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Joined 05-10-09, id: 1930591, Profile Updated: 04-15-11
Author has written 11 stories for Valdemar universe, Avatar: Last Airbender, Babylon 5, Harry Potter, Doctor Who, Circle of Magic, Battlestar Galactica: 2003, and Supernatural.

Age: Old enough to remember when fanfiction was written in zines. If you don't know what a zine is, then I'm old enough to be your mother.

Gender: Female

Profession: Currently: EMT, Mom, Writer, Hobby Farmer.

Formerly: Doula, Social Worker.

I've been writing fanfic in my head for years. Now, I'm sharing it with the world.

If you like dark and angsty, you've come to the right author. I'm can't help it if people keep telling me their sad stories.

I haven't abandoned any of my stories, it's just that Real Life tends to interfere with writing.

Fear not, Daughter of Artemis, Intersecting Circles and the Memories stories will all be finished (eventually).

For those of you who have asked for a look into the book Dudley wrote that's mentioned in Dudley's Memories, Call-Me-Cassandra is writing it and it is lovely. Find it at http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6486190/1/

The amazing Darkorangecat is allowing me to play in her playground and letting me co-write "Not A Potter After All".

Find her at http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1545976/darkorangecat

And the story at http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4973285/1/Not_a_Potter_After_All

I really like dark angsty stories written realistically. I really dislike dark angsty stories that jump the shark. I don't like super-powered characters who never make mistakes.

My own characters make lots of mistakes because that's how people are.

I really, really, really hate when characters get hurt and it is clear the author doesn't have any clue what punishment the human body is and is not capable of withstanding. Hollywood has a lot to answer for on this point. Please, if injury or illness is a major plot point, do a google search on that condition before writing it.

