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Author has written 43 stories for Harry Potter, House, M.D., Hunger Games, and Once Upon a Time.

GUYS! I finally created a Tumblr for this account. So if you want, you can hit me up there. I finally took notice that a lot of people only look for fanfic there, so I figured I should branch out.

I'm also thinking of posting in AO3 as well, but I feel like that's the big leagues and I should still wait a bit.

I'm a 21 year old senior in college with a brain that can never shut off and a caffeine addiction. The amount of ideas and snippets of stories I have jotted down is astronomical, so there will always be more for me to publish.

My writing style is going through weird changes, so some of the stories may seem dissimilar to one another.

I will take requests for stories and I would love feedback on my stories so i can learn how to improve.

I really hate it when an author publishes a really good story and then just drops it, so know that I will finish anything I put up, it just may take awhile.

For the moment I don't have a beta but if you're interested let me know.

Thanks for stopping by!

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Ships I Love And Plan On Writing. . . Eventually

1. Severus Snape and Hermione Granger
2. Remus Lupin and Hermione Granger
3. Tom Riddle Jr./ Lord Voldemort and Hermione Granger
4. Fred Weasley with a little George and Hermione Granger
5. Draco Malfoy and Hermione Granger
6. Carlisle Cullen and Bella Swan
7. William Schuester and Rachel Berry
8. Erik and Christine Daae
9. Gregory House and Lisa Cuddy
10. Ezra Fitz and Aria Montgomery
11. James Norrington and Elizabeth Swann
12. Captain James Hook and Wendy Darling
13. Guy of Gisborne and Lady Marian
14. Rumpelstiltskin and Belle
15. ... I finally caved. Doctor/Rose Tyler
16. Nicholas Rush and Belle (and kind of Chloe. and kind of Amanda: I'm not sure where I stand with her yet)
17. Rupert Giles and Buffy Summers (it's weird: I ship them in the normal romantic ship but also I'm just cool with the whole father/daughter thing. I guess I just think that they're made to be in each others lives in some aspect.)
18. Robert Carlyle (I'm adding him as his own ship because he is just so adorable in everything.)

Just saying. ;)

