NOTE: ALL of my deleted fan fictions (M rated or otherwise) will be slowly posted on AO3 (Archive of our Own)

Also with the way FFN has been lately I have removed ALL "mature" scenes (except one, which i believe is compliant with THIER version of mature) and will only have that content posted on my A03 account from now on. Username is the same. Sorry for the inconvenience.

MelMat: is my Mello in everything, love you :)

Where I also am:

AO3 (Archive of Our Own) - ShinigamiMailJeevas (FFN took our links away so you will have to search it.): http:///users/ShinigamiMailJeevas/pseuds/ShinigamiMailJeevas (if the link doesnt work or copy you can just search my name under google or even on the ao3 site)

: (same as here) http:///authors.php?no=1296871282

DeviantArt: under "alexhliel" http:///

As many have noticed, MANGABULLET, has suddenly disappeared. Very sad :( BUT for Guns&Games members MRJ has made a forum for us all to reconnect, spread the word and join us at: http:///forum/viewforum.php?f=37

q..q

6-18-12: As many have noticed, a lot of my stories have gone 'missing'. When two of them were DELETED without any kind of warning, for summary not being "g" rated enough, I decided to go ahead and just delete certain things (mainly oneshots, though i did delete Silent Dance and Dog Days too) to hopefully preserve my account. I have had things deleted before so i'm not sure how many strikes i get before im 'banned/locked'. Don't worry, those stories are on my other accounts, as well as ones i dared not ever post here.

''We are ready for the siege, and we are armed up to the teeth." - 'The Royal We' by Silversun Pickups

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You are a Chibi Seme!

Mischievous, loyal, and intelligent, the Chibi Seme always seems to have a quiet energy whispering around them, suggesting that there is much more to them then what there first appears to be. Laid-back, and not one to call a lot of attention to themselves, they tend to guard their creative, forceful, (and somewhat manipulative) inner self behind an easygoing and playful exterior shell, which makes it impossible for most to truly know them. It takes a special Uke/Seme personality to see into the Chibi Seme's deep hidden self and release their sensual side, but once the Chibi Seme has let in that one special person, they will be forever loyal, loving, and protective.

A Chibi Seme will never be completely happy with just the ordinary. Setting themselves somewhat apart from the rest of the world, they need someone like-minded to keep them challenged intellectually and spiritually - a partner to inspire their dark naughty adventures and give them the motivation to take control.

Most compatible with: (apparently not) Sadistic Seme, Don't Fuck with Me Seme / Flaming Uke, Badass Uke
Least compatible with: Dramatic Uke

My Information...:

Name: Not Important

Age: Young? (Then again depends on what you define as 'young'...)

Sex: No i'm good, thanks. :)

Occ. Well...you don't need to know.

Likes: Many things (writing, but then you probably already knew this..)

Dislikes: Lots of Things like (Baka People), people who cant take a hint, PRUDEISH people

Anime: DEATH NOTE! (FMA, Gundam 00, Naruto Shippuden, Bleach, Fruits Basket, Library Wars, etc)

Fav J-Drama: Bloody Monday (and Bloody Monday II)

Favorite Quotes/Sayings/other crap:

-The difference between friends and best friends: (this so applies 2 me) Friends never ask you for food or drink, best friends are the reason your fridge is empty; friends bail you out of jail, best friends are in the next cell saying "Damn it, we messed up again!".'

-'Last night, as I lay in my bed looking up at the stars in the sky, I thought to myself, "Where the fuck is my ceiling?"'

Funny Sh-t:

Number your FAV Death Note characters 1-12 (no order) then answer questions!

1. L

2. Mello

3. Rem

4. Matt

5. Watari

6. Light

7. Ryuk

8. Near

9. Gevanni

10. Matsuda

11. Yagami-san

12. Mikami

1) Have you ever read a Six/Eleven fanfic before?
Oh Hell no! That's not right at all!

