Author has written 5 stories for Twilight.
I have been working really hard to update Serendipitous Healing but it's been hard to do that and homework at the same time. I am still writing, I will be updating it as I can, and I will not leave it unfinished. I have gotten into a story and came to the final chapter only to find out that there is no end and the author hasn't updated in months. I can't imagine doing that to anyone. So, it will be completed, I just don't know how often the updates are going to be.
On another note, Serendipitous Healing is going to be my last fanfic for Twilight (Twilight is the only fanfic I write). I have had a blast, Twilight brought me to a love I never knew I had. I will always have a place in my heart for these stories and the Twilight Saga. Alas, I have to move on to bigger and better things and writing about the very thing that takes over my life isn't going to help me get there. I will leave this up for other people to enjoy my writing and leave me comments when they see it necessary (which I will never get enough of). Thank you all for being so nice and informative..thank you for taking the time to sit in front of you computer screen and read my stories, you don't know how much joy it has really, truly brought to my life. I will never forget all of you...and when I do finally sit down and finish Deja Vu and hopefully get it on shelves one day, it will be dedicated to the fanfiction readers on fanfiction.net who helped me to become a better/more efficient writer.
I have added links to banner's made by me and friends of mine for TTS...check them out they are really good!!
I'm a 24 year old college student getting my business degree and possibly going for an English major-i haven't decided yet. I have two daughters Harmony and Cadence. I love my dogs to death a pom and a chi. i live in Vancouver WA and no i haven't been to any of the twilight film sights except Kalama high school and that was before the movie lol.
I haven't been much of an avid reader/writer until Twilight. To be completely honest, Crimson Aurora was my first attempt at writing anything. I don't know why I did it but something about the saga really inspired me and I had to know what happened next. I watched the Twilight movie before reading the books so that allowed me to enjoy both. I cant wait for Eclipse OME...it is my favorite book of the saga and the trailer was uh-mazing. Ahhh i don't know what to do for 3 more months.
I read the Midnight Sun draft on Stephenie's website...freaking awesome..ok I'll confess I've read it three times
Whenever I read the Series over I read Midnight Sun as well...I'm about to start my fourth time around...I just cant get enough of it
I don't know how something like Twilight can take over your life but it does...I swear I sleep, eat and breath Twilight.
RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME THAT NO ONE CARES ABOUT
1. I'm 6'1
2. My birthday is the first of June
3. I love to sit on my ass and watch television when I'm not working, going to school, taking care of the kids or writing.
4. I don't drink any soda...ever
5. I drive a 01' Acura Integra 5 speed that I can't help but speed in...I love fast cars
6. I have a Tmobile G1 that is glued to my hands...so when you review I know right away and i absalutly love it
7. I'm going to be unemployeed at the end of this month because the store I work at is selling...bring on the unemployment
8. I love pepperoni/bacon pizza...yummy...now I'm hungry sitten here at 12:30 in the morning
9. I don't like veggies...ewww
10. I love fruit
11. I smoke a hlf a pack of Basic Menthols a day...not such a good habit but it keeps me sane non the less
12. I buy movie by actor not movie preference
13. I love Harry Potter but not enough to write about it
14. I'm originally from California...San Diego...GO CHARGERS!! YAY
15. When I was writing Crimson Aurora it started on my phone and I didnt tell anyone about it (especially my bf or 6 yrs) because I felt weird writing a story about them when they werent mine to write about. Then I saw all the ones online and that was it...I put it up.
16. I have two goldfish and sucker fish that I've had for almost five years...weird right...I know
17. I have four tattoos: the first is on my back...a heart with a banner and a rose-so cliche. the second: my daughter Harmony's name on my left leg. The third: my other daughters name Cadence on my right leg. The fourth: a Gemini tattoo on my right wrist.
18. I've had my tongue pierced since I was 17. my dad took me in to get it done and my 10 year old brother came with me. When the duder stuck it in I drooled and I thought it was blood. My brother reassured me that it wasn't.
10 THINGS THAT I LOVE
1. My daughters
5. My fish
7. The good stuff lolly pop wink
8. My car
9. My hair
10. My tattoos
10 THINGS THAT I HATE
1. Going to work on the weekends
3. Waking up early and math being the first thing you have to do
4. When my car doesnt want to start because of the starter relay...so freaking annoying
5. When my kids think they're mom and I'm child
6. Editing my story...nothing is worse than that-except the five things above this one
7. Lectures-those suck to the fullest
8. Getting pulled over for speeding when it was only five over
9. Awkward silences
10. Breaking a nail...that cost money to replace..not cool
I'm thinking about starting a story about alternate charecters in Crimson Aurora. Eventually my story will be over and that is going to suck donkey but maybe I will be able to fill the void with another story...after you read Crimson Aurora let me know what you think.
I promise to remember Bella
Each time I carelessly fall down
And I promise to remember Edward
Whenever I'm out of town
I promise to obey traffic laws
For Charlies sake of course
And I promise to remember Jacob
When my heart fills with remorse
I promise to remember Carlisle
Whenever I am in the emergency room
And I promise to remember Emmett
Everytime there's a huge boom
I promise to to remember Rose
Whenever I see something that holds pure beauty
And I promise to remember Alice
When I'm at a mall and a cute outfit spots me
I promise to remember Nessie
When I see that beautiful bronze hair
And I promise to remember Esme
When someone tells me they care
I promise to remember Jasper
Whenever my stomach isn't curled
And I promise to remember the Volturi
When someone speaks of dominating the world
Yes, I promise to love Twilight
Wherever I may go
So that all may see my obsession
Because I know what the Twilighters know
That is totally cute and i love it. It's so true, so many things that happen on a daily remind me of one of them in some way.
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Live Journal: http://www.harcad0004.livejournal.com/
The Twilight Saga: http://www.thetwilightsaga.com/profile/harcad0004 If you want to see the awesome banners readers have made for me or some that I have made myself that aren't listed below..please go to this link. There are a ton of them and they are all wonderful...
Here are links to CA and BMNM...
I had found a shirt I really wanted the other day and I totally wrote it out for that one but I couldn't find the link anywhere so I had to change it...though I like this one too the other one was much better.
Here are a few links to some of the banners made for CA
Here are a few links to some of the banners made for Bella's M&M
Here is the link to the banner I made for Deja Vu...I borrowed some actors for the pics...LOL
Banner for A Cullen's Journey into Black
Banner for Serendipitous Healing
Awards for CA
Awards for BMNM
Memories Of Dean
Written for a one-shot on TTS and now it is listed on fanpress.
Won first place for Best Romantic One-shot on TTS..Goes over the Memory of how a woman fell in love and the hard times she had to overcome to be with the one she loved. Some drug references and language. Rated M
My fav Edward Quotes from Eclipse
If we could bottle your luck, we’d have a weapon of mass destruction on our hands.
I’d wait till we were close enough to the ground, get a good grip on you, kick out the wall, and jump. Then I’d run you back to the scene of the accident, and we’d stumble around like the two luckiest survivors in history.
I’ll be back so soon you won’t have time to miss me. Look after my heart — I’ve left it with you.
I was all braced for the wrath that was going to put grizzlies to shame, and this is what I get? I should infuriate you more often.
I go a little berserk when I try to leave you. I don’t think I’ll go so far again. It’s not worth it.
Must I always be the responsible one?
I prefer brunettes.
You’re quite adorable when you’re jealous. It’s surprisingly enjoyable.
You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours.
There are things between my hands right now that I can’t live without. You could take care of them.
You look… sexy.
There are things between my hands right now that I can’t live without. You could take care of them.
You look… sexy.
