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Joined 06-14-09, id: 1969863, Profile Updated: 06-26-15
Author has written 15 stories for Death Note.

Hi,

Here's something to bear in mind: most of my stories are rated M only because there is no higher raiting available. There are all kinds of angsty gay sex in there because I refuse to censor myself and that's not going to change. So, if you're not in to that kind of stuff then please move along but if you are, I'm happy to have you here. I would love to hear from you.

- H.

2015.06.26 - update:
I realize it's been over 2 and a half years since I was last on here. A lot of things have changed, a lot of things have not. I'm not going to make promises I can't keep but, if everything go as planned, there will be updates. I sincerely hope so because good god I have missed this.

"Imagine being remembered for a thousand years. The things you did when you were alive reaching across time and touching the lives of people not yet born. That's a dream. That's why people write books, start religions, find cures, run for persident. But me? I don't want to be a great man. I don't care if I'm remebered for the next thousand years. All I ask is if we pass on the street, notice me."

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Polyjuice Pastime by Cheryl Dyson reviews
The Polyjuice story that began with a bored Harry and now just won't quit. I wrote this for myself as a present for having 1000 pageviews on DeviantArt and I'm supposed to write myself a sequel every year for my birthday, although I'm a bit behind now. This fic contains MATURE adult content. So much YES.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 24,405 - Reviews: 757 - Favs: 1,122 - Follows: 1,223 - Updated: 3/16/2013 - Published: 8/9/2007 - Harry P., Draco M.
Anger Management by Jad fic reviews
Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy locked up alone in Grimmauld Place was just asking for trouble. As far as everyone else is concerned, it was bound to happen eventually; Creevey's thrilled, and Snape's not pleased.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,427 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 216 - Follows: 21 - Published: 9/23/2012 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
Harry Potter and the Strange Case of the Snuggling by Mebina Sobriquet reviews
Harry keeps awaking wrapped around Draco, who does Not Do Cuddling with all the extra seriousness the capitalisation awards. Cracky schmoop ensues.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,309 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 220 - Follows: 21 - Published: 6/4/2012 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
Sweet Dreams by Mebina Sobriquet reviews
Sam has pictured this moment, of course he has, but somehow never quite like this. He's pictured dying for something, for someone, dying next to Dean or because of him. Sam's nightmare is brushed away by Dean, even when it reveals a part of Sammy a little too much...
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,101 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/4/2012 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
PITCH by uberneko-zero reviews
L is a reclusive detective who takes his job seriously. Too seriously, in fact. Once he takes note of how neglected and stagnant his life truly is, he decides to make some changes. Challenges arise through an unanticipated meeting. AU
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 257,928 - Reviews: 826 - Favs: 623 - Follows: 386 - Updated: 12/26/2011 - Published: 6/21/2009 - L, Light Y. - Complete
White Lies by Paper Ann reviews
What do you do when the person you fall in love with has no intention of commitment? Raito/L, AU
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 52,155 - Reviews: 108 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 10/23/2011 - Published: 10/11/2010 - Light Y., L
Distraction by aleatoric pasquinade reviews
L and Light are both childish and hate to lose, willing to turn anything into a challenge. Sex is certainly no exemption to this. AU LxLight. Smutty series.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 12,204 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 6/2/2011 - Published: 5/23/2011 - L, Light Y.
Sprained by aleatoric pasquinade reviews
L has sprained his ankle. Luckily for him, he has a sexy boyfriend anxious to take care of him. A very devious and sneaky sexy boyfriend. AU LxLight. Fluffish PWP. Enjoy.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 12,958 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 223 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 4/14/2011 - Published: 4/7/2011 - Light Y., L - Complete
Change of Circumstances by wordbombs reviews
Sometimes all happiness takes is a change of circumstances. L/Light, fluffly lemon meringue AU one-shot. Answers- What if Light was a Wammy?
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,351 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 273 - Follows: 47 - Published: 1/31/2011 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Ode to Light by icywarm reviews
And as I lay there, i realized all too late my mistakes. I closed my eyes for the final time, and went to MU nothingness .
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,291 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/21/2011 - Light Y., L - Complete