2) Do you think Four is hot? How hot?
Yeah! Smoldering

3) What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?
OK wtf? Mikami & Near? (first off, if Mikami ever got near Near, I think he'd either kill him or kidnap him and give him to Light) I honestly have nothing left to say about that... lol

4) Do you recall any fics about Nine
Uh... no. Then again i haven't looked either.

5) Would Two and Six make a good couple?
Well... no not really. Seeing as Light wants Mello dead (and succeeds that bastard!) and all.

6) Five/Nine or Five/Ten?
urg ew!! and double ewwwwwwwwww! (I have an overactive imagination and soo didn't need to even THINK about those pairings. urg!)

7) What would happen if Seven walked in on Two and Twelve having sex?
Um... Ryuk would probably laugh, go visit Light and keep laughing every time Mello or Mikami were mentioned just to piss off Light, who he wouldn't tell. Just because. lmao.

8) Make up a summary of a Three/Ten fic
Oh My God. Rem/Matsuda? bangs head on keyboard (should that be my summary? lol)

9) Is there any such thing as a One/Eight fluff?
um... I think. I've seen the pairing in passing but never stopped to read it so i can't really say.

10) Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve Hurt/Comfort fic.
Blood Red Apples - and no f'n way to the pairing.

12) Does anyone of your friends read Three het?
I seriously hope not. Is there any het for Rem? Wait on second thought I’m better off NOT knowing.

13) Does anyone of your friends write or draw Eleven?

No.

14) Would anyone of your friends write Two/Four/Five ?
No! No! and Hell Fucking No! Mello/Matt ok; Mello/Matt/Watari, so not ok.

15) What might ten scream at a moment of great passion?
Uh... I think it would depend on whom he's with really.

16) If you wrote a song-fic about Eight, what song would you choose?
"Control" - The Vincent Black Shadow ( if this were Light I would have used "Getting Away With Murder" - by Papa Roach, which would soooo be kewl)

17) If you wrote a One/Six/Twelve fic, what would the warning be?
Uh... L/Light/Mikami? eh?? ok.. hm...

-Warning: CRACK! Character Death (L)

18) What might be a good pick-up line for Ten to use on Two?
"If you go out with me I’ll give you chocolate" idk, I mean wtf could Matsuda, of all people, say to Mello?

19) "One and Nine are in a happy relationship until Nine suddenly runs off with Four. One, broken-hearted, has a hot one-night stand with Eleven and a brief unhappy affair with Twelve, then follows the wise advice of Five and finds true love with Two." What title would you give this fic?

"Your Love is a Lie"

L and Gevanni? OK... Gevanni runs off with Matt; that’s laughable. L has hot one night stand with Ygami-san; please tell me that didn't happen ew x12 gag. L has brief unhappy affair with Mikami; gee I wonder WHY its unhappy? L follows Watari's advice (finally something that makes sense!) and finds true love with Mello? uh... That’s a fucked up love life.

11) What kind of plot would you use if you wanted Four to de-flower One?
AHAHAHAHA! Matt de-flower L? Excuse me while I die laughing.

ok... plot... Matt corners L on Halloween for some freaky fun. -grin-

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Light
You have a big aim in life
x You hate to lose
x You feel that your eyes change colors with your behavior
x You are obsessed.
x Your intelligence is superior in comparison with another person’s.
x You don’t mind hurting others as long it helps you to get to your aims.
You have talent to seduce the opposite gender.

Total: 5

L
x You love candy.
x You don’t care about how you look.
You walk/sit curved.
You are a genius.
x You have dark circles around your eyes.
You are thin no matter what you eat.
x You don’t have many friends and you are a total failure at love.

Total: 4

Misa
You love someone blindly.
You would do everything for that ‘someone’.
You dress in a very peculiar way.
You can’t tell when people are joking around with you.
x You can’t handle alcohol very well.
You are very jealous.
x You can make people do what they don’t want to do.

Total: 2

Mello
x You love chocolate.
x You were confused at least for once with the opposite gender.
You always dress dark and tight clothes. (dark yes, tight, NO!)
x You are always second.
x You have a burn/scar on your face.
x You are very intelligent, but sometimes you make mistakes.
x Near creeps you out a little bit. (Just a little)

Total: 6

Matt
x You are always playing video games.
You smoke.
You wear streaky shirts.
x You would do anything for your friends.
You use glasses that look like goggles.
x You are always relaxed.
You are very affectionate to your best friend.

