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Joined 05-31-09, id: 1953479, Profile Updated: 05-05-13

I'm a mass of contradictions
A quiet girl with too much to say
words locked up
too loud in my head

I'm an angry kind of girl
mad at her soft side
and pissed at the world
that I can't save

I'm an over the top
understated
wear my best dress
with my converse
too much mascara
too much attitude
but a whole lot of class
yeah, I'm classy

I'm seventeen years of
I know more than you
want to know more
want to soak up the world
angst

I'm sad sometimes
happy sometimes, too
I'm whoever you want me to be
exactly who I am

I'm a mass of contradictions
A quiet girl with too much to say
words locked up
too loud in my head


Let's be nineteen, nineteen

raucous arrogant queens

with false self-esteem

Let's be nineteen, nineteen

stuffed with glitter and pink

and forget how to think

Let's be nineteen, nineteen

just a tad bit slutty

turning men to mush, and boys to putty

Let's be nineteen, nineteen

mature and sugary sweet

flighty with cheek

Okay, so it's been a while since I have ventured out into the fandom. Other than reading and reviewing I have been strictly an outside fixture. After I deleted all of my stories I thought I would jump right back in, but that didn't happen. I realized how bad a writer I was. I know, shocked the hell out of me, but it was good, too. My stories were so mediocre and immature, which was fitting because so was I. I've learned some things however and have experienced some things and had a lot of time for self-reflection and finding my zen place, but now I'm back and I'm ready to write, and I hope to learn about who I am as a reader and a writer messily with all of you.

And so here is my promise to you: I promise to be true to my story and true to my characters and give all of you the best of me and my ability if you promise to always be honest and never pander to my delicate sensibilities.

Some of my favorite quotes:

“Grasping my truant pen, beating myself for spite. “Fool”, said my Muse to me, “Look in thy heart and write”

--Sir Phillip Sydney

Read for sheer wonder

mere surprise

then turn the page

--e.e. Cummings

Run mad as often as you choose, but do not faint.

--Mansfield Park

Favorite song at the moment:

Never had-- Oscar Isaac (from the movie 10 Years)

Favorite Movie at the moment:

