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Author has written 2 stories for Twilight.

The most collective question asked I think would be “Who are you?” does anyone truly recognize the answer? Every day we strive to better ourselves, learning from mistakes made by others along with ourselves. Our knowledge progressively increases with every book read, every word spoken. We grow each day as individuals, constantly changing, heading for a path that may seem impossible. I know who I am as a person; my likes and dislikes, my points of view, style of dress, and the ability to look into a person and see the good in them.

But people say that doesn’t state who I am. Why? I don’t believe my mistakes do. I just know of a bunch of ways on how to not do something. I study, learning new things every day, but this isn’t who I am? I think it is. It may have taken me twenty-six years to find out, but I did. How many of you can say that?

Music is the expression of one’s soul. If done right, it can bring out emotions that you keep hidden. Music is a thunderstorm, the beat of thunder, the base of wind, the leads of lightning, and the vocals of rain. Music keeps me sane. It is my escape from the harsh world that we live in.

I am a hippie at heart. I don’t believe in meaningless war. Everywhere I go I try to convey peace of mind, rather than mindless anger. I am a spiritualist. I strive to achieve enlightenment. I am a free spirit with an old soul. I won’t let anyone tell me how to run my life. I won’t let the social pariah that is society tell me what to wear, how to look, or what beauty is. Only I can do that.

The next time you say I am not beautiful, take a long look in the mirror. Beauty is not defined by outward appearances. It is who we are as individuals. It is how we chose to live our lives.

The next time you tell me I am a social outcast that I don’t belong. Well, you’re right about that. I don’t belong because I chose not to bring myself down to your level of inept competence. I chose to surround myself with those “social outcasts” and you know what, I am better for it.

You want to know about me? Take a look at who you are first before you judge me. I am who I am and I’m not ashamed of it. Can you say the same?

I write what I want, not worring about what others may think. If you have a problem with what I write, not message me about it, just dont read the story. If you love what I write that is wonderful.

Also I will be posting my disclaimer on here rather than every page of my stories. It bugs me when I come across them on others that I have read, so I'm not going to do so on mine. I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT NOR ITS CHARACTERS!!!!!

