Welcome to my profile Minna-san! I'm not really sure if people would still bother reading about me, but heck, I'd still write.

I'm Erlene and I'm 15 years old. Studying in some University here in my prefecture, and I belong to the chess club! Banzai! I finally said it. I'm always proud to proclaim to the world how much I love chess, just shy to announce it. [get it?] I also like to read and WRITE stories. It is my passion, well, next to chess that is. There is just one genre I love to read and write: YAOI

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I'm you know, embarrass, to write it in my profile. I mean, who wouldn't? If my dad much less my mom know that I'm reading and writing YAOI, they would so kill me. Sometimes, I want to scream out of frustration sometimes. No one seems to relate with me here in this household, I'm just glad this site is built for yaoi readers. Now, I made a bunch of stories, just listed below and they are NOT yaois. Once again, I acknowledge my cowardice regarding matter but finally, I came out of the closet.

[hey, what am I? Gay?]

That's why starting from this moment on, I made it my resolution to write rated M stories particularly Naruto and Harry Potter. These two are on the top of my list. But I think Naruto would be my number 1. So, here goes. You'll only be reading yaoi in this profile from this moment on, nothing else.

likes: yaoi, books, badminton, basketball, volleyball, tennis, spaghetti, boxing, mangas, internet surfing, writing stories, drawing animes, making friends with girls, chatting about yaois, korean movies, animes,

dislikes: homopohobic person, someone who can't appreciate literature, messy things, tardy person and hypocrites

I want to share to you all how I think about my stories and my opinions about them:

*HANA YORI DANGO II: this is my first story and is by far the only story I've gotten over 10 chapters and it was hard. And for the first time in my life, Ive realized that good reviews can get you going. Damn, I still remember my first review. I was proud of my work for one despite the errors both grammatically and spelling. The plot was also good, for me that is. I had so much fun writing about the characters and the way their relationship bloomed into romance. Especially Yuuki. I really like her. I'm sure anyone whose in love with somebody would like to be loved back and I tried to emphasize this point in the story. So I hope you enjoy reading it if you did. :)))

*BONDED: I don't know what to write about this one. I was inspired when I wrote the first chapter but after the second chap, I was uninterested to continue. Maybe it's because I already had the settings planned out till the end that it didn't spice me out anymore. I had so much planned out for both Draco and Harry and I enjoyed being with them even though its only in the domain of my imagination.

*PRECIOUS SOMEONE: I really want to continue this story! When the idea first came to me to write about Iruka and Kakashi being fluffy with each other, I was enthralled. I wanted to mold their relationship from companionship, to friendship until it would come to the point where they can't live without each other. Many things are soon to come and luckily, if I don't find it bothersome, I would update this week. I want to read reviews that they liked my first KakaIru fic and I can't wait for it!

*NEVER ENDING DREAMS: I am a huge fan of eyeshield 21 since I finished both the manga and the anime. I was really depressed when I learned that there aren't that many who would write about the Manga. tsk. They should try. It's nice.

*HIKARU NO GO spin off: I really love Hikaru no go! so so much. I guess that's what happened when one finish reading the manga. I intended for it to be longer but I soon realized it would be better if I make it a oneshot.

JOURNAL # 1

I really hate being sick. I'm inside the hospital for almost three weeks already and I am bored till death. Yeah, the laptop is here but I still miss my home. especially my dad. I really miss him. Anyway, TV is pretty much all I got. Most of the times its either my mom or sister who uses the laptop.

Back to my boring hospital life. I have been into some serious thinking, about school in particular. I really miss my friends, my teachers and my chess mates, oh, also my crush. You see, reading too much fanfics and stories and mangas can really get your imagination working. It made me ask questions to myself like "What if my crush likes me back" or "What if I graduated valedictorian in class?". Then again I thought "Yeah, right. Like that will happen."

*sigh*~~~~~

Sometimes, it's good to just write about yourself than writing stories about your favorite characters. You're writing the things you want to happen but on the other hand, you also know its far from happening. I don't know with you guys but that's how I feel when I'm writing my stories. I keep trying to make my character me. Many times a night I fail to sleep soundly thinking about my dream guy doing those romantic things I write about. But who am I kidding? Reality and dreams are two different things. I guess there are just people who are lucky enough to posses those God-given qualities.

As for people or to be exact, girls like me, whose only escape in this cruel fated world is writing, I salute you. Being like me is hard. So hard it kills me. Many are more fortunate than I am and I envy them. Then again folks, I could be luckier compared to others.

Whhhheeeewwwwww! look at that. From me being in the hospital to my crush then to me being emotional. I sure wrote a lot of things. Anyway, to everyone who will accidentally read my so called 'journal' which I am sure will not, I hope I inspired you to be more expressive than usual. It is my goal to share my life with those with the same feelings as I have. So, till the next time I write my "Journal # 2", I have to say ciao for now. So, Ciao! Bye!

months since I last updated my profile..Anyways, ever heard of the girl who leapt through time?

-dang! that was one, very sad story..It left me feeling unpleasant. I tried writing a fanfic, probably to alter it's ending..but I can't find any loopholes! I can't find any to make them meet again in the future! It's not literally possible.. Makoto(female protagonist) couldn't meet up with Chiaki! I really hate it..

i mean isn't fanfic supposed to be something you write in order to alter the ending of the story? Well, This anime is one where you can't. Another ironic thing that made me feel downright low was that Makoto didn't got to confess especially when there was no chance to have the two of them meet again. it sure suits the theme "time waits for no one".

Now, it made me regret reading and watching it..*sigh*