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Perception is Everything by Kendra James reviews
When Severus Snape is left in charge of Hogwarts over the christmas break, he is less than pleased to discover Harry will be one of his charges. Events force him to face that Mr Potter may not be quite what he has assumed all these years. Year 6
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 41 - Words: 160,997 - Reviews: 3679 - Favs: 3,864 - Follows: 4,661 - Updated: 1/29 - Published: 4/26/2010 - Harry P., Severus S.
Not a Potter After All by darkorangecat reviews
Shortly after Voldemort's return it is discovered that Harry Potter is not the biological son of Lily and James Potter. He is in fact the son of John and Mary Winchester.
Crossover - Harry Potter & Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 20 - Words: 117,623 - Reviews: 1072 - Favs: 1,680 - Follows: 2,441 - Updated: 1/1 - Published: 4/6/2009 - Harry P., John W.
Shadows and Bones by creepygirl13 reviews
One hundred Skulduggery Pleasant drabbles. Varying ratings per chapter, nothing above M.
Skulduggery Pleasant series - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 47 - Words: 48,842 - Reviews: 105 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 9/10/2013 - Published: 5/14/2011 - Valkyrie C./Stephanie E., Skulduggery P.
Broken Balance by Alec Star reviews
New Caprica left Kara closer to the edge than anyone realized. The story begins a little dark, it is also a sort of sequel to 'Control' though it can stand alone. This goes AU about two minutes before the end of 'Torn'. Warning: adult issues up to and including rape. COMPLETE!
Battlestar Galactica: 2003 - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 130 - Words: 155,936 - Reviews: 553 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 80 - Updated: 8/18/2012 - Published: 3/21/2007 - K. Thrace/Starbuck - Complete
Remember by iliveatlast reviews
When he finds out that Lockhart's specialty is memory charms, he feels sick, even though he's not sure why. Snape tries to find out. Warning: sexual abuse of a child.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 15,938 - Reviews: 214 - Favs: 505 - Follows: 878 - Updated: 2/10/2012 - Published: 11/27/2010 - Harry P., Severus S.
Second Chances by Mara Rome reviews
A mentor fic: When Snape discovers Harry is abused by the Dursley's, he is forced to teach Harry for the summer after the tri-wizard tournament. Will they eventually find the family they never had? No slash and Harry will never be Snape's biological son.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 46 - Words: 226,813 - Reviews: 2788 - Favs: 2,048 - Follows: 2,297 - Updated: 1/8/2012 - Published: 9/28/2008 - Severus S., Harry P.
Fortunate Son by Call-me-Cassandra reviews
"It is not unusual for one child in a family to be singled out for abuse and neglect. Often the other children in the household even participate in the abuse of the scapegoat." Dudley Dursley looks back on his childhood. Some things are a lot clearer now.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Family/Crime - Chapters: 7 - Words: 13,564 - Reviews: 450 - Favs: 740 - Follows: 1,016 - Updated: 5/10/2011 - Published: 11/18/2010 - Dudley D., Harry P.
The Knowledge of One by chrmisha reviews
Harry Potter has experienced a horrible summer and Snape is the one who discovers it. Can the two of them overcome their differences in an effort to heal Harry's wounds? I do not own Harry Potter or make any money from these stories.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 10,946 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 368 - Follows: 116 - Published: 8/25/2010 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Change of Heart, Change of Mind by Elegant Red3 reviews
It takes a seemingly insignificant event to change Severus Snape's opinion of the Boy-Who-Lived. The consequences of which alter his future, and the future of the DA. OotP, Guardian/Mentor Severus/Harry. Not Slash.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,182 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 260 - Follows: 258 - Published: 5/28/2010 - Harry P., Severus S.
The Little Things That Matter Most by authoressnebula reviews
Post 5x16: Dean thought he'd seen all of Sam's perfect moments. Finding out he didn't, and that he missed a pivotal one, leads to not only trying to get a certain object back, but also trying to make things right with Sam.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,728 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 275 - Follows: 19 - Published: 5/27/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Real Life by Cordria reviews
And what if it WAS real?
Danny Phantom - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 19 - Words: 108,141 - Reviews: 741 - Favs: 533 - Follows: 436 - Updated: 4/1/2010 - Published: 9/17/2007 - Danny F., Sam M.
Practicing Liars by Lomonaaeren reviews
HPDM preslash, Severitus, AU. Harry found out he's Snape's son in his fourth year, and concealed the truth from Snape. Now, in his sixth year, he's dodging Snape's suspicions about him and trying to figure out Draco Malfoy. Life is complicated. COMPLETE.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 50 - Words: 212,833 - Reviews: 2641 - Favs: 2,685 - Follows: 1,213 - Updated: 3/13/2010 - Published: 10/8/2009 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
I wish I could dry these tears by Hidden Fairy reviews
“Gods know you take my breath away.” He murmured, lips brushing her neck. A long, angsty D&N oneshot. Would really appreciate your thoughts on this one...
Immortals, Tamora Pierce - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,686 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/4/2010 - Complete
Eight by Lily Elizabeth Snape reviews
Eight year old Harry was cursed with rotten guardians. Snape is a wizard with an unusually cold disposition, which he has for a reason. Can Severus give the childhood he was never privileged enough to have to the little one?