Shinigami of the Past - ON HIATUS by AoUsagi reviews
L said he never had parents, so what was his childhood really like? What motivated him to take on the world as he does? This is L's story.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Supernatural - Chapters: 12 - Words: 24,750 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 12/31/2010 - Published: 7/28/2010 - L, Watari
Never Never Never by Osiris's Consort reviews
Black black black eyes that are as black as the cover of the Note and your eyes will dissolve me and eat me alive and there's not a bit of emotion in those eyes or that voice when you lean over me and mutter: "You never won." Light/L randomness.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,565 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 36 - Published: 8/26/2010 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Distracting L by NinjaKipz reviews
Just practicing my lemon skills. Please check it out and leave some feedback ! LxLight , slightly OOC? and maybe PWP. Summary: L is working too much. Well, that's what his Light-kun thinks. So, Light decides to distract the detective in a rather racy way
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,353 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 109 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/18/2010 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Conflict of Interest by AthenaAlpha reviews
Sometimes L wishes they could go back to how it was before, when it was just the two of them. AU.L/Light
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,526 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 9 - Published: 2/14/2010 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Blind Obedience by corriandar reviews
B is simply a toy to L, something he can use to satisfy his own cravings and desires, but if B knows this, why does he still allow it? Yaoi. Non-graphic.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,259 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/21/2010 - L, BB - Complete
The Haunting by ErmengardeSecret reviews
L is dead, within 6 feet of soil, but that dirt remembers when the murderer's fingers dug into it; it remembers that skin. It remembers Light Yagami. At night something rises, to find that man; his obsession. LightxghostieL
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 7,951 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 11/11/2009 - Published: 12/31/2008 - L, Light Y. - Complete
The Lost Chapter by NINJA-RENKA reviews
Denied Heaven or Hell, what really happens to one that uses a Death Note after they die? This is the lost chapter of the Death Note manga that follows Light after he dies on January 28th 2010. . . with a lemon twist. Light/L
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,840 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 92 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/7/2009 - Light Y., L - Complete
For the Price of Looking by Serria reviews
Light thinks he would be able to see L even if he ripped out his eyes himself. L/Light, yaoi, blindfolds.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,134 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/17/2009 - Light Y., L - Complete
Lapse by Laimielle reviews
Light discovers that L could be, and actually is, more bizarre than he'd orignally thought. LightxL. AU. Basically PWP. I changed the lame title to another equally lame one.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,037 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 110 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/7/2009 - Light Y., L - Complete
The King Is Dead by Bialy reviews
It’s a power play. That’s how it begun, and that's how it is now, in the claustrophobic heat of their shared room, as they press together in the semi-shadows. L/Light. M. Smut. Some spoilers.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,561 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/29/2008 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Seduction by MiaoShou reviews
When Raito finds himself chained to L, he expects the manipulative detective to do everything he can to prove he's Kira. But what else does L want from Raito? Yaoi, PWP, LxLight.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 27,771 - Reviews: 196 - Favs: 396 - Follows: 120 - Updated: 12/22/2008 - Published: 8/9/2008 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Mama by shizuke reviews
LRaito, Ryuuzaki never knew his mother. But writing to her never hurt.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,356 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/1/2008 - L - Complete
Bath Time by MiyakoHasegawa reviews
The English version of my first Death Note fanfic. Light x L slash. The title says it all. Let's take a look, shall we?
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,122 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 12 - Published: 6/15/2007 - Light Y., L - Complete
Hire Wire by Candle Beck reviews
Slash, SamDean
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,585 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 189 - Follows: 16 - Published: 6/8/2006 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Dreams by venenatus.venustas reviews
