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Joined 07-09-09, id: 2001392, Profile Updated: 07-17-12
Author has written 10 stories for Harry Potter, Supernatural, and His Dark Materials.

Please be warned that I am not proud of my earlier stories. They only reason I'm keeping them here is to show my progress as a writer. And I might revise them in the future. These stories include Amulet Heirloom, The Truth About Tom Riddle, and Of Potters and Weasleys. I would recommend that you didn't read them. If you do choose to read them, please do not judge my writing based on it. You have been warned.

I loved to write and all I wanted to be when I was younger was a writer. I find it difficult to finish stories I write. What happens is I run out of motivation and I lose interest, which is why I need reviews. I strongly dislike Stephanie Meyer and her take on vampires (I mean come on, sparkly?!). I also strongly dislike fangirls who think Edward is romantic, not creepy. He's just fucking creepy!

I finally finished the Queen of the Damned. Now I just need to save up and buy the next book. For the record, they are amazing novels. If you haven't read them, I seriously recommend you do.

I love the show Supernatural and my favourite part is Castiel. I think my love for Supernatural has taken a scary turn; I'm officially addicted. Seriously, I just watched the entire five seasons in a week. One week.

I'm so excited for season 8! Hopefully we'll get some canon Destiel ;).

I have a LiveJournal account, my username is nyx_010, so if you want to visit it, go ahead!

I'm also on Tumblr. Because FanFiction.Net is full of link Nazis, my username is also Nyx-010. Taking over the interweb one step at a time. Or something.

For Supernatural, my ships are:
Dean/Eliot Ness
Ruby/Nancy Fitzgerald
Dean/Victor Henriksen

For Harry Potter, my ships are:

In the early days of this account, before I really got into Supernatural (I had only watched a few episodes and while it was fantastic, albeit slightly confusing, Harry Potter was more important), I had a person send me a message on how they too loved Supernatural and I believe they asked me if I thought Sam was hotter than Dean. By the way, dear person (I can't remember your name), if you are reading this, I take back my answer. Season one Sam is way hotter than Dean. Anyway, they said something about my username and I decided rather than letting them down and telling them Supernatural's Lilith was not what had inspired my username, I played along. I would also like to thank whoever that person was for being the person who made me watch Supernatural more regularly. I figured that if people were to assume I was a fan of Supernatural, I might as well do my research so I don't have to end up Googling pictures of Sam and Dean Winchester to see which one is which. Yeah, I actually did that to answer the question of who was hotter. Goddess, that seems like it was so long ago.
Anyway, I believe it is time to educate people on Lilith and why I chose my username. I don't recall what made me research Lilith in the first place, whether it was a passing mention in a promo of Supernatural or if I got there myself while researching something like lamia. The point is, when I first heard the Judeo-Christian version of her story, I was...intrigued? Inspired? I remember thinking it was stupid how she was cast out of Eden simply because she wouldn't be submissive to Adam. Really it's just another example of the misogyny in patriarchal religions. Anyway, further research revealed surprising things. It turns out, Lilith was a goddess. Some people think that she was perverted by the male dominated religions from something strong and benevolent to something evil. "Owl footed goddess of childbirth, integrity and resistance against tyranny. Lilith is the dark side of the Moon and represents aspects of femaleness often outlawed within patriarchy. She is a lunar deity who oversees women's monthy cycles, pregnancy and childbirth, and she protects newborns." Is what Ann-Marie Gallagher's book The Wicca Bible says about Lilith. So, no, my username was not inspired by the Lilith of Supernatural. In fact, what they did to Lilith pisses me off almost as much as what they did to Kali. I mean, come on, Kali would beat Lucifer's ass!