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Vixen by SLovingLecter reviews
After her parent's deaths Hermione is bound and trapped in her Animagus form, first for her own safety, then to ensure the safety of others during the war. Who is she bound to? Severus Snape, of course..
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 52 - Words: 101,386 - Reviews: 2352 - Favs: 1,880 - Follows: 764 - Updated: 3/31/2015 - Published: 7/9/2009 - Hermione G., Severus S. - Complete
Academic Affairs by CRMediaGal reviews
Hermione is in her third year at university when she's tasked with taking a class with the impossible Professor Snape. Unfortunately, he's not only frustrating and infuriating but also unpredictable and strangely attractive. How will she survive the term, and how will Snape? Requested prompt. Muggle AU. WINNER FOR SSHG - "BEST AU" IN THE FALL/WINTER 2014 HP FANFIC FAN POLL AWARDS!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 30,450 - Reviews: 112 - Favs: 228 - Follows: 111 - Updated: 9/28/2014 - Published: 8/29/2014 - Hermione G., Severus S. - Complete
Hermione and the Deathly Hallows by Merch Blodau reviews
This story is Part Two, please read Hermione and the HBP first! This story begins the summer after Dumbledore's funeral. Hermione has finally confronted her feelings for a certain potions master, what will she do? And more importantly how will he react?
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 106,402 - Reviews: 367 - Favs: 236 - Follows: 365 - Updated: 8/7/2013 - Published: 9/12/2011 - Severus S., Hermione G.
Hermione and the Half Blood Prince by Merch Blodau reviews
Hermione's version of the Half Blood Prince. In this version she falls for Snape. Starts the summer before 6th year.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 33 - Words: 125,924 - Reviews: 309 - Favs: 357 - Follows: 242 - Updated: 9/10/2011 - Published: 8/12/2010 - Hermione G., Severus S. - Complete
A Chance in Time by GreenEyedBabe reviews
Accidents happen, but when this accident happens Hermione finds herself in a whole different decade at Hogwarts with people that are long dead in her time. Trying her best to find her way back before there are too many changes. SS/HG time travel story. Rated MA.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 42 - Words: 201,715 - Reviews: 2113 - Favs: 2,534 - Follows: 737 - Updated: 9/26/2010 - Published: 4/27/2010 - Hermione G., Severus S. - Complete
For the Potions Master's Amusement by snape.submiss reviews
Now Complete! Severus Snape is not a kind man, but Hermione Granger is past caring. She wants his approval and will do anything to get it. How far will she go? Even she has no concept of the depths to which she will fall in her quest.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 86 - Words: 304,467 - Reviews: 3025 - Favs: 1,898 - Follows: 848 - Updated: 7/10/2010 - Published: 1/24/2009 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
Teacher's Pet by Dizzygrl28 reviews
Carlisle re-thinks his teaching job when a new student walks into his class. Carlisle/Bella. Continued from the originally written one-shot entry to Kittenmischief's H.B contest. CONTAINS LEMONS! AU/AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 62,603 - Reviews: 655 - Favs: 686 - Follows: 665 - Updated: 2/9/2010 - Published: 5/6/2009 - Bella, Carlisle
Storyteller by Jalen Strix reviews
Based strongly around the 2003 film version, this story centers on a particular storyteller and one of her more provocative creations, the former Captain Hook. Revised version now complete.
Peter Pan - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 48,328 - Reviews: 276 - Favs: 316 - Follows: 80 - Updated: 9/24/2007 - Published: 6/6/2004 - Wendy D., J. Hook - Complete
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Love In An Elevator reviews
Written for The Great Rumbelle Blow Off. The storm of the century hits Storybrooke and our two favorite heroes are trapped. How do they pass the time stuck in a small, dark elevator? I guess a non magic AU?
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,903 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/13 - Rumpelstiltskin/Mr. Gold, Belle/Lacey - Complete
Language Making Sense reviews
Muggle University AU: After an amusing encounter in the library with Professor Lupin, Hermione finds herself agreeing with him and wishing for a much closer relationship between the two. A preferably naked one. Where better for Remus to admit his feelings for her than in the middle of one of Hermione's lessons?
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,045 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/17 - Hermione G., Remus L. - Complete
Dreaming Through The Storm reviews
Hermione has been having these dreams for years about a certain Potions Master. She can't take it anymore when they're both at Grimmuald Place for the summer. *A back in the saddle story for me. Trying to see just how rusty I am.*
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 44,845 - Reviews: 247 - Favs: 239 - Follows: 324 - Updated: 3/8 - Published: 3/13/2011 - Hermione G., Severus S. - Complete
Quiet Words That Lead You
The war takes its toll on everyone. It helps if you have someone to help lead you in and out of the dark. Rated for beautiful allusions.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/8 - Hermione G., Severus S. - Complete
Master's Miss reviews
A snapshot into the relationship of Severus and Hermione, as told from the point of view of Severus's house elf, Herrik. Pick your own timeline, as I mentally placed it somewhere during the war. Rated for some of Herrik's cute misunderstandings into human culture.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,160 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/12 - Hermione G., Severus S. - Complete
Her Headboard reviews
After a summer weekend with Severus, Hermione reflects on how life can change so quickly. Rated to be safe.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 16 - Published: 2/4 - Hermione G., Severus S. - Complete
Come a Little Closer
A quick drabble loosely inspired by the Bleachers song "Rollercoaster".
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/27 - Hermione G., Severus S. - Complete
Something Relevant
Their time spent after the games but before the tour. Some much has changed for them, and yet time never seems to move forward. Rating for safety.
Hunger Games - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 437 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/23/2015 - Haymitch A., Katniss E. - Complete
Long Before We Go
A drabble taking place before the war. Very loosely based on the song "I Will Be Blessed" by Ben Howard.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/10/2015 - Hermione G., Severus S. - Complete
If I Had A Million Dollars
Severus has always wanted to give Hermione everything she could ever dream of. Now, he can. Rated to be safe. Inspired by the song from the Bare Naked Ladies.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 662 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/9/2015 - Hermione G., Severus S.
French Coffee reviews
Smoky, dark, and velvety. It seems to Hermione that all good things in life possess these attributes.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/7/2015 - Hermione G., Severus S. - Complete
My Things reviews
He could only reassure Belle that she was protected because of one main thing.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 899 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/5/2015 - Rumpelstiltskin/Mr. Gold, Belle/Lacey - Complete
From Time to Time reviews
Told in five drabbles, a brief look inside Severus's mind when it comes to his thoughts of Hermione.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 550 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/29/2015 - Hermione G., Severus S. - Complete
Another Angle of Your Beauty reviews
He has a right and the experience to truly judge. He's seen her from every angle possible, and he can't help but to just stop and appreciate his favorite one. Rated T to be safe.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/15/2015 - Hermione G., Severus S. - Complete
The Advantages To Having A Boyfriend reviews
No one likes nightmares, and they're not an easy thing to go through. They can, however, be made a little bit better if you have someone to go through them with you. CHAPTER ADDED- Having a boyfriend around is becoming a very convenient thing for Hermione. These are her tales. Rating has also been changed to T.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 9 - Words: 8,123 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 8/6/2015 - Published: 6/18/2012 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
Don't Let the Days Go By reviews
The end is approaching, yet he knows he needs to keep seeing her. No matter how much it annoyed him. He had to.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/7/2015
