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Joined 07-15-09, id: 2009655, Profile Updated: 09-23-13
Author has written 13 stories for Harry Potter.

hi there …

some of you already might know me – either from my way of writing or from my way of answering to your reviews … for those however who do not know me yet and might wonder what kind of person stands behind those stories …

I am not a pleasant person to begin with and I can be right out nasty and even a bastard sometimes … ask my children or my students, they all can tell you, they actually curse me quite often … I am evil, dark, sarcastic and I do not care what others might think of me … just consider how I let people suffer in my stories, preferrable children then you know how evil I can be …

I always say, darker than my shirt is only my soul, and believe me, I only wear black shirts, I think – I do not even own other clothing than black ones … even coffee has to be as is my soul … black, hot and strong …

what leads us to the conclution that I really might be cruel and heartless … yet let me assure you, I am really good in this …


Concerning some mistakes in the stories:

I do know that there are some grammar and spelling mistakes in my stories, but nevertheless they are mine, and mine alone – thus, no, I won't take a beta … I am responsible for those mistakes and I will have to answer to them or to correct them afterwards … but those stories are mine, including the good stuff, including the bad stuff and including all my mistakes …

I will do my best of course to keep them at a minimum, but you cannot make an omelette without breaking eggs my grandmother always said, and as I do not write chapters containing only 500 words but chapters containing 5.000 to 10.000 words, there of course are some mistakes creeping into the stories … if you feel that those mistakes disturb your reading, then feel free to simply close the tab …

concerning my sentences being awkward, have you ever read Shakespear? Some might think that this man never got a single sentence written in a straight way … but honestly, this simply has been his way of writing … as has every author … I do know that my way of writing is – let me say – strange, but first, most people do seem to like my way of writing, second, my way of writing in German is just as strange as it is in English as I love such strange ways – to write in a normal way, everyone can do this, after all – and third, it just is my way of writing and you simply will have to deal with it … or you simply close the tab if you are not ready to …


Questions in reviews and feedbacks:

as I do not wish to answer the reviews at the beginning or at the end of the new chapters as some other authors do, I will answer them at the end of each week, just before I place a new chapter here, in the reviews, what means you can have a look there for answers, if you so wish …

I guess, that will be the easiest way. Thank you for reading, and thank you for your feedback … I am really, really happy that there is interest and that you are pleased with my work. I will of course do my best furthermore … thanks to all my readers …


The house cup

if you wish to partake in the house cup, just add your house to your review you give to any story and you will gain a point for your house … per review – and never mind if it is a positive or a negative review …

good luck to you … may the house you favour win …


Added notes:

I do know that some of you might be 'pissed off' by this little annoying note here – as it has been put so eloquently once – but honestly, you all know me by now and I am sure you can imagine that I do not care … as this little annoying note is an important one in my humble opinion, one that each and every author should keep somewhere in the back of his or her mind:

Well … I of course know that there are things I write which are not canon to the books or movies …

AND … I as well know there are things which are logically not possible …

YET – on paper, everything is allowed - even murder. It is called fantasy, and within fantasy everything is possible … you just have to use it …

Do not question every word you read, do just read and try to feel the words … allow yourself to be carried away by them …


Missing break lines …

as it seems, fanfiction does not like break lines that are created by our own and thus has deleted them all … *glares daggers* …

my original break lines: … … .oO( … uargh … not even here the line is shown correctly … )

they all are gone and now I have to upload each chapter again and insert other break lines that contains some types … not the most pleasant work, I have to state here and I do hope for your understanding that it will take me some time to actually replace them all in each chapter and story.

I however do apologize for those missing break lines as they made reading much more comfortable and now the reader has to concentrate much more on the breaks and changes of scenes by him- or herself. I am sorry about this and I will do my best to replace them as soon as possible …

Missing break lines …

proudly I can say that I not only managed to keep my regular weekly upadates – even as my eldest daughter at the moment is in the midst of her exams and thus in need of much time and help from my person, not to mention strained nerves that are standard at the moment here, and even if I started my work as a teacher a few weeks ago what takes away a lot of my sleeping time during the days (no, I never sleep during nights) – but that I too have managed to reread each chapter of my stories and to replace all the break lines fanfiction has deleted a few weeks ago … *staring accusingly* …

within the next week I will update each chapter so you can read comfortably again without having to concentrate onto the breaks of scenery too much … thank you for your understanding …


Missing chapter … sorry about this …

I am really sorry to announce this, but – yet again – I have to apologize for my delay in adding the new chapter, chapter seven, to "tears falling in darkness" … but unfortunately I - finally - have managed to destroy my laptop, the hard disc for being correct, and together with it – well, the chapter I have been working on …

currently we are about to try and readout the hard disc, and I only hope that we will be successful, because there are a lot of other things I wrote and I really would be pissed off if they all were to be destroyed …

I guess my sword is about cutting off some heads around me quite often lately … I am that angry since a few days about this damn stupid matter, that even the people in the tavern begin to fear me … and I guess even Severus Snape, dark and evil Potions Master and dungeons bat would be a small, sweet and lovely kitten compared to the wrath I show towards people crossing my ways nowadays …