You aren’t going through with this because a sword is hanging over your head. We will take care of the problems, and I will take care of you. When we’re through it, and there is nothing forcing your hand, then you can decide to join me, if you still want to. But not because you’re afraid. You won’t be forced into this.
And the sound of your heart. It’s the most significant sound in my world.
You’ll always be my Bella, you’ll just be a little more durable.
If I had found you, there isn’t a doubt in my mind how I would have proceeded. I was that boy, who would have — as soon as I discovered that you were what I was looking for — gotten down on one knee and endeavored to secure your hand. I would have wanted you for eternity, even when the word didn’t have quite the same connotations.
Do me a favor and challenge him to an arm-wrestling match. It would be a good experience for him.
It’s not easy to ignore someone when he’s shouting.
I’m not going to kill you now, because it would upset Bella.
But if you ever bring her back damaged again — and I don’t care whose fault it is; I don’t care if she merely trips, or if a meteor falls out of the sky and hits her in the head — if you return her to me in less than the perfect condition that I left her in, you will be running with three legs. Do you understand that, mongrel?
I’ll be fighting for her, too. You should know that. I’m not taking anything for granted, and I’ll be fighting twice as hard as you will.
She is mine. I didn’t say I would fight fair.
For this one night, could we try to forget everything besides just you and me? It seems like I can never get enough time like that. I need to be with you. Just you.
But I thought it was a good representation. It’s hard and cold. And it throws rainbows in the sunlight.
My heart is just as silent. And it, too, is yours.
Listen to your heart fly. It’s fluttering like a hummingbird’s wings. Are you all right?
I’ve already made the largest concession by far and away — I’ve agreed to take your life away against my better judgment. And that ought to entitle me to a few compromises on your part.
I didn’t realize there was anything else you wanted besides being transformed into a monster yourself. I’m extremely curious.
Tell me what you want, and you can have it.
I feel like there’s a line behind me, jockeying for position, waiting for me to make a big enough mistake. . . . You’re too desirable for your own good.
Do you have any idea how painful it is, trying to refuse you when you plead with me this way?
Bella. Would you please stop trying to take your clothes off?
Do you get the feeling that everything is backward? Traditionally, shouldn’t you be arguing my side, and I yours?
You know that I’ve stolen, I’ve lied, I’ve coveted… my virtue is all I have left.
Yes, but you’re such a bad liar that it doesn’t really count. Nobody believes you.
I had no right to want you — but I reached out and took you anyway. And now look what’s become of you! Trying to seduce a vampire.
There is only one thing I want to speed up, and the rest can wait forever… but for that, it’s true, your impatient human hormones are my most powerful ally at this point.
We’ll go to Vegas — you can wear old jeans and we’ll go to the chapel with the drive-through window. I just want it to be official — that you belong to me and no one else.
You are the most dangerous creature I’ve ever met.
I supposed it’s a little outdated. Old-fashioned, just like me.
Isabella Swan? I promise to love you forever — every single day of forever. Will you marry me?
You’re about to make my life harder than it needs to be, Alice.
I’ve got a first aid kit. I had a feeling I might need it.
I lived through an entire twenty-four hours thinking that you were dead, Bella. That changed the way I look at a lot of things.
I don’t see you making yourself useful. Why don’t you go fetch a space heater or something?
You don’t have the faintest idea how much I wish I could do what you’re doing for her, mongrel.
You have no idea how loud your little fantasies are. It’s like you’re shouting them at me.
My mind doesn’t work quite the same as yours. I can think of many more things at one time. Of course, that means that I’m always able to think of you, always able to wonder if that’s where her mind is, when she’s quiet and thoughtful.
She reminded me of what it did to her when I left — what it still does to her when I leave. She feels horrible about bringing that up, but she’s right. I’ll never be able to make up for that, but I’ll never stop trying anyway.
You think of me as a… living stone — hard and cold. That’s true. We are set the way we are, and it is very rare for us to experience a real change. When that happens, as when Bella entered my life, it is a permanent change. There’s no going back…
As long as she wants me, I’m here.
