Silently Screaming
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Joined 04-19-09, id: 1907566, Profile Updated: 11-15-09
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Silently Screaming is a 20 year old female named Alex who has way to many personalities to count. This 20 year old female named Alex enjoys most things Twilight (aside from KStewart.) Alex does enjoy Emmett/Kellan, and Jasper/Jackson very much. The female frequents time on iTunes, fanfiction, and the internet in general. Alex, even though she works a full schedule -twelve to eight, on mondays, fridays, and saturdays, as a singer at a piano bar; hold the applause- is always on the internet, or not doing what needs to be done. Like paying bills. Alex is a little bit phsycotic -undiagnosed-, crepuscular -look it up lovelies-, daft -no, i am not from england- and Alex needs to stop referring to herself in third person -it scares the animals and the fiance. And she is now on maternity leave a long time, so the animals and fiance can expect a lot more freak outs -insert manical laughter-

Things no one cares about
-I swear like a sailor who has not seen land in fourteen months.
-I have way too much music.

-I read more than any normal nineteen year old female should.
-I am a dork.
-Pepsi over Coca Cola
-Zombies are amazing. End of story.
-Hated Breaking Dawn with every bone in my body.
-But absolutely loved New Moon.

Things that should rot in hell
-Predictable things. I enjoy spontaneity. I guess I would, going from no kids to four in two months.
-People who post two chapters of a completely wicked fic, then post an authors note, saying that are deleting it.
-Essays. I may not be in high school anymore, but college has many more essays than I can handle.
-Stereotypical, and hypocritical people.

Inside the iPod
Taking Back Sunday, The Strokes, Muse, Interpol, The Ramones, Evanescence, Paramore, Seether, Motion City Soundtrack, Bloc Party, Silversun Pickups. Then of course there's my guilty pleasure of Jesse McCartney. Mmh, that boy does things to me.

On the DVR
Gossip Girl, House M.D., Gilmore Girls, American Idol, Twilight Zone, Family Guy, Fringe, The Office, NCIS, Law and Order:SVU

Quotes that have gotten me through some difficult times
Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplacable spark. In the hopeless swamps of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all, do not let the hero in your soul perish and leave only frustration for the life you deserved, but never have been able to reach. The world you desire can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours. - Ayn Rand

Nobody trips over mountains. It is the small pebble that causes you to stumble. Pass all the pebbles in your path and you will find you have crossed the mountain. -Author Unknown

"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -Dr. Martin L. King, Jr.

When you get to the end of all the light you know and it's time to step into the darkness of the unknown, faith is knowing that one of two things shall happen: either you will be given something solid to stand on, or you will be taught how to fly - Edward Teller

"Make your mark on the world, or the world will make its mark on you." -Alex Williams