Stardust

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OPERATION: Break the Dawn by katinki reviews
COMPLETE. An experimental weapon, one of the most lethal chemicals ever created, has been stolen. Its final destination is unknown, but there's no doubt the powerful faction behind the theft is intent on one thing: War. But they didn't count on a fight. A team of Marines, led by Capt. Edward Cullen and accompanied by Dr. Isabella Swan, isn't about to let the world go up in flames.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 27 - Words: 191,198 - Reviews: 4409 - Favs: 2,871 - Follows: 3,192 - Updated: 2/17/2023 - Published: 8/6/2012 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Torn by Dooba reviews
Bella Swan has survived a living hell, twice. She no longer speaks. Nobody ever listened. The Cullen family take her into their care. Bella fights to leave her past behind, but will she be able to let love in? AH M-rated for violence, content, language
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 94 - Words: 663,984 - Reviews: 18268 - Favs: 8,613 - Follows: 8,971 - Updated: 3/28/2021 - Published: 9/27/2010 - Bella, Edward
Marley's Mother by Pandora's Box Is Heavy reviews
Marley was a gift to me that not everyone gets. She was my life, my everything. But a letter changed things the day it came. And now it seems that Marley may not have been theirs to give, nor mine to receive...
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,564 - Reviews: 4632 - Favs: 3,688 - Follows: 3,090 - Updated: 8/6/2020 - Published: 1/30/2013 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Wisp by Cris reviews
Edward wins more than he bargained for at what was supposed to be a friendly poker game. AH. Ysar made me my banner!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 63 - Words: 325,303 - Reviews: 14569 - Favs: 6,790 - Follows: 6,802 - Updated: 6/16/2019 - Published: 4/22/2012 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Useless Things by bicyclesarecool reviews
"The useless days will add up to something...these things are your becoming." No one said that growing up was easy, but for struggling musician Bella, it seems damn near impossible. Luckily, with her friends, her music, and the hot barista across the street, she might not completely screw up her entire life. AH, exb, ooc. M mostly for language.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 38 - Words: 57,799 - Reviews: 1914 - Favs: 570 - Follows: 595 - Updated: 11/27/2018 - Published: 12/5/2017 - Complete
Evergreen Loop by Vican reviews
The downside of high school: cafeteria food sucks, and sometimes, you're cast as the weirdo. On the bright side, sometimes Edward Cullen is your best friend. Even if it is a secret.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 69,929 - Reviews: 1324 - Favs: 985 - Follows: 1,690 - Updated: 7/14/2017 - Published: 2/28/2016 - Bella, Edward
Lolita and the Suit by Honeybeemeadows reviews
9:37 a.m. Rue de l'Echaude. Paris, France. I was in a strange city, in a new country, on an entirely different continent. So out of my element. Now was not the time to get flustered. Judge's pick, Second Place Overall Judge's Pick, and Best Trifecta Edward in the Control Possess Seduce Contest, 2015
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15,356 - Reviews: 123 - Favs: 636 - Follows: 325 - Published: 3/11/2016 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Little Dreamer by LyricalKris reviews
Our story opens with a frightened seventeen-year-old girl on the run- battered, starved, exhausted and nine months pregnant. How this is going to turn out is anyone's guess. Life never does know how to play fair.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 99,140 - Reviews: 4684 - Favs: 2,683 - Follows: 2,196 - Updated: 9/29/2015 - Published: 3/30/2015 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Awkwardly Yours by Vancouver-Canuck-Girl reviews
High school Edward likes a girl named Bella, But he's not a smooth-talking kind of fella. He has his fair share of inserting foot into mouth, And inappropriate risings down south. But he's really kind of sweet, Even if he's sort of a geek.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 23 - Words: 63,184 - Reviews: 3779 - Favs: 2,026 - Follows: 1,535 - Updated: 12/1/2014 - Published: 8/2/2013 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Follow The Sun by MissWinkles reviews
Sometimes you have to stop thinking with your head and listen to your heart, follow which way the wind blows and dream with abandon. Because tomorrow is a brand new day, and who knows what it will bring. E/B. Fluffy as fuck, with some sweet salty love.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 37 - Words: 100,155 - Reviews: 2353 - Favs: 2,017 - Follows: 1,738 - Updated: 11/7/2014 - Published: 9/13/2012 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Pickup Truck by MaryElizabeth23 reviews
