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Joined 04-01-02, id: 192759
Author has written 4 stories for Harry Potter, and Lord of the Rings.

"Ello."

"Excuse me, did you say Hello?"

"No, I said 'Ello', but that's close enough."


I have recently relocated to a new penname. I'll give you a million dollars and a cookie if you can find me.

I may redo Normal, I may not. It really is all about motivation and inspiration with me. I usually get the most inspired when I have something else I have to do like work or class or a paper or something and when I actually have free time it's all ooh, look at the pretty TV/fanfiction.


Normal: I know I have said time and again that this story will be updated, and those of you who have read my old bio page and the final chapters of Normal are probably sick of hearing it, so I won't say it anymore. Normal is officially dead. Sort of. Let me explain.

When I started Normal I was a junior in high school. It was almost four years ago that I began that story. Since then I have matured greatly in my writing style and can barely look at it or think about it without feeling imense shame and embarasement. I don't know why, but I'm like that with most of the things I wrote in high school, not just fanfiction.

But, there is a silver lining to this cloud. I am thinking about redoing Normal from the beginning. I will leave the old story posted because it is the first real story I put at ff.net and I'm a little nostalgic, but I am almost positive that I will try taking on Normal once again and actually finishing it this time. It may be a while, so don't hold your breath, but it is in the works.

Angel: An early ficlet I wrote to test the waters at ff.net. It's about Sirius going to the Potter's right after Voldemort's attack in 1981, and what followed. This is a rare bit of writing from me that I did a long time ago and can still stand to look at. Songfic to "Angel Standing By" by Jewel.

Wintered: My first and possibly only Lord of the Rings fanfic. It's about Frodo after he destroyed the ring and what would have happened if he hadn't recovered as he had in the book. I'm quite proud of this story, that I wrote after being inspired after reading a story in my Lit in English class about one and a half years ago.

Song of Innocence:Fifth year AU; takes place at the beginning of OOTP. Sirius has been a bad, bad boy. “He could feel the gasps for air and the hurt and betrayal and sadness and whatever else you might feel when you’re dying by the hand of someone you loved.”

I have been working on this story literally forever. The book Times Arrow by Martin Amis inspired me, a book that I read in the summer of '04. I just couldn't get this fic to flow right, then it just...did. I am very proud of this (as I am with most things I've posted.)

This fic might be difficult to follow, as it flows backwards in time. I originally wasn't going to put times before each paragraph, but then decided it would be to confusing without it, so there they are. Hope you enjoy.

More fics to come!