You see, Jacob, you might leave her someday. Like Sam and Emily, you wouldn’t have a choice. I would always be waiting in the wings, hoping for that to happen.
You know, Jacob, if it weren’t for the fact that we’re natural enemies and that you’re also trying to steal away the reason for my existence, I might actually like you.
Would you like me to help you sleep, Jacob?
Don’t tempt me too far, wolf. My patience isn’t that perfect.
But, if I had been able to take your place last night, it would not have made the top ten of the best nights of my life. Dream about that.
All of my best nights have happened since I met you.
Near the end, though, you started mumbling some nonsense about ‘Jacob, my Jacob.’ Your Jacob enjoyed that quite a lot.
You love me more than I deserve.
I never promised to fight fair. And he deserves to know.
I won’t go far, but I won’t listen, either. I know you don’t want an audience, no matter which way you decide to go.
And I thought I fought dirty. He makes me look like the patron saint of ethics. I’m not mad at you, love. Jacob’s more cunning than I gave him credit for. I do wish you hadn’t asked him, though.
Bella, can you drop the rock, please? Carefully. Don’t hurt yourself.
You don’t have to be afraid, Bella. You’re safe. I won’t hurt you.
It’s going to be all right, Bella. I know you’re frightened now, but it’s over. No one is going to hurt you. I won’t touch you. I won’t hurt you.
Are you… Aren’t you afraid of me?
I didn’t want you to see that. See me like that. I know I must have terrified you.
I just beheaded and dismembered a sentient creature not twenty yards from you. That doesn’t bother you?
You know that you nearly gave me a heart attack? Not the easiest thing to do, that.
If it hurts you so much, how can it possibly be the right thing for you?
Bella, I see what you’re doing. You’re trying to make everyone else happy. And I don’t care about anyone else’s feelings. I only need you to be happy. Don’t worry about breaking the news to Alice. I’ll take care of it. I promise she won’t make you feel guilty.
We’re doing this your way. Because my way doesn’t work. I call you stubborn, but look at what I’ve done. I’ve clung with such idiotic obstinacy to my idea of what’s best for you, though it’s only hurt you. Hurt you so deeply, time and time again. I don’t trust myself anymore. You can have happiness your way. My way is always wrong.
You don’t fight fair.
Ahhh...Gotta Luv' Edward...Can't wait to see Eclipse!!
My fav Bella Quotes from Eclipse
The word boyfriend had me chewing on the inside of my cheek with a familiar tension while I stirred. It wasn’t the right word, not at all. I needed something more expressive of eternal commitment… But words like destiny and fate sounded hokey when you used them in casual conversation.
You and Billy gossip like old women.
I’m shocked, Sheriff. That’s a federal crime.
I wrenched the door out of my way — ridiculously eager — and there he was, my personal miracle.
Staring into his eyes always made me feel extraordinary — sort of like my bones were turning spongy. I was also a little lightheaded, but that could have been because I’d forgotten to keep breathing. Again.
His touch brought with it the strangest sense of relief — as if I’d been in pain and that pain had suddenly ceased.
The idea of being in danger from even the most deadly of humans while I was with Alice or Edward was downright hilarious.
I want to be a monster, too.
I think it’s something about the inevitability. How nothing can keep them apart — not her selfishness, or his evil, or even death, in the end…
It’s a bit late for me to worry about who I fall in love with. But even without the warning, I seem to have managed fairly well.
I’m sure I still have boundaries — like the continental U.S., for example.
You’re really not that good a mechanic, Edward. Maybe you should have Rosalie take a look at it tonight, just so you look good if Mike decides to let you help, you know. Not that it wouldn’t be fun to watch his face if Rosalie showed up to help.
If I had my way, I would spend the majority of my time kissing Edward.
I knew I had about three seconds before he would sigh and slide me deftly away, saying something about how we’d risked my life enough for one afternoon.
