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Joined 03-14-09, id: 1866908, Profile Updated: 12-06-13
Author has written 4 stories for Mai HiME.

Hey there. I'm Shay. Thanks for taking the time to view my profile. Updates are below under 'News.'


12/7/13: I promise I'm not dead! Like I said before, if you want further updates from me they will be on my Facebook page. I've graduated college and am now a fully-employed adult (what??) buuuut I'm alive! So I've got that going for me.

12/30/12: Still here, still writing and making progress (yay for winter break)! Hope everyone has a happy New Year! Oh and don't forget to like my FB fan page. Fun stuff over there, I promise... like all of LoneWolf's Monster fan art available for your viewing pleasure. Link to the page is below, in my previous update.

12/23/12: Did everyone survive the apocalypse? Good. You're welcome. Anyway, I was never contacted by the creator of the ShayP FB fan page but I created my own. Here it is! Please like it. I'll be posting fan art, sneak previews/excerpts from upcoming chapters, progress updates, and music playlists etc. Thought it might be an easier way for you guys to keep up to date on my progress rather than checking my profile on this site occasionally. (also yes I am still working on Monster... I've challenged myself to at least finish writing it by new years.)

12/08/12: Does anyone know who is in charge of that ShayP fan page on Facebook? If they want to make me an admin I'd actually update it and even include sneak previews to upcoming chapters/stuff like that (it's the least I can do, considering I take so long to update). If it's your page, send me a PM if you'd like. No pressure though if you want to continue running it on your own.

11/29/12: To everyone asking me in reviews/PMs: YES. If I--for whatever reason--can't finish Monster or SoS I will OF COURSE write up a spark notes version to explain what would've happened and tie up any loose ends/clear up any confusion. I will never leave you guys hanging. Do I think this will be necessary? No. I plan on finishing all stories. At this rate it may take 10 years, but I can't imagine coming this far only to abandon them. You guys can stop worrying now :) Also, yes I am making progress but it's very slow considering it's finals weeks. I plan to get most of my writing done on both Monster and SoS during winter break, which is in about 2 weeks. Hope everyone had a good Thanksgiving!

10/9/12: GETTING SO MUCH WRITING DONE ON MONSTER. Woo. I'm so pumped about it I decided to log in and tell you all. Okay back to writing.

10/8/12: For those of you wondering if I'm dead--nope! Very much alive. Just dropping in to let you know I'm working on Monster :) Also, with this upcoming update I will have logged a million words dedicated to ShizNat. Wow. Imagine if I put nearly as much effort into my school work?

9/19/12: Happy talk like a pirate day! Argh.

8/27/12: The readers will look up and yell, "Update!" And I will look down and whisper, "I'm working on it." Ten points to whoever gets the reference.

8/17/12: I'm on vacation right now but will be doing some profile maintenance pretty soon. In other news, chapter 10 of SoS has surpassed chapter 29 of Monster in reviews. Monster 29 has been out since April and SoS 10 has been out for 2 days. Ooh competition is on! I also plan on replying to some of your reviews but I don't know when yet. It's on my list of things to do, I promise.

8/15/12: Chapter 10 of SoS will be uploaded sometime today. Stay tuned! Edit: Has been posted. At 11:57pm. Yeah buddy!

8/14/12: SoS chapter 10 has been sent to the (new!) beta. Guys. Really really appreciate the shit she's about to go through right now that chapter is horrifyingly long.

8/12/12: Success! I was productive! Hope to send SoS out to the new beta within the next day or 2. Just gotta make sure she's still up to the task, this one's a doozy! That's right. Doozy. Also have new fan art to put up here now that links are working again. But if I don't get to it in time, just check my deviant art and check it out! Be sure to leave the artists comments :)

8/10/12: I know I know I know. I am home alone with nothing to do all weekend sooo let's see if I can be productive.

7/16/12: Guys I had a great idea. Mai HiMe drinking game! Think about it. Every time Mai's boobs jiggle, every time Mikoto says she's hungry, every time Natsuki gets tied up, every time there's a shiznat moment (we'll take shots for those.) That'd be funny. But anyway, on a more serious note, just checking in to remind you guys that I actually AM still working on SoS and Monster. Mostly SoS because I want to finish that first. I'm nearing the end. This is the final stretch! Hope to see SoS sometime either before Natsuki's birthday or the day of. Hope everyone is enjoying their summer!

Questions comments or concerns? Here's my formspring! (or if you just want to say 'hi' that's cool too!)