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A Broken Child by Lady FoxFire reviews
What happens when Harry's mind snaps. Can he recover? rape, abuse, torture
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 19 - Words: 54,356 - Reviews: 1707 - Favs: 1,472 - Follows: 939 - Updated: 12/18/2011 - Published: 12/30/2001 - Sirius B., Harry P. - Complete
Shattered Illusions by angel74 reviews
HPRW, A car accident leads to some unexpected revelations that Harry has long tried to keep secret. Will he reach out to his best friend’s family when he needs it most or will he accept his cruel fate?
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 247,055 - Reviews: 1188 - Favs: 1,233 - Follows: 542 - Updated: 4/7/2011 - Published: 6/18/2004 - Harry P., Ron W. - Complete
To See A Falling Star by Lady FoxFire reviews
When Vernon's abuse goes to far, will Harry be able too live with the effects? Warning: implied sexual contact and violence.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 45,061 - Reviews: 980 - Favs: 825 - Follows: 861 - Updated: 1/17/2009 - Published: 5/18/2002 - Harry P., Sirius B.
Lies by Molly Morrison reviews
As his sixth year begins, it is Harry's turn to keep secrets and lie to protect them. Severitus, with a twist. PreHBP. UPDATE: Full Chapter 12 FINALLY posted!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 77,021 - Reviews: 906 - Favs: 574 - Follows: 340 - Updated: 2/22/2008 - Published: 11/12/2003 - Harry P., Severus S.
Neglected by doyouqueue reviews
Voldemort was after harry since he was 2. But harry has a brother, kevin, who is thought to be the one. Sirius neglects harry and takes more care of kevin. very angsty. no slash oh and there is a little dursley angst too. read please and review
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 18,457 - Reviews: 1007 - Favs: 636 - Follows: 574 - Updated: 9/17/2006 - Published: 4/9/2003 - Harry P., Remus L.
In Blood Only by E.M. Snape reviews
Snape is Harry's father. No one is happy to hear it. [R due to colorful language, dark themes, and nongraphic violence.]
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 45 - Words: 185,251 - Reviews: 3730 - Favs: 2,867 - Follows: 833 - Updated: 8/15/2006 - Published: 8/24/2004 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Caught Between the Light and Dark by Budgielover reviews
Chapter 15. Luck turns in the Fellowship's favor and provides an escape from the Ringwraith, but danger follows fast on their heels as they try to flee before the goblins can pursue them. STORY COMPLETE.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure - Chapters: 15 - Words: 48,929 - Reviews: 153 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 10/21/2005 - Published: 2/27/2005 - Frodo B., Meriadoc B. - Complete
Harry Potter and the Spirit Within by Maven Cree reviews
Harry gains an unexpected mentor and learns more about himself than he may have wanted to know. The secret to defeating Voldemort was there all along, will he find the strength to use it?. Cannon until Book 4.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 86,282 - Reviews: 654 - Favs: 477 - Follows: 298 - Updated: 7/17/2005 - Published: 2/23/2002 - Harry P., Severus S.
Harry Potter and the Battle of Wills by Jocelyn reviews
PostOOTP, Snape blows his cover as a spy to save Harry from Voldemort. To win the war, even those who loathe each other must unite, and many lessons are learned in the process. COMPLETE!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 51 - Words: 356,457 - Reviews: 6035 - Favs: 3,238 - Follows: 620 - Updated: 7/12/2005 - Published: 11/27/2004 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Harry Potter and the Staff of Merlin by Golden-Flute reviews
Complete. Harry is now 16 and is facing more hardships than ever before. His dreams are telling him that he has something Voldemort needs, and he must ask someone he thought he knew to help him... maybe even save his life. Sets after OotP.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure - Chapters: 36 - Words: 191,978 - Reviews: 1042 - Favs: 361 - Follows: 90 - Updated: 7/6/2005 - Published: 6/9/2004 - Harry P., Ron W. - Complete
Erised's Bane by The Laziest Woman on Mars reviews
Sixth Year--Spoilers, Harry must come to terms with new pain, as well as the prophecy that dictates his own life, all the while trying to contain the madness that threatens to breach his soul, deciding if desire brings him happiness or destruction.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 37 - Words: 134,684 - Reviews: 439 - Favs: 163 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 6/1/2005 - Published: 6/26/2003
Blood, Torture, and Witty Comebacks by S. Thanatos reviews
Our favorite Dark Lord gets his hands on Harry over the summer holidays. He plans to use Harry for nefarious purposes, but before that can happen, Harry must be 'conditioned'. Voldemort enlists his top-ranking Death Eaters to do the job... guess who's one