He pulled my face away from his, breaking my hold with ease — he probably didn’t even realize that I was using all my strength.
I’d say I’m sorry, but I’m not.
You know how I am with tools. No pain was inflicted intentionally.
I’ll do my time without complaining when I’ve done something wrong, Dad, but I’m not going to put up with your prejudices.
Edward and Alice playing chess was one of the funniest things I’d ever seen. They’d sat there nearly motionless, staring at the board, while Alice foresaw the moves he would make and he picked the moves she would make in return out of her head. They played most of the game in their minds; I think they’d each moved two pawns when Alice suddenly flicked her king over and surrendered. It took all of three minutes.
Please tell me you are not trying to have a sex talk with me, Charlie.
This was beyond the seventh circle of Hades; even worse was realizing that Edward had known this was coming. No wonder he’d seemed so smug in the car.
Being apart… It didn’t work out so well for either of us.
I love him. Not because he’s beautiful or because he’s rich! I’d much rather he weren’t either one. It would even out the gap between us just a little bit — because he’d still be the most loving and unselfish and brilliant and decent person I’ve ever met. Of course I love him. How hard is that to understand?
What is a valid reason for someone to love someone else? Since apparently I’m doing it wrong.
You know, Jacob, you’re awfully self-righteous — considering that you’re a werewolf and all.
Most people fall in and out of love many times in their lives. It was just that I’d seen Sam with Emily, and I couldn’t imagine him with someone else. The way he looked at her… well, it reminded me of a look I’d seen sometimes in Edward’s eyes — when he was looking at me.
Remind me not to get on your bad side.
Am I the only one who has to get old? I get older every stinking day! Damn it! What kind of world is this? Where’s the justice?
I’m a pro at weird.
Edward’s never in my head. He only wishes.
I don’t care who’s a vampire and who’s a werewolf. That’s irrelevant. You are Jacob, and he is Edward, and I am Bella. And nothing else matters.
I believe that. But I want you to know something — when it comes to all this enemiesnonsense, I’m out. I am a neutral country. I am Switzerland. I refuse to be affected by territorial disputes between mythical creatures. Jacob is family. You are… well, not exactly the love of my life, because I expect to love you for much longer than that. The love of my existence. I don’t care who’s a werewolf and who’s a vampire. If Angela turns out to be a witch, she can join the party, too.
You’re kidnapping me, aren’t you?
Alice, don’t you think this is just a little bit controlling? Just a tiny bit psychotic, maybe?
There was no friction in the space between us. The stillness was peaceful — not like the calm before the tempest, but like a clear night untouched by even the dream of a storm.
I like danger.
I’m going to spontaneously combust one of these days — and you’ll have no one but yourself to blame.
I don’t mind if you want to give me the wrong impression again.
You can hold me hostage any time you want.
Where did all this tolerance come from?
If you’re going to have a lapse in control, I can think of a better place for it.
Let me be in charge of responsibility for a few minutes… or hours.
If Jacob preferred me dead, then maybe he should get used to the silence.
I was frustrated. Against my better judgment, I was still human.
They’ll get so bored, they’ll have to kill me themselves, just for something to do.
He sang me to sleep again and — aware even in unconsciousness that he was there — I slept free of nightmares.
Is it really so impossible to wear clothes, Jacob?
Hanging out with no one but extremely dexterous people all the time was going to give me a complex.
We would win, but we would lose. Some wouldn’t survive.
Sure, I thought to myself. Trust him. He wasn’t the one who was going to have to sit behind and wonder whether or not the core of his existence was going to come home.
There was just something about him being the one to make the choice — to want to keep me enough that he wouldn’t just allow me to be changed, he would act to keep me. It was childish, but I liked the idea that his lips would be the last good thing I would feel. Even more embarrassingly, something I would never say aloud, I wanted his venom to poison my system. It would make me belong to him in a tangible, quantifiable way.