I am trying to solve this problem as soon as possible so you are able to continue reading …


August '09

uhm …

I am sorry to say, that the next two weeks surely nothing will be updated … because we'll be on vacation … finally …

well, so unless we have a ghost in our house that will go on with this while I am away …

( I would kill him IF he did and would mess up anything I plan with my stories )

… I am sorry for the pause I take …

I have uploaded all I have written thus far, so I just hope it is enough until I am back home und have written the next chapters …

jap …

as you surely have noticed, I am back again … I have already uploaded a new chapter to 'tears falling in darkness' …

AND … I am about writing a new chapter this very moment that hopefully will be uploaded soon …

I can say that our ghost has kept his fingers still … he did not mess up with my stories …

.oO( … luckily for him … )


translations to "Tears falling in darknses":

For all who wish to read the story "tears falling in darkness" in Spanish, Elien-De-Malfoy-Black has asked for my permission to translate this story into the Spanish language, and I have given my consent to this. So I do hope that you will enjoy the reading and I only ask that the reviews are going to the original author of the story, me. You will find it on following profile:

http://www.fanfiction.net/u/2721905/Elien_De_Malfoy_Black


Illustration to "Tears falling in darkness" drawn by Lady Tourinquet:

gooood mooooorning everyooone - yes, here it is six a'clock in the morning and I still haven't seen my bed tonight as I have been - once again – writing the entire night … *yawn* … luckily it is Sunday and after I have posted this message, I will go to bed straight away and have a bit of my much needed sleep …

I however got a message from Lady Tourniquet alias jypsi-chan as her name is on deviantart.com and she asked me, if she may do an illustration to my story "Tears falling in darkness", chapter five to be correct. Well, of course I agreed, she did, and I have to admit it is a good one, I really was pleased.

as I do not wish to withhold this illustration from you, and in the hopes that I understood Lady Tourinquet right in giving her consent to place this link here on my profile, you can find this picture on following site:

http://jypsi-chan.deviantart.com/art/Tears-falling-into-darkness-156440243


My pictures to the stories

I have created a blog – the potions classroom, where you will be able to see a few pictures I've made to my stories, a few informations on the stories themself and other stuff … I have not uploaded very much there yet, I'm still not used to such a thing like a blog, but I do hope that you like what you'll find there with time …

at the same time I have created a group on spin where I visit the tavern sometimes also, and if you wish to, then you can visit this group where you will be able to look at some pictures I created for my stories here on ff or to partake in the discussion on the board there … have fun …

another link here where you can find me is deviantART … sadly the name evil minded was already taken … *growl* … and so I had to add a number to my name … I couldn't use yet any other different nickname, I don't even remember all the ones I already have … *lol* …

http://potions-classroom.blogspot.com

http://www.spin.de/gruppe/fanfiction-readers

http://evil-minded-71.deviantart.com/


Christmas '09

you might excuse the delay of chapter sixteen, but as it is Christmas, and I have a family to celebrate with, I do not have as much time as I would need writing on the next chapter. Especially as I worked on the Christmas story that I published Wednesday, 23. of December as a Christmas present for you, what seemed to be much more important to me than adding the next chapter to my current story.

Merry Christmas, and a Happy New Year


The human stupidity is unlimited …

Stupid people should wear signs with the inscription: "I am stupid" … So no one would depend on those people, right? … You would ask them nothing … it would be like: "Sorry, could you … oh, forget it … I haven’t seen the sign." … You always would know what awaited you.

Just like a few years ago, when I was moving out of my mother's house. My entire room had been filled with packing cases. My mother entered the room and asked: "You are moving out?" … "No." I answered. "I only pack all my clothes once or twice a week to see how many boxes I would need for them. Here is your sign!"

A few months ago I wanted to sell my motorbike when my neighbour came over. He made a trial trip and came back an hour later. He got off the bike, bent down, touched the exhaust and called: "Damn, that is burning hot." You see? If he had been wearing his sign, I could have prevented him.

A few weeks ago I had a flat tire so I went to the next garage. One of the mechanics came, gazed at the tire and asked: "A flat tire?" I couldn’t help it. "No." I said. "I was driving just like that when the others suddenly blew up by themselves. Here is your sign."

A few days ago I have been climbing with a friend. We just had finished the lead climb and attached the rope to the redirection when this idiot from the park came and asked: "Did you attach this rope?" … "No." I answered. "We have convinced it to go up there alone and fix itself. Here is your sign."

Today I have been really, really angry and I was driving to the neighboring town to get a new package of tobaco. And as I have been thus angry I have ignored the speed limit. I have been driving over 100 km/h where I would have been allowed 70 km/h only. Of course I had the luck and got caught, my own fault, honestly, and the police officer that started to write a ticked only asked the usual questions. I already had been sure that he wouldn't need a sign, until he asked: "Well, you do know that you have been driving too fast?" I couldn't help. I gazed at him, gazed at my car, then back at him and answered: "No, in this car the speedometer isn't included in the standart equipment and I forgot to order it later. Here is your sign."

