting Go by artemis-nz reviews
Misaki is grieving, but Akihiko is not going anywhere. Usami/Misaki.
Junjō Romantica - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,402 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 114 - Follows: 10 - Published: 10/11/2010 - [A. Usami, Misaki T.] - Complete
Aftermath by xstarlightxstarlessx reviews
When Nowaki finds out what Hiroki did for Akihiko, doubts cloud his mind about his relationship with the professor. This is about the little misunderstandings and the silent words that could break them apart. Focused on the Egoist pairing.
Junjō Romantica - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 13,078 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 113 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 6/25/2010 - Published: 6/5/2010 - Nowaki K., Hiroki K. - Complete
Once in a Blue Moon COMPLETE by FullMoonDreams reviews
In a world where Remus never received his Hogwarts invitation and Sirius wasn't accepted by the Gryffindors the two lonely boys become friends. A story beginning in their first year, and continuing right through Hogwarts and beyond. RLSB.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 77 - Words: 408,087 - Reviews: 2255 - Favs: 768 - Follows: 322 - Updated: 11/24/2009 - Published: 12/23/2007 - Sirius B., Remus L. - Complete
My Arranged Gay Marriage by Children of the Shadows reviews
Lily is constantly trying to set Remus up with random and strange men. This time it's Sirius Black, and while Remus is reluctant to accept it, he might just be the one. Only, Sirius's intentions aren't all that pure. R/S
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 52,039 - Reviews: 342 - Favs: 352 - Follows: 156 - Updated: 11/11/2009 - Published: 7/18/2009 - [Sirius B., Remus L.] - Complete
Never Again by albe-chan reviews
Remus finds out that the ones we love don't always love us the way we deserve and that there really can be second chances with long lost lovers. VERY MATURE. SLASH. SEX. GRAPHIC VIOLENCE. RLOC. RLSB. slight JPLE. RATED R or NC-17. Seriously people...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 51,935 - Reviews: 208 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 94 - Updated: 10/22/2009 - Published: 3/27/2009 - Remus L., Sirius B.
Muse by remuslives23 reviews
Remus is a struggling artist who loses his confidence after a car accident. He goes back to basics to try and rediscover his talent and meets a man who inspires him both professionally and personally. AU. Slash. RL/SB
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 19 - Words: 58,693 - Reviews: 1014 - Favs: 541 - Follows: 180 - Updated: 8/31/2009 - Published: 4/13/2009 - Remus L., Sirius B. - Complete
Sirius' Ten Commandments by 2Padfoot00Moony7 reviews
aka The Ten simple Rules To Make Sure You Never Get Excluded or The Way To Save Moony’s Sanity. Put it this way, Remus is bored. Very bored. Crack!fic. Slight fluffy tendencies. Slash. Naked Moaning Myrtle. Beware.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,207 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 4 - Published: 8/12/2009 - Remus L., Sirius B. - Complete
The Nos by black4minister reviews
Lily's list of things Sirius CANNOT do when he is baby sitting-with commnets by Sirius and Remus.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 742 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 121 - Follows: 16 - Published: 8/11/2009 - Remus L., Sirius B. - Complete
Dating Remus Lupin by Children of the Shadows reviews
Remus Lupin is a mystery to the whole school; the boy who's quiet, aloof, and cold. He also happens to be queer, which is enough to gain Sirius's interest. What Sirius never realised that dating Remus Lupin wasn't quite as easy as it looked. R/S
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 12 - Words: 90,515 - Reviews: 996 - Favs: 1,136 - Follows: 416 - Updated: 5/20/2009 - Published: 7/12/2008 - [Sirius B., Remus L.] - Complete
Best Friends Don't Keep Secrets from Each Other by MinervaEvenstar reviews
Sirius hasn't told anyone about his sexual preferences or his feelings for Remus, but after he runs away from the Blacks to stay with the Potters will James be able to get the truth out of him? Oneshot from James' perspective. Rated M for language.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,419 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 187 - Follows: 16 - Published: 3/29/2009 - [Sirius B., Remus L.] James P. - Complete
Note Passing for the Intimately Bound by Moosxaxlot reviews
Remus and Sirius get poetic... and naughty. This is the sequel of "Ten ways note passing is bad and one that is good" but CAN be read separately. Warnings: RLSB, suggestive themes, swearing, SLASH. Don't like? Don't read.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,798 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 9/11/2008 - Published: 8/25/2008 - Remus L., Sirius B. - Complete
Momentum by Children of the Shadows reviews
An epic tale of Remus and Sirius's lives, starting from the very beginning. A love that carries on through trials, tribulations, and war. R/S
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 48 - Words: 295,885 - Reviews: 2205 - Favs: 1,232 - Follows: 516 - Updated: 6/25/2008 - Published: 3/22/2006 - [Sirius B., Remus L.] - Complete
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Just As Long as You Stand By Me reviews
Having survived an attempted suicide on the bifrost, Loki is left despondent and unresponsive. Thor does his utmost to help his brother, but having no idea what is wrong with him makes it difficult. To find someone who can help, they travel to Midgard.
Thor - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,148 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 163 - Updated: 5/31/2012 - Published: 3/7/2012 - Thor, Loki
The Boy With the Broken Smile reviews
Remus and James fight to save Sirius from the home and memories which threaten to ruin him forever, but without his cooperation is it too late for this Marauder? Only time will tell what will become of the eldest Black and his friends. Remus/Sirius.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 21,159 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 1/6/2012 - Published: 9/18/2009 - Sirius B., Remus L.
Hidden Talent reviews
Set after the final battle, Sirius and Remus are living together. Remus' attempts to find a good hobby present Sirius when an *unique* opportunity. Slash and sexual content.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,335 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/1/2011 - Sirius B., Remus L. - Complete
Holding Her reviews
Remus is upset that no one understands and Tonks wants to comfort him. Implied Sirius/Remus Set after The Order of the Phoenix. Drabble length
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/9/2011 - Remus L., N. Tonks - Complete
Wanna Bet? reviews
Remus was annoyed by the gaggle of giggling third years who had followed Sirius to the common room, but ends up with more than he bargained for when he accepts a bet.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,605 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 3/5/2011 - Published: 9/11/2009 - Remus L., Sirius B. - Complete
Hate is a Beautiful Word reviews
A private confession of hatred for Sirius Black - the most infamous of the Marauders.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,160 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/1/2011 - Sirius B., Remus L. - Complete