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The Hard Way To Learn A Lesson by Stephaniiie reviews
AU/AH Bad boy Edward needs to be taught a lesson. So his teachers come up with a plan- ‘marry’ him to the best behaved girl in school! How will his ego survive spending ‘eternity’ with Bella Swan! Little OOC. NOW COMPLETE!
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 71 - Words: 279,757 - Reviews: 16085 - Favs: 7,464 - Follows: 3,423 - Updated: 1/15 - Published: 6/23/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Creature of Habit by EZRocksAngel reviews
Bella begins working for the elusive and distant Edward Cullen who she discovers is hiding behind an elaborate charade to maintain his secret lifestyle. Bella is determined to find out the mysteries of Edward Cullen but with what results? AU, OOC.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 33 - Words: 189,624 - Reviews: 14765 - Favs: 12,605 - Follows: 5,699 - Updated: 3/23/2016 - Published: 1/4/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Wishing Star by MysticIce24 reviews
After her parents are killed in a plane crash, a young girl is rejected again & again by foster families for being too old. She wishes on a star nightly, but will she find what she seeks? Will the Cullens be that family? NC-17 for later chapters
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 43 - Words: 144,977 - Reviews: 1567 - Favs: 1,533 - Follows: 1,588 - Updated: 4/12/2014 - Published: 9/15/2008 - Bella, Edward
Eternally Damned by twiXlite reviews
Edward is THE ultimate vampire. The original. What happens when a visit to the Volturi causes him to pay the Cullens' a visit? Will he find them a threat to the world he's spent an eternity shaping or will he leave them be and let them live in peace?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 36 - Words: 173,728 - Reviews: 4781 - Favs: 5,705 - Follows: 2,931 - Updated: 4/30/2013 - Published: 4/27/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Be Careful What You Wish For by twiXlite reviews
After a few choice words Edward disappears. What will Bella and the others think when they find him years later? He's different. He's covered in ink and steel and is hiding something from his old friends. What's he hiding behind the wall of ink and steel?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 219,759 - Reviews: 1419 - Favs: 1,134 - Follows: 1,165 - Updated: 10/23/2012 - Published: 8/6/2009 - Edward, Bella
Rescue me by venomousgal reviews
Bella Swan is accident prone and always in need of rescuing. Sexy neighbour Edward Masen is an EMT and more than willing to handle the job.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 37 - Words: 111,997 - Reviews: 3308 - Favs: 3,162 - Follows: 2,752 - Updated: 8/12/2012 - Published: 12/21/2008 - Bella, Edward
Written in the Stars by Lissa Bryan reviews
Edward is king of a dying race, his planet torn by civil war. Bella is abducted to become his bride. From college student to Queen... Can she learn to love this strange man and help save his people? AU/OOC, Rated M
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 33 - Words: 167,029 - Reviews: 8018 - Favs: 9,845 - Follows: 3,907 - Updated: 7/21/2012 - Published: 10/28/2011 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Take This Heart by BookwormBaby2580 reviews
Bella's life is a constant choice between bad and worse until she moves to Forks and meets the one man who can ease her burdens. But trust doesn't always come easily, especially when life has taught you that you're safer on your own. M for abuse and sex.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 111 - Words: 395,836 - Reviews: 4401 - Favs: 2,063 - Follows: 881 - Updated: 5/16/2011 - Published: 10/9/2010 - Carlisle, Bella - Complete
Basking in the Light of our Love by SweetT129 reviews
Sequel to A Light in the Darkness. This story follows Carlisle and Bella in their life as newlyweds, beginning the morning after their wedding. Many surprises to come for the new husband and wife. What will they be?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 53 - Words: 215,157 - Reviews: 3113 - Favs: 1,371 - Follows: 763 - Updated: 5/4/2011 - Published: 6/1/2009 - Bella, Carlisle - Complete
There Will Be Blood by johnnyboy7 reviews
Edward Cullen,25,the son of a Chicago mob boss. He is second-in-command, cold and dangerous. Bella Swan,18,small town girl who has just enrolled as a freshman at Northwestern. A story about how love can survive in the cruelest of worlds.Very OCC.Rated M.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 48 - Words: 368,286 - Reviews: 12620 - Favs: 10,309 - Follows: 4,460 - Updated: 2/21/2011 - Published: 7/6/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Missing Letters by the-glory-days reviews
Edward decides that it's time that he and Bella finish what they started and complete the game. -- Fandom Gives Back Auction Pieces -- Companion piece to Alphabet Weekends
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 6 - Words: 25,776 - Reviews: 949 - Favs: 1,939 - Follows: 2,089 - Updated: 1/16/2011 - Published: 3/13/2010 - Bella, Edward
Shields of Power by thunderful reviews
What if Bella already knew about vampires before she came to Forks, what if she'd already met the Volturi, but wasn't allowed to tell anyone? And most importantly, what if she had her own gift?
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 45 - Words: 151,866 - Reviews: 4724 - Favs: 5,528 - Follows: 2,635 - Updated: 1/14/2011 - Published: 9/2/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Letter by changedbyEdward reviews
Bella Swan, professor of English Lit in Seattle, hears the velvety voice of rapper Edward Cullen one day and it changes her life. What happens after she writes her fan letter to him is fate personified. AU/AH Canon pairings M for language, alcohol, etc
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 37 - Words: 167,239 - Reviews: 3170 - Favs: 2,308 - Follows: 1,327 - Updated: 10/24/2010 - Published: 3/23/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Silver Strand Nights by Jen733 reviews