Long story short – I apologize for the upcoming weekend without a single chapter uploaded, but the stupidity of some people around me is driving me mad right now and I honestly am not fit to concentrate onto any writings at the present time, no good would come out of it. Let me kill a few people first, then surely I will feel better and then I can continue writing …


I have to apologize again …

I have to apologize again for future slower updates or no uploaded chapters at all during the next few weeks, but bad things never come along alone and as I already have said earlier, the human stupidity is unlimited. Or the use of too much alcohol when it comes to teens …

last night I have been on the village festivity with my daughter in the neighbouring village. We decided to walk home so we would not bother my husband picking us up in the middle of the night as we knew it could get late, and seeing that it had been three in the morning, I had been right. On our way home however, we had been waylayed by a young drunk – and here I begin to understand our dear Potions Master's annoyance when it comes to Harry disobeying his orders and playing the hero, placing himself into the line of danger …

I told my daughter to go on walking so I could deal with the situation alone and I had been about to be successful, as the guy already turned and would have left, if my daughter would not have been feeling the need to defend her 'dear old mother' – the end of the story:

two hours later we finally had managed to get home, my daughter with remorse after she got a very, very long and angry talk from me about obedience, trust and keeping herself out of harm's way, and I knowing that something with my wrist was very wrong. Well, my husband immediately brought me to the hospital and the result: a badly broken wrist with a surgery needed - so you see my problem: I have only one hand left for writing – for a very long time, as it seems.

I again say sorry for this, and I of course will try to do my best nevertheless, but honestly, it will be a very slow going to get the new chapters done, I fear, and I only can hope that I will have your understanding and your patience. I promise that I will be back to regular weekly updates the moment I can use all my fingers of both of my hands once again.

final verdict:

Monday morning at 10 – hospital

Tuesday morning at 10 – surgery

Friday morning at 10 (if everything will go well) – release from prison … uhm, sorry, hospital, I meant of course …

thanks to you …

first of all, I say thank you to all those who sent me get well wishes and I only can hope that you will be understanding – even if the surgery went well and I am back at home right now – momentarily I cannot update as often as you are used to, but I of course will do my best to update at all and as soon as my wrist is healed enough so I can use my left hand again, I of course will be back to faster updates … I hope you won't skin me until then … thanks and sorry …

sorry again …

I have to say sorry again for another delay of new chapters, but actually my wrist had given me some trouble lately. The bones had become infected – that at least it is what I understood from what the docs told me in their own language – and writing had become really difficult. It is not over yet, but it is better now at least and momentarily I am working on a new chapter to "tears". I will take it easy for a while, but I wished to let you know that I didn't abandon my stories and that I indeed am working on them, even if slowly. I do hope that you will react with understanding and not skin me for slower updates … thanks and sorry …


uhm … well …

sometimes I actually am afraid of my own daring …

as I do not always have a car to visit my students, and as I simply cannot always tell them "hey, we have to skip lesson today" … well, it was clear that I needed a means of transportation by my own … so I started to search the internet for something that had a few wheels and at first I thought about something like a moped … and I looked, and looked, and looked, but I did not really like what I found …

however … at one point or another I found a bike … a Hyosung .oO(in black of course) … a few days ago and I actually fell in love with it … just a small one .oO( well, considering that I am just 1,52 – it isn't sooo small) …

well, and so I sat … and I pondered … would I be able to drive this one? would I even dare? how to get it home? was it worth, just for my job? would I be able to reach the ground with my feet even? wouldn't it be too weighty for me? to massive? I haven't driven a bike since 14 years now … after my husband had a severe accident with his bike … so would I dare to drive it through half germany after 14 years without practice? If not, how to organize a trailor so quickly? and would I really dare? what would my husband say?

I got no work done here on fanfiction – for what I apologize, by the way – because of all my worrying and pondering and thinking and … oh, well, because of everything … but well, I surprised myself … as I called the people who owned the bike … and then made an appointment to have a look and to take it home if I still loved it then … .oO(what I was sure I would) … then I got the money – I burrowed it from my husband actually – and well … I organized a trailor … and on Saturday I travelled through half of germany and got it … bought it … took it home … whatever …

and today … I actually drove it! I never would have thought I really would dare, but I did! and I again know exactly WHY I made the motorbike license back then … I have a few problems using the clutch with my bad hand, but I'm sure I'll manage better with time … however – it was great … so – let me have a few days with my new toy, and then I will be back to writing …

I'll write "teacher on two wheels" across the tank … or "the flying motorbike" … *lol* … no, surely not this one … I'll write "teacher on two wheels" … in Slytherin green …

thanks to you and your understanding …


I did not abandon you …

a lot has happened here throughout the past few weeks and nothing of it has been pleasant. it starts with troubles with the guy that is responsible for my broken wrist that still doesn't work as it should by now, continues with a family member that died and ends with a pädophile that bothers my son since weeks and I can't do anything else than worrying.

