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Massive THANKS and HUGS to my wonderful friend and beta, the amazingly talented Touchstone67 who made me this beautiful avatar and absolutely gorgeous image and header (that I am so in love with!) for "Begin Again". You have to check out her site - she creates some of the most stunning digital art I've ever seen! Plus, she's a completely all-around awesome person too!

Special THANKS as well to the following incredible sites for featuring Begin Again! Twislash Unveiled; The Fictionators; and Twigasm. And More THANKS and HUGS to Mere for starting a Twlighted thread for Begin Again! I appreciate the reccing and threading so much, ladies! MWAH!!

So, about me... well, I'm a fan-fic lover (obviously! :D) who is especially keen on slash fic ;-) and even more especially keen on Twilight slash, particularly the delicious Jasper/Edward pairing (mmm... so sexy and so hot and so beautiful, those two!).

Just for fun - A Begin Again Playlist with songs that either helped inspire the story or readers said made them think of the guys. Thanks, All! :D (I'll probably keep adding to this list as I go along with the story)

Begin Again - Colbie Caillat
Lips of an Angel - Hinder
Gypsy - Suzanne Vega
Hello, Lonely - Theory of a Deadman
Wait for Me - Theory of a Deadman
By the Way - Theory of a Deadman
Don't Take Your Love Away - Vast
Be With Me - Vast
The Prince - Keane
Renegade - ATB, feat. Heather Nova
Poison Prince - Amy McDonald
Sour Cherry - the Kills
Sparkle - Rubyhorse
Shut Your Eyes - Snow Patrol
Lie to Me - Shane Mack
If I Stay - Shane Mack
The Haunting - Anberlin
I Belong to You - Muse
Undisclosed Desires - Muse
Giving it Away - Mae
Viva La Vida - Coldplay
Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy
Green Eyes - Coldplay
Walk into the Sun - Dirty Vegas
Apologize - One Republic
Calling You - Blue October
Into the Ocean - Blue October
Be Gentle with Me - the Boy Least Likely
Better than Heaven - Bloc Party
Jasper (Where Art Thou) - Melnyk
Gorgeous - Indina Menzel
Ghost Man on Third - Taking Back Sunday
Southern Weather - The Almost
Whatever You Became - Cold
Scream - Chris Cornell
Barely Breathing - Duncan Sheik
The Gift - Seether
Paolo Nutini - Now Who's the Fool?
Darlin', You're Mean - the Duke Spirit
Sex on Fire - Kings of Leon
Never Far Away - Chris Cornell
Daniel - Bat for Lashes
Control - MuteMath

And finally, just a few PMs I did of our gorgeous boys: The Prince and the Cowboy; Big Smiles; Silly Moment; Jasward; Sexy Casual; Nuzzle; J/E and Scarlet; Rough and Ready Boys ; Awww - Cuddlin' Cullen with his Happy Jasper; and KISS!

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Over The Top by starfish422 reviews
Slash: Edward is an unabashed pleasure-seeker, one of the club kings of the Seattle gay community. One night at his favorite club, he meets an enigmatic man who rocks the world he has created. Explicit sexuality/language/mature themes.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 35 - Words: 177,668 - Reviews: 6826 - Favs: 2,442 - Follows: 1,261 - Updated: 2/15/2016 - Published: 2/15/2009 - Edward, Jasper - Complete
At The Deep End by naelany reviews
After an encounter at camp many years ago Jasper thought he would never see Edward again but little did he know who his new teammate would turn out to be...
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 40 - Words: 199,472 - Reviews: 2715 - Favs: 1,034 - Follows: 1,049 - Updated: 9/12/2014 - Published: 3/30/2009 - Edward, Jasper - Complete
Incarcerated by goldenmeadow reviews
Two centuries. Two men. One meeting turns their worlds inside out. Massacres, immortals, the grandest love ever imagined. Dark, Southern, sensual. Slash. AU, M, EPOV, Jasper POV
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 21,809 - Reviews: 110 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 9/8/2013 - Published: 8/17/2009 - Edward, Jasper - Complete
Dead Confederates by goldenmeadow reviews
Sultry, scary, Southern Gothic. A good ol' vamp with bad intentions, Eddie lives large as ever on the down-low, down South. Always under his skin, Bella's just sass in a frosty glass. **INSPIRED AWARDS WINNER Best Vampires & Best Bella** AU/M
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 38 - Words: 338,303 - Reviews: 1882 - Favs: 1,556 - Follows: 939 - Updated: 6/14/2013 - Published: 6/2/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Desperation by Whitlock's Girl reviews
Bella is an up & coming musician. As she struggles to find a balance between the price of her newly aquired fame and her new family, she meets the man of her dreams. Will everything be all moonlight and roses? Or will she pay the ultimate price?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 590 - Favs: 245 - Follows: 293 - Updated: 7/20/2012 - Published: 3/9/2009 - Bella, Jasper
A Tangible Dichotomy by PerfectlyPersuasive reviews
Not everything makes sense to us at first, but sometimes, the paradoxes in life are exactly what we never knew we needed. When Jasper and Edward are thrown together, into a dorm room no less, who are they to deny the twisted logic of fate? AH/Slash.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 33 - Words: 200,890 - Reviews: 3476 - Favs: 1,307 - Follows: 1,119 - Updated: 2/5/2012 - Published: 9/29/2009 - Edward, Jasper - Complete
Marked by Whitlock-Masen reviews
Edward Masen is a self-sufficient, independently wealthy man with a PhD in Social Anthropology. When he meets a man named Jasper, he is shaken by the disappointment he feels when Jasper is apparently an impossibility. ExJ, Slash, OOC
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 29 - Words: 465,518 - Reviews: 2419 - Favs: 1,169 - Follows: 1,201 - Updated: 5/22/2011 - Published: 10/25/2009 - Edward, Jasper
Only At Night by trampvamp reviews
A lonely introverted Bella works and attends school, but at night, well, she's a different person all together until Jasper rides into her world. He's no white knight in shining armour but he may be just what she needs. AUH. Rated M.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 41 - Words: 214,169 - Reviews: 2193 - Favs: 1,465 - Follows: 769 - Updated: 2/24/2011 - Published: 7/4/2009 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
A Roll of the Dice by theladyingrey42 reviews
Every time I roll to try to get up the conviction to kiss him, I always roll a one. A botch. Because kissing my dungeon master - my best friend - my Jasper - would be the definition of a botch." M for citrusy, geeky boy-love. For SorceressCirce's bday
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 13,881 - Reviews: 213 - Favs: 375 - Follows: 122 - Updated: 2/21/2011 - Published: 2/21/2010 - Edward, Jasper - Complete
Your Biggest Fan by OfTheDamned reviews
Throughout high school, the shy and over-burdened Edward Masen threw himself into work and raising his baby sister. He's always felt lucky just to be friends with track star Jasper Cullen. Now, he doesn't know if just friends is enough. AH AU Slash.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 177,752 - Reviews: 2207 - Favs: 1,127 - Follows: 1,350 - Updated: 2/1/2011 - Published: 8/21/2009 - Edward, Jasper
Thank You, Elvis by Klytie reviews
When Alice and Jasper arrive at the Cullens back in the 50's, Jasper discovers something besides a new family. Edward x Jasper slash. AU. UPDATED 11-18-10
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 21 - Words: 89,110 - Reviews: 412 - Favs: 232 - Follows: 294 - Updated: 11/18/2010 - Published: 4/9/2009 - Edward, Jasper
Random JasperEdward oneshots by Pastiche Pen reviews
New Entry #4: The Kinsey Scale: Edward is madly in love with his roommate-who is not gay. ...or is he? Edward decides he detests pop psychology. A tale of botched seduction, cocktail confetti, subway songs, and dour uncles. AH. Funny porn, etc.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 20,952 - Reviews: 251 - Favs: 245 - Follows: 133 - Updated: 10/2/2010 - Published: 8/9/2009 - Edward, Jasper - Complete
Lost and Found by Touchstone67 reviews
A series of slash outtakes from Safe and Sound-they are only possible moments from the story, and do not, in any way, affect the storyline, or outcome, of Safe and Sound. Jasper/Edward Rated M for language/sexual situations
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 19 - Words: 163,547 - Reviews: 629 - Favs: 234 - Follows: 204 - Updated: 9/11/2010 - Published: 9/11/2009 - Jasper, Edward
Southern Charm by Meikela reviews
CPD Officer Jasper Whitlock is searching for Mr. Forever, not Mr. Right Now. ER doctor Edward Cullen is just looking to find himself. What happens when their fates cross? AU/AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 34 - Words: 169,463 - Reviews: 2900 - Favs: 1,185 - Follows: 627 - Updated: 8/29/2010 - Published: 1/1/2010 - Jasper, Edward - Complete
Texas Two Step by Elvelethril-'Elvey reviews
1,000 words drabble chapters. "His eyes glint from the shadows under his hat as he glances in my direction. He knows I enjoy watching him."
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Western - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,040 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 8/13/2010 - Published: 1/3/2010 - Jasper, Edward
Safe and Sound by Touchstone67 reviews
Edward, Jasper and Bella are best friends-but when Jasper and Bella take a summer road trip through Texas-will things change between the two of them? What will happen when the trip is over and they reunite with Edward? AH JasperxBella Rated M
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 174,480 - Reviews: 1224 - Favs: 908 - Follows: 656 - Updated: 7/6/2010 - Published: 8/28/2009 - Jasper, Bella - Complete
Simple by SubtlePen reviews
When you’re too broken to acknowledge you have a heart, what do you do when it starts beating? AU/AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 24,786 - Reviews: 324 - Favs: 347 - Follows: 135 - Updated: 6/19/2010 - Published: 7/7/2009 - Complete
Belief in Ghosts by xx-intothewind reviews
Jasper befriends eccentric and mysterious Edward Cullen. However, when one falls for the other, tensions arise, and the pair start to struggle. Who will break first? AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 31,699 - Reviews: 438 - Favs: 188 - Follows: 296 - Updated: 6/9/2010 - Published: 4/24/2009 - Edward, Jasper
Seven Minutes in Heaven by tuesdaymidnight reviews
High school senior Edward just found out that his long-standing crush on classmate Jasper is mutual, but he is mortified that their first kiss may occur inside a closet. Little does he know what that one kiss will ignite. AU, AH, OOC. E/J Slash. Rated M.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 18 - Words: 112,206 - Reviews: 845 - Favs: 658 - Follows: 358 - Updated: 5/30/2010 - Published: 8/27/2009 - Edward, Jasper - Complete
Extreme Measures by Touchstone67 reviews
What would you do to get the one you love back? What if they had moved on...would you go to extreme measures to bring back into your life? Rated M for dark themes
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23,420 - Reviews: 134 - Favs: 129 - Follows: 32 - Published: 3/22/2010 - Edward, Jasper - Complete
Open Heart by starfish422 reviews
Slash: Most of the tenants in Jasper's building were seniors who'd lived there for decades. Dr. Cullen was the exception; that alone was enough to pique Jasper's interest. The fact that Dr. Cullen was dead sexy didn't hurt, either. Sexuality.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23,522 - Reviews: 152 - Favs: 322 - Follows: 76 - Published: 3/1/2010 - Jasper, Edward - Complete
Bulletproof by annanabanana reviews
When Jasper receives a long term photo assignment in a region of conflict, an unexpected colleague's presence complicates the next three months of his life. Written for TwiFansForHaiti. AH E/J Rated M for language and lemony lemonstuffs.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14,087 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 149 - Follows: 42 - Published: 2/28/2010 - Edward, Jasper
Cigarettes and Fingertips by tuesdaymidnight reviews
One-shot. Edward is transfixed by Jasper. The way his nimble fingers slide along the fretboard and the way the cigarette smoke unfurls from his perfect lips. AU/AH/OOC. Rated M.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,121 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 19 - Published: 2/25/2010 - Edward, Jasper - Complete
Copperhead by OfTheDamned reviews
Major Jasper Whitlock feels too young to be an officer in the War Between States, and can hardly stomach the killing. When he runs across a like-minded soldier hiding in the darkness, he finds the companionship he never found with his own men. Slash.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,115 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 116 - Follows: 20 - Published: 2/12/2010 - Jasper, Edward - Complete
Undeniable Attraction by LixiLovesWhitlock reviews
Edward’s whole perspective changes after an impulsive kiss of his best friend. He’s not gay. So why does he keep picturing his best friend in compromising situations? JxE Slash AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 25 - Words: 123,513 - Reviews: 1573 - Favs: 695 - Follows: 426 - Updated: 1/18/2010 - Published: 7/31/2009 - Jasper, Edward - Complete
Passion and Disaster by ignrntslt reviews
Jasper has a chance encounter with Edward that changes everything. Lemons! Mature content! Also be warned, the language is natural and fairly coarse, and may offend as compared with the books. I hope you'll read on, regardless!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 69,298 - Reviews: 1035 - Favs: 595 - Follows: 715 - Updated: 12/27/2009 - Published: 12/14/2008 - Jasper, Edward
A Merry Little Christmas by Darkira reviews