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Tropic of Virgo by In.a.blue.bathrobe reviews
He's a young but jaded musician writing lyrics for his band, and she's a naive, frustrated poet looking to break out of her shell; their words collide online. What happens when they meet in high school, unaware of their literary connection?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 38 - Words: 150,800 - Reviews: 20143 - Favs: 13,107 - Follows: 5,441 - Updated: 9/9/2013 - Published: 3/4/2009 - Complete
Broken Promises by poisonedbirth reviews
Bella Swan has been traumatized by her own parents. She can't trust anyone, she's exhiled herself completely. She hopes for a fresh starts at college, but what happens when she meets the handsome also troubled Edward Cullen at college? DARK.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 43 - Words: 83,940 - Reviews: 978 - Favs: 421 - Follows: 297 - Updated: 10/18/2012 - Published: 7/12/2008 - Complete
Hiding in Plain Sight by limona reviews
Bella is a witness in peril. Emmett Cullen is the deputy assigned to protect her. When the witness protection program isn't safe, Emmett asks Bella to pose as his brother Edward's fiancée until the trial. AU, AH, ExB.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 141,120 - Reviews: 10625 - Favs: 11,760 - Follows: 12,438 - Updated: 6/14/2012 - Published: 9/14/2008 - Bella, Edward
Holding Out For You by ObsessingOverEdward reviews
After her divorce, Bella starts a new life with her son. She soon meets a handsome doctor, who is dealing with his own loss and is struggling to raise his two kids. It's a story of finding strength during adversity and learning to love again
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,793 - Reviews: 18537 - Favs: 7,734 - Follows: 3,715 - Updated: 11/16/2010 - Published: 11/20/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Détruit by Somah reviews
"It's all real. They did this, but I'm still here, always, Bella. Find me." Those cryptic words, whispered in a last breath, continue to haunt Bella Swan five years after the supposed death of her love, Edward Masen. AH-AU.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 101,210 - Reviews: 1590 - Favs: 2,079 - Follows: 1,387 - Updated: 11/3/2010 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Piano Lessons by wtvoc reviews
Continuation of the original story by Bella-of-the-Ball, with permission, of course! AH. As a special birthday gift, one of Bella's students sets her up with free piano lessons, with a hidden agenda. temporarily on hiatus; thank you for your patience!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 75,995 - Reviews: 1991 - Favs: 1,836 - Follows: 2,181 - Updated: 6/29/2010 - Published: 11/5/2008 - Bella, Edward
Shadowboxer by nobloodnofoul reviews
Edward is an underground fighter using the ring as an outlet for his pent-up rage. Bella is a college dropout running from her complicated past. Their paths collide when Edward is beaten and left for dead. Rated M for LEMONS. CANON PAIRINGS. AH. OOC.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 21 - Words: 171,703 - Reviews: 6374 - Favs: 8,749 - Follows: 4,036 - Updated: 1/21/2010 - Published: 3/6/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Diamond in the Rough Part 1 by Moonchild707 reviews
Bella Swan is a six year old little girl living with her abusive father. When the new student teacher, Miss Hale arrives, how will Bella's life change? Rated M for child abuse, dark. Part 1 of a series. Based on true events.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 34 - Words: 81,901 - Reviews: 1855 - Favs: 1,309 - Follows: 419 - Updated: 1/11/2010 - Published: 6/20/2009 - Bella - Complete
Silence & Security by adorablecullens reviews
Two years after her marriage to Jacob Black ends, 37-year-old single mom Bella buys a house. Will the handsome single dad next door help her learn to love again? Or will Edward’s presence in their life only reinforce Renee’s trauma-induced silence?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 22 - Words: 70,330 - Reviews: 1273 - Favs: 2,203 - Follows: 610 - Updated: 11/6/2009 - Published: 12/30/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
A Murmur of Fire in the Vein by ElleCC reviews
One stormy Seattle night, the last person Bella expects to see appears without warning at her door. How will history—hers and his—impact their unexpected and growing friendship? AH, Bella/Jasper. Winner 2010 Bellie Award for "Edward Who?" category.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 104,482 - Reviews: 3466 - Favs: 2,943 - Follows: 960 - Updated: 10/31/2009 - Published: 5/25/2009 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Scotch, Gin, and the New Girl by wtvoc reviews
Les Liaisons Dangereuses, je crois. We were Cruel Intentions. We are Gossip Girls. We do not care. At all." all-human.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 21 - Words: 115,359 - Reviews: 3882 - Favs: 3,983 - Follows: 1,813 - Updated: 7/31/2009 - Published: 9/27/2008 - Complete
Silence by IrishGal4Twilight reviews
Bella was forced to leave Forks 10 years ago with her mother. Now, unfortunate events have forced her to come back. Unable to trust herself enough to talk and determined to fade into the background, can old friends discover the truth about why she left?AH
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 22 - Words: 72,840 - Reviews: 426 - Favs: 166 - Follows: 216 - Updated: 7/15/2009 - Published: 7/14/2008 - Bella, Edward
Gravity by Abasketcase reviews
AH BxE Bella has a book. Edward has an unfortunate past, dark present, and all or nothing future. Two strangers meet in an airport and find gravity in one another.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 74,063 - Reviews: 627 - Favs: 553 - Follows: 681 - Updated: 6/14/2009 - Published: 9/14/2008 - Bella, Edward
Alice in Wonderland by Daddy's Little Cannibal reviews
Alice falls down a rabbit hole and ends up in an alternative universe where she meets Jasper. A mix of popular fairytales set in an alternative universe. Alice/Jasper. Dark.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 6 - Words: 6,552 - Reviews: 272 - Favs: 110 - Follows: 76 - Updated: 5/23/2009 - Published: 3/29/2009 - Alice, Jasper
Visions by siDEADde reviews
Response to Alcyone's Twilight Challenge: 55 word flashfic.... "If only he would have listened."
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/13/2008 - Alice, Edward - Complete
Family Therapy Cullen Style by vjgm reviews
Carlisle has had it with the children's constant bickering so he sends the Cullen's to family therapy. Suicidal Edward,Bella's fear of committment, Alice addicted to shopping, Rosalie's hostility, Emmett and Japer's gambling..who will survive? FUNNY
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 69,221 - Reviews: 8378 - Favs: 7,517 - Follows: 1,727 - Updated: 5/15/2008 - Published: 11/10/2007 - Complete
From the Deepest Pits of Hades reviews
Bella’s past affects everything for her. Edward keeps his emotions hidden better for the sake of his two children. When these two meet at Alice's bonfire, can they unravel many years of fear and guilt and help each other in the long run? AU/AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 15,099 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 11/3/2009 - Published: 6/16/2009 - Bella, Edward