I've been at the police, I've informed the school and child welfare, and I even have visited him to talk to him, but no one seems to feel obligated to do anything. the police can't do anything as long as nothing happened, child welfare is pushing the matter towards the police and the teachers are just as helpless … I myself somehow have to keep my son safe from that guy, but I don't know how as he goes all lengths.

he brainwashes my son, gives him mobiles, keeps contact on the internet, waits in the bus for him, invites him for pizza or to his home and tells him lies about us parents and the teachers … for example he told my son I just wanted to put him into a youth detention center – what I of course absolutely never would do - and he could help him against us … my son is at a point where he doesn't know anymore whom to trust, where's up and down and what's right and wrong … the last comment from that person was that he would be ready to destroy my entire family to get at my son and I don't know what to do anymore. I have to admit, I am a nervous wreck meanwhile. In my opinion he hasn't raped my son physically – yet – but he rapes him mentally and I can't do anything against it.

this guy is known by the police for child molesting after he has been expelled from the school where he'd had an apprenticeship because he had been caught molesting a 12 year old, since then he is forbidden to have contact to children and teenagers – and my son is 12 while he is 26 – yet, he doesn't care. and still – the police doesn't do anything.

whenever my son leaves the house I'm sitting here worrying about him, but I can't keep him from school or from going outside. I can't lock him inside! but I can't accompany my son at every steps he takes either as I have three more children that need my time and attention as two of them are younger. I can't even do anything rush like hitting this * on the nose like I would love doing, because then I would just worsen the situation …

sometimes I really think it's enough that happened this year and I just wish to have a break!

so – all in all, I just don't have the nerve to write anything at the present time, but I promise, I won't abandon my stories, I just need a clear head for writing and that I do not have right now … right now I don't even know what to do concerning real life, and surely I don't know what to do with my stories … I have written a few things, but nothing akin to a new chapter, rather new ideas, concepts and thoughts …

I just ask you not to be too disappointed, I promise, I will be back as soon as the situation is back under control … and if any of you know someone – anyone – with similar problems, try to help them keeping our children safe … don't look aside as people here do …


Story on hold:

I had the story "I just wanted to ask" at hold, due to some trouble I had in real life with a pedophile that had bothered my son. The situation has – finally – cleared as there is a new court order that says that he especially is forbidden to meet my son and a friend of my son who are both named in the court order. Until now he only would have had to pay a monetary penalty when meeting children or teenagers and now with the new court order he will go to jail immediately if meeting my son or his friend – I am sure that you can imagine that we are more than relieved.

However, I had the story "I just wanted to ask" at hold because it had been a bit too close to my fears concerning my son and so I simply have not been able to continue writing it. I however will try doing so now. I am not sure if I will manage, I have to admit that. It is only a few days now that we finally have that court order and it had been nearly a year during which we had been fearing for our son after all – but I will try at least, I promise.

Not before my well deserved vacation though … I have finished "21 days" now and in a week, on July, 31st we will start to North Germany – Wacken – and the world wide best heavy metal festival for a week … after that a two week trip of hiking from the west to the east of Germany with my son … and then I have crossed Germany twice, once in car from the south to the north, and once afoot from the west to the east … *lol* …

however, as it is – I won't write anything until after August … what will give you the time to read and review any of my stories I've come up with so far … *loooool* … I know, my big mouth is unbearable tonight … I'm just already with my mind elsewhere … in the north … and with loud music 24/7 … and I've eaten too much … AND – I can't sleep …

uargh …


A special weekend

from Friday, 30st of September to Sunday, 2nd of October we had a chatter meeting from the tavern that was an author meeting from FF as well as not only my humble person but Importunitas has been there as well. I'm always looking foraward to meeting old friends from the tavern and new friends that haven't been at the previous meetings, but this time I especially have been looking forward to meeting Importunitas and I haven't been disappointed.

we've seen each other and we immediately got along and had such a great weekend - we had a lot of fun, we got thrown out by the hotel keeper at Saturday morning 2 am as he finally wanted to see his bed and went to the room of our chatroom owner – to continue with the party and to destroy a bed – well, not we personally, but we watched it being destroyed by our friends at one point or another sometime between 2 and 5 in the morning and after a lot of – well, just grape juice of course – we've learned that it takes five persons to destroy the bed in a hotel … and I guess we all had tears running down our faces with laugher.

nine persons we've been in the end and believe me, we've all been adults - but the image of a kindergarden group comes much closer …

all in all – Importunitas and I, we of course decided that we would not only visit the next chatter- and FF- meeting, but that we also would meet privately in near future to have a dinner of Schwäbische Maultaschen – and no, Mouldasche kaa mer it übersetze! you simply can't translate this word – and I'm so looking forward to this meeting!


