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Author has written 4 stories for Hetalia - Axis Powers.

So I've been MIAI haven't updated much in a year because I have been very busy. I am working on it though. I was trying to gather up/ finished most of it before publishing so that I could update weekly. I've cut some stories from the plan. I am in and out of the country, working, going to school, usw... So, bear with me. I've also forgotten a lot of my plans so its taking me time to remember a plot or twists, etc. On top of it, my 'real' writing has been taking off, winning multiple awards, receiving high praise with historians and writers alike. That takes priority, but I have not forgotten about you all! Atrophy is the first on my list to complete. Because of FF's stricter enforcement of smut, I have has to change the story around a bit so that it does not get taken down, so I apologize about that.

are you into rping? Like Petalia? There is an rp spot that needs filling regarding wild petalia during a WWII like setting. This RP deals with some heavy taboos. The spot is to take over the main protagonist's role. It is done via msn. You don't have to be experienced, but should be able to write about a paragraph response easily, but sometimes the responses are significantly less because of its real time msn setting. You are also welcome to make your own characters. So long as you replace this existing one!

please. pm. me. if. interested. The spot is still open. I will fill you in on the details.

I did not learn English first and I am no English major, so any grammar help is VERY VERY VERY loved! I hack around on this for fun but still I do find it helpful to write with other people's characters as it teaches you perspective. That is why I love

I've been smoothing over "the child of germany" since my English has improved some. Grammar is being corrected as is some spelling. Some details are being changed or made more flowy. yes flowy is now a word.

Current Writings and Longer Summaries-


Alien: Prometheus. WARNING summary contains SPOILERS!

David 8 has been successfully repaired and is fully functional. Shaw's only companion now, they drift through space on course to the Engineers. The crew of the Prometheus is thought to have been dead, but just after lift off a signal is given to the ship. Cautiously, both return to the planet to discover one of Weyland's "common" crew members alive. A boy prodigy, he was smuggled aboard the Prometheus by an adult friend. Shaw and David take him on board and quarantine him. David begins to learn that roles can quickly reverse. Their mission begins to teeter dangerously closer and dangerously more fruitless. Rated M. Sexual themes, violence, cannibalism, gore, language. Might release in German and English depending on time.

"Dear Old Papa"

APH. Warning, while I usually don't take writing on FF too seriously, this work will be of the utmost historical accuracy with some extremely hard to swallow truths. I have done over 100 hours of research with first hand accounts of the Holocaust, Nuremberg Trial Witnesses, and used many first hand accounts, my own archive of original Holocaust documents, and consulted with experts in-person in Holocaust history. I did this for an /actual/ work, not this one, but I am using the same research to craft this. As a result, I must ask the utmost respect for all victims on any side when reading this story. Understand that it is a work of "fiction" but it is all based on the actual happenings of the Holocaust. I will not tolerate arguments from deniers or those without the level of research and qualifications I have bothered to collect. Wikipedia does not make you an "expert".

The Summary/teaser": Ludwig is merely a man forced across different careers in the new government. His brother, Gilbert, eagerly jumps into a patriotic group of young university students. Determined to keep his crumbly country alive with his loyalty. Ludwig hangs back in the shadows and the lives of the two brother's take drastically different terms. Weaving in and out of each others lives. Ludwig a father who now must commit acts that break his sanity and Gilbert who has long ago abandoned his nature for survival in a hostile new world. In the End, the family may not come out intact. Rated M. Abuse, language, historical sensitivity, crude humor, racism, antisemitism, rape, child abuse, violence, murder, gore, and discrimination. FemLudxLud, Gilbert, OC, human names and human beings.

"The Child of Germany"

Axis powers Hetalia. Germany is ordered and given custody of a sickly child. But Prussia went over Germany's head to his boss in order to get the child into Germany's care. What is so unique about this child? Why is a fragile abuse boy going to tip the scales of war? Who is it testing more Germany? Italy? Or Germany's boss? Rated T. Abuse, Violence, Crude Humor, Sensitive Material. Amount Complete-Done Published (Editorial Changes only)


Hetalia. The fall of the Berlin wall. no accurate history, one shot. rated K. Done and published


Axis Powers Hetalia. squeal of "Child of Germany". His family is broken. Near death. His brother is unrepairable, his child horribly burned and in coma. The man he once called a coward is now the only one he can depend on. Can this damage be undone? Or will this wasted body of a family fall and never stand up again? Heavy Gerita. Rated M. Romance, Language, abuse both physical and sexual, sex, and sensitive issues. PUBLISHED in process.


Gilbert loves his chick but how did that little bird manage to sooth such an excitable, ambitious, man? Let alone be his companion when no one can bare his personality. Rated M for language, sexual themes, abuse.

"The Calvary"

Hetalia. Ludwig's childhood is unique, to put is mildly. When anyone/anything is being raised by Gilbert it is bound to have some horror stories. Ludwig's childhood from infancy to adulthood. may be a major project, still debating if I will do. Rated T for language, sexual 5 meters of awesome, violence.

"The Bear"

Oneshot, a quick glimpse into Ivan's life. A bitter sweet one at that. Ivan has made a new friend in the rough wilderness of his land. A friend that is so close with him, Ivan's insanity even yields to him. Rated T for gore.


Ever wanted a unique pet? Buy a Hetalia today! Several breeds to choose from plus a handy guide to raising them! Rated M. sexual themes, hinted yaoi, stereotypes. Updating-working on additional chapters and DOCUMENTARY. Leave pairings in Reviews. So far, in order, GreeceXjapan, CanXprussia, RussiaXchina, Spamano, USxUK, ausXhunXpru, Rusliet, Gerita will be last [because its most popular and the longest]. Some of these will be short snippets others, longer tellings. It will be listed as Doc USxUK part I., Part II, etc. if it is so long as to need parts.


Hetalia. Ludwig/Deutschland X Feliciano/Italien. M. vergewaltigen, Gewalt, "Yaoi". Sie sagen Ludwig wurde ein biest. Mitunter ist es gut, ein Biest zu haben.

Little about me... Well... Currently i find myself in the united states, but I must say it doesn't really feel like home. I still consider Germany my home and still consider myself a German. I am VERY proud of my German heritage. My family left Germany a while ago but I do wish to go back. Americans have a lot of strange things and customs that I don't understand. I do not speak fluent German. I do speak Fluent English and then my native language. I'm pretty easy going and happy so drop a line. I always apologize for my lack of English skills, generally my computer fixes them for me though

