To quote Radiohead:

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I feel kinda like a voyeur here, looking through a keyhole into a private women's club, or something. But...I am hooked like the rest of you gals. After reading the books, I wanted more. I found more here on FF by sheer dumb luck in late 2008. Still totally addicted.