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Joined 07-22-09, id: 2018666, Profile Updated: 01-22-17
Author has written 8 stories for Twilight.

Hiya Guys!

I left FanFiction.net back in 2012, but have recently discovered that I'm still getting reviews/follows/favorites. Because of this, I wanted to make a quick update:

All the stories that I finished (and the ones that didn't) meant a lot to me and because of this, I never removed them from this site. Although I appreciate reading all of your kind reviews, I will not continue writing. These past few years I have pursued various other interests and even if I wanted to continue any of my stories, I am no longer in the place to do so. In fact, it would be a great disservice to all of you if I were to write them now. My heart just isn't in it and while the quality of my writing has (hopefully) improved through the years, I cannot promise any of you a better story. An author without passion, really isn't an author at all.

If any of you are feeling especially disappointed by the ending of a story, or lack thereof, please feel free to message me. I will leave the alerts on and can hopefully provide you with a better discussion on where the story would have ended up. I know that I left several stories without an ending and I am open to discussing what my ideas were and how everything would have come together. Better yet, if any of you are interested in taking one of my unfinished story-lines and writing it as you see fit, I would be more than happy to discuss that with you as well.

Again, I appreciate all of your support more than you can ever know. When I started out on this site, I was a lost and depressed teenager who relied on these stories to get through the day. I relied on my writing and the writing of others to get me to the point where I am now. Fanfiction no longer serves as a crutch and I owe so much of that to all you lovely people. You have been so lovely and encouraging from the very beginning and words cannot possibly express the love that I have for you. I will cherish this website and the wonderful experience that I had here for the rest of my life.

Thank you all. And to anyone that I may have disappointed, I am sincerely sorry.

- Jen (1/22/17).