**WARNING** SLASH - Completed AU - Harry is getting more and more enchanted by sleep, and soon forgets to live as, instead, he begins to live in his dreams.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,971 - Reviews: 76 - Favs: 126 - Follows: 15 - Published: 11/30/2002 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
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Healing Him reviews
AU, un-BETAd. "This is the only solution." When Light starts showing signs of a psychological unease, L admits him to a closed care wing of a hospital to help him get better. Rated for mature themes that deals with psychological disordes and implied sex.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 27 - Words: 40,513 - Reviews: 96 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 7/18 - Published: 4/13/2011 - Light Y., L
Semblance of Dualism reviews
He takes a step towards him then, standing so close now he can hear him breathe. He raises one hand and lays it to rest lightly against L's neck, fingers playing thoughtfully with the hem of his shirt. L turns his head a studies him, but his face gives nothing away. RATED M, BECAUSE, SEX.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,403 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/22
Notion reviews
Rated for implied sex. "I'm saturated with poison, my blood is black and contagious."
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/24/2011 - Light Y. - Complete
A Little Death Around His Eyes reviews
A short sort-of-poem about Beyond Birthday and his life until the begining of the The Los Angeles BB Murder Cases. "Eyes glaring evil red when the world and the people in it becomes nothing but numbers counting down".
Death Note - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/13/2011 - BB
Silent Shout reviews
Rated to be safe. "Both prodigies' breathing ceases immediately when two pairs of lips touch involuntarily." COMPLETE
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 11,790 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 1/23/2011 - Published: 3/5/2010 - Light Y., L - Complete
Automatic Stop reviews
Rated to be safe. "He wants out, but for some reason he just can't help himself." Not BETA'd.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,130 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/20/2010 - L, Light Y. - Complete
I Killed You, Dearest reviews
Rated for implied violence. "He places soft kisses on softer skin, lingering around smooth lips and pale neck." AU.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 585 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/19/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Another Dead Angle reviews
Rated to be safe; sexual activities between men, though nothing too graphic. "He puts on a constant indifferent face to match his apparent indifferent attitude because caring about all the things he really does care about is too painful." Name spoiler.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,159 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 10 - Published: 8/6/2010 - Matt, Mello - Complete
His Blood in My Veins reviews
Rated for violence, blood and sex between men. "Now it's his breath that hitches, as the cold metal is pressed to the palm of his hand. 'Bleed for me,' he pleas quietly, and cuts his skin open." LxLight or LightxL, whichever floats your boat.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,148 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/17/2010 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Eru no Kabe reviews
After killing L, Light begins to confine in his now dead nemesis through a series of letters written on the wall in his old room. As time pass, he begins to suffer the consequences of his actions. REWRITTEN, most typos now corrected.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 4,438 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/15/2010 - Light Y. - Complete
We ran out of Time reviews
I kiss his collarbone with trembling lips, the salt of his sweat mixing with the taste of my tears. If only I could show him how much he means to me." LightxL one-shot, L's point of view and rated M for a reason. No happy ending.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,576 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/4/2009 - L, Light Y. - Complete
Birthday Wishes reviews
It's L's birthday, and Light has a present for him. Hints of love, but nothing graphic. Just a sweet one-shot, really.
Death Note - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,777 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/31/2009 - L, Light Y.
Heal My Hurt reviews
I just want him to say that he loves me, too. It doesn’t matter if he means it or not. I just want him to say it." One-shot, Light's point of view. Not a happy ending. Rated M for a reason.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,630 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/26/2009 - Light Y., L - Complete
I will Save You from Everything reviews
Light loves L. He believes that he can save his love from suffering by killing him, and that this is the best thing to do. One-shot.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,193 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/26/2009 - Light Y., L - Complete
Feelings Within reviews
L remembering moments with Light as he is dying. One-shot. Slight sexual content, hence why it's rated M. Spoiler and character death.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,876 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/21/2009 - L, Light Y. - Complete