A little Christmas story for the Who's Under Your Tree-contest. Edward and Jasper have been together for a long time. This is a story about the Christmas traditions they've established over the years and what those mean to their family. AH/E&J/M/Lemony
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,482 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 15 - Published: 12/9/2009 - Edward, Jasper - Complete
Power by OfTheDamned reviews
Jasper is tired of Edward boasting about his mind-reading, and tries to prove that his empathic abilities are more powerful. Slash, M for citrusy consequences. Judge's Pick for Best Vamp in the Slash Backslash Contest.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,266 - Reviews: 134 - Favs: 295 - Follows: 86 - Published: 11/29/2009 - Jasper, Edward - Complete
His Mark Upon My Life by theladyingrey42 reviews
There is still a small shock and burst of pride in me when I realize what has happened. What I have allowed him to do to me. That I have allowed him to mark me." Entry for Slash/BackSlash contest. D/s, ExJ, AU/AH, OOC
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,706 - Reviews: 159 - Favs: 306 - Follows: 69 - Published: 11/27/2009 - Edward, Jasper - Complete
A Murmur of Fire in the Vein by ElleCC reviews
One stormy Seattle night, the last person Bella expects to see appears without warning at her door. How will history—hers and his—impact their unexpected and growing friendship? AH, Bella/Jasper. Winner 2010 Bellie Award for "Edward Who?" category.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 104,482 - Reviews: 3484 - Favs: 3,158 - Follows: 1,028 - Updated: 10/31/2009 - Published: 5/25/2009 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Live Like No Tomorrow by naelany reviews
Edward and Jasper have always been friends. Follow them as they embark on a journey through serious illness and witness the amazing power of love and the hope it provides. Any such journey is an emotional one so get yourself a fresh box of kleenex.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 28,545 - Reviews: 432 - Favs: 259 - Follows: 340 - Updated: 10/28/2009 - Published: 6/20/2009 - Edward, Jasper
Love On A Battlefield by PolkaDotMama reviews
Jasper meets Edward on a Civil War reenactment battlefield. Something magical happens that day that changes them both forever. They become pen pals but Jasper wants so much more.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,589 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 129 - Follows: 32 - Published: 9/8/2009 - Jasper, Edward - Complete
Evading The Orbit by TrampyVampies reviews
Edward & Jasper are two anti-social college students who share a close & solitary friendship. When Jasper’s feelings grow, will Edward succumb to the pressure of high-expectation, or embrace his feelings and evade the orbit of conformity? E/J Slash AH/OOC
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 36,865 - Reviews: 690 - Favs: 486 - Follows: 678 - Updated: 8/26/2009 - Published: 3/24/2009 - Edward, Jasper
Duty by Touchstone67 reviews
Every royal family has certain expectations that are set on them at birth to weigh on their shoulders throughout their lives. Prince Edward is no exception. What happens when dreams collide with duty? Which will he choose? ExJ – Tattward Contest
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,911 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 41 - Published: 7/29/2009 - Jasper, Edward - Complete
To Get Back Home by LaViePastiche reviews
After a difficult breakup leaves Bella a shell of herself, her best friend helps her find her way back. One-shot. My entry for the Love Through Lemons contest. AU/AH Rated M for...lemon, duh.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,144 - Reviews: 147 - Favs: 266 - Follows: 86 - Published: 7/15/2009 - Jasper, Bella
Snapshots by SUPER AMAZING reviews
Snapshots of Edward and Jasper's lives together, from the day they met to disastorous dates to cuddles. Slash. Lemons. Tattoos. Prequel to Ink Me, Baby.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 12 - Words: 30,802 - Reviews: 452 - Favs: 241 - Follows: 277 - Updated: 5/26/2009 - Published: 1/28/2009 - Edward, Jasper
Just the Way You Like It by Lolavella reviews
Edward knows what Jasper likes. WARNING: Slash
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 719 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 8 - Published: 1/22/2009 - Edward, Jasper - Complete
Begin Again reviews
Edward is a married novelist of some renown. An unexpected reunion in a bookstore reawakens old feelings in him never fully buried of lost love, desire, aching regret and tentative hope. But does the object of his feelings still feel the same? All-Human
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 12 - Words: 96,432 - Reviews: 911 - Favs: 358 - Follows: 427 - Updated: 3/28/2010 - Published: 7/4/2009 - Edward, Jasper