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 21 - Words: 41,399 - Reviews: 2193 - Favs: 2,014 - Follows: 1,844 - Updated: 8/12/2009 - Published: 8/8/2006 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
The Length of the World by words without reviews
Stefen and Vanyel, in the kyree caves. "There is blood, and a silence so ugly it hurts..." -Takes place after chapter 17 of Magic's Price, in the Last Herald-Mage trilogy. Van/Stef and Van/Tylendel, which of course means slash.-
Valdemar universe - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,111 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 18 - Published: 5/30/2009 - Complete
Harry Potter and the Potions Professor by Kristen Hudson reviews
HBP Alternative Universe. Harry acquires a surprising new ally as he struggles to overcome his grief and accept the burden of the Prophecy.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 31 - Words: 92,017 - Reviews: 663 - Favs: 438 - Follows: 573 - Updated: 6/4/2008 - Published: 8/25/2007 - Harry P., Severus S.
Love Me and Despair by EdorasLass reviews
AU - What if Galadriel had taken the Ring? Very dark, with bad things happening to everyone you may care for. And I do mean everyone. One-shot.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,159 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 110 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 2/6/2005 - Published: 1/23/2005 - Frodo B., Galadriel - Complete
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Severus' Dreams reviews
During that dark year when Voldemort held sway over Wizarding Britain, Poppy Pomfrey gives Headmaster Snape a Christmas gift. Sequel to "Snape's Memories".
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Family/Supernatural - Chapters: 20 - Words: 56,037 - Reviews: 550 - Favs: 627 - Follows: 1,014 - Updated: 1/16 - Published: 12/27/2011 - Severus S., Harry P.
Digging for the Bones reviews
Because of a student death, new measures are being taken to screen students for abuse. With Dumbledore facing an enquiry, Snape is in charge of making sure every student receives an examination. Abused!Harry. Character death. Sevitis. In answer to the "New Measures for Screening Abuse" challenge at Potions and Snitches. Yes, it is a "Snape is Harry's biological father" story.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 59 - Words: 200,221 - Reviews: 5034 - Favs: 4,587 - Follows: 6,551 - Updated: 10/27/2013 - Published: 2/27/2011 - Harry P., Severus S.
Intersecting Circles reviews
For several years, omens at Winding Circle have been strange. For the past three years, there has been peace among the Four Nations. Aang has been uneasy, and the rest are getting bored. Time for a little explore. Not my worlds, or characters.
Crossover - Avatar: Last Airbender & Circle of Magic - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 31,806 - Reviews: 139 - Favs: 126 - Follows: 176 - Updated: 1/4/2012 - Published: 12/30/2009
A Few Days in Nowhere, MI reviews
In the middle of the Apocalypse, Sam and Dean head to a Northern Michigan town to check out some omens. Things are...complicated. A plot bunny suggested by Creepygirl13.
Crossover - Doctor Who & Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,012 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 52 - Published: 12/24/2011 - Donna N., Castiel
Snape's Memories reviews
Sort of a sequel and a companion piece to Dudley's Memories. Harry is finding a healthy outlet for his "saving people thing" in the form of one damaged little boy. In doing so he finds himself thinking about his old teacher, quite a bit.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 32 - Words: 69,689 - Reviews: 987 - Favs: 1,716 - Follows: 669 - Updated: 2/1/2011 - Published: 9/16/2010 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Daughter of Artemis reviews
Kara Thrace's trip down the celestial rabbit hole leads her to get spat out of the jump gate right beside former Earth Alliance Space Station Babylon 5.
Crossover - Babylon 5 & Battlestar Galactica: 2003 - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 24,873 - Reviews: 148 - Favs: 168 - Follows: 235 - Updated: 12/3/2010 - Published: 3/15/2010
Dudley's Memories reviews
Minerva needs help delivering another letter to #4 Privet Drive. At forty, Dudley is not at all what Harry expects. A long overdue conversation ensues. DH cannon compliant, but probably not the way you think. Prologue to "Snape's Memories".
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 6 - Words: 12,218 - Reviews: 261 - Favs: 1,129 - Follows: 169 - Updated: 9/16/2010 - Published: 7/14/2010 - Harry P., Dudley D. - Complete
Lily's Memories reviews
Lily left something for Harry in his Gringott's vault.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,850 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 163 - Follows: 245 - Updated: 6/22/2010 - Published: 4/18/2010 - Lily Evans P., James P.
Misunderstandings reviews
The meeting between Talia and Vrisa between Arrows of the Queen and Arrows Flight. Vrisa's POV. Not my world or characters.
Valdemar universe - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,564 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 7 - Published: 1/19/2010 - Complete
Moments In a Life reviews
...Of a Completely Ordinary Herald. Neave's tale. Rated for references to suicide, prostitution, child abuse, self-mutilation, and drug use. Nothing graphic. Parallels Arrows of the Queen through Winds of Fury. All canon-just a different view.
Valdemar universe - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 48 - Words: 98,226 - Reviews: 108 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 1/15/2010 - Published: 7/14/2009 - Complete
Never Really An End reviews
About 10 years after the Mage Storms. Talia is stricken with a serious illness. Lots of family crisis. Might make you cry. None of the characters are mine, no money is being made. Please review!
Valdemar universe - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 19 - Words: 48,103 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 7/1/2009 - Published: 5/15/2009 - Complete