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Gravestone of Two Lovers by 7HockeyStarVampireObsessed7 reviews
Bella gets changed by Victoria about a week after Edward leaves. 77 years later she gets back to Forks only to find a mysterious person laying flowers on her grave. Is Edward still alive? is it him? find out. i am bad at summaries. better than it sounds
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 14 - Words: 20,649 - Reviews: 311 - Favs: 291 - Follows: 279 - Updated: 2/13/2012 - Published: 12/8/2008 - Bella, Edward
Unaccompanied Minors by eatprayread210 reviews
What happens when a huge blizzard strands a bunch of kids in an airport on Christmas? What happens when some of those kids are Bella, Edward, Alice, Rosalie, Jasper and Emmett? Yeah, I’m thinking chaos. All Human.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 9 - Words: 9,306 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 10/16/2011 - Published: 12/14/2009 - Bella, Edward
My Returning Relative by Shaps reviews
My Pen Pal sequel.AU/AH/Canon pairs. Senior year at Forks begins.Bella's cousin Vanessa comes to stay, upsetting social standings, new relationships and everything in general. Where did she come from? Why does she look beaten? Why does she hate Jacob so?
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 68,069 - Reviews: 689 - Favs: 246 - Follows: 337 - Updated: 5/6/2011 - Published: 12/1/2008 - Bella, Renesmee C./Nessie
Sound Of Salvation by An End Has A Start reviews
Edward is a hostage negotiator with one hell of a night ahead of him. Bella is a hostage trapped inside a mall. They're both relying on each other to bring the ordeal to an end. All Human. ExB.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 5 - Words: 31,518 - Reviews: 428 - Favs: 418 - Follows: 588 - Updated: 4/22/2011 - Published: 8/3/2009 - Edward, Bella
In the Grip of Twilight by Olivia Tannis Moure reviews
Edward kissed my mouth, a quick impulsive kiss, as if branding me, and then he took my wrists and lowered my legs down through the dark hole. “I’ll be right behind you,” he told me, an instant before letting my wrists go. Romance and Suspense
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 89 - Words: 101,885 - Reviews: 1031 - Favs: 409 - Follows: 335 - Updated: 1/25/2011 - Published: 2/4/2009 - Bella, Edward
It Must Be Fate by Endless Questions reviews
Instead of dying in Italy, Edward returns home safe. But Bella is having conflicting feelings about Edward and Jake. Can a dream change her perceptions? Will it have lasting effects? Joint story with Unexpected Answers. Rated M for later chapters. ON HIATUS UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 9 - Words: 13,102 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 8/18/2010 - Published: 9/12/2009 - Bella, Jacob
Biological Compulsion by wuogkat reviews
Edward can't decide whether to love Bella or to kill her. He does lure her away from school during Biology class. Will Alice rescue her in time, or is Bella's sanity permanently compromised? B/E AU For Darkward In the Dark Contest.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Supernatural - Chapters: 7 - Words: 25,665 - Reviews: 188 - Favs: 141 - Follows: 165 - Updated: 7/31/2010 - Published: 9/30/2009 - Bella, Edward
Changes by atinaej reviews
Three months after Edward leaves, Carlisle realizes that leaving Bella destroyed their family and he decides to return to Forks. AU, non-cannon. A CarlisleXBella story.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 47 - Words: 128,661 - Reviews: 1406 - Favs: 1,136 - Follows: 529 - Updated: 3/15/2010 - Published: 4/9/2009 - Bella, Carlisle - Complete
Broken Promises and Bleeding Hearts by vampdiaries711 reviews
What would happen if when edward left he decided that one last kiss wouldn't hurt? How would Bella react? would he still have the strength to leave her or would that kiss change Bella's life forever? This is my first fanfic! hope you enjoy:
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 24,790 - Reviews: 123 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 1/9/2010 - Published: 5/21/2009 - Bella, Edward
A World of One by Nervous.Laugh reviews
Bella finds out that she is more important to the Cullen's then she thought. And after they split up, it is up to Bella to find them again; it is up to her to rescue them from themselves. Will she succeed? Set in New Moon.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 37 - Words: 64,806 - Reviews: 730 - Favs: 137 - Follows: 98 - Updated: 12/7/2009 - Published: 4/25/2009 - Bella - Complete
My Personal Hell by lari223 reviews
Edward left in NM. Bella got changed by Laurent's new coven. The Cullen's meet a Bella-look-a-like. Throw in Victoria and everything goes wrong from there. B/E, but eventually B/OC. Co-written with purpletea.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 16 - Words: 32,254 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 11/17/2009 - Published: 8/15/2009
Edward's Eclipse by vix2020 reviews
For True Edward Fans. An in-depth, accurate portrayal of the heart, mind, and soul of the beloved Edward Cullen as he deals with the complex themes and events taking place during Eclipse. RATED T FOR INTIMACY THEMES/LANGUAGE. CANON. EPOV.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 67,782 - Reviews: 436 - Favs: 965 - Follows: 502 - Updated: 11/16/2009 - Published: 8/15/2008 - Edward, Bella
While You Were Gone by jennyxbc reviews
I hate how you sit there and act like you know me. Let's get this straight. You used to know me. And you remember what happened with that situation? See, that girl you used to know… she left. Just like you did. - DxB/BxE. A Volturi story - on Haitus.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 20,427 - Reviews: 385 - Favs: 298 - Follows: 300 - Updated: 8/22/2009 - Published: 6/13/2009 - Bella, Demetri
In the Rain by metesme reviews
I looked over the edge again. I had to do this. But his touch…it made me feel…complete. The look in his eyes…the emotions I could see was a mixture fear and worry. But my question was why did he feel these things? One-shot.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,616 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/22/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
From Dawn To Twilight by Cometakeawalkwithme reviews
