Author has written 14 stories for How to Train Your Dragon, Digimon, My Life as a Teenage Robot, Phineas and Ferb, American Horror Story, Homestuck, One Piece, Gotham, Daria, and Rick and Morty.
As the illusion of anonymity on the internet is slowly being eroded away by Google, advertisers, and a Face Book, share everything culture that I can never accept, involvement in this web site has become considerably less fun.
I started this account years ago, as a horny, lonely, angry teenager, for the first time giving voice and expression to my forbidden obsession with submissive men and male bondage. Initially the results were exhilarating, as the mask of my anonymity liberated me to, for the first time in my life, speak as my true self, and as the conventions of society forbid. Aside from this, I also spoke to other people who had been similarly freed from societal conventions, people who either shared my interests or merely accepted and legitimated them in the name freedom of expression and for the love of reading really crazy, messed up stories. I left reviews, I got reviews, I had conversations about writing, made friends, wrote collaborative stories and enjoyed the sweet, sweet, (I imagine ) cocaine-like taste of being recognized for my work. Looking back at some of my older, more ineptly written stories, I can see how much my writing has dramatically and unintentionally improved and matured through the exorcise of indulging in this hobby. Though I am happy to see how much I have learned about writing by engaging in this experience, I am also waking up to a world where my true self will not be accepted or tolerated. I am finding myself more and more paranoid about what companies are watching me as I type this; more and more frustrated by the increasing reluctance of others to speak freely as they once did about what they are truly thinking.
Anyway, I guess my point is that I am seriously considering deleting this entire account and everything on it. I don't know why I haven't yet. I'm still struggling with the idea, I guess. I want to preserve the memory of what it was like when I initially joined this site. But at the same time, I want to eliminate any possibility that someone might some day, connect me to any of this. It is a conundrum that I have definitely given some thought. There is a strong possibility, that I will delete some or all of the stories that I have posted on this site in the near future as I am not getting much joy out of sharing them anymore. I don't know if its the internet that's changed, fandom culture, or just me.
Still, if you'd like to chat about writing or fandom send me a pm. I will respond to it the next time I check my fanfiction account, whenever that may be.