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Name: Erika

Age: 18

Location: Chicago, Illinois

Some Facts: I spend a lot of time on the computer lol. I am addicted to coca-cola. I love listening to music. I for some reason hate doing the laundry! I just want to be is someone who creates truly meaningful things.I play the flute. I hate feeling like I've let people down. I love Johnny Depp.

Myself

by Edgar A. Guest

I have to live with myself and so
I want to be fit for myself to know,
I want to be able as days go by,
To look at myself straight in the eye.
I don't want to stand with the setting sun
And hate myself for the things I've done.

I don't want to hide on a closet shelf
A lot of secrets about myself,
And fool myself as I come and go
Into thinking that nobody else will know
What kind of man I really am;
I don't want to dress myself in sham.

I want to go with my head erect,
I want to deserve all men's respect
And in this struggle for fame and pelf
I want to be able to like myself.
I don't want to look at myself and know
That I am a bluster and empty show.

I cannot hide myself from me;
I can see what others can never see;
I know what others can never know,
I cannot fool myself, and so

Whatever happens, I want to be
Self-respecting and conscience free.

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Lawless by kuchenackerman reviews
Despite his youth, Eren Jaeger is one of the best and most required doctors of the Kingdom. Among those interested on his services is included a recognized criminal clan, which does not hesitate to use the youngest of the Ackerman as bait. Eren never imagined that this "harmless" girl in red dress would get him into so much trouble.
Attack on Titan/進撃の巨人 - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 167,081 - Reviews: 318 - Favs: 334 - Follows: 423 - Updated: 9/12 - Published: 8/28/2015 - [Eren Y., Mikasa A.] Levi A., Kenny A.
For His Honor by Saiya-hime reviews
Since as long as he could remember Alfred fights against all odd to keep his family together. From an abusive caretaker in an orphanage to his cruel English master, Alfred gives everything to provide for his sick brother. Yet, what will happen when all his secrets come out into the open? How will Mattie handle his brothers greatest secret, that he has been selling himself sexually.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 41 - Words: 204,118 - Reviews: 311 - Favs: 183 - Follows: 213 - Updated: 7/9/2019 - Published: 2/27/2012 - England/Britain, America, Canada, Japan
Brother Knows Best by Urchin of the Riding Stars reviews
Arthur won't settle for being anything less than number one in his little brother Alfred's heart. But Ivan Braginski, Alfred's best friend since childhood, is bound and determined to confess his affections to Alfred. In a fit of jealous fury, Arthur decides to get rid of Ivan by any means necessary. AU, Possessive!Arthur, Rusame.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 228,108 - Reviews: 553 - Favs: 465 - Follows: 382 - Updated: 8/2/2017 - Published: 6/3/2012 - England/Britain, America - Complete
Insomniac by HikarisDream reviews
After their kiss in China, Yuuri is unable to find sleep and Victor feels the need to investigate why his precious skater is getting more and more floppy during training. What will he find late at night in Yuuri's room? And will Yuuri be able to face not only his feelings but also the man he admires so much? Victuuri One Shot. Fluff and Smut. BoyxBoy. Complete.
Yuri!!! on Ice - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,203 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 396 - Follows: 100 - Published: 11/23/2016 - [Yuuri K., Viktor N.] - Complete
A Not-So-Classic Romance by Galythia reviews
AU Victorian London. Alfred is a noble bachelor who in no way wants to get married. Arthur is a promising but young actor struggling to pay rent. When the two meet on the street, Arthur drops Alfred's family ring, which gives Alfred an idea: why doesn't Arthur just act the part of his fiancée? Duels, family issues, love triangles, and angst. Cover by Haku. Abandoned.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 199,596 - Reviews: 639 - Favs: 793 - Follows: 805 - Updated: 5/23/2016 - Published: 11/12/2012 - England/Britain, America - Complete
Promised to Me by Daughter Of The Revolution reviews
For his loyalty General Winter had promised Russia a mate; one who could stand beside him, not lay broken under him. But the old ghost was always so cruel. While keeping his promise he had never promised that said mate wouldn't fight back with a strength equal to Russia's. If it is meant to be then why does the promised one resist? Historical. RusAme. GerMerica.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 25 - Words: 361,447 - Reviews: 547 - Favs: 376 - Follows: 239 - Updated: 10/1/2015 - Published: 6/21/2014 - Germany, England/Britain, America, Russia - Complete