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 45,834 - Reviews: 481 - Favs: 320 - Follows: 217 - Updated: 3/19/2005 - Published: 2/12/2002 - Harry P., Severus S.
No Higher Praise by Triskelion reviews
James Potter comes back to life; dark secrets are revealed; angst for everybody; heavy doses of Voldemort, Snape, Black, Lupin, Malfoys, Weasleys, Pettigrew, and Fudge. Harry Potter’s fifth year – now blatantly, defiantly AU. No OotP spoilers.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 111,583 - Reviews: 1009 - Favs: 719 - Follows: 372 - Updated: 2/26/2005 - Published: 4/9/2002 - James P., Harry P.
Harry Potter and the Bloody Summer by Ash9 reviews
Post-OOTP COMPLETE Danger creeps around Privet Drive as Voldemort abandons his one-attempt-per-year plan. He's going in for the kill.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 77,088 - Reviews: 461 - Favs: 615 - Follows: 124 - Updated: 12/5/2004 - Published: 1/16/2004 - Harry P. - Complete
Starseed by blackenedsoul reviews
Harry has finally realized his destiny. He will do anything to prove himself, but will a life of abuse, neglect and mental illness stand in the way? Can James help him? Contains self-injury and violence. Complete!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 28 - Words: 118,131 - Reviews: 1013 - Favs: 301 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 11/30/2004 - Published: 3/29/2003 - Harry P., Sirius B. - Complete
Flawed Perfection by Celebony reviews
[Sequel to Recnac Transfaerso] Finally, Harry's in for a perfect summer with his godfather and friends, or so it begins. But being Harry Potter means that nothing can stay peaceful for long. {Complete}
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 27 - Words: 260,672 - Reviews: 3099 - Favs: 2,039 - Follows: 330 - Updated: 11/17/2004 - Published: 3/11/2004 - Harry P., Ginny W. - Complete
The Price of Love by HP-KD reviews
discontinued Living with Sirius is exactly what he thought it would be. He hadn't taken into consideration that Azkaban might have affected him more than anyone could have imagined. Includes alcohol abuse and child abuse.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 26,108 - Reviews: 415 - Favs: 220 - Follows: 113 - Updated: 10/23/2004 - Published: 1/9/2004 - Harry P., Sirius B.
The Awakening Power by sib-ff reviews
Complete! Challenges fill Harry’s 6th year: growing powers, Snape as defense teacher, new Potions teacher, a new crush on him, Voldemort, Ginny, Goblins? Lots of humor, drama, action and romance! H:G,R:Hr. Award winner!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 34 - Words: 250,118 - Reviews: 2479 - Favs: 2,850 - Follows: 565 - Updated: 10/14/2004 - Published: 1/29/2004 - Harry P., Ginny W. - Complete
Slavery by Dark phoenix in flight reviews
Voldemort has taken hogwarts and hands students that were unable to escape as out as slaves not knowing Harry Potter is among them!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 12,328 - Reviews: 115 - Favs: 113 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 9/7/2004 - Published: 4/13/2004 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Mind to Mind by shirebound reviews
Frodo begins sensing the thoughts of the bearers of the three Elven rings. When an accident injures Pippin and Elladan, and traps Frodo and Merry with Saruman and Gríma, will this new ability help or hurt? AU (No slash, sex, profanity) - COMPLETE!
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 42,961 - Reviews: 439 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 6/5/2004 - Published: 3/12/2004 - Frodo B., Gandalf - Complete
Out of All Knowledge by Budgielover reviews
Chapter 15. Complete. As the hobbits watch, Frodo's fate is at last decided.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 53,055 - Reviews: 367 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 4/19/2004 - Published: 8/28/2003 - Frodo B., Meriadoc B. - Complete
Never Alone, Never Again by Bored Beyond Belief reviews
Harry's holiday reaches it's lowest point. Will Harry finally be able to have the kind of love everyone else seems to take for granted? Complete
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 42 - Words: 270,482 - Reviews: 3722 - Favs: 3,646 - Follows: 607 - Updated: 12/25/2003 - Published: 4/29/2002 - Harry P., Sirius B. - Complete
Clawtracks of a Star by neutral reviews
Three years after the conclusion of Of Western Stars, a force pulls Harry into another world where everything that he once knew was different. His father is alive, he and his mother dead, and Sirius Black is a servant of Voldemort [revision chapter 2]
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 11,369 - Reviews: 1285 - Favs: 255 - Follows: 129 - Updated: 11/8/2003 - Published: 7/24/2002 - Harry P., Sirius B.
Harry Potter and Gryffindor's Secret by Lin-z1 reviews
NEW UPDATE AFTER YEAR-LONG HIATUS!*Chapter 18!!* 5th year fic, filled with all you could want in a fic! Humor, angst, & adventure abound. Harry, Sirius (not slash), cunning plans ala Voldemort, a mysterious illness, and Quidditch coming soon! :)
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure - Chapters: 18 - Words: 44,917 - Reviews: 954 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 5/30/2003 - Published: 4/7/2001 - Harry P., Sirius B.
Cheating Death by neutral reviews
[complete] Harry rashly makes a sacrifice in an unexpected situation. Sirius is now faced with a difficult task: to travel through the unpredictable land of the dead and guide Harry home.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 80,529 - Reviews: 1164 - Favs: 384 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 2/6/2003 - Published: 1/25/2002 - Harry P., Sirius B. - Complete
Oubliette by Xanthia Morgan reviews
Clark is seriously injured and the Kent's work against time to save his life. Any flames about the ending must be spelled correctly or they will not be read. COMPLETE
Smallville - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 17,558 - Reviews: 113 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 9/28/2002 - Published: 8/3/2002 - Complete
Of Western Stars by neutral reviews
[complete] Sirius comes across a picture of Harry five years into his imprisonment, and decides to see his godson at all costs. But when he finds Harry neglected and abused, he makes a decision that entangles them both in more troubles than ever before
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 35 - Words: 111,123 - Reviews: 2181 - Favs: 1,783 - Follows: 338 - Updated: 9/3/2002 - Published: 3/16/2002 - Harry P., Sirius B. - Complete
The Last Marauder by FairyTale reviews
Harry suffers terribly in the summer after his fifth year. But just when it seems that his life turns towards the better, one of the remaining Marauders dies. How can Harry and the last Marauder cope? What is the reason behind the Muder? *COMPLETE!!!*
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 63,760 - Reviews: 160 - Favs: 126 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 9/2/2002 - Published: 8/22/2002 - Harry P., Sirius B. - Complete
Shattered Reality by Lily of the Valley1 reviews
Harry Potter dies, comes back to life with no memory, yadda yadda. This story is dead; sorry, folks. No updates!
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 7 - Words: 15,349 - Reviews: 173 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 7/21/2002 - Published: 7/14/2002
Dimelo by Malena reviews
AU! During the summer after the Triwizard Tournament things take a turn for the worst. Cedric is dead, but most are unsure of who killed him. Now it's up to Harry's friends to get him out of a sticky situation, but will Harry ever be the same?
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Fantasy - Chapters: 29 - Words: 65,505 - Reviews: 756 - Favs: 98 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 6/24/2002 - Published: 11/23/2001 - Harry P., Sirius B.
Fever by P.A.R reviews
Over the summer Harry becomes ill with something that seems to defy any attempts to cure him, leaving Sirius and Remus at loss of how to save him.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 13 - Words: 56,868 - Reviews: 395 - Favs: 351 - Follows: 87 - Updated: 1/1/2002 - Published: 11/28/2001 - Complete
Harry Potter and the Dueling Master by Malena reviews
AU! This is not your average HP fic. It may start out like the others, but it's not. This story involves death, lies, deceit, Voldemort, Death Eaters, the Order of the Pheonix and their weird way of recruiting agents. I hope you enjoy it! RR
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 31 - Words: 109,290 - Reviews: 1632 - Favs: 430 - Follows: 77 - Updated: 9/14/2001 - Published: 6/25/2001 - Complete
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Songs of Innocence reviews
Fifth year AU takes place at the beginning of OOTP in Grimmuald Place. Sirius has been a bad, bad boy. “He could feel the gasps for air and the hurt and betrayal and sadness and whatever else you might feel when you’re dying by the hand of someone you lov
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,565 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/5/2005 - Sirius B., Harry P.
Wintered reviews
It is unnatural for that which was dead to come back to life. The sun was meant for the living, and though I was still breathing, the world had long since considered me dead."
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,261 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/14/2004 - Frodo B.
Normal reviews
Harry returns to the Dursleys after 4th year to find things are not normal on Privet Drive. Contains child abuse. PG13 just to be safe. Ch.9 is Author Notes
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 8 - Words: 28,185 - Reviews: 219 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 1/5/2003 - Published: 4/7/2002 - Harry P.
Angel reviews
Song fic about Sirius going to the Potter's on Oct. 31 1981, after Voldemort's downfall. Please R/R :)
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,145 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/4/2002 - Sirius B.