One last chapter

one last chapter you will get on Friday, 28th of October or rather two last chapters, namely one to a "few days more" and one to "the room of requirement" – after that I'll be gone … I will leave you … I won't write one single word ever again … I will …

oh well … alright no, I won't leave you of course, I won't abandon you and I won't stop writing … I promise, really … I guess I wouldn't even be able to stop writing … not completely at least …

but well, seeing that I'll be in Hamburg during the first week in November, my husband having booked "lion king" and "sister act" to watch, a great suit in a very! respectable hotel … o.O … with dinner and all and … o.O … well … and seeing that my husband wouldn't be too pleased if I wrote on a new chapter during the musicals or during the candle-light dinners - and understandably so – I fear you won't get any new chapters the following weekend …

well, and seeing that I am partaking in NaNoWriMo in November – and seeing that I will miss the first week of that because I'll be in Hamburg already, I only will have three weeks instead of the four for my 50.000 words to write, what will not allow me much time for writing here at ff … in other words – you won't get anything at all during November …

I hope you will understand and I hope you won't kill me for this … but this NaNoWriMo-thing is really important to me … at least once I would like having partaken in it …

so, see you again in December, I guess …

kind regards

it's me, itsi, krümel, evil minded …


NaNo 2011

happily and with much satisfaction I can announce – I've made it! I've managed and won NaNo …

and not only the minimum of 50.000 words during November they gave, but I've managed my personal goal of finishing the story I have started … in other words –

"The boy that forgot to die", a Harry Potter fanfiction written by evil minded, started on November, 1st 00:01 in the morning and finished on November 30th 23:29 in the evening – containing 108.801 words will be published soon …


December 31st, 2011

/me enters the profil on fanfiction … takes quill, parchment and ink … and starts to write ...

to all: I won't write anything until next year! I won't even talk to you anymore until next year! I won't come back here to fanfiction until next year even!

… o.O … alright, alright … it indeed is just in a day, but well, Happy New Year! … *loool* … 'till tomorrow …


The room of requirement

fanfiction does not give us the opportunity to chat here …

of course some of you might now say – hey, why whould we wish to chat as we're already writing and reading? we won't even have the time to chat!

I however have used my brain for a little bit – and yes, it's possible for me to use my brain every now and then – and thinking of the room of requirement – well, I decided that for those who would wish doing just this, chatting – you will find the "room of requirement" on spinchat.com … just get an account - this won't hurt, I promise – then hit "chat" and search for the chatroom "the room of requirement" …

I am also looking for a few interested people who would like to visit a few times – until I see that they are trustworthy to help me with being an operator to the room …

Please note: as long as I have no persons whom I can appoint as operators for the room, it won't be open all the time – it depends on my well-being and seeing that I've not been too well the past few weeks – it isn't opened at the present time at all … I will inform you the moment this changes …


The typical symptoms of being depended on fanfiction or spin … by krümel, it’s me, itsi, evil minded – [and believe me – I suffer from all of them] … *lol* …

If you have more nicknames than given names …

If you are sitting yourself in front of your laptop in the evening and shortly after you are wondering why your children have to go to school already …

If you’re creeping into your bed after your children have left for school to dream about the stories you’re currently writing at [for fanfiction-readers only] …

If you are discussing your children’s problems with their teachers per PM on ff or per spin-mail …

If you don’t search for the classroom of your children’s teachers for an appointment, but tell them in which chat room they can find you [for spin users only] …

If you’re cooking only finger food that can be eaten safely while sitting in front of your laptop …

If your children complain after four weeks of having nothing else than pizza for breakfast, lunch and dinner …

If you are sending PM’s or spin-mails to yourself to remind you at important things …

If you are sitting in your favourite tavern, a stranger comes in and you are trying to find this person's profile …

If in your favourite tavern you’re trying to order your drink with a ! (!beer, !coke) … [for those who read "the room of requirement" only] …

If you are starting to insert /think or /me into your all-day sentences … and then you wonder why people look at you so strangely [for those who read "the room of requirement" only] …

If you are sitting in your favourite tavern … the one sitting opposite is getting on your nerves … and you desperately are searching for your mute-button [for those who read "the room of requirement" only] …

If you are sitting in your favourite tavern and after the 20th beer you’re wondering why you’re absolutely drunk while in the room of requirement you’ve been drinking more than that without getting drunk [for those who read "the room of requirement" only] …

If you are sitting in your favourite tavern, there comes in a guy that seems strangely known to you but you don’t know where to place him … and you desperately search on your friends list on spin and the list of the people that placed your stories on ff on their alert lists …

If you are constantly searching for your buttons …

If you have a quick look at weather.de instead of looking out of the window …

If your profile is better equipped than is your house …

If you accidentally are using one of your nicknames as signature when signing your bank transfer …

If you are using your mouse and you are absolutely desperate because you can’t switch the TV with it …

If someone is telling you a joke and you’re answering with *lol* …

If you are being talked to and your fingers start moving for typing on an unseeing keyboard while your mouth isn’t moving …

If your friends want to talk to you and you are explaining to them within which story of yours they can find you while you at the same time remind them to please be silent because you are working …

