SuicidalDolly
hide bio
PM . Follow . Favorite
Joined 04-02-09, id: 1887726, Profile Updated: 09-10-11

About me...

1. name → Elizabeth

2. Nickname(s)→ Syn

3. Zodiac sign → Pisces

4. Male or female → Female.

5. Hair color → Originally brunette, Now black with blond root

FAVES:

6. Food → Hot Tamales

7. Drinks → Dr. Pepper.

8. Clothing→ v-necks n skinny jeans

9. Books → The Beautiful Dead

10. Music → Rock, screamo, techno, u get the point

11. Flower → Wild Flowers

12. Colors → Rainbow!

33. Movies → Nick n Norah, Juno, Super Bad, things of that sort

14. Positions → I'ma virgin...yeah

PAY ATTENTION PEOPLE. THIS IS IMPORTANT

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

POST THIS INTO YOUR PROFILE IF YOU THING BEING A GAY OR LESBIAN IS COOL AND THAT PEOPLE WHO DISS HOMOSEXUALS NEED TO GO STICK THEIR HEAD IN A VOLCANO.

(I kinda cried a little reading this...Yes Abby I have a heart LMAO!)


Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.-Neil Gaiman.”

Stereotypes:

I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm a CHRISTAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore...
I'm a DANCER, So I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be doing them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.

I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I like to hang out with GAYS, so i must be GAY TOO.
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas
Im a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction
Im a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude.
Im STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff.
I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks.
I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7.
I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.
I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA
I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect
I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black
I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.
I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.
I hang out with teenage drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too.

I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.
I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.
I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.
I tell people OFF, so I MUST be an over controlling bitch.

I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be over controlling and a bitch.
I'm a NUDIST, so I MUST want everyone to see my boobs.
I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser.
I hang out with a FORMER PROSTITUTE.. So I MUST be a whore myself.
I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse
I’m a GOTH, so I MUST be a Satanist.
I’m a CROSSDRESSER, so I must be homosexual.
I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak.
I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.
I WATCH PORN so I MUST be perverted.
I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak.
I am AMERICAN so I MUST be obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.

I'm WELSH so I MUST love sheep
I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.
I’m CANADIAN, so I MUST talk with a funny accent.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST ditch my pregnant girlfriend.
I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers.
I'm DISABLED, so I MUST be on Welfare.
I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth.
I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE.
I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST be stupid.
I like BLOOD, so I must be a VAMPIRE.
I'm an ALBINO, so I MUST be an evil person with mental abilities and is A MURDERER!
I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST speak with either a cockney or a posh accent, love tea and cricket, and have bad teeth.
I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future
I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I must be a HOMOPHOBE.
I’m not the most POPULAR person in school, so I MUST be a loser.
I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree hugging hippy.
I have a FAN CHARACTER, so I MUST be an annoying Mary-sue.
I CHAT, so I MUST be having cyber sex.
I'm PAGAN so I MUST sacrifice babies and drink the blood of virgins
I'm PAGAN so I MUST worship Satan
I'm CONSERVATIVE, so I MUST be against Abortion.
I'm SWEDISH so I MUST be a tall blond blue-eyed lesbian.
I'm a LESBIAN so I MUST want to get with every single girl that I see.
I like CARTOONS, so I MUST be IRRESPONSIBLE.
I like
READING, so I MUST be a LONER
I have my OWN spiritual ideology; therefore I MUST be WRONG or MISGUIDED.
I am WICCAN, so I MUST be a SATANIST.
I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST.
I am a WITCH, so I MUST be and OLD HAG and fly on a broomstick.
I like YAOI, so I MUST be GAY.
I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED.
I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST be an outcast
I like GAMES, ANIME and COMICS, so I MUST be childish.
I'm SWEDISH, therefore I MUST be WHITE.
I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST be a pedantic bastard.
I'm GOTHIC, so I MUST be mean.
I’m STRONG so I MUST be stupid.

I'm Australian so I MUST hunt crocodiles and talk to kangaroo’s
I go to RENFAIRES, so I MUST talk weird, be a loser, and not be up with the times
I’m GAY so I’m after EVERY straight guy around.
I'm NOT CHRISTIAN so I MUST just need converting.
I like marching band, so I MUST be a friendless freak.
I DRINK and SMOKE, so I MUST have no life.
I am friends with a CUTTER, so I MUST be a CUTTER too.
I cry easily, so I MUST be a wimp.
I can't help pointing out mistakes so I MUST be an over-controlling perfectionist
I'm a PERFECTIONIST so I MUST check everything ten times, them burst into tears at one mistake
I DON'T LIKE to talk about my personal life so I MUST be having problems.

Bold are the ones that describe YOU. Copy and paste this in your profile if you are against stereotypes.


Sort: Category . Published . Updated . Title . Words . Chapters . Reviews . Status .