Bella Swan is tired of her boring life and ready for a change. When former Navy SEAL Edward Cullen enters her life, everything will change, more than she ever expected. AH - B/E. Rated M.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,464 - Reviews: 12195 - Favs: 5,748 - Follows: 3,707 - Updated: 8/16/2010 - Published: 2/3/2010 - Edward, Bella - Complete
The Foreign Hottie by blackxout reviews
Edward Cullen is a foreign exchange student from London who comes to live with the Swans for a whole year. Bella Swan couldn’t be anymore upset over the fact that a boy has to share a room with her. Could her feelings toward him ever change? OOC.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 46,181 - Reviews: 4997 - Favs: 2,630 - Follows: 2,770 - Updated: 8/12/2010 - Published: 4/5/2008 - Bella, Edward
Such Great Heights by SydneyAlice reviews
Edward Cullen is in desperate need of a nanny after his wife walks out on him and their five-year-old son. Bella Swan is a teacher with no job prospects. Can she find her true place in the world while helping father and son overcome their pain? AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 32 - Words: 107,444 - Reviews: 9606 - Favs: 8,430 - Follows: 3,403 - Updated: 7/2/2010 - Published: 1/9/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
New MoonEdward Comes Back Early by Maiya9182 reviews
Bella jumps off the cliff in LaPush, desperate to hear Edward's voice. She is saved from the raging waters by...Jacob Black? Nope. Edward Cullen. Future Lemons.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 20 - Words: 27,927 - Reviews: 204 - Favs: 262 - Follows: 190 - Updated: 7/1/2010 - Published: 4/25/2009 - Bella, Edward
Reunion by KeepersOfTheNaughtySparkle reviews
Edward,once a geek, and Bella secretly crushed on each other since high school. Can their 10 year reunion bring them together? Is one night enough to squelch a decade old passion or will it fan the flames into an unquenchable fire. Lemmony/AU/AH/B&E
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 30 - Words: 189,747 - Reviews: 3578 - Favs: 3,991 - Follows: 2,226 - Updated: 6/13/2010 - Published: 5/12/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
My Favorite Accident by Sendmeonmyway reviews
Bella is on her way home from a disastrous meeting with her newly ex-fiancés parents. What happens when she slams head-on into a beautiful stranger’s car and finds herself stranded? Will she be able to get past her jaded life and trust the stranger? E X B
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 30 - Words: 110,848 - Reviews: 1816 - Favs: 1,354 - Follows: 1,495 - Updated: 5/24/2010 - Published: 8/9/2008 - Bella, Edward
Summer Nights by Jenny0719 reviews
Bella Swan moves to Chicago with her son and Jacob Black. She then meets Edward Cullen and falls in love. But someone doesn't want Bella and Edward to be together...
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 47 - Words: 234,648 - Reviews: 2912 - Favs: 2,765 - Follows: 1,039 - Updated: 4/26/2010 - Published: 7/13/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Tides of Fate by SparklingTwilight reviews
After four years in a bad relationship, and two years of depressed seclusion, Alice and Rosalie drag best friend Bella on a tropical vacation designed by fate. AH OOC. B/E, R/Em, A/J. Rated M for future lemony goodness and occasional strong lang.PLS R&R
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 42 - Words: 365,101 - Reviews: 4663 - Favs: 5,293 - Follows: 2,117 - Updated: 4/7/2010 - Published: 5/1/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The List by LauraACullen reviews
Four weeks before her wedding to Edward, Bella is frustrated. She knows there's little-to-no chance of getting him to bend his rules and boundaries now, but there's no harm in fantasizing about what could happen later. So she begins compiling a list...
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 28 - Words: 195,361 - Reviews: 2926 - Favs: 5,513 - Follows: 1,989 - Updated: 3/18/2010 - Published: 3/19/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Alphabet Weekends by the-glory-days reviews
Bored with their dismal love lives, best friends Edward and Bella come up with the idea of exploring the world of sex using the alphabet for the next twenty-six weekends. What happens when things go from two friends having fun to something serious? AH OOC
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 34 - Words: 124,991 - Reviews: 11456 - Favs: 11,576 - Follows: 5,932 - Updated: 3/13/2010 - Published: 3/12/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Corrupting Innocence by Twilighterheart xxxx reviews
Bella has moved to Chicago with her parents. She lives a sheltered life much to her parents dissapproval. Then she meets Edward her new neighbour. Things heat up fast for Edward and Bella, thing is Bella is 19 and Edward is 29. Anger, forbidden love. heat
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 31 - Words: 36,534 - Reviews: 561 - Favs: 645 - Follows: 410 - Updated: 3/4/2010 - Published: 5/8/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
If Not for You by lovedforeternity reviews
Bella is an aspiring writer, who doesn't have time to date. In an act of desperation, Bella tells her mom, she has a boyfriend. Now Bella must hire a boyfriend for the holidays. Will Bella find that she likes her pretend world is better than her reality?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 17 - Words: 68,895 - Reviews: 1479 - Favs: 1,319 - Follows: 1,412 - Updated: 2/23/2010 - Published: 1/21/2009 - Bella, Edward
Shadowboxer by nobloodnofoul reviews
Edward is an underground fighter using the ring as an outlet for his pent-up rage. Bella is a college dropout running from her complicated past. Their paths collide when Edward is beaten and left for dead. Rated M for LEMONS. CANON PAIRINGS. AH. OOC.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 21 - Words: 171,703 - Reviews: 6456 - Favs: 9,202 - Follows: 4,167 - Updated: 1/21/2010 - Published: 3/6/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
A Light in the Darkness by SweetT129 reviews