Trapped in Darkness
A quick drabble written early in the morning before class. Angsty. Alone. Hermione reflects on her loss. Set anywhere between the end of Half-Blood Prince and during the Hallows.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Published: 6/30/2015
A Dance to Live For
Katniss spends her last night alive before the games on the roof of the Training Center, contemplating the party down below, her upcoming death, and the man that has managed to steal her heart. Her peace is quickly disturbed by Haymitch asking all manner of odd questions. Kinda Fluffy.
Hunger Games - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,512 - Published: 4/7/2015
Love In A Box reviews
Fluffy- Severus reflects on how he and Hermione got together while the two of them spend the night by the lake playing a silly children's game. Song fic based on the song by The Workday Release.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,339 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/9/2015 - Hermione G., Severus S. - Complete
Believing reviews
Drabble! My first ever, based off the Paramore song "The Only Exception". I think I might just want it to be summer already, as well. Fluffy/Summery. Random.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/8/2013 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
Starved Pullets
Written after covering "Autumn Begins In Martin's Ferry, Ohio" by James Wright in my Composition course. This is what I wrote immediately after. Short, sad. Them.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/12/2013 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
Her Everything
She was gone, and he missed her. He missed her more than words could ever say.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Favs: 4 - Published: 1/12/2013 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
Amazed reviews
Being a know-it-all can take away from the magic of the world. The tricks are unraveled, the last corners of our minds filled in. But for Hermione Granger, there are still a few things in this world that simply amaze her.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 296 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Published: 1/12/2013 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
We Should've Spent Your Birthday In The Other Room reviews
SEQUEL TO No One Should Spend Their Birthday Alone! Jump ahead four or so months to come full circle to Severus's Birthday. This year he finally has his dream job, but is it really what he wants?
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,731 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/12/2013 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
No One Should Spend Their Birthday Alone reviews
SEQUEL TO Happy Birthday, Now Blow Out Your Candles! Jump ahead to dear Hermione's birthday. Severus having to wait eight months before he gets another go? This can't possibly end well.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,361 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/12/2013 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
Human Instinct reviews
It was probably just human instinct to her, but to him, it was everything.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 753 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 4 - Published: 8/20/2012 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
Don't Drop Your Eyes reviews
Sometimes you just need to be seen.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 486 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/13/2012 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
Abandonment reviews
Break-ups can be hard. It's natural to feel abandoned, even if you're the farthest thing from it.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 395 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/6/2012 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
New Experiences reviews
Random. Hermione convinces Severus to take her to the beach, something quite different than he is used to.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 480 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/30/2012 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
I'd Rather Be With You reviews
Who knew Death Eater meetings could be so insightful? Apparently, they're a perfect place for a wandering mind. And for decision making.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 741 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/26/2012 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
Blinded reviews
She was beautiful. So incredibly beautiful.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 655 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/25/2012 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
What's It Like? reviews
The things we do for love.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 417 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Published: 7/24/2012 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
Early WakeUp Call reviews
Let's face it. No one likes being woken up. But there are some things that can make it not so horrible.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 671 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/23/2012 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
Blink reviews
A short little fic on the ways of love and the importance of plot lines.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Romance/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/2/2012 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
Without You Next To Me reviews
Couples fight all the time, but staying angry appears to be harder for some more than others. Sometimes you just need to suck it up and say you're sorry. Not only because its the right thing to do, but because you need each other.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 745 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/25/2012 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
Why Don't You Blush? reviews
She had always blushed for him. First a smile, then the blush. Sometimes she would laugh. He found that he loved the color pink. But only because of her.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,080 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 8 - Published: 5/18/2012 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
Happy Birthday, Now Blow Out Your Candles reviews
*Just a little oneshot written in honor of Severus Snape's birthday yesterday. Written as expected, some smut, not a lot of plot, a bit of humor.* Severus Snape hates his birthday, but Hermione Granger hopes to change that, be it with or without candles.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,049 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 18 - Published: 1/10/2012 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
New Year, New Start reviews
As requested, the first chapter of a story I've had sitting around. Not sure where I'm going with it yet, but I love to hear what you guys want to see happen. Mostly cannon with minor changes. Set trio's seventh year, post war. Let me know what you think.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,635 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 7 - Published: 10/29/2011 - Remus L., Hermione G.
Lily reviews
Sad little song fic. Severus deals with Lily's death a few weeks after that tragic night. Done with the lyrics of "Lucy", by Skillet. Nothing to do with the meaning of the song, but it reminded me of this.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,323 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/27/2011 - Severus S., Lily Evans P. - Complete
Moody reviews
This is what happens when you stay up late, high on Epic Chocolate Brownies. Snape and Remus plan a prank on Harry that turns into something more.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,224 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 7 - Published: 7/25/2011 - Severus S., Remus L. - Complete
Ours reviews
A fluffy little oneshot. Severus and Hermione talk about their future.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,109 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/24/2011 - Severus S., Hermione G. - Complete
Dreams Aren't For the Faint Hearted reviews
What happens when Cuddy has to walk home after she took House off a case?
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,820 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/9/2009 - G. House, L. Cuddy - Complete
Feel the Rain reviews
Hermione is heading back to Hogwarts for her fifth year. They all have to go to the station separately. What happens when she has Remus as an escort after they have become such good friends?
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,109 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/9/2009 - Remus L., Hermione G. - Complete