A Teambella23 Fic: Freckled, sunburned, and scraped, our lives are lived barefoot and sandy, rolling under the baking sun and surfing the salty water—young, wild, and brave. Volkswagens, bonfires, and "You call that a pickup truck?" We were born into this, but we won't be like them. We're invincible. We're seventeen. We're smarter than that. What's the worst that can happen?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 12 - Words: 69,944 - Reviews: 1477 - Favs: 1,056 - Follows: 1,538 - Updated: 10/7/2014 - Published: 5/8/2013 - Bella, Edward
Number One Zero by BelieveItOrIReen reviews
Divided and reunited. Add time. Subtract color. Carry the remainder, carry a torch. Factors, figures... Edward loves equations, Bella loves expression. They think they know themselves; they think they know each other. But there is always more to learn. "We are what we imagine ourselves to be. "
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 20,963 - Reviews: 248 - Favs: 315 - Follows: 659 - Updated: 5/23/2014 - Published: 8/9/2013 - Bella, Edward
As Children After Play by Cris reviews
I've been reading a lot of Evil!Charlie stories here lately and thought I'd try my own. Canon pairings, Cullens are vampires. There will be smut; I like smut . Kick-ass big sister Rosalie and possessive Edward.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 50 - Words: 339,780 - Reviews: 2573 - Favs: 2,699 - Follows: 2,008 - Updated: 2/28/2014 - Published: 7/14/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Melt by ineedyoursway reviews
An old soul, a hard past, and a very, very small town.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 24,278 - Reviews: 1104 - Favs: 839 - Follows: 986 - Updated: 1/9/2014 - Published: 6/7/2012 - Bella, Edward - Complete
My Sweet Variable by LifeInTheSnow reviews
He white-knuckles his pen, dragging a line of ink across the page. I can guess which passage he's marking: "All things truly wicked start from an innocence." Hemingway wouldn't have known about us. No one does. Teenage E/B, AH, quasi-dystopian.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 69,798 - Reviews: 2074 - Favs: 2,144 - Follows: 2,062 - Updated: 12/1/2013 - Published: 1/21/2012 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Tropic of Virgo by In.a.blue.bathrobe reviews
He's a young but jaded musician writing lyrics for his band, and she's a naive, frustrated poet looking to break out of her shell; their words collide online. What happens when they meet in high school, unaware of their literary connection?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 37 - Words: 150,577 - Reviews: 20614 - Favs: 14,573 - Follows: 5,860 - Updated: 9/9/2013 - Published: 3/4/2009 - Complete
Distilling Down by RunsfromReality reviews
Seeking a vaccine for vampirism, Edward and Carlisle created another type of monster - someone they love who can't remember how to be anything but deadly. With love, science, and murder in the air, the ultimate outcome is anyone's guess. OOC/AU/Vamps
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 42,471 - Reviews: 99 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 8/27/2013 - Published: 9/16/2009 - Edward, Bella, Rosalie, Emmett
These Hearts Adore by YellowGlue reviews
Innocence spins him harder than moonshine. Patience makes her glow from the inside. Summertime on the lake, and a fall she fears more than anyone ever should. Wild sweet pea and Jeremiah Weed. Morning rain and pink sunshine. One love. Two mouths. One love. One house. Palm to palm, this is how we always start. What started as an entry for Dirty Talkin Edward, grew and grew.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 7 - Words: 19,163 - Reviews: 283 - Favs: 450 - Follows: 247 - Published: 8/20/2013 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Something True by BelieveItOrNot reviews
With too many secrets and a haunting past she'd love to forget, at seventeen, Bella is sure love doesn't exist. College dropout Edward Cullen can't seem to keep hold of love, or his music. A cottage, a lake, a tree, a muse, wrong choices, and heartache. How will these two cope with life and keep afloat? A daily word-prompt WitFit. Alternates between past and present. AH E/B
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 48 - Words: 94,470 - Reviews: 4173 - Favs: 1,735 - Follows: 1,301 - Updated: 5/31/2013 - Published: 3/15/2013 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Slow Fading by YellowGlue reviews
Tear open my chest. I'll try not to flinch. I won't make promises. You taught me that. I'm still losing what's left of my self esteem, and I'm still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams... This is a Dusty outtake for Kansas Special Olympics. skinny beats and squandered love. the dimmest stars and freckles she's always carried. gone, just gone and lost, just lost.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23,015 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 101 - Follows: 54 - Published: 4/12/2013 - Edward - Complete