If you might be more difficult to be reached than is the pope, but everyone knows which story you are working at currently, in which chat room you are at the present time, and how to reach you via PM on ff or spin-mail …

If you are standing in front of your microwave, the thing makes *pling* and you’re wondering why no one has written a comment in the window … [for spin-users only] …

If you’re going to your doc because of your sleeping disorder due to writing on ff and you desperately are trying to explain to him that it is your magical core that is depleted …

If you’re going to your apothecary and ask for a pepper up potion …

If your husband tells you that in case of your death one has to take away your *lol*-sign before burying you


And a true Slytherin am I

after long rejection and refusal, and after I successfully have ignored it for months I finally made an account on Pottermore more out of curiousity of what house I'd be sorted in, and there a true Slytherin am I … but well, I didn't expect anything less of course and if I now figured a few things out about that blasted page, like how to collect an uncollectable candle or how to finally brew that bloody first potion right, then I'd be very happy, but well, the most important thing is, a true Slytherin am I … *smirk* …


Unleash your imagination ?? ... :( ...

The rumours afloat on ff at the moment are very worrying, but I for myself only can say – I won't partake in the panic mongering because that won't do any good to begin with. Don't flood and spam the supporters because they only are doing what they have to do and filling their mailboxes to the brim until they explode and the letters are flying all around only will anger them and this won't help the situation at all.

It would be wiser to save what you have on ff, and hope, that at least is what I am doing because if they delete any story or my account, then I won't be able doing anything against it anyway … I have rated all my stories M because I think a younger child wouldn't understand the entirety of it, not what lays deeper than the obvious and therefore I refuse rating it lower … so they will either decide that it's alright, or they will delete my stories or even my entire account … we'll see what will happen …

I have created an account on adultfanfiction net, just in case, and you will find me there as evil-minded should my account here be deleted for whatever reason, but I really hope that I will not have to change the site because I do like fanfiction and I have loyal readers here which I would hate to disappoint …

I do thank all of you for your understanding and for your sanity in handling this matter maturely (M) or mature-adultly (MA) … :) …


User VS mobbing

The girl you have called a bitch last night in the chat-room, because she has a one year old child while she herself is 16 only – did you know that she’s been raped when she’s been 14? Do you know that she died just two hours later and left a small child behind because it was one "bitch" too much?

The girl you have called fat a few months ago – did you know that she suffered from an illness that caused her overweight? Do you know that she now suffers from anorexia and is in hospital, close to death, because it was one "fat goth chick" too much?

The boy to whom you said: "go and die, Scarface" – did you know that he had saved a little girl from a burning house and got his face burned in the act? Do you know that he jumped from a bridge just last night because it was one "go and die" too much?

The girl to whom you said she was too crazy and too loud – did you know that she just laughed so much, so that she didn't have to cry – and now she's sitting in a corner, unable to say anything at all because she suffers from a speaking disorder?

We should be careful what we say or write, because a human being only can take so much before breaking and the one time YOU are mobbing someone – it could be the one time too often. And the moment you regret your words, it will be too late, because a word we have uttered already, we cannot take it back, we all should realize that the moment we handle other human beings – there are four things we cannot take back:

The stone – after it has been thrown

The word – after it has been uttered

The chance – after we let it go

The time – after it has passed

And because of that – never throw a stone at someone, never say something that might hurt others, if you have the chance to help someone, then do it, and regard the time to live your life, now and today, because tomorrow you might not be able to do what you missed today …

If you too are against mobbing then copy this text and throw it on your profile … but please, do add a short note that this is from evil minded … thank you …


December, 23rd 2012

I wish all of you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year …

I know that some of you are rather unhappy with my updating lately, as I have continued the one story lest of you like, but I do have to get somewhere with all my stories, with my accuont here and so I need to get them to a common denominator. I'll get back to the other stories you like more as soon as possible, but you'll have to be patient with me for a bit longer.

Well, at the moment I'm watchign Santa Clause, the one with Tim Allen, with my children - yes, the evil evil minded is watching a movie like this with little snotty children

… o.O … *lol* …

However I hope you all have a few very happy and lucky days with your loved ones, with your family, with your friends I hope you don't have to be at work at this time, but if you do, then I wish you a few happy days with your colleagues and I wish all of you a little miracle to happen.

evil minded


Fanfiction - United Nations!

Has anyone else noticed how a lot of us not only get along but even make friends here on Fanfiction? Even though we come from completely different countries? We're here making world peace on the INTERNET while we have all those ambassadors and senators and whatever struggling with it!

If you realize this, or read this and agreed, then just copy and paste this and add your name and country to the list.

