Author has written 3 stories for Twilight.
Sometimes life isn't always as happy as the stories. The girl doesn't get the guy in the end, people die and they don't come back, things happen that you can't control no matter how hard you try. Sometimes you love someone and they don't love you back. Sometimes you're the one that is sitting up crying all night when they aren't. In the stories it always works out, even in my stories. I know it's insane and hypocritical but sometimes I think that if I write the happy ending it will come true.
I hate it when people ask me what i'm thinking about. My mind is the only thing left that I have all to myself. You can think about whatever you want and nobody will ever know.
You don’t know me. You never can. People talk and people talk so haw can you ever know what they said? The hand meant to shield, only invites them in. Swarming in to hear it all and laugh and point and spread it on. How are you supposed to know? How can you judge? You know the feeling everyone does. The world waiting watching, just waiting for the one mistake the one outrageous lie, that brings your pillar crumbling to the ground. Falling falling from the delicate ladder you built. Didn’t you know sweetheart, you have to build bases with bricks. Oh but they say when you’re on the top it’s a good view. But is it really worth it when it all falls down on you? But you don’t learn you never do. You build and build and build again, but with the same straw painted blue. You brush it off and climb again one rung two rungs three rungs and down one. Kicking other’s out from under you. Make them taste the bitter ground, because after all they deserve it, if only to make you go up and up, they couldn’t have much other purpose. How does it feel to sit up there and see all that and wait for others to try and take it away. You deserve it don’t you? But they can’t touch you no they can’t, because you are the queen and anything you say goes. But who are you really. Nobody can ever know. All of your secrets have to be thrown away, after all, they’re too heavy to be taken to the top. But why didn’t you listen when you learned those lessons? Why did you throw away everything to get nowhere. Didn’t you learn sweetheart, you gotta make your base out of bricks. And who will catch you when you fall again? Those who you’ve kicked down? No they don’t worship you like you deserve, they laugh and watch you fall. And those you tell and tell about, they are just waiting to serve the next you, yea you, there are so many of you, you can’t tell them apart. Because what does it matter if you don’t listen anyway? They told you when you were little, about that golden rule. But gold is too heavy to bring too the top, but shiny plastic will do, you can fool the fools but we know what you are. And the sad part is, you fooled yourself, thinking that you had it all, but what do I know, I’m a fool for the fool of the fool. But I can see what you can’t see. Because you can only see the view. I can see the cracks and lumps and ladder climber’s too. I can see you falling down. Down into the blue. I can watch and hear the talk and laugh and laugh because I know and you don’t, but what do I know, you’re the one with the view. But I can pull the very bottom straw and watch you loose your balance. The wobble that could send you down. And at some point you won’t be able to climb back up and them what will you do when nobody will help you up. Oh if only you had listened, had build your tower well. Although I’m not at the very top I have people with me as well. And we will laugh and reminisce of the time when you were at the top. And maybe then you will see what I can see and maybe I’ll lose everything. But I can fit a lot more things on a tower made of bricks.
(Twilight) The One: working on it. Almost done.
(Twilight) Desire: one shot kida bad but who cares
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