Author has written 8 stories for Sons of Anarchy, Once Upon a Time, Stargate: Universe, and Walking Dead.
I apologise for being so slack with my updates but right now I’m so deep in a black hole that I’m finding it difficult to do a lot of things and as a result my writing as suffered. When I write new chapters I get to the end of them and have to delete them because I just hate what I’ve written, I hate the way the characters have turned out and I hate the direction I took things, none of it fits with what I want for that chapter and for the direction I want to take the storyline.
To elaborate a little about what’s going on in my personal life; a few weeks back I had to have Athena (aka Little Miss) put down, she became ill and putting her under to see what was wrong was just too risky, she had a high chance of not waking up at all. My partner and I broke up although we’ve gotten back together and we’re slowly working through our crap and trying to repair everything between us. My depression and social anxiety have really done a number on me and I’m taking pills/getting professional help to hopefully get my shit together.
I feel as if I owe you an apology or at least an explanation as to what’s happening and why I haven’t updated in a while. It’s not that I haven’t wanted to or have been too busy to it’s just that I can’t find the energy (mentally, emotionally or physically) to do much and if I write in the state that I am I will regret it and I will end up hating the direction I take the story lines for each character. Plus since breaking up with my partner I’ve lost the computer I had everything stored on so I’m in the market for a new one to replace the crappy laptop I’m working off.
So to illiterate I’m extremely sorry for my lack of progress/updates and please don’t hate me for it, I need to step back and work slowly otherwise I will just stop working all together and the last thing I want to do is just chuck in the towel on these stories because I love all of them very much and honestly, sometimes writing my characters in heinous situations helps me (and as an FYI I will never post the one shots I’ve written with scenarios like that, mostly because I purge everything in my mind at that time and characters wind up dead). So yes, please don’t hate me and hopefully I’ll have chapters for everyone soon.
Bio: I don't really know what to say. Horses and music rule my life really. I'm currently unemployed and searching for a job. I write whichever genre takes my fancy at any certain point of time. I constantly have to have a book and pen with me as I am forever coming up with random ideas.
Most of my stories with be part of a two-five part series and if they are I will specify that.
Most will also have a whole bunch of one shots that either:
A) tie into the story but didn't make it in.
B) don't tie into the story.
C) are a different perspective of one chapter, or
D) are Music/random oneshots, yet again I will specify if they have oneshots and which stories the oneshots are for.
Most of my characters are OC's and there will be 1-2 main OC's and possibly 1-5 secondary ones (These ones are usually used as cannon fodder and killed at some point).
I have a habit of using Finnish (which I suck at and need the help of a translator to write) I do however put the translation either beside it or at the bottom of the chapter depending on how long it is.
I write whatever takes my fancy and be damned to whatever I was working on before.
Most of my stories will have some sort of death or the likes in it due to my own experiences with the subject, they may also involve suicide or self harm, another subject that I have had personal experiences in.
I will usually try and do some fanart and post it to my Deviant Art profile, most of it will be hand sketchings in black and white, some may be in colour. (Be warned I am a shitty artist so it will not be great).
Place in the World: Auckland, New Zealand.
Interest: Sketching. Writing. Cars. Music. Anything to do with horses. Reading. Gaming.
Dogs: Kaine (Black Lab). Spencer (RottiXAlsatianXBlack Lab).
Rabbits: Athena (Flemish Giant/German Lop). Anarch (Mix).
Cats: Princess (Mix).
Horses: Dante - 16.3hh-17hh, Bay, TB Gelding 7 yrs old - Sadly deceased now due to paddock mate breaking his elbow joint. After 3 days of struggling to keep him standing and trying everything I made the tough choice to let him go. I might have only owned him six months but he was the finest horse I ever knew. He will make the odd appearance into stories where horses are involved due to the fact his nature was beautiful and so was he.
Livejournal Account: http://xxvahaharenxx.livejournal.com/
DeviantART Account: http://xxi-slit-my-wristsxx.deviantart.com/
Your Fanfiction Account: http://www.yourfanfiction.com/viewuser.php?uid=2255
Archive of Our Own Account: http://archiveofourown.org/users/xXVahaHarenXx/pseuds/xXVahaHarenXx
Fave Actors: Sean Bean. Robert Carlyle. Jason Statham. Tommy Flanagan. Norman Reedus.
Fave Books/Authors: Sharpe Series by Bernard Cornwall. Saddle Club by Bonnie Bryant. Harry Potter (All) by JK Rowling. Pony Pals by Jeanne Betancourt.
Fave Films: The Hitcher. The Full Monty. Christine. The Breakfast Club. Pirates 1-4. Sharpe Series. Death Race 1-2. The Mechanic. Crank 1-2. The Tourament. The Transporter 1-3. Zombieland. Zombie Strippers. Repo! The Genetic Opera. Sweeny Todd. The Boondock Saints 1-2. Harry Potter (All). Black Beauty. Seabiscuit. Phar Lap. Ca$h. Essex Boys. The Island. Priest. The Dark. Black Death. Season of the Witch. Trainspotting. Stone of Destiny. Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels. The Bank Job. Snatch. Tank Girl. Alice in Wonderland (2010). Sky High. The Vampires Assisstant. X-Men (All). Secretariat. Stakeland. Formula 51. Thor. The Avengers. Sherlock Holmes 1-2.
Fave TV: SGU. SG1. SGA. Knight Rider (Original). Sons of Anarchy. Family Guy. CSI. CSI:Miami. Inspector Morse. The Sweeny. South Park. Viva La Bam. Big Bang Theory. Criminal Minds. Dead Like Me. Dr. Quinn Medicine Woman. NCIS. Doctor Who. The Dudesons. Once Upon A Time. The Walking Dead. BBC's Sherlock. The Trap Door. Mythbusters. American Dad. Beavis and Butthead.
Fave Anime: Beyblades (Original). Yu-Gi-Oh! (Original). Saiyuki. Initial D. Gundam Wing. Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler).
Fave Games: Dragon Age 1-2. Mass Effect 1-3. Fable 1-3. Fallout 3. Burnout Paradise. Dead Rising 1-2. Assassins Creed (All). Lost Odyssey. The Sims 1-3 & Medieval. Need for Speed. Black and White. Heroes of Might and Magic (All). Might and Magic (All). Quake. Duke Nukem. Zork Nemesis. Bully. Vampires: The Masquerade Bloodlines. Brink. The Witcher 1-2. Gears of War 1-3. Skyrim.
All Time Fave Characters: Nicholas Rush. Richard Sharpe. Daniel Hagman. John Ryder. Gary Schofield. Graverobber. Felson. Severus Snape. Kenny McCormick. David Rossi. Spencer Reid. Fenris. Zevran Arainai. Reaver. Ezio Auditore Da Firenze. Gary Smith. Leroy Jethro Gibbs. Ducky. Thane Krios. Garrus Vakarian. Urdnot Wrex. Filip 'Chibs' Telford. Alexander 'Tig' Trager. Damon Baird. Sebastian Michaelis. James Vega. Zaeed Massani. Sherlock Holmes. Daryl Dixon.
Into Hell Series
Posted and In Progress:
Collection of oneshots surrounding my Horsepower Series. Chibs/OC.
(This was formally two separate sets of Oneshots, HDK Oneshots and HL&O Oneshots, now all oneshots from the series are in here.)
Horsepower, Bullets and Torque- Fourth in Series.
Taru’s getting stronger with each day, Charming is heading for its Mayoral Election and with the majority of the boys behind bars the club has to forge on even when a figure from Taru’s past comes back to wreak havoc for them. 4th in my Horsepower Series. Chibs/OC.
Stolen Tune - First in Series.
She's a songbird to him and a thief to everyone else, a friend of no one yet a friend of everyone. She stole a star from the night sky and lived to tell the tale. Rumpelstiltskin/OC. Mr. Gold/OC.
Thrive - First in Series.
They both worked together on Icarus from the very start, now they’re both on Destiny intent on keeping her alive whether the rest of her crew appreciate it or not. Rush/OC. First in Thrive Series.
Into Hell Series.
Odyssey into Hell - First in Series.
She saved his ass and joined forces with the group back in Atlanta but hey, you never know when a half Irish, machete wielding, ex marine Sniper traveling in a black T-Top with a pitbull and harboring a dark secret or three might come in handy. Daryl/OC.
Not Posted but In Progress:
Military Precision - First in Series.
Earth has been dragged into hell by the Reapers leaving Shepard to try to forge an army to tackle the them head on but even the best soldiers need a helping hand every once in a while, Shepard is no exception. Vega/F!Shep.
Puppet Master - First in Series.
“We’ve met before haven’t we?” I queried. “I don’t know Sherlock,” She drawled out my name, bright green eyes piercing into mine. “You tell me” Her lips curved in a near perfect smirk before she took a few steps back towards the edge of the rooftop. Sherlock/OC. First in Silence Series.
Horsepower of a Different Kind - First in Series.
"God damn..." I took a breath staring at her eyes. "Those eyes... the colour of liquid silver." Every good woman bears scars and this new Finnish woman Oswald's hired wears hers with pride. First in my Horsepower Series. Chibs/OC.
Horsepower, Leather and Oil - Second in Series.
Between an explosion that threatens to rip them apart, a porn star that forces her way between an already rocky relationship and Jimmy O’s scheming ways will Chibs and Taru survive long enough to repair the damage they’ve been dealt? 2nd in my HP Series. Chibs/OC.
Horsepower VS Irish Hardware - Third in Series.
Abel's missing, both Sack and Hale are dead, Taru's in hospital and the boys are trying to keep it together. The spray from the fan has officially hit the brick wall. Third in my Horsepower Series. Chibs/OC.