High Maintenance by daisyandphoebe reviews
As a young father who's not sure where he belongs, Edward's just trying to get through each day. His daughter is his life and all he thinks he needs. When the girl with the broken oven and busted fire alarm flips his world around, will he invite her into his life? Will she choose to enter? First Place Judges' Choice, First Place Public Vote in the Ho Hey Contest.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 27,217 - Reviews: 205 - Favs: 743 - Follows: 430 - Published: 3/4/2013 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Indecent Proposal by pattyrose reviews
Edward's heart was broken by the girl he's loved for almost a decade. Drifter Bella wanders into Forks aimlessly one hot summer day. When their paths cross, he proposes a scheme to get them both their deepest desires. But things aren't always as they seem & Fate can have other plans. Rated M.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 33 - Words: 167,197 - Reviews: 7637 - Favs: 5,475 - Follows: 3,127 - Updated: 1/24/2013 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Training the Swan by ericastwilight reviews
Edward is the retired right hand man for a mob boss, Charlie Swan. When asked to train a woman to help to protect herself and her daughter, he had no idea the trouble he'd find himself in. She's the boss's daughter. Can he keep his hands off?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 50 - Words: 205,748 - Reviews: 6526 - Favs: 5,394 - Follows: 3,950 - Updated: 1/10/2013 - Published: 5/3/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Business Casual by WhatsMyNomDePlume reviews
The lines between boss and employee, human and immortal, hero and damsel, coworker and lover, and right and wrong are about to become very blurry for Edward and Bella. Comedy/Romance/Drama
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 26,839 - Reviews: 2857 - Favs: 2,881 - Follows: 1,852 - Updated: 12/21/2012 - Published: 11/13/2012 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Dusty by YellowBella reviews
She loves him. He loves her crazy. She's a hopeless romantic. He's just hopeless. She's afraid to let go. He won't let her. A story about a silly girl in love with a foolish boy. Here, forever is a lie. TeamBella23 - the realist and YellowGlue - the poet
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 38 - Words: 409,514 - Reviews: 8491 - Favs: 5,404 - Follows: 4,421 - Updated: 12/20/2012 - Published: 12/21/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Dark Goddess: E&B Version by Lissa Bryan reviews
A free-spirited archaeologist & a shy, absent-minded genius find a 500 year old vampire who thinks she's a goddess. They're try to sneak back to the US, teach her about the modern world, and trying very, very hard not to fall in love with the Dark Goddess. OOC/AU/Rated M
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 33 - Words: 154,588 - Reviews: 2955 - Favs: 2,174 - Follows: 1,469 - Updated: 11/24/2012 - Published: 3/28/2012 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Que Sera, Sera by Livie79 reviews
Isabella's life was nothing more than a series of unfortunate events since the day she was born. For her, monsters are real, love is the fantasy, and fate is a cruel mistress. The future's not ours, to see...what will be, will be. AH ExB
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 13 - Words: 45,174 - Reviews: 1550 - Favs: 658 - Follows: 479 - Updated: 10/31/2012 - Published: 10/19/2012 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Outbound by aftrnoondlight reviews
Two beautiful souls humbly traveling life's lonely path, until fate suddenly shows her hand. Will Edward and Bella surrender willingly... A tender, romantic tale of love and life in the clouds.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 47,508 - Reviews: 3233 - Favs: 3,316 - Follows: 2,043 - Updated: 10/31/2012 - Published: 7/31/2011 - Edward, Bella - Complete
The Real Life of E A Masen by Vancouver-Canuck-Girl reviews
Edward Cullen - to most, he's a boring book editor but he's really an elusive romance novelist with an erotic flair. When he's not writing porn, I mean romance, he's just a guy who's married to his high school sweetheart and father of three teens. This funny, romantic, sweet Daddyward will make you laugh and cry. (Bonus: A Jake you'll love, too)
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 40 - Words: 209,495 - Reviews: 4334 - Favs: 3,131 - Follows: 1,613 - Updated: 10/23/2012 - Published: 4/24/2012 - Bella, Edward - Complete
On a Limb by BelieveItOrNot reviews
What happens when you find your first boyfriend at eleven? Can it last forever? That was how old I was when I first met Edward. We met in a tree. A bi-yearly journey through the relationship of a girl and boy who might be meant to be. AH, Bella/Edward
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 21,646 - Reviews: 465 - Favs: 751 - Follows: 475 - Updated: 9/28/2012 - Published: 9/8/2012 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Best I Ever Had by WhatsMyNomDePlume reviews