Here's some info about me:

Age: 21

Gender/Sex: Female.

I write what I would read... that's basically my philosophy when thinking of plots/story ideas/etc. I do not write for any other reason other than the fact that I enjoy it.

Below will be some fan art. For the record, if you want to see any of these artists other works you can usually find them on deviant art, which you can find by going to MY deviant art since I have favorite'd all of these there. Just click on my "homepage" and there you go!

Also shout out to LONE WOLF (lostinafeeling) who has done AWESOME art for 'Monster'. It can be found here:

Natsuki from Chapter 13 by Lone Wolf

Shizuru and Akio from Chapter 13 by Lone Wolf

Shizuru and Natsuki from Chapter 14, Part I by Lone Wolf

Shizuru and Natsuki from Chapter 14 Part II by Lone Wolf

Shizuru and Natsuki from Chapter 14 Part III by Lone Wolf

Prepare to be amazed, Lone Wolf is a BEAST. Serious skills. Thanks a lot!! (Seriously though, these are amazing)

Be sure to check out her full website as well! It's full O' Shiznatsu pics, cool updates from the comic book world, and updates of her awesome webcomic! Her website can be found HERE!

More Great Monster Fan Art:

Natsuki under the arch (Chapter 18) by Me-doty-77

"Hunger" (Chapter 13) by AndOrochi

Private Sexy Pants in Running Shorts by Jyuami

Shiznat kiss (Chapter 18) by xEvilAngel56x

Colored version of Lone Wolf's illustration of Natsuki in Chapter 13, color by Rwarimadinosawr original drawing by Lone Wolf

Natsuki by Puppy2388

"A Lieutenant and her Private" by idiotwatcher02

Lone Wolf's Chapter 13 drawing, colored by Rwarimadinsawr

No Falling for the Competition Fan Art:

Shizuru and Natsuki Racing by xEvilAngel56x

Natsuki on her bike by TFKK

Siren of the Sea Fan Art:

Captain Viola Sketch by Kiri

Captain Viola and Gun Sketch by Kiri

Captain Viola Gun Sketch by Kiri, but colored by KaraWasHere

Natsuki as "The Captive" by Sachii-ballpoint

Shizuru as "The Siren" by Sachii-ballpoint

Natsuki and Nao in "Poker?" by Sachii-ballpoint

Natsuki and her Sword by TFKK

Shizuru and her Sword by TFKK

"I Hate You" by TFKK

Captain Shizuru Viola by TFKK

Captain Viola with her Prisoner on a Leash by Shindu-Sindorei

Captain Viola Riding by Shindu-Sindorei

Captain Viola drinking Wine by Shindu-Sindorei

"The Craziest Thing," Toru and Natsuki (chapter 8) by Sachii-ballpoint

Valkyries Fan Art:

This doesn't really count but it's pretty funny (by Saba)

Nao being unable to say Peugeot "Pigeon?" by Saba I think this was just a rough draft though... but I doubt it'll ever get revisited haha and it's fine the way it is.

Shizuru Saving Natsuki (from Chapter 1) by TFKK

Thanks to everyone who submitted fan art! You guys are all awesome

If I'm missing something, please let me know! (Also, if you decide to draw something, I'd love to see it!)


Stuff I'm working on Now:

Monster: Natsuki Kuga runs away from an abusive father/home. She finds herself at Garderobe Military Academy. There she meets her teacher, Shizuru, her rival, Tomoe, and her friends, Nao, Chie, and Aoi. Also a ton of other characters. Lots of stuff happen, Shiznat with some Natnao. In progress.

Current Status: Chapter 29: Posted. Finally, amirite? Chapter 30: 30 pages in.

The Muse is: In.

Siren of the Sea: What happens to Natsuki when the ship she's traveling on is taken over by the infamous Captain Viola, siren of the sea, pirate queen, and bloodthirsty murderer? What about when the only cargo she wants to steal happens to be a less than willing Natsuki?

Current Status: Chapter 10: POSTED. Chapter 11: Fully outlined/planned. Just waiting to be written. (need to finish Monster first)

The Muse is: In.

Valkyries: Holy rhetorical question Batman, is that Shizuru in a skin-tight hero costume? Yes, yes it is. (summary courtesy of Alaeri)

Current Status: Chapter 3: POSTED. Chapter 4: -hiatus- 40 pages in. Will finish this once the muse returns.

The Muse is: Out.