Notice: To all those who think Homophobia is wrong and want to fight for a better future for our gay and lesbian friends, please repost this into your profile:

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

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As much time as needed by antra reviews
Matt was willing to give Ben as much time as needed
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/2/2012 - Lisa B., Ben B. - Complete
Guy time by Evil's Sidekick reviews
Dean's well on his way to becoming the coolest person in Ben's world.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 914 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 3/11/2011 - Published: 9/6/2010 - Ben B., Dean W. - Complete
Not Gonna Reach my Telephone by Quintessentia reviews
Because French Fries are totally worth it. Drabble. Some Sam/Ruby.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 9 - Published: 2/6/2011 - Sam W., Ruby - Complete
Of Handshakes and Promises by Not-Completely-Insane reviews
Castiel and Dean meet in 2nd grade and become fast friends, but Dean doesn't know Castiel has a secret; he's abused. Will Dean find out before it's to late?
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,987 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 110 - Follows: 24 - Published: 10/14/2010 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Black Sheep of the Family by ResolutionFromDespair reviews
Castiel doesn't really understand that when Dean says he wants to be left alone with his new family, he wants to be left alone. Set between the fifth and sixth seasons. Crack!fic.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,236 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/26/2010 - Ben B., Castiel - Complete
I take you as my one & only, I take you as you are by Daria234 reviews
Dean/Cas slash humorfic. One-shot about what they say to each other in their wedding vows. Schmoopy fluff where everything in the world is fine, and they're just happy to get married. UPDATED ch2: 5 arguments they didn't have on their honeymoon.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,138 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 78 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 7/21/2010 - Published: 5/11/2010 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
That's What She Said by OcherMe reviews
Cas discovers the meaning of "that's what she said." Lots of jealous and confused angel. Dean/Cas.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,470 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 219 - Follows: 16 - Published: 6/15/2010 - Castiel, Dean W. - Complete
Of Angel Hair and Red Roses by StraddlingTheAtmosphere reviews
Castiel likes it when Dean pulls his hair, while Dean...just fixates obsessively on Cas' pretty, pretty mouth. Dean/Castiel.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,498 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 196 - Follows: 15 - Published: 4/23/2010 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
I Stake My Claim by xephwrites reviews
Castiel and Dean mark their claim on each other. Follows In You I Trust. WARNINGS: D/s relationship, body painting, picture taking, frottage.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 767 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/6/2010 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Clue Feathers by cloudyjenn reviews
Something is seriously messed up with Castiel's wings.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,735 - Reviews: 213 - Favs: 1,958 - Follows: 215 - Published: 3/5/2010 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
txt msg by Daria234 reviews
Humor one-shot about Dean/Cas. Originally written for a prompt on comment fic on livejournal, "For a guy who never talks you sure send some racy text messages." Set while angels and demons are looking for Dean since he is supposed to be a vessel,Season 5
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 238 - Favs: 1,127 - Follows: 81 - Published: 2/18/2010 - Castiel, Dean W. - Complete
Not That Snuggly by Daria234 reviews
Dean finally hunts the Snuggles bear from the commercial. Warnings for total CRACK.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 442 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 19 - Published: 12/3/2009 - Dean W. - Complete
I Won't Let You Die a Virgin by Aruuuu reviews
"Well it's your last night on earth…What are your plans?"..."I just thought I'd sit here quietly" the angel replied completely serious. Dean/Castiel. Complete!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,984 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 10/8/2009 - Published: 9/29/2009 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Chuck Norris, Meet Dean Winchester! by JaneConstantine reviews
recycled" Chuck Norris jokes...please read and review
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 334 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/25/2009 - Dean W. - Complete
Four Weeks In April by poysin reviews
Challenge-Blocked Memory by Howldaloom Summary: When Snape teaches Harry to block his mind with Occlumency, Snape stumbles upon some memories not even Harry could remember. What did Harry block out and why? Warning for Child Abuse AU Book OoTP
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,274 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 252 - Follows: 56 - Published: 5/2/2009 - Complete
Not Hungry by staceycj reviews
Sam finds out why Dean eats everything in sight. S1
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,185 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 481 - Follows: 69 - Published: 4/12/2009 - Complete
Picture's Worth a Thousand Nerds by lunasgathering39 reviews
Dean finds a lusty co-ed online that looks very familiar. Chapter 3 now up. COMPLETE!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,380 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 3/29/2009 - Published: 1/29/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Meet the Marauders by scorchedtrees reviews