Sex between friends complicates everything. Bella knows this. But she has no idea how much more Edward is going to complicate things.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 64,919 - Reviews: 7712 - Favs: 12,410 - Follows: 6,350 - Updated: 6/25/2012 - Published: 2/17/2011 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Gull to the Wind by ineedyoursway reviews
All-consuming, irreversible love. Edward, 25, frontman of band The Masens, falls hard.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,187 - Reviews: 301 - Favs: 388 - Follows: 618 - Updated: 6/16/2012 - Published: 6/3/2011 - Edward, Bella
bound for glory by wtvoc reviews
A new fic by jandco & withthevampsofcourse- A ridiculous tale of accidental misdemeanors, felonies, past affairs and six kids on the run from life. Not necessarily realistic, but AH anyway.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 18 - Words: 65,478 - Reviews: 1332 - Favs: 844 - Follows: 1,078 - Updated: 5/9/2012 - Published: 12/3/2010
Waterloo by spanglemaker9 reviews
I was defeated; you won the war. But how could I ever refuse? I feel like I win when I lose. Bella hates Edward…maybe. Written for The Faithful Shipper's Abba One Shot Contest. AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 38,135 - Reviews: 657 - Favs: 1,397 - Follows: 348 - Updated: 4/12/2012 - Published: 4/2/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Conversations with My Killer by Oracle Vas reviews
To me, life was a heartbeat in time and a breath of air. Jasper showed me it was truth, justice, faith, love, and fear. He dared me to be different. He encouraged me to defy the rules of my world and create my own. And on my last day, he took it all.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 31 - Words: 193,610 - Reviews: 4928 - Favs: 2,496 - Follows: 2,441 - Updated: 4/3/2012 - Published: 7/13/2010 - Bella, Jasper
The Fallout by OCDindeed reviews
March 16/06 the world the Cullens knew ended. Faith, hope & love are powerful things. Edward finds out how powerful they are when he loses the one person who made his life worth living. Not just an E/B story. Entire Cullen clan is here, each with their own hardships. Set during a post-apocalyptic nuclear war. NM/AU
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 39 - Words: 325,290 - Reviews: 6896 - Favs: 5,093 - Follows: 3,436 - Updated: 3/24/2012 - Published: 3/24/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Boys with Girlfriends by audreyii-fic reviews
A boy gets dumped by a vampire and a wolfgirl tries to cheer him up. A genderswap rewrite of New Moon and Eclipse.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 35,174 - Reviews: 419 - Favs: 480 - Follows: 198 - Updated: 2/22/2012 - Published: 1/15/2012 - Jacob, Bella - Complete
Firefly in Summer by primarycolors reviews
Edward finds himself back in the little beach town of his childhood when he inherits the local bar from his uncle. The elusive, pretty girl next door has killer legs, a sketchbook and secrets that are slowly eating her alive.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 47 - Words: 188,377 - Reviews: 10045 - Favs: 7,851 - Follows: 4,677 - Updated: 2/19/2012 - Published: 1/20/2011 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Sleep On The Floor by sexycereal reviews
He steals my coffee first, my virginity second and my heart third. College fluff. AH.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 36,679 - Reviews: 2868 - Favs: 5,554 - Follows: 3,840 - Updated: 12/24/2011 - Published: 8/11/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Negative Twenty and Falling by katinki reviews
COMPLETE O/S. Two weeks, a few cups of cocoa, a mountain of snow, a pair of mittens, and one Mr. Perfect-Gorgeous. I present to you: Skiward. Just a little bit of wintery fluff so that you don't think I'm always so doom and gloom. AH.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 20,666 - Reviews: 373 - Favs: 1,512 - Follows: 437 - Published: 12/13/2011 - Edward, Bella - Complete
The Ride of Your Life by Forever-Liz reviews
Bella has an amazing life as a teacher in paradise. She's doing all the things she loves: teaching, playing music, and Edward? Tattoos, and Choppers, and LEMONS! Oh, my! AH, OOC, LANGUAGE
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 28 - Words: 210,412 - Reviews: 1382 - Favs: 2,043 - Follows: 1,126 - Updated: 10/31/2011 - Published: 9/23/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Birthday by MaryElizabeth23 reviews
"My name is Bella Swan and I'm addicted to Coke." It's not what you're thinking ... it's much more ridiculous. Crack-fic. AH. B and E. Warning: May trigger bubble addictions.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,832 - Reviews: 93 - Favs: 141 - Follows: 47 - Published: 10/13/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Edward Cullen: Purse Snatcher by ericastwilight reviews