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Educated Virgin by cbeth88 reviews
While recruiting, Charles finds Erik, a powerful mutant in London. But when he tracks him down, Erik isn't exactly what he expected to find. A prostitute!Erik fic
X-Men: The Movie - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 103,406 - Reviews: 136 - Favs: 173 - Follows: 283 - Updated: 7/15/2014 - Published: 12/7/2011 - Charles Xavier/Professor X, Erik L./Magneto
Trainings Camp by WinnyValentine reviews
Getting Italy into serious training seems to be a mission impossible. But Germany and Italy found other ways to spend their time together. In many satisfying ways. Use of human names.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 75,448 - Reviews: 211 - Favs: 326 - Follows: 182 - Updated: 7/14/2011 - Published: 12/17/2009 - Germany, N. Italy
Dis Papa by Capitaine Pickle reviews
AU: France in the 17th century. Francis, a marquis, has been living freely for years now. One day, a young child is brought to him and is said to be his own.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 6 - Words: 50,804 - Reviews: 221 - Favs: 377 - Follows: 159 - Updated: 11/23/2010 - Published: 1/7/2010 - Canada, France - Complete
Promise Me by Triangular Prism reviews
"Hey… Can I be Italy and you be Germany for just one minute?" "Huh? S-sure…" Italy found it ironic that the one time he forced himself to be strong was in the act of his greatest cowardice.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,966 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 325 - Follows: 32 - Published: 11/1/2010 - N. Italy, Germany - Complete
Ich Bin Nicht Verrückt by KayosHybrid reviews
A series of drabbles exploring some examples of mental health. Or Ludwig's lack thereof. AUs of schizophrenia, OCD and PTSD.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,264 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 10/24/2010 - Published: 10/6/2010 - Germany
Love Stories Lie by coxcomb reviews
Germany's penchant for love stories had led him to believe he would lose his virginity in a particular way. Trust Italy to be the one to change his mind about such things. Italy/Germany
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,265 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 113 - Follows: 7 - Published: 6/28/2010 - Germany, N. Italy - Complete
A Kiss is a Gesture by KayosHybrid reviews
The doctors said he was a lost cause, that he had hit his limit. The nurses could only look on with a limited instant of sympathetic despair, before rushing off to tend to someone who at least had enough life in them to scream. / Should I continue? /
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,500 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 6 - Published: 6/21/2010 - Germany, N. Italy
Winter in Berlin by KayosHybrid reviews
Germany had just surrendered to tha Allies, but even so Ludwig finds that he is still exposed to post-war dangers of enemies hellbent on punishing him as consequence for his actions. Alternate ending.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,076 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 6 - Published: 6/2/2010 - Germany, Russia - Complete
Ruler of the House by KayosHybrid reviews
Germany is at war, but Ludwig has noticed a sinister presence of his home. It is a presence by his own invitation. GermanyCentric, selfcest, Chptr 2 rated M for explicit themes.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,107 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 6 - Published: 2/3/2010 - Germany
Chains of Steel Or Love by SingingMisery reviews
Fear and arousal sometimes coincide with one another.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,433 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/1/2010 - Germany, N. Italy - Complete
Christening by KivaEmber reviews
AU Oneshot because I am an AU whore. Gilbert was not going to play hide and seek in the garden like a fag. Nope, he and Ludwig were going to christen Peter's bed...
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,463 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 184 - Follows: 11 - Published: 9/9/2009 - Germany, Prussia - Complete
Auschwitz by KayosHybrid reviews
Germany suddenly starts having strange coughing fits, and soon Italy finds out the terrible reason why.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,107 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 6 - Published: 7/25/2009 - Germany, N. Italy
Wolfhide by Shadsie reviews
The small farming community of Ordon Village was never friendly to large predators. There are drawbacks to being a sacred beast...
Legend of Zelda - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,211 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 224 - Follows: 22 - Published: 2/21/2009 - Wolf Link, Rusl - Complete
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Atrophy reviews
Sequel to Child of Germany. Gerita. Postwar Germany is hell. The weak family struggle to survive & overcome the torture at the hands of others. Will Ludwig come to terms with his own identity as a man & a nation? where will he draw the line for his famiy
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 41,809 - Reviews: 140 - Favs: 109 - Follows: 126 - Updated: 7/13/2012 - Published: 7/30/2010 - Germany, N. Italy
Petalia reviews
Congrats! You have gotten your first hetalia pet! Here is a handy guide to "petalias". From breeds to breeding, training to vices. Pivotal events and life cycles. Every petalia owner should have this guide. mating, abuse etc. warning this is sick.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 50 - Words: 40,205 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 2/18/2012 - Published: 10/25/2010 - Germany, N. Italy
The Child of Germany reviews
Germany is saddled with more than restitution and recession as well as Italy but now has been granted custody of a sickly child that will test his and Italy's strength. But why did Prussia go to Germany's boss just to get this kid into Germany's hands?
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 26 - Words: 90,004 - Reviews: 232 - Favs: 211 - Follows: 88 - Updated: 7/30/2010 - Published: 12/11/2009 - Germany, N. Italy - Complete
Eins reviews
NOT a sequel to Child of Germany. An over dramatize portrayal of the fall of the wall. Who is climbing hobbling from the wreckage, bandaged and half dead? Oneshot.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 719 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/25/2010 - Germany, Prussia - Complete