Loose Ends by ephieshine reviews
For three heartbeats they lock eyes – ocean blue and coal grey. Then all the breath comes out of him in a hasty rush. He hears his own incredulous voice, unrecognizably rough with disuse: "Levi?" [Eruri future-fic; three-shot] Rated M for smut.
Attack on Titan/進撃の巨人 - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 17,529 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 5/21/2015 - Published: 12/29/2014 - [Levi A., Erwin S.] Hange Z. - Complete
No Choice by Daughter Of The Revolution reviews
Russian mob boss Ivan Braginsky isn't denied anything; if he wants the American boy to join him for a candlelit evening then he will, if he wants the American boy to share his bed then he will. College student Alfred F. Jones has no choice in the matter whatsoever. RusAme
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 69,631 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 177 - Follows: 69 - Updated: 5/16/2015 - Published: 4/25/2015 - [America, Russia] - Complete
A Garden of Decaying Flowers by Aria DC al Fine reviews
AU. Emperor Alfred only ever wanted his first concubine, his beloved Rose, to be happy. History, his court and the power struggle among his consorts made this wish almost impossible to realise. Main: USUK. Minor: USxHarem, FRUK.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 81,634 - Reviews: 280 - Favs: 181 - Follows: 198 - Updated: 6/4/2014 - Published: 11/7/2011 - England/Britain, America
World Conference: An American Perspective by Streamingwords reviews
A series of vignettes featuring America's experiences at the World Conference through the years. Warning: Contains some bits of romance between America and other nations.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 104,890 - Reviews: 257 - Favs: 443 - Follows: 393 - Updated: 5/26/2014 - Published: 7/18/2010 - America, England/Britain
Quidditch House Rivals by Zeplerfer reviews
Slytherin House and Gryffindor House have always been intense rivals, but this new level of sexual tension between their Quidditch teams is unbearable. As an ambitious Slytherin, Alfred will do whatever it takes to win the Quidditch Cup. The only obstacle in his path is Arthur, the talented and handsome Gryffindor seeker. USUK. Pottertalia.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 21 - Words: 106,627 - Reviews: 274 - Favs: 439 - Follows: 246 - Updated: 4/1/2014 - Published: 10/12/2013 - [America, England/Britain] [France, Canada] - Complete
Ignite by Combustspontaneously reviews
Percy owns a flat in Brooklyn and works in a cluttered music shop tucked beside a tax office and a restaurant. Annabeth lives in Manhattan and set to be the youngest manager in the history of her architecture firm. They need each other more than they realize. [Punk!Percy and Girly!Annabeth mortal AU] {Cover art by Viria and Castellanpride}
Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 14 - Words: 26,551 - Reviews: 251 - Favs: 409 - Follows: 393 - Updated: 3/8/2014 - Published: 11/6/2013 - [Annabeth C., Percy J.] [Grover, Juniper]
Love Was Never A Problem by CreamPuffBunny reviews
Medieval fantasy AU. Alfred is married to Ludwig, the king. Throughout their marriage, Alfred strives to make Ludwig more fun and romantic while keeping honest and loyal in his vows. Things get complicated when another man comes along. Can Ludwig recognize the issues in his relationship? Or will he lose Alfred due to his stubbornness and pride? First person POV. One-shot.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,813 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 105 - Follows: 20 - Published: 1/23/2014 - [America, Germany] Russia, Prussia - Complete
Above the Line by Galythia reviews
Alfred Jones is an up-and-coming actor who has hearts swooning at every turn. Arthur Kirkland, a prodigy in his field, is assigned to be Alfred's new makeup artist. Many have faltered in his position before, but the Brit is determined to succeed where others have failed. But not all is as it seems, and falling in love was not written in Arthur's contract. (D/s dynamics). Abandoned.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 37,298 - Reviews: 251 - Favs: 625 - Follows: 887 - Updated: 12/24/2013 - Published: 4/18/2013 - England/Britain, America
Selfishly, Mine by CoutureOtaku reviews
Arthur Kirkland is obsessively and possessively in love with the oblivious and naive, Alfred F. Jones. He just can't stand to see anyone touch what is his, and his alone. He would never let anyone hurt his precious American. Yandere!Arthur, UKxUS/RusAme
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 25,574 - Reviews: 128 - Favs: 142 - Follows: 139 - Updated: 11/16/2013 - Published: 10/8/2013 - England/Britain, America, Russia
American dreams in an English village by ButterFish reviews