Edward is dared to do something stupid by his cousin Emmett. "Yeah, but do you think we should've told him that she's the police chief's daughter?" One stolen purse leads to so much more. E/B OOC-AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 91,439 - Reviews: 4017 - Favs: 3,580 - Follows: 2,554 - Updated: 9/13/2011 - Published: 8/22/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Different by Dancin'WithTearsInMyEyes reviews
I yelped as more pain shot up from my leg. "Sorry Bella," He murmered sadistically,"I'm only doing this as a favor." And at that moment, right as he went in for the kill, I knew exactlly who he was talking about. Bella hybrid story, full sumary inside.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 16,974 - Reviews: 173 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 110 - Updated: 9/4/2011 - Published: 6/22/2009 - Bella, Edward
A Rough Start by ItzMegan73 reviews
Overnight irresponsible Edward goes from bachelor to father of a 5 yr old. Meanwhile responsible, prepared Bella begins her first job as Kindergarten teacher at Forks Elementary. When irresponsible meets the epitome of responsible, sparks will fly!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 41 - Words: 253,554 - Reviews: 23347 - Favs: 16,549 - Follows: 11,139 - Updated: 8/31/2011 - Published: 8/20/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Gets Me So by Boys on Boards Contest reviews
Tidal waves they rip right through me. Tears from eyes worn cold and sad. Pick me up now. I need you so bad. Down, down, down, down. It gets me so..." lone wolf meets ghost. E/B AH OOC angst-love-entry for the Boys on Boards contest.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,518 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 10 - Published: 8/1/2011 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Red by 22blue reviews
Winner in the Beyond the Pale Contest. BxE, OOC, Rated M for mature themes and explicit content. "As she walked by, he imagined traces of her lipstick left on his neck… then his stomach and..."
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 48,465 - Reviews: 690 - Favs: 720 - Follows: 474 - Updated: 8/1/2011 - Published: 8/10/2010 - Edward, Bella - Complete
To Be Stabbed In The Front by forevergold reviews
A friend should be a master at guessing and keeping still." - Friedrich Nietzsche. It's all a facade: a girl searching,a stranger who doesn't know what she wants and a boy who is just trying to get out. In Forks, none of this seems possible. AH.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 88,357 - Reviews: 640 - Favs: 215 - Follows: 252 - Updated: 7/23/2011 - Published: 7/3/2009 - Bella - Complete
For When I'm Gone by Boys on Boards Contest reviews
Skateboards and growing up all in one summer!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,404 - Reviews: 155 - Favs: 319 - Follows: 109 - Published: 7/13/2011 - Edward, Bella
Paper CutOuts by twistedcoincidence reviews
Bella prefers the virtual to the actual, but feels herself being tugged from the safety of her online realm into the world of a rough edged Edward. This time she'll write her own story. Collab with astilbe13 AH/AU
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 34 - Words: 136,587 - Reviews: 10430 - Favs: 7,040 - Follows: 3,906 - Updated: 2/15/2011 - Published: 5/23/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Once More, With Feeling by WhatsMyNomDePlume reviews
Exes and co-workers Edward & Bella are sent to investigate the strange happenings in Forks, but they might drive each other crazy figuring out what's going on in the town. And between them. Humor/Romance.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 52,595 - Reviews: 1582 - Favs: 1,679 - Follows: 2,136 - Updated: 2/11/2011 - Published: 7/8/2010 - Bella, Edward
Elemental by TallulahBelle reviews
AU/AH: When the Swans return to their birthplace, Bella learns she is no ordinary teenager, and Forks is no ordinary town. Can she fulfill her destiny with the powerful Edward Cullen, or will the dark forces that threaten their families destroy them all?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 30 - Words: 189,571 - Reviews: 9651 - Favs: 10,467 - Follows: 5,431 - Updated: 2/8/2011 - Published: 7/23/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Hand in Glove by windycitywonder reviews
Bella had trouble finding much else that moved her more than music. What happens when she meets her version of perfection? AU/AH. OOC. Rated M for citrus cocktails and f-bombs.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 25,344 - Reviews: 417 - Favs: 609 - Follows: 743 - Updated: 2/7/2011 - Published: 9/22/2009 - Bella, Edward
BRONZE by mothlights reviews
Edward is a rebellious newborn lashing out at those who try to help him. At his wits' end, Carlisle asks Isabella, the woman who was once his mentor, to take Edward in until his bloodlust cools. ExB Very AU - COMPLETE (Russian translation link in profile)