Total: 3

Near
You are patient to the limit.
You always win.
x You have Peter Pan syndrome. (completly, I never wanna grow up!)
x You love to wear pajamas.
You are very intelligent.
x You have a lot of abilities using your hands. (Sounds kinky 0_0)
x Your hair is of a weird color.

Total: 4

Mikami
You believe in a god.
You search for justice everywhere.
You use glasses.
You are/want to be a lawyer.
You don’t care about following orders as long as it’s for justice’s sake.
x You support Kira unconditionally.
All your life is perfectly planned.

Total: 1

Ryuk
x You love apples.
x You are bored.
You think that humans are… INTERESTING!.
x You laugh in a weird way…
You don’t let your feelings lead you.
x When there’s an argument, you never take one of the sides. (depends on if it's something stupid)
x You are a little bit crazy and weird. (a little...?)

Total: 5

Matsuda
x Some people think that you are an idiot.
You always see someone’s good side. (more or less their good intentions..)
You know someone who is an example for you.
x You don’t think Kira is either good or evil.
x You talk about a love life that you don’t have.
x You do stupid things that sometimes are good to the ones around you.
You are pretty, but old.

Total: 4

Yay I’m Mello. Sweeter than Chocolate! Maybe...

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"WSF SERIES"

Order of the series

-Dangerous and Moving (3 shot prequel)

-We Sleep Forever (start of series)

-Not An Angel (sequel)

-Je Ne Regrette Rien (sequel)

-The Silent Place Final fic (set 2 years after JNRR)

"CHOICES" FANART:

-Green N Blacks by Amaya-Ai : http:///art/Green-N-Blacks-153647835 (if the link doesnt work you can always just search for the username 'dnluver111' on deviant art and you can find it easy peasy)

-Forgotten by Lellozawa (for chapter 23 Forgotten): http:///art/Forgotten-154135650

-Mello and Matt Fireflies by Emo-Nerdy-Insane-Writer: http:///art/Matt-and-Mello-Fireflies-155332482

-Fireflies by HellzDarkness124: http:///art/Fireflies-171061773?q=&qo=

By the way... I love you all for the fanart! It makes me feel way more epic than I should XD
gami

"THE HUNGER" Fanart:

Matt: http:///gallery/26959957#/d360ksp

Matt b: http:///art/Fanfiction-Fanart-2b-192416745

Mello: http:///gallery/26959957#/d36f00s

all are by Ladydragoncharmer

*is very much happy with them all...:)*

Written but not yet Posted:

Stay Still: (posting currentlyt): Mello left Matt all those years ago and when he finally comes back what he finds isn't what he remembered. Not at all. AU (no Kira) – 31 chapters

Heist: Written for my Mello. Complete.

OMEGA : Life at the bottom of the food chain was hard, boring and sometimes painful. Then he came along, and the mediocre existence evaporated.

Who the (Bleep) Did I Marry?: (posting now!)

Currently Writing 20??:

"Reluctant Heroes" - If anyone had said three years ago that he would have escaped that mans clutches and traveled outside their known galaxy, he would have laughed straight in their face. DN/SGA xover (writing/POSTING now)

Not Gonna Die: -Sequel to OMEGA.

Crescendo: -Sequel to Not Gonna Die

City Life (next up to write) Martial law, effective immediately. It sent people into a panic. What was going on? There had no been warning. What was in those containers? Was it a cover up? No one knew what was happening. And no one was giving any answers except those with bullets.

Bingo Daubers and I Love You’s: -ON HIATUS- A strange redhead kisses him at work and Mello just cant stop thinking about him & cant seem to stop talking to him. What started out as a whim from a curious redhead might just have what it takes to be the best thing in either of their lives. AU. MM

(currently….. getting motivation to finish it XD)

2 more unidentified projects :D