We all know Fred and George wanted to find out who the Marauders were… and they must have, with Remus and Sirius around Grimmauld Place. So how did it happen? A little nickname or two reveals all. Oneshot. Post-GoF.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,221 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 172 - Follows: 30 - Published: 2/15/2009 - Fred W., George W. - Complete
Clench by ASadisticWhim reviews
Jim suddenly understood why John said his youngest unnerved him sometimes. Slight AU/ Wee!chesters. Reviews appreciated.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,059 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 122 - Follows: 11 - Published: 11/30/2008 - Sam W., Jim M. - Complete
Back in Black by paperbkryter reviews
Dean compares notes with Ruby regarding his time spent in Hell, and learns the painful truth about his brother, himself, and the YOD's master plan.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,224 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 8 - Published: 2/17/2008 - Dean W., Ruby - Complete
Transfiguring Salt by random smilie reviews
Written for the "August Ice-cream Challenge". Ten years on, Petunia remembers the day James Potter came to her house and gave her a little goodness like it was yesterday.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,935 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/26/2008 - Petunia D. - Complete
Interrogation by Ciya reviews
Special Agent Hendrickson interrogates Sam. Tag for 'Folsom Prison Blues'.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,433 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 11 - Published: 5/7/2007 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Lovin On A Balcony by BlazeorFade reviews
Sam and Dean go at it. Wee!cest. Exhibitionism. Light, fun, playful wincest because Ineeded to cheer up. R&R please.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,974 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 199 - Follows: 17 - Published: 11/27/2006 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Methods of Survival by Spectral Scribe reviews
I had a plan, a method of surviving high school, and it worked. That is, until the day Dean Winchester came to George Washington High. Rated for mild language.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 13,341 - Reviews: 115 - Favs: 106 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 9/23/2006 - Published: 9/4/2006 - Dean W. - Complete
She Knew by Caderyn reviews
Drabbles. Cassie and Jess knew... Implied DeanSam relationship, but very slight.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 6 - Published: 7/24/2006 - Dean W., Sam W.
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I Don't Know You, But I Still Want To reviews
I reject your reality and substitute it with my own. This is my version of the Slice Girls.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,315 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 7/19/2012 - Published: 2/7/2012 - Dean W.
Though The World May Perish reviews
AU Season 5: Ruby's alive. Will she help the Winchesters? Will Dean kill her? Because I think so much could have been done with Ruby.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,044 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 8/20/2011 - Published: 6/20/2011 - Sam W., Ruby
Roger, Poor Dear reviews
Lyra's feelings immediately following Roger's death. For my grade 11 English FSE.Done in the pantoum style.
His Dark Materials - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/14/2011 - Roger P., Lyra B./S./Lizzy B. - Complete
Planet Wally: Cars & Trucks
Dean and Sam play pranks involving a car. Part of my new Planet Wally: Wide World of Pranks series.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 574 - Published: 12/11/2010 - Dean W., Sam W.
No Matter What, I'll Never Leave You reviews
Dean takes an afternoon nap. Sequel to Anything You Wish.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/6/2010 - Castiel, Dean W. - Complete
Anything You Wish reviews
Every night Castiel visits Dean in his dreams. One night, Castiel says something Dean won't ever hear.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 5 - Published: 11/1/2010 - Castiel, Dean W. - Complete
Different: Preview reviews
Story that focuses on Ruby and her transition from human to witch to demon. Just a preview, not even all of the first chapter. Only posted to see if anybody is interested.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,824 - Reviews: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/16/2010 - Ruby - Complete
Running Around Like a Clown on Purpose reviews
Sam's always been safe with Dean. Happy. No hint of angst. Just careless, childlike, happy fun. Set during the first episode of the first season because that seemed like an appropriate time for this to happen. This story contains bed jumping.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 854 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/4/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Amulet Heirloom reviews
The story of Dean's amulet starting with Sam giving it to Dean. Goes through how Sam, Ben, Lisa, and Castiel were affected by it.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,131 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Published: 6/12/2010 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
The Truth About Tom Riddle reviews
Tom Marvolo Riddle was an evil, murdering, sociopath. Nothing possibly could change that...or could it? Was Tom Riddle an evil monster, or was he just a victim of horrible circumstances? This is the truth about Tom Riddle.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,548 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 2/11/2010 - Published: 1/27/2010 - Tom R. Jr.