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 72,714 - Reviews: 1762 - Favs: 2,566 - Follows: 1,061 - Updated: 1/11/2011 - Published: 10/11/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
15 Step by Jenny Jerkface reviews
17-year old Bella Swan moves to Forks after being abandoned by her mother. With music as her only friend and a penchant for trouble, Bella just wants to be left alone. Unfortunately, her behavior attracts the attention of hot tempered Edward Cullen.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 16 - Words: 77,617 - Reviews: 779 - Favs: 1,195 - Follows: 1,337 - Updated: 1/4/2011 - Published: 10/5/2009 - Bella, Edward
The Blessing and the Curse by The Black Arrow reviews
By pretending she is falling for Edward, Bella is fulfilling Esme's dying wish. But sexy, possessive Edward can read her mind. Will she ever get into his? Can Bella forget the pain of her teenage years, and can she resist his relentless seduction? AH.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 140,448 - Reviews: 14662 - Favs: 17,784 - Follows: 9,037 - Updated: 9/10/2010 - Published: 5/31/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
She Speaks Fear and Truth by ericastwilight reviews
She's haunted daily, but learns to deal with her gift, helping those in need. He hides behind his opinions ,seeking closure, barely living. When their worlds collide can they help each other. A story of loss, love and betrayal with a supernatural twist.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 14 - Words: 44,716 - Reviews: 2015 - Favs: 1,551 - Follows: 876 - Updated: 9/4/2010 - Published: 10/10/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Duplicity and Love by tinaababy reviews
Can you fall in love in 10 days? Can you drive someone to the edge of insanity in 10 days? Based on How To Lose A Guy In Ten Days. E/B, AU/AH, Canon pairings.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 94,704 - Reviews: 189 - Favs: 291 - Follows: 168 - Updated: 7/24/2010 - Published: 8/31/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
To Be Woefully Lost by forevergold reviews
Outtakes of TBSITF. I recommend you read that before venturing into this. Told in various POVs.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,751 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 7/20/2010 - Published: 3/11/2010
Summer of Salt by lola-pops reviews
The heat wave lingers. Sweet, savory and slick. Jasper, Rose and I wade through the humid days, content in our relative isolation. We spend June through August at our family lake property, and this summer is like any other. Until it's not.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 26 - Words: 88,646 - Reviews: 4750 - Favs: 6,364 - Follows: 2,309 - Updated: 7/5/2010 - Published: 12/18/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Piano Lessons by wtvoc reviews
Continuation of the original story by Bella-of-the-Ball, with permission, of course! AH. As a special birthday gift, one of Bella's students sets her up with free piano lessons, with a hidden agenda. temporarily on hiatus; thank you for your patience!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 75,995 - Reviews: 1998 - Favs: 1,809 - Follows: 2,157 - Updated: 6/29/2010 - Published: 11/5/2008 - Bella, Edward
Put a Ring On It by WhatsMyNomDePlume reviews
Edward keeps asking and Bella keeps saying the same thing. But he loves asking and well... she's starting to kind of like it, too. AH, B/E O/s for the Will You Marry Me contest.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,076 - Reviews: 534 - Favs: 1,480 - Follows: 308 - Updated: 4/29/2010 - Published: 2/3/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Becoming by ExploitingReality reviews
Bella is a normal teenage girl, with plans for a normal human life. But a trip to Italy changes everything; and now she's destined for so much more. Whether she wants it or not. Fairly Dark. Rate M for adult content
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 13,932 - Reviews: 119 - Favs: 121 - Follows: 166 - Updated: 2/27/2010 - Published: 1/26/2010 - Bella, Jasper
Maddening Discord by forevergold reviews
The world is spinning and wet, breathless with the labors of change. The air is gone--heart, sun, and sanity are missing. Why search, why bleed, if you can just stand here, drinking rain? Oneshot.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,767 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/5/2010 - Bella - Complete
Her Second Son by Min Daae reviews
Written for Yuletide 2009. Tersa always likes when Lucivar comes to visit. Written in somewhat fragmented Tersa-voice.
Black Jewels Trilogy - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,156 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/12/2010 - Complete
Broken Saints by Sinvisigoth reviews