When he left her, he promised a clean break. Years after her "death", the Cullens go to Volterra and meet a new, powerful Bella- who isn't what she always was. Will hearts mend? Or will she keep running away from the man who once broke her heart? Stars/Vp
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 17,362 - Reviews: 676 - Favs: 503 - Follows: 594 - Updated: 7/16/2009 - Published: 6/3/2008 - Bella, Edward
Someone Wake Me Up by Dancemydreams reviews
After Bella's tragic 18th birthday party, Edward leaves her for her safety. But, what would have happened if he had left more than an agonizing girl behind? What if, without knowing, he had left his own baby growing inside of her?
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 34 - Words: 63,397 - Reviews: 1931 - Favs: 938 - Follows: 531 - Updated: 7/15/2009 - Published: 1/12/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Lo and Behold: her story by tropicalsplash.juicyfruit reviews
*new characters, PLEASE READ & REVIEW, no cheating* The story of a special human who could take down the highest powers....
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 26 - Words: 26,530 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/12/2009 - Published: 6/30/2009 - Complete
Love Me by Emiliana Keladry reviews
Bella is sick and finds out she has cancer. Edward has to make a decision before it's too late. Nominated for Best Romance on La Tua Cantante awards.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 22 - Words: 49,799 - Reviews: 1189 - Favs: 1,001 - Follows: 400 - Updated: 5/26/2009 - Published: 7/7/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Continuance where MS stopped by Bronzehyperion reviews
This story starts where Midnight Sun left us after chapter 12 and tries to follow the rest of the book Twilight from Edward's POV as accurate as possible. COMPLETE!
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 20 - Words: 149,231 - Reviews: 489 - Favs: 714 - Follows: 230 - Updated: 2/20/2009 - Published: 9/20/2008 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Marry Me First by Justine Lark reviews
The title says it all-- Edward's POV of the scene in Bella's bedroom at the end of New Moon. You know what he said. Find out what he was thinking!
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,585 - Reviews: 98 - Favs: 126 - Follows: 21 - Published: 2/17/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Dawn by isabellthelooser reviews
I'd never imagined the taste of blood could be so potent...so delicious. I loved it and craved it. I wanted both - her blood and her - but to get one I would have to risk the other. Stopping wasn't an option anymore... my version of MidnightSun,now chap 1
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,329 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 2/6/2009 - Published: 11/27/2008 - Edward, Bella - Complete
After me by engravingwordswiththornsofrose reviews
Sequel to "Unpredictable". Read "Unpredictable" before this. With a new coven and her best friend, Bella is doing great until she recieves news of a stupid boy, his stupid mistake and the fact that because of him she has to fight for her freedom, her life
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 6,054 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 1/8/2009 - Published: 11/25/2008 - Bella, Edward
She Has Your Eyes by Justine Lark reviews
Rather than sitting silently by Bella as she transforms, Edward pours out his heart. Listen to the hopes, fears, memories, insights, love and promises he shares with his wife during her change.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,017 - Reviews: 119 - Favs: 178 - Follows: 28 - Published: 12/23/2008 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Unpredictable by engravingwordswiththornsofrose reviews
After Edward left, bella headed in a bad direction, and dissapears. When she arrives back to Forks, she's greeted by friends, family, and someone unexpected. //Suck at summeries! R&R PLEASE //its better than it sounds! I PROMISE
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 13 - Words: 8,366 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 11/25/2008 - Published: 8/16/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Crescent Moon by Geneth reviews
Bella and Edward are forced to travel to the Big Apple in hopes of convincing a powerful coven that Renesmee is not an immortal child. But what they don't expect are four vampires with powers far superior to anything they've ever seen...Post Breaking Dawn
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 14 - Words: 22,065 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 10/9/2008 - Published: 9/13/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Who are you? by 10000trees reviews
ABANDONED Bella's a vampire who forgot everything about her life before she was changed in Port Angles. Who does she meet with in her afterlife?
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,386 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 10/5/2008 - Published: 9/14/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Breaking Dawn Alternate Ending by Shadowman55 reviews
This is my version to the end of Breaking Dawn. The Volturi and Cullens fight. Many die, including one of our werewolf friends. Jasper and Alice return empty-handed. And someone from the Volturi betrays the Volturi to save the Cullens.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,818 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 6 - Published: 8/16/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Breaking Dawn by Laura178 reviews
COMPLETE.--My version of Breaking Dawn.-----"I couldn't live without Edward, and I would rather my heart stop beating than try." ------ All characters belong to Stephenie Meyer.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 24 - Words: 55,503 - Reviews: 387 - Favs: 141 - Follows: 117 - Updated: 8/3/2008 - Published: 3/9/2008 - Bella, Jacob - Complete
Reunited by Revontuli reviews
Bella is kidnapped by another vampire. This one, however, doesn't want her dead. Post-Eclipse
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 6 - Words: 13,174 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 7/16/2008 - Published: 7/7/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Family Talk by NeverForgetThisPen reviews
Imagine Carlisle and Esme Cullen attempting to give their "children" a sex ed. lesson.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 10 - Words: 30,626 - Reviews: 393 - Favs: 466 - Follows: 217 - Updated: 6/10/2008 - