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Author has written 8 stories for Twilight, and Star Wars.

I am putting “The Problem” on hiatus for now. I hope to finish it sometime in the near future, but I’ve decided to focus on “The Lady and the Monster”. To be honest, it’s really hard to put work into writing something that gets very few reviews for the amount of readers it has. I apologize for those 2-4 people who read and review every chapter.

“The Lady and the Monster” will always be updated first on Ao3.


After one of my best friends died four years ago, and other personal problems. I quit everything in the fandom, I couldn't deal with anything in real life, much less my fan fiction life. I am slowly starting to read and write again and find joy in it.



I'm on tumblr and haven't a clue how to use it. I'll post sneak peaks of "The Problem" and “The Lady and the Monster” there..


~A Little Background Info~

Before I pulled my stories, Hold On took me 18 months to write and had over 1,500 reviews; and The First Time took over a year to write and had over 900. Here are some of the reviews and recs my stories got many moons ago. Most of these sites don't exist anymore and some of these writers have moved on to other endeavors, but I'm a proud to have been apart of this fandom with some really amazing people. Some of the best writers I’ve read are in fan fiction. I haven't put all my stories and one-shots back up, but I will eventually.

Recs on Twific Blogs

The First Time was rec'd on The Fictionators by LJ Summers.

My one-shot Water and Regret was also rec'd on the Perv Pack Smut Shack Blog.

Hold On:

Rec'd on The Edge Girls, MisFics, and For the Love of a Writer

Won Third place in the All-Human Twilight Awards in two categories (Fanfiction That Had You Hooked for Drama & Best Fanfiction of the Year so far)

Won FIRST place in the Howling Wolf Award Category in the Howling Wold Awards.

Won SECOND place in the Underling Catergory in the Howling Wolf Awards.

Awesome Clue Banner for Hold On for TwiFicTrivia on Twitter.

Meeting Rose is my outtake from Hold On documenting what happened the night Rosalie met Emmett. It’s on Archive of Our Own because it’s really explicit. (https://) archiveofourown (dot) org/works/14713322

The First Time:

Won Best Lemon, Admin Pick, and Best Jacob/Nessie in the Gem Awards.

The banner for TFT won for best banner. DazzledbyJake is the genious banner maker!

The First Time was rec'd on Twilighted Muses by Queen Bianca aka Bforqueen, PhaseFics by Miss Bratt, andTwilightAwards by IAmKate.

One Shots

Water and Regret won 1st place in the Quileute Re-Pair Challenge

“The Cross I Bear” won a Judge's Pick for the Team SOB's Rain Scene Challenge

“I Choose You” won 2nd place in popular vote in the After Your Heart Stops Beating Contest.

Pictures of Us was rec'd by MellyB6 on MisFics.

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Riding In Cars With Boys by Kelly Quit Lollygagging reviews
Party animal by night, good girl by day. What happens when these two ways cross paths for Renesmee and Jacob is no longer there for her? JxR AH Adult themes. Rated M for that reason.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 8 - Words: 23,884 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 6/23 - Published: 9/18/2009 - Jacob, Renesmee C./Nessie
Get Physical by TwilightCakes reviews
Peeta has hit rock bottom, but makes the most important choice of all - to change his life. He falls hard for the beautiful girl assigned help him, but he's been burned too many times to expect her to notice him that way. That path to change is a slow, difficult journey. He quickly learns that he must first love himself before he can ever expect her to.
Hunger Games - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 44,163 - Reviews: 451 - Favs: 150 - Follows: 343 - Updated: 6/7 - Published: 4/1/2017 - Katniss E., Peeta M.
Life In Technicolor by Pemberly Rose reviews
A Jacob and Renesmee story. Renesmee has had a very blessed life. Friends, family, and is constantly surrounded by love. Now she's 16 years old and has grown tired of just being the odd girl out in a family of couples. Full summary inside .
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 35 - Words: 366,487 - Reviews: 704 - Favs: 432 - Follows: 366 - Updated: 4/10 - Published: 11/23/2009 - Renesmee C./Nessie, Jacob
Red by SheeWolf85 reviews
Renesmee is on a journey to find information about her mother and her abilities. Along the way, she comes across a species she's heard many warnings about. Who knew half-vampires and werewolves could become such good friends? AU where Bella is not Ness' mom, Cullens and wolves are very different, but the treaty still stands. J/N sorta, T to be safe
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 16,818 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 3/17 - Published: 1/20 - Jacob, Renesmee C./Nessie
Renegade Runaway by Ayla-Capulet reviews
Renesmee was killed in the last fight, or at least that's what they all thought. Years later Jacob tries to move on, now a Deputy Sheriff. His world gets turned upside down when the dispatcher sends him to the Cullen Mansion. Renesmee turned in a beautiful Vixen thirsty for Cullen blood. The quest to catch this Renegade Runaway and bring her home begins.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 32 - Words: 101,079 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 2/12 - Published: 9/20/2017 - Jacob, Renesmee C./Nessie - Complete
Bound by Blood - Part One: The Seduction Of Jacob Black by Sexysiren1981 reviews
AU Post Breaking Dawn, Canon, Renesme is growing up and she can't understand why she is so drawn to Jacob. He is her best friend, her protector and much more. Is there more to their story than she has been told? Jacob/Renesme
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 11,301 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 9/17/2017 - Published: 7/8/2016 - Jacob, Renesmee C./Nessie
It Will Make or Break Us by willowfaust reviews
"What kind of bargain," the wolf asked eyeing the shot glass with mistrust. He had gotten the letter in the mail this morning asking him to meet the vamp here this evening and asking him not to tell his pack mates. That made him uneasy about the whole situation to start with. But letter said there was a good reason."I have a business proposal for you Mr. Black." Very AU
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 54,589 - Reviews: 93 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 9/11/2017 - Published: 12/29/2013 - [Edward, Leah] [Jacob, Renesmee C./Nessie]
Renesmee's Forever: All Grown Up by FunSizedAuthor reviews
Wedding, babies and love. Renesmee wants it all and more with Jacob, and she can almost have it... but she's Bella & Edward Cullen's daughter, so it was never going to be that easy. Set a few years after Breaking Dawn, the Cullen's are living happily now that Jake and Ness are married but as new secrets about the supernatural world are uncovered, new challenges arise in Forks, WA
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 17 - Words: 39,489 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 8/4/2017 - Published: 6/25/2017 - [Jacob, Renesmee C./Nessie] [Bella, Edward]
Fighting Fate by teamrenesmee88 reviews
Nessie Cullen is not a little kid anymore. Suddenly she has an interest in high school parties, drinking and... Jacob Black. She begins to realize that it is impossible to just be friends with Jacob anymore, and an emotional rollercoaster of a romance begins. What could possibly go wrong?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 24 - Words: 172,062 - Reviews: 216 - Favs: 104 - Follows: 132 - Updated: 7/9/2017 - Published: 5/3/2016 - Jacob, Renesmee C./Nessie
A Measure of Grace by Saritadreaming reviews
A virus sweeps over the earth, killing man and man's best friend. For the few survivors, the nightmare is just beginning. Who set the virus free, and how far will the remains of the government go to find a cure? An innocent girl, a fiercely loyal dog, a jaded man with a past. Can they survive this new world and its secrets? E/B, AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 51 - Words: 182,653 - Reviews: 2763 - Favs: 1,028 - Follows: 1,507 - Updated: 9/1/2016 - Published: 4/7/2014 - Bella, Edward, Alice, Jasper
Light and Dark by anita11 reviews
Jacob is taken hostage by a vengeful vixen that turns out to be his imprint! A dark twist on what could have happened if Jacob never met Nessie mixed with a little bit of Stockholm syndrome. AU. Rated M. Very mature content! ADULTS ONLY PLEASE!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 14 - Words: 28,590 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 9/29/2015 - Published: 9/28/2015 - Jacob, Renesmee C./Nessie - Complete
Hot Blooded Need by MarinaNamaste reviews
For seven long years, Jacob never knew about Nessie. She's an adult now and is finally leaving the vamp nest and spreading her wings. Jake is a very different, hurt, angry, alpha wolf trying to forget his old best friend. What happens when they meet by chance at a frat party? Sweat and blood and hormones prevail. She isn't daddies little girl any more. She is his. COMPLETE.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 67,474 - Reviews: 137 - Favs: 186 - Follows: 113 - Updated: 9/26/2015 - Published: 3/1/2014 - [Jacob, Renesmee C./Nessie] - Complete
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Hold On reviews
From different worlds, Jacob & Nessie find each other despite the dire consequences that'll ensue if they continue their affair. Will his past & her sheltered life find a love that lasts, or will family secrets destroy it? AH (A grown-up Ness and Jacob story)
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 30 - Words: 155,317 - Reviews: 69 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 6/23 - Published: 4/11 - Bella, Edward, Jacob, Renesmee C./Nessie
The Lady and the Monster reviews
Rey, a VP at Skywalker Enterprises, takes her job seriously and rarely has any fun, or that's what Kylo Ren tells her. He's the VP on the tenth floor who has given up on her, having asked her out more than he cares to admit. What happens at the city's annual masquerade gala when the two meet and take on other personas? AH Drabble from tumblr prompt
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 23,209 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 6/23 - Published: 5/26 - Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo
The First Time reviews
This story begins shortly after Breaking Dawn but has Jacob leaving once he finds out that Bella is going to marry Edward. He doesn't imprint on a baby girl and hasn't seen Bella in twenty years. Here's my version of Jacob meeting Renesmee and what happens next...
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 54,898 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 6/11 - Published: 4/30 - Jacob, Renesmee C./Nessie
The Problem reviews
Ness just turned 18 & has been in love with Jacob for a while, but there's a problem-he doesn't know she exists...or does he? Her best friend thinks she has a virginity problem & reminds Ness of it often. Add in a crazy mom who doesn't act her age & a small town who loves gossip & there will be drama. Then there's Jacob in the middle of it all. (Edward in later chapt.) AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 33,074 - Reviews: 71 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 6/4 - Published: 4/11 - Bella, Edward, Jacob, Renesmee C./Nessie
Pictures of Us reviews
Jacob and Bella are married and have a little girl who loves to look at the family photo album and asks lots of questions. Fluffiest of the fluff :)
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,899 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 6 - Published: 5/30 - Bella, Jacob - Complete
I Choose You reviews
Bella reflects on the moment she realized that she loved Jacob Black, but does he still want her?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,717 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 5 - Published: 5/30 - Bella, Jacob - Complete
Water and Regret reviews
A one-shot of waiting too late to tell someone that you love them.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,876 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/30 - Angela, Jacob - Complete
The Cross I Bear reviews
What happens to Leah after Sam leaves her for Emily? This is a one-shot from Leah's perspective. Judge's Pick for the "The Rain Scene Challenge" by Team SOB.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,269 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/7