Bella/Jasper. To what lengths will a mate go to save the other half of their soul? And to what lengths will the vampires go to help another immortal crush a darkness that threatens to turn the world of man in on itself? WILL NOT BE CONTINUED.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 5 - Words: 10,946 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 1/8/2010 - Published: 11/30/2009 - Bella, Jasper
The Dead Can't Testify by 4lettrwrd reviews
Familial bonds in the life of vampires begets fierce protection and absolute loyalty. Sometimes they must protect each other from themselves, and newcomers are not always welcome.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,324 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 12 - Published: 12/31/2009 - Bella, Jasper
Things Lucivar Does For Love by Min Daae reviews
Lucivar babysits for his favorite little niece, Arianna. And gets in a little deeper than he really meant to. He really is a sucker for little girls.
Black Jewels Trilogy - Rated: K - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 985 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/11/2009 - Complete
Masters of War by Heartless.Forever reviews
Isabella Swan was the nerdy girl in school who was constantly picked on by Edward Cullen and the rest of his group. When she moves back to Forks six years later with a backbone and confidence will she get vengeance or will the joke be on her. E/B AH.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 34,199 - Reviews: 446 - Favs: 405 - Follows: 546 - Updated: 10/29/2009 - Published: 9/19/2009 - Bella, Edward
Wings by In.a.blue.bathrobe reviews
For Elle.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,183 - Reviews: 510 - Favs: 632 - Follows: 124 - Published: 10/24/2009 - Complete
Delta of Mercury by In.a.blue.bathrobe reviews
Emmett contemplates Rosalie's silence, practical dreams and airplane peanuts. A short story with the Tropic kids for the Twilight Twenty-five Challenge.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 8,780 - Reviews: 1007 - Favs: 378 - Follows: 103 - Updated: 10/15/2009 - Published: 10/5/2009 - Complete
The Bunk Bed Diaries by AnaG reviews
Bella needs a roommate to share a pair of bunk beds with; Edward needs a place to stay. Will they turn into something more than caring voices in the dark? AU AH, a fluffy two-part one shot dedicated to Pipappear.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,036 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 275 - Follows: 76 - Updated: 10/7/2009 - Published: 9/23/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Officer Goodbody by Kambria Rain reviews
Fresh out of rehab, Nessie decides to reconnect with her big sister Bella. Staying out of trouble isn’t so easy, especially with a cop living next door. Companion piece to Bella Swan: Kidnapper. The missing moments of Jake and Nessie.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 38,572 - Reviews: 2045 - Favs: 2,396 - Follows: 686 - Updated: 8/28/2009 - Published: 7/20/2009 - Renesmee C./Nessie, Jacob - Complete
Get Me to You by Chicklette reviews
Winner of Winter 2010 Indie! Pet names and Pop Tarts. Sunday mornings with Etta and Ella. Cibola. Candymouth. You finally realize the truth. What if it's too late? M for drinking, drug use, sex and effing language. ExBxJxAxEm/POV, AH, OOC.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 36,522 - Reviews: 960 - Favs: 1,550 - Follows: 372 - Updated: 8/19/2009 - Published: 7/27/2009 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
The Doll House by Kambria Rain reviews
We were all going to die. I used to be an optimistic person, but that went out the window as soon as the hot mountain man decided we were going to hunt the hunters. AH. Warning: So far, there are minor character deaths, and Edward's a little scary.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Horror/Mystery - Chapters: 15 - Words: 43,019 - Reviews: 1368 - Favs: 1,750 - Follows: 537 - Updated: 7/15/2009 - Published: 5/15/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Bella Swan: Kidnapper by Kambria Rain reviews
Um. Hi. I don’t really know how to say this, but I have your kids with me, and I was thinking maybe you would like them back. So yeah… call me.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 23 - Words: 74,736 - Reviews: 9457 - Favs: 18,204 - Follows: 4,085 - Updated: 6/27/2009 - Published: 5/15/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Innocent Until Proven Guilty by Loony About Life reviews
Nessie has some friends over, and they head downstairs for something to eat after dinner. They hear something... Read, I think it's funny.I wasn't sure what it's rated, though..
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 914 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 10 - Published: 3/6/2009 - Bella, Renesmee C./Nessie - Complete
I like bears by Alice laughed reviews
Emmett in 200 words. I just couldn't leave him alone. I might add other subjects in the future.
Twilight - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 466 - Favs: 441 - Follows: 64 - Published: 11/2/2007