Naruto-fan-Okami-chan (USA), NaraTemari011 (Puerto Rico), Lala girl in Lalaland (USA), Kakashi Forever (England), ChiyoChiyamamoto (USA), Crazy-Monkey13 (USA), Hullop (USA), Mayonaka Naze (Dominican Republic), RUHLSAR000 (USA) PotterAnimeJackson(Canada), Mermaid-Luchia(Australia), Jostanos (USA), evil minded (Germany), SteveSettler (USA), JeanMcIory (Canada), Daily Prophet - wizarding news (England), mrs.trabi (Germany)


Another information about the summer holidays:

like each year we'll be to Wacken and after that on a hiking trip - in other words, you won't get any new chapters for the upoming two or three weeks … it's just like with any other job - I'm on holidays … so, don't follow me with a bunch of people from CIS, and please, don't send the Mafia after me either.

one thing though, seeing that the last chapter of "I am here, you silly child" apparently was a bit confusing and there are rumours about two or three Harrys being there – do not confuse reality with vision … reality is that Snape picked Harry up from the police station in London, vision is what happens at number four, Privet Drive …

well, except of that – have a few nice summer weeks, enjoy your own holidays, wherever you'll go to, don't let bad weather or similar ruin your good mood, and take care of your beloved and yourselves …


Dear readers,

just wish to inform you about another story – "… and sit a while with me …" – which will shortly start on the profile of mrs.trabi here on fanfiction.

you will find some known persons in this story, and you will find one or another known incident in the story too, because the author of the story is me, even though I am posting this story not on my own profile but on my daughter's, and for several reasons so – one of it being because it's a rather unique story compared to my others. However, seeing that those persons – and one or another idea which I might take from one or another of my other stories – are mine actually, I'm allowed to use them.

more details you will learn while visiting mrs.trabi's profile:

http://www.fanfiction.net/u/2473886/mrs-trabi

--> alright ... *with an ICQ-voice* ... it's online ... it's alive ... you have a messege, Master ... o.O ...