Don't Dream It's Over by sundayxmorningx reviews
It seemed like everything was against them... Sometimes, it could get overwhelming. That wouldn't stop them from being together though. Not if they can help it. DISCONTINUED.
Degrassi - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 22 - Words: 24,996 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 11/23/2011 - Published: 3/5/2011 - Clare E., Eli G.
Tell Me What You Want by degrassilovely reviews
Clare misses having sex with Eli and talks to Adam about it
Degrassi - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,443 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 6 - Published: 9/17/2011 - Eli G., Clare E.
First Time by wontstoptilwesurrender reviews
Clare and Eli's first time together. Poetry. M because I'm paranoid.
Degrassi - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 8 - Published: 9/4/2011 - Eli G., Clare E. - Complete
Inside the Lockers by kadabrafreak890 reviews
Clare and Eli are fooling around in the girls locker room after school. But what happens when they have to squeeze into a locker to avoid getting caught? Rated M for lemons.
Degrassi - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,079 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 6 - Published: 8/21/2011 - Clare E., Eli G. - Complete
Regrets by musiksnob reviews
When Clare and Eli reunite at the end of the school year, Clare has to come to terms with some of the unexpected outcomes of their breakup. Eclare. Oneshot.
Degrassi - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,302 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 7 - Published: 7/20/2011 - Clare E., Eli G. - Complete
In Venere Veritas by Lazerlicious reviews
Translation: In desire, there is truth. Eli/Clare/EClare - OneSHOT.
Degrassi - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,023 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/23/2010 - Clare E., Eli G. - Complete
Baby There's a Shark in the Water by WAZAM reviews
My take on the music video "Baby There's a Shark in the Water." Clare and Eli stared at each other, the cards on the table thickening the tension. Lovers and Death? "I want you. All of you." slight OOC, ECLARE
Degrassi - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 14,744 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 9/16/2010 - Published: 9/10/2010 - Eli G., Clare E. - Complete
Love Me Mercilessly by verbal acuity reviews
"Love me mercilessly," you say. And I do. I could never love another like I love you - oneshot.
Degrassi - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,892 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 5 - Published: 9/12/2010 - Eli G., Clare E. - Complete
What I've Learned by musiksnob reviews
After learning something surprising about Clare, Eli discovers she might want more from him than he expected. ONESHOT.
Degrassi - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,602 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 17 - Published: 9/5/2010 - Eli G., Clare E. - Complete
Annabel's Journey by xxEatMyWordsxx reviews
My cousin wrote this poem for his LA class and I thought it was amazing! Hope you think so, too.
Beautiful Dead - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/25/2010 - Complete
With Death Should Come Peace by fight-the-fire reviews
Phoenix has very little time left on Earth and Darina feels as though he has been withdrawing from her. Have his views on their relationship changed or is she just becoming paranoid? ONE-SHOT
Beautiful Dead - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 673 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/28/2009 - Phoenix, Darina - Complete
Living in Meyer by Bookworm-xxx reviews
When Ashley opens her door up into Bella Swan's bedroom the last thing she expects is to get trapped in Bella's fictional world. How will she get home and more importantly, what will she do when in Bella's absense the story starts to go wrong?
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 87,685 - Reviews: 439 - Favs: 226 - Follows: 100 - Updated: 7/15/2009 - Published: 4/20/2009 - Complete
Ring Around the Rosy by twilight-chicka-rob-edward reviews
Bella's little sister Alice gets kidnapped and taken to work in a factory. So Bella goes looking for her. When she finds the factory she finds a bronze-haired monster. She too is kidnapped. DARK Themes. Rape? AU OOC Rated M for a reason! LEMONS! R&R pleas
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 12,209 - Reviews: 360 - Favs: 327 - Follows: 368 - Updated: 5/25/2009 - Published: 3/1/2009 - Edward, Bella
Does It Matter by eowyn74 reviews
This is a poem based on all four Twilight books. I hope you like it. Enjoy. Pease review. Thanks.
Twilight - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/4/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Secret by Spencers13 reviews
They couldn't keep their friendship a secret forever. And when it finally comes to light, they and their relationship will never be the same. BJ:Lydia get together w lots of plot
Beetlejuice - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 36,113 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 83 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 11/29/2005 - Published: 6/7/2005 - Complete
Balcony by Spencers13 reviews
(One-Shot) Beetlejuice and Lydia share a quality moment on her balcony one evening.
Beetlejuice - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,660 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 5 - Published: 9/22/2004 - Complete
Beetlejuice Afterlife: A New Beginning by Spencers13 reviews
This story is a new series continuing after the original cartoon series ended. New characters are introduced, and new relationships form between old characters! Lots of action and fun!
Beetlejuice - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Adventure - Chapters: 11 - Words: 40,853 - Reviews: 156 - Favs: 153 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 1/6/2003 - Published: 10/25/2002 - Complete
Manager of:
Community: Suicide Angel
Focus: General: All Categories

Staff of:
  1. Different Style of Twilight Stories
    Books Twilight