USUK, AU - Alfred and his family move to an English village and become neighbours to Arthur and his family. Arthur doesn't like the American, but they befriend each other, and slowly friendship becomes love. But that's not good in a little township!
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 31 - Words: 243,202 - Reviews: 3026 - Favs: 3,207 - Follows: 2,334 - Updated: 10/13/2013 - Published: 5/24/2010 - America, England/Britain - Complete
Ukiyo by Teenage Mouse reviews
Here in the walled-off pleasure district of Edo, the last thing Commander Arthur Kirkland of the Royal Navy had expected to find was a golden-haired American in Japanese robes, an elite entertainer with a strange and supernatural clientele. Even more surprising is the powerful connection Arthur feels to this man whom he doesn't even know.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 6 - Words: 36,408 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 186 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 9/28/2013 - Published: 9/20/2013 - England/Britain, America - Complete
Hierarchy of Civil Disobedience by Dagon's Blood reviews
When given the chance to receive a proper education through the integration program, Alfred is met with harassment and ridicule. Fortunately for him, there is at least somebody on his side: his English teacher, Mr. Braginsky. However, things spiral downhill when he begins to experience certain biological desires and make some poor decisions. RusAme, Omegaverse, Student/Teacher!AU
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 149,859 - Reviews: 246 - Favs: 209 - Follows: 210 - Updated: 8/5/2013 - Published: 11/12/2012 - America, Russia
Full Circle by Carrot The LuvMachine reviews
The sequel to Draw a Circle. On the day of her third birthday, little Emma Kirkland Jones makes a wish for a playmate, but will she wind up with much more than she bargained for? USUK, Franada, and other minor couples. Mpreg.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 5 - Words: 18,998 - Reviews: 172 - Favs: 311 - Follows: 393 - Updated: 7/4/2013 - Published: 6/27/2010 - America, England/Britain
Nymphetamine Addiction by DestineyTot reviews
All Ivan wanted was one taste, one little drop of that sweet blood on his tongue. What he got instead was a smiling, beautiful blonde and an unexpected relationship out of the whole mess. RusAme. Vampire!AU.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 16 - Words: 126,772 - Reviews: 197 - Favs: 331 - Follows: 164 - Updated: 11/8/2012 - Published: 8/27/2012 - [America, Russia] [England/Britain, France] - Complete
The Invitational Year by Demand Truth reviews
Alfred is an awkward dork, despite the fact his dad is President. Arthur is a member of British royalty, and he's a perfectionist loner. Both boys are given an invitation to attend the prestigious World Academy and, naturally, they're roomies. USUK
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 41 - Words: 208,902 - Reviews: 1773 - Favs: 1,992 - Follows: 818 - Updated: 7/12/2012 - Published: 12/5/2010 - America, England/Britain - Complete
A Small Blue Thing by fanficloverme96 reviews
ONE-SHOT: Set after CoLS: He saw a blue scarf. The very same one he had given to Alec a while back. Malec.Rated M for a bit of...stuff.
Mortal Instruments - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 684 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 6 - Published: 5/25/2012 - Alec L., Magnus B. - Complete
Мой Прекрасный Ангел by GrouchyMcEyebrows reviews
2062, After WW3 the world is a very different place... Alfred, a famous brain surgeon, stumbles across Arthur who is living proof of the darkness that lies in the city... A darkness that threatens to bring back the war UsUk GerIt PrCa AU minor FrUk
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 70,936 - Reviews: 89 - Favs: 170 - Follows: 114 - Updated: 5/25/2012 - Published: 6/3/2010 - England/Britain, America - Complete
YoHo, Alfred by TheQuirkyWriter reviews
UKUS Arthur is a swash-buckling pirate in love with his captain's cabin boy, Alfred. The two must sneak around in order to escape the captain's wrath, for if they're caught, they'll surely be killed. Spamano and mentioned onesided FRUS LEMON YAOI ONESHOT
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,197 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 105 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 3/7/2012 - Published: 3/5/2012 - England/Britain, America - Complete
The Canadian and the American by NihonBara reviews
Prince Matthew is to be "subjugated" by Lord Ivan for several days. He wants a way out and then he discovers the young American peasant, Alfred, who's been impersonating him. Now he has an idea. Russia x US A Prince and Pauper story
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 36 - Words: 98,287 - Reviews: 628 - Favs: 393 - Follows: 195 - Updated: 2/19/2012 - Published: 11/7/2011 - America, Russia - Complete
Coffee and Cradles by TheRockNRollBeauty reviews
Ivan reflects on his relationship with Alfred, as well as his desires to one day have a family of his own with the boy, despite the barriers that may stand in their way. Businessman&Barista!AU side story.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,206 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 17 - Published: 10/2/2011 - Russia, America - Complete
The Handbook by Smart-chan reviews
USxUK. WW2. American soldiers are stationing in England... Alfred F. Jones happens to be one of them. Rated T for now for Arthur's language but it may and will go up later.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 101,813 - Reviews: 338 - Favs: 331 - Follows: 286 - Updated: 8/4/2011 - Published: 1/1/2010 - America, England/Britain
The Abduction of Alfred Jones by Mizuni-no-neko reviews
Ivan, the Lord of the Underworld, has fallen in love with Alfred, the God of Spring and Flowers. He takes him, hoping love with grow. But it it a futile hope? A retelling of the Abduction of Persephone.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17,662 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 263 - Follows: 38 - Published: 6/15/2011 - America, Russia - Complete
One Big Misunderstanding by mistamie reviews
Alfred comes home after being held as a POW to learn his lover has married another. He goes into hiding, adopting a child named Anna, who 15 years later is employed under a Mr. Kirkland, who thinks his lover is dead. Will they see the truth from lies?USUK
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 35,755 - Reviews: 386 - Favs: 271 - Follows: 130 - Updated: 6/7/2011 - Published: 5/10/2011 - America, England/Britain - Complete
Breathless by OrangePlum reviews
Arthur Kirkland never thought that golden boy Alfred Jones would ever have a reason to attempt suicide. Then again, how much did he really know about the oh so popular blonde? The rumor mill would surely chew him up and spit him out.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 35,635 - Reviews: 228 - Favs: 1,037 - Follows: 341 - Updated: 6/2/2011 - Published: 1/13/2011 - America, England/Britain - Complete
A Storm of Sunflowers by CreamPuffBunny reviews
With war taxes rising and living becoming harder, Alfred will do anything to save their farm even if it means giving himself to Lord Ivan. AU Human names used Better summary inside IvanxAlfred FrancisxArthur LudwigxFeli Iv
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 32 - Words: 305,875 - Reviews: 415 - Favs: 367 - Follows: 161 - Updated: 5/15/2011 - Published: 1/19/2011 - [America, Russia] [England/Britain, France] - Complete
Love The Way You Lie by Ren-a-gayed reviews
"The inside of this house is so different from the outside…" the young blonde sighed... An AU UsxUk one-shot fic, based off the song 'I love the way you lie' by Eminem. It is NOT a song fic. Rated M for violence, dark themes and language.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,410 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 23 - Published: 5/15/2011 - America, England/Britain - Complete
Fragile by Cosmic Moon Baby reviews
AU OOC-ness. Yuuki is a lost soul, searching for something more than just a broken life in a chaotic world. YuukiXZero and RukaXKain. Rated 'M' for a reason...
Vampire Knight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 83,553 - Reviews: 193 - Favs: 101 - Follows: 85 - Updated: 11/6/2010 - Published: 3/29/2009 - Yuki C., Zero K.
The Body Remembers by Rhen Nightshade reviews
England was drunk. So was Russia, for that matter. But it was fine… Until England decided to deny Russia's superior claim to America. Of course, Russia couldn't just leave that unpunished, can he?
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,750 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 16 - Published: 6/22/2010 - Russia, England/Britain - Complete
My Brother's Reaper by Kagamichihime reviews
Sold for sex to pay Kaname's gambling debts, Yuuki was left to face the harsh cynicism of vampiric nature at a young age. In ten short years, she had to become a perfect assassin in order to survive. Now she and her partner, Zero, are out for revenge. AU
Vampire Knight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 29,933 - Reviews: 144 - Favs: 85 - Follows: 79 - Updated: 4/5/2010 - Published: 10/19/2009 - Yuki C., Zero K.
For Better, For Worse by RobinRocks reviews
USUK. Roses are red, violets are blue, but green has always looked better on you. The Special Relationship as a marriage from then until now.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,642 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 389 - Follows: 30 - Published: 3/17/2010 - America, England/Britain - Complete