I can’t wait to see what Edward does to you! I hope he snaps your neck, you pushy, obnoxious, moronic DOG!
I’ll give you passionate. Murder, the ultimate crime of passion.
If I think about you tonight, it will be because I’m having a nightmare.
I don’t want to be happy with anyone but him.
That was not kissing back, that was trying to get you the hell off of me, you idiot.
I punched a werewolf in the face.
I guess I could throw in a few extra homicides, if it makes Jasper happy. Why not?
Was there a human experience I was not willing to give up?
Stupid, thieving, annoying vampire!
And now Edward rode in the backseat of my father’s police car, behind the fiberglass divider, with an amused expression — probably due to my father’s amused expression, and the grin that widened every time Charlie stole a glance at Edward in his rearview mirror. Which almost certainly meant that Charlie was imagining things that would get him in trouble with me if he said them out loud.
This kiss frightened me. There was too much tension, too strong an edge to the way his lips crushed mine — like he was afraid we only had so much time left to us.
You’ve always seemed more like a dream than reality.
Edward would never see me shed another tear for Jacob Black.
Jacob was right. He’d been right all along. He was more than just my friend. That’s why it was so impossible to tell him goodbye — because I was in love with him. Too. I loved him, much more than I should, and yet, still nowhere near enough. I was in love with him, but it was not enough to change anything; it was only enough to hurt us both more. To hurt him worse than I ever had.
There wasn’t enough room in my body to contain anything besides the hatred I felt toward myself.
I should have known you’d find some way to blame yourself. Please stop. I can’t stand it.
What happened to fighting back? Don’t start with the noble self-sacrifice now! Fight!
I don’t care that it’s cold here. I don’t care that I stink like a dog right now. Make me forget how awful I am. Make me forget him. Make me forget my own name. Fight back!
You said I could have any part of you I wanted. I want this part. I want every part.
I’m fine. I’m okay. I’m just. Freaking out. Give me. A minute.
Just you wait till I’m a vampire! I’m not going to be sitting on the sidelines next time.
A united front, as Edward had said, with me at the heart, in the safest place.
If only I could be struck by lightning and be split in two. Preferably painfully. For the first time, giving up being human felt like a true sacrifice. Like it might be too much to lose.
Why didn’t anyone ever try to kill me when I wanted to die?
He wasn’t even mad at me — he wasn’t even mad at you! He’s so unselfish it makes me feel even worse. I wish he would have yelled at me or something. It’s not like I don’t deserve . . . well, much worse than getting yelled at But he doesn’t care. He just wants me to behappy.
How can we be friends, when we love each other like this?
Two futures, two soul mates… too much for any one person.
Silly Jacob — don’t you know better than to believe vampire stories?
I probably won’t think she’s good enough for you. I wonder how jealous I’ll be.
Sometimes, there isn’t any way to compromise.
Nothing scared Charlie worse than tears.
My hindsight seemed unbearably clear tonight. I could see every mistake I’d made, every bit of harm I’d done, the small things and the big things. Each pain I’d caused Jacob, each wound I’d given Edward, stacked up into neat piles that I could not ignore or deny.
It had not been Edward and Jacob that I’d been trying to force together, it was the two parts of myself, Edward’s Bella and Jacob’s Bella. But they could not exist together, and I never should have tried.
Edward, I know who I can’t live without.
You may be brave enough or strong enough to live without me, if that’s what’s best. But I could never be that self-sacrificing. I have to be with you. It’s the only way I can live.
I’ve chosen my life — now I want to start living it.
At least my mom and dad and my friends will know the best part of my choice, the most I’m allowed to tell them. They’ll know I chose you, and they’ll know we’re together. They’ll know I’m happy, wherever I am. I think that’s the best I can do for them.
It’s a good thing you’re bulletproof. I’m going to need that ring. It’s time to tell Charlie.
Ahhhh...I love Bella too...cannot wait till June 20th!!
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