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and sit a while with me by mrs.trabi reviews
AU/Realization can be a hard thing and when it hits Hereweald Hrothgar, then he's not too happy about it. Through an accident, he and his student, Jamie Novak, fall back to the year 29 A.C. to meet Jesus of Nazareth and His disciples – what will he, the dark and tough man from a different time learn from a man that knows him better than he knows himself? And what will the child ...
Bible - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Friendship - Chapters: 6 - Words: 63,036 - Reviews: 97 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 12/11/2013 - Published: 9/23/2013 - Jesus, Peter, James, John the Apostle
The Seven Year Snitch by Daniella Fromage reviews
After the Dursleys' deaths, Snape unwillingly becomes seven-year-old Harry's guardian. How long will it take for him to give his archenemy's son a chance? WARNING: Contains the corporal punishment, i.e. spanking, of a child.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 23,884 - Reviews: 501 - Favs: 414 - Follows: 662 - Updated: 10/23/2009 - Published: 10/13/2008 - Harry P., Severus S.
In Memory I by becka reviews
Slash. What if someone followed Hagrid the night he delivered Harry to the Dursleys? How would Harry's life have been different? AU that follows Harry as he grows up with the abusive Dursleys, and continues to his time at Hogwarts.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 73,039 - Reviews: 1645 - Favs: 2,739 - Follows: 2,549 - Updated: 9/8/2009 - Published: 11/9/2003 - Harry P.
Harry Potter and the Spy of the Order by Shadewolf7 reviews
Severus Snape finds out that Potter may not be the spoiled brat he'd always thought. He does not care about the Potter whelp. He does NOT. AU fifth on.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 7 - Words: 9,361 - Reviews: 135 - Favs: 166 - Follows: 281 - Updated: 4/12/2009 - Published: 10/18/2008 - Harry P., Severus S.
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A few days more reviews
AU / sequel to "Twenty-one days" – read this first or you wouldn't understand all that happens in this story here. How will those fourth year Slytherins and Gryffindors who survived their imprisonment go on in all-day life after their survival? How will they manage to reintegrate into the all day life of the school? And how will outside people react to them?
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 27 - Words: 222,518 - Reviews: 956 - Favs: 353 - Follows: 562 - Updated: 10/4/2013 - Published: 10/7/2011 - Harry P., Severus S.
I am here, you silly child reviews
AU / Severus Snape, Potions Master at Hogwarts, school of witchcraft and wizardry, is happy to finally have his well deserved holidays and to be free from idiotic students while being at Spinner's End, until … yes, until he receives a call from the London police department … children dying, fathers grieving and fate doing its own miracles – read the NaNo Story from Nov. 2012 ...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 5 - Words: 39,661 - Reviews: 165 - Favs: 171 - Follows: 285 - Updated: 9/6/2013 - Published: 6/13/2013 - Harry P., Severus S.
Little robe reviews
AU / After a desasterous end ouf fourth year Harry is expelled from Hogwarts and Dumbledore sends Harry and Severus to a small academy in Canada. Will the now fifth year student manage to handle all the changes around him added to his usual troubles? And how will Severus handle his new post in a country where people don't know him as a death eater yet? Thanks for reading this story
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 25 - Words: 148,954 - Reviews: 710 - Favs: 307 - Follows: 482 - Updated: 5/31/2013 - Published: 12/27/2010 - Harry P., Severus S.
Cartons of milk reviews
AU / Albus Dumbledore needs a teacher for the pre-school in Little Whinging, Surrey, to cover the raccoon class which one Harry Potter attends … and whom do you think he will send? Well, I am sure you already can imagine … *lol* … watch our dear Potions Master handling a bunch of "little snotty toddlers" ... all reviews will go to the kindergarden for a carton of milk for them ...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 25 - Words: 137,256 - Reviews: 1548 - Favs: 1,058 - Follows: 1,151 - Updated: 4/5/2013 - Published: 2/13/2011 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
By the end of the day reviews
AU / A person dies and another one is born, a person disappears while another one appears someplace else, fate is handing out the cards and you don't know if it will be for the better or for the worse - life simply unfolds itself - will it unfold itself for the better for one small child called Harry Potter? Will time repeat itself just the other way round? thanks for reading ...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Family/Mystery - Chapters: 15 - Words: 125,910 - Reviews: 398 - Favs: 113 - Follows: 151 - Updated: 1/18/2013 - Published: 6/6/2011 - Severus S., Harry P.
Here and now reviews
AU / What if Harry Potter never had been to Hogwarts? And what if he never knew that he was a wizard? What if he never had met Severus Snape? Two people having loved and lost, what if they will meet long after they are meant to meet? Will they be able to start a friendship here and now, and will they allow this friendship to heal them? Thanks for reading this rather unusual story
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 15 - Words: 105,404 - Reviews: 227 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 1/4/2013 - Published: 7/20/2012 - Harry P., Severus S.
Tears falling in darkness: year one reviews
AU / After ten long and miserable years with the Dursleys Harry finally finds his freedom and a home – in the house of Slytherin. Will he find a family as well? Severus has lost something ten long and miserable years ago. Will he find it again now? Accompany them on their way through the first year at Hogwarts and see what will come their way ... thanks for reading ...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 70 - Words: 576,810 - Reviews: 2599 - Favs: 938 - Follows: 956 - Updated: 5/25/2012 - Published: 9/11/2009 - Harry P., Severus S.
The boy that forgot to die reviews
AU / Harry Potter comes back for his second year at Hogwarts but something is not the way it should be and Severus Snape seems the only one able to help the boy that forgot to die … will he manage to really help the Gryffindor before it is too late? What could happen if he won't be able to help the son of his school nemesis? Story written for NaNo 2011 ... thanks for reading ...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 70 - Words: 182,761 - Reviews: 1782 - Favs: 280 - Follows: 295 - Updated: 4/30/2012 - Published: 12/2/2011 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
The room of requirement reviews
AU / Hermione Granger is Hermy. Harry Potter is justharry. And Severus Snape is the Darkmaster. What is wrong with the witches and wizards during the summer holiday after third year? What illness does the Boy-Who-Lived suffers from? And what dealings does Minerva McGonagall have at Prince Manor? Will Albus Dumebledore be the Master of puppets? Thanks for reading this story ...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 31 - Words: 197,673 - Reviews: 715 - Favs: 178 - Follows: 247 - Updated: 12/23/2011 - Published: 4/16/2010 - Harry P., Severus S.
I just wanted to ask reviews
AU / With Voldemort on his back and some other things that always nearly killed him, Harry hadn't had many experiences when it came to – sex. So whom will he ask anything about it the moment he begins to get interested? And how will teachers and students alike react to any outcome of 'the talk? Story contains BDSM and gay things ... thanks for reading and reviewing ...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 158,013 - Reviews: 821 - Favs: 475 - Follows: 716 - Updated: 12/16/2011 - Published: 2/1/2010 - Harry P., Severus S.
Twentyone days reviews
AU / Death Eaters besiege Hogwarts. A spell from Dumbledore is going astray. A cauldron explodes during potions class. And the old castle enfolds its own magic. Can some students survive the next twenty-one days? How will they deal with everything thrown their way due to "the tragedy of Hogwarts" as reporters call it? Accompany them on their struggle to stay alive ... thanks ...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 31 - Words: 210,264 - Reviews: 1524 - Favs: 876 - Follows: 473 - Updated: 10/7/2011 - Published: 4/16/2010 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
The fourth house of Hogwarts reviews
AU / An artifact was missing. A house was missing. And the sorting hat will have to sort it out. It makes its own decisions together with the castle. Will two persons within find their freedom after a long time of terror? - This story is on hold due to privat trouble, but it is not up for adoption, I'll continue with this one eventually ... thanks for your understanding ...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 45,636 - Reviews: 309 - Favs: 147 - Follows: 251 - Updated: 10/8/2010 - Published: 3/29/2010 - Harry P., Severus S.
Who would cry for me? reviews
AU / This little story is my Christmas present for you. It's not a classical Christmas story. Just a little fiction I came up with, that I want to present you for Christmas with. A few memories from Harry and Severus - Well, merry Christmas '09 to you ..
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 26,909 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 3/25/2010 - Published: 12/23/2009 - Severus S., Harry P. - Complete
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