The battle with Victoria and the newborns takes a tragic turn and five lives are lost. This is the story of how Bella and the other survivors learn how to live and love again.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 46 - Words: 145,757 - Reviews: 1461 - Favs: 1,449 - Follows: 380 - Updated: 1/17/2010 - Published: 5/11/2009 - Bella, Carlisle - Complete
Show and Don't Tell by Brits23 reviews
Bella meets Edward when he picks up his nephew from her Pre-K Class, and sparks fly. Are there some complications that even the strongest of hearts can't overcome? Can they resist the one thing they can't have--each other?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 27 - Words: 135,119 - Reviews: 3455 - Favs: 4,552 - Follows: 1,923 - Updated: 12/4/2009 - Published: 3/27/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Silence & Security by adorablecullens reviews
Two years after her marriage to Jacob Black ends, 37-year-old single mom Bella buys a house. Will the handsome single dad next door help her learn to love again? Or will Edward’s presence in their life only reinforce Renee’s trauma-induced silence?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 22 - Words: 70,330 - Reviews: 1303 - Favs: 2,380 - Follows: 687 - Updated: 11/6/2009 - Published: 12/30/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Across the Ocean by Annilaia reviews
In one quick and thoughtless act, Bella Swan sends a letter in a bottle across the ocean. It reaches England, where Edward Cullen finds it, and begins their correspondance, one that leads to more than either of them could expect. AH
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 20 - Words: 54,489 - Reviews: 3669 - Favs: 5,560 - Follows: 1,365 - Updated: 10/6/2009 - Published: 12/31/2007 - Complete
In Another Life by the-glory-days reviews
When Edward Cullen is killed in a car accident, it’s Bella Swan who finds herself helping his ghost find out why he died. All-Human, AU, A Twilight Retelling.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 73,222 - Reviews: 1154 - Favs: 1,351 - Follows: 634 - Updated: 10/3/2009 - Published: 7/20/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
For The Love Of Music by laurajaexo reviews
Bella and Edward meet in Edward's music store. Their relationship continues on from there. What happens when drama builds up in Bella's life. Will Edward stay by her side? Or will it be too much for him to handle? AH; slightly OOC. Lemons later.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 42 - Words: 151,870 - Reviews: 529 - Favs: 604 - Follows: 257 - Updated: 9/21/2009 - Published: 9/1/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
A Taste of Redemption by SlimReaper reviews
Nick has a sister and that sister has a secret. It's up to Acheron to save her life and possibly the world-and by the way, she can't know a thing about it. Set in the DH world before Nick went nuts. Acheron/OC, warnings for delicious lemons.
Dark-Hunter series - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 31 - Words: 85,820 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 163 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 7/9/2009 - Published: 6/4/2009 - Acheron/Ash, Nick G. - Complete
Bella Swan: Kidnapper by Kambria Rain reviews
Um. Hi. I don’t really know how to say this, but I have your kids with me, and I was thinking maybe you would like them back. So yeah… call me.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 23 - Words: 74,736 - Reviews: 9005 - Favs: 15,638 - Follows: 3,326 - Updated: 6/27/2009 - Published: 5/15/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Pieces of My Life by chocolate coffee reviews
ExB Princess Isabella was returning home on a ship after visting relatives across the sea when the ship she is on is attacked by pirates. After losing everything, she is taken aboard the pirate ship, where she befriends the Captain, or more..cont. in stor
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 40 - Words: 87,156 - Reviews: 1213 - Favs: 814 - Follows: 308 - Updated: 6/19/2009 - Published: 12/31/2008 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Coyote's Boys ON HIATUS by twiXlite reviews
Bella Swan is a college student. After years of admiring Edward from afar she knows him to be a quiet and shy boy. But is there more to Edward and his friends than meets the eye? Can one night in a bar change her opinions of Edward and his friends? ExB
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 46,318 - Reviews: 174 - Favs: 164 - Follows: 230 - Updated: 3/24/2009 - Published: 2/27/2009 - Edward, Bella
I'll Always Be With You by LovelyinLavender reviews
Bella and Charlie move to Chicago and into a very old house, but there's something different about this place. What if Edward had died in 1918, and what if he never really left his former home? Will romance develop? M for lemons, usual pairings.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 23 - Words: 69,547 - Reviews: 540 - Favs: 751 - Follows: 341 - Updated: 2/20/2009 - Published: 9/7/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
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Lost but Always Found reviews
I finally got my life in order but after this, I am not sure what to do. How do you go from being mugged one day to taking care of your rescuer the next day? And to top it off, what do you do when He turns out to be bigger than you thought? Life never works out the way you hope. Question is, will it be better, or worse? AH Cannon pairings Rated M.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 6 - Words: 7,930 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 7/25/2013 - Published: 7/23/2013 - Bella, Edward
Finding My Way Back Home reviews
The mob. I knew there was something going on when I was a child, but everything changed when I was taken. For years I sat alone in the darkness, not knowing the face of the one who took me. But that all changed when I escaped. Now, I am searching for home. Along the way, I come across some who know me, even though I dont know myself. AH, M for violence and language. On HIATUS.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Crime/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,656 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 77 - Updated: 7/23/2013 - Published: 3/9/2013 - Bella, Edward