Update Schedule:

Monster: Updated whenever I get a chance. (M-rated)

No Falling For the Competition: To be finished with one more update sometime... not sure when. This is a good fic to read if you want to know how to not write a fanfic. (T-rated)

Siren of the Sea: Updated randomly. (M-rated)

Valkyries: Will be updated randomly and VERY infrequently. (M-rated) Currently on hiatus.

So, uh, yeah. I guess that's it. Feel free to drop me a PM with any questions/concerns/comments haha. Or if you just wanna talk, whatever. I also have a Formspring which is linked up above to feel free to say 'hi'!

Much thanks to everyone's that consistently left me great and well-thought out reviews! I appreciate feedback since I am always looking to improve, so feel free to offer any comments and or questions via PM or in a review!


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Protect, Serve and Love by EERF TIRIPS reviews
There's a voice in your head that says this story looks interesting and for you to click on it. Summary inside...
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 29 - Words: 136,008 - Reviews: 494 - Favs: 186 - Follows: 214 - Updated: 9/16/2020 - Published: 5/24/2008
Three Wishes Or You by Nimara reviews
Shizuru comes across an enchanted tea pot with a Genie inside. Will the three wishes be enough to fix her desolate life or does she need something or...someone more? Sometimes, even with a Genie, you can't get everything you want. ShizNat. New chapter!
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 12 - Words: 42,396 - Reviews: 419 - Favs: 257 - Follows: 304 - Updated: 10/12/2015 - Published: 1/26/2009 - Natsuki K., Shizuru F.
If There Be Thorns by Entropy Empathy reviews
Updated. After Mai HiME, what would it really take for a happy ending? Angst, of course. Natsuki searches for truth, understanding, and closure. Action, romance and Shizuru. What more does one need?
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 116,456 - Reviews: 347 - Favs: 188 - Follows: 169 - Updated: 3/16/2015 - Published: 5/16/2006 - Natsuki K., Shizuru F.
Destiny Awaits by centauri2002 reviews
Mai HiME Destiny, ShizNat centric Set a few months before the start of the novel. Natsuki finds herself threatened by a new faction. What exactly is going on behind the scenes? What are Shizuru's true intentions?
Mai HiME - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 10 - Words: 52,144 - Reviews: 204 - Favs: 148 - Follows: 173 - Updated: 11/12/2011 - Published: 10/25/2007 - Natsuki K., Shizuru F.
Aftermath by J. Peterson reviews
How do you heal the one that matters most to you? How do you figure out if you even can? Set shortly after the Carnival. Natsuki-centric.
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,641 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 9/18/2011 - Published: 12/10/2008 - Natsuki K.
A Study in Stereotyping by ethicsforsale reviews
Do yourself a favor and don't take this seriously. Flames are perfectly welcome, however.
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,396 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/13/2010 - Complete
When Natsuki meets Shizuru by glowie reviews
ShizNat Post MyHime with some surprises. Kuga x Fujino. Hope that ease some hearts. *evil grin*
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 55,395 - Reviews: 346 - Favs: 207 - Follows: 215 - Updated: 5/11/2009 - Published: 11/17/2007 - Natsuki K., Shizuru F.
Typical Rei by ShotgunNeko reviews
Who knew being Hasekura Rei was so hard! Oh the horror! Oneshot!
Maria-sama ga Miteru - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 896 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/3/2009 - Complete
Compromising Positions by Kuma Kuma reviews
Based on the conversation Natsuki, Shizuru, and Dr. Yohko have by the pool in episode 9 of My Otome. This is my version of what Natsuki may have gone through during her own survival hike. Mai/Natsuki friendship story with a little bit of shiznat love.
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,194 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 11 - Published: 4/7/2009 - Natsuki K., Mai T. - Complete
Therapy by Alphawolf69 reviews
The course of true love never runs smoothly, but sometimes people need a helping hand. Shizuru and Natsuki struggle with the aftermath of the Carnival’s revelations -and their love for each other. Hopefully therapy will be enough. Shiznat, femslash etc.
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 13,529 - Reviews: 69 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 3/31/2009 - Published: 8/27/2008 - Natsuki K., Shizuru F. - Complete
To be continued by J-crusader reviews
The love story of Kuga Natsuki and Fujino Shizuru is told by many, but how will it be told by this storyteller? Will this story be like all that is heard within the walls of Fuuka, or is this one the truth of these two lovers? Let's find out. ShizNat only
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19,674 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 20 - Published: 3/26/2009 - Natsuki K., Shizuru F. - Complete
No red by J-crusader reviews
When death and insanity gnaws on the bones of Nastuki, can Shizuru lift her away from the darkness and let her at least love and be loved? Mai-Otome/AU- one-shot series
Mai HiME - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14,435 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 7 - Published: 12/11/2008 - Complete
Final Desire by Half Baked Destruction reviews
Everyday, we live our lives the way that we adapt to it. But there can always be that one trip that changes everything. Natsuki finds out the hard way. After a trip to the doctor, Natsuki finds out she's really sick. What will she do? NatsukiXShizuru
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 11,611 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 11/19/2008 - Published: 9/28/2008 - Natsuki K., Shizuru F. - Complete
The Circle of Sin by Holly Warner reviews
It's the holidays at Fuuka Academy, and everyone's gone back home. Almost everyone, that is. With nowhere else to go, Yuuki Nao is forced into rooming with Kuga Natsuki for the entire month, the last person she wants to be around
Mai HiME - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 46,725 - Reviews: 140 - Favs: 105 - Follows: 75 - Updated: 9/29/2008 - Published: 7/2/2006 - Nao Y., Natsuki K.
Crimson and Clover by Dr-Lemona reviews
So they grew up a little, but are they really just wasting their time with one another? Post Carnival, Shizuru/Natsuki One-shot.
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,767 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 85 - Follows: 11 - Published: 9/11/2008 - Complete
The Advert by Hofftailing reviews
Shizuru puts up an advertisement. Shizuru/Natsuki, Natsuki/Duran.
Mai HiME - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 533 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/17/2008 - Complete
In the Perfect World by Dashed reviews
Natsuki finds herself in the perfect world where the pairings are this ChieAoi HarukaYukino MaiTate and ShizuruReito. Will she ever get back to her world and ShizNat or does she even want that?
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 52,653 - Reviews: 76 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 10/20/2007 - Published: 8/30/2007 - Complete
A Day in the Life of Yuuki Nao by CrazedChakra101 reviews
It's the random moments in our life that make our days special. Nao & Natsuki. Changed my mind and made this a one shot.
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,536 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 10/29/2006 - Published: 10/28/2006 - Complete
Afternoon Matinee by inpassing reviews
‘I love you’. She said, on a boat in the middle of a smelly lake. [shizXnat]
Mai HiME - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,436 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/19/2005 - Complete
Learning How to Walk by Shigan reviews
ShizNat. Natsuki learns that the process of coming to love may be just as difficult, and problematic as being in love altogether.
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,984 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 200 - Follows: 33 - Published: 11/20/2005 - Natsuki K., Shizuru F. - Complete
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Siren of the Sea reviews
What happens to Natsuki when the ship she's traveling on is taken over by the infamous Captain Viola, siren of the sea, pirate queen, and bloodthirsty murderer? What about when the only cargo she wants to steal happens to be an unwilling Natsuki? AU
Mai HiME - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 266,218 - Reviews: 1091 - Favs: 723 - Follows: 703 - Updated: 8/15/2012 - Published: 8/15/2009 - Natsuki K., Shizuru F.
Monster reviews
Shiznat/AU Natsuki Kuga is running away from an abusive home. She finds herself at Garderobe Military Academy where she meets her teacher, Shizuru, her rival, Tomoe, and her friend, Nao. She can only pray her past doesn't come back to haunt her.
Mai HiME - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 29 - Words: 585,496 - Reviews: 2114 - Favs: 924 - Follows: 798 - Updated: 4/13/2012 - Published: 3/27/2009 - Natsuki K., Shizuru F.
Valkyries reviews
Seemingly average Detective Kruger's world is about to be turned upside down when she meets Windbloom City's masked heroine, Scarlet Fox. Not only does she have to find out why a mob family is interested in her, but a famous hero and a villain as well.
Mai HiME - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 3 - Words: 74,152 - Reviews: 181 - Favs: 176 - Follows: 198 - Updated: 6/12/2011 - Published: 1/16/2010 - Natsuki K., Shizuru F.
No Falling for the Competition reviews
Natsuki is the current underground motorcycle racing champion in Fuuka. What happens when the champion of Kyoto challenges the undefeated Kuga Natsuki to a race? What about the psycho fan, Tomoe, who is in love with Shizuru? ShizNatNao
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 49,143 - Reviews: 150 - Favs: 107 - Follows: 142 - Updated: 7/21/2009 - Published: 3/16/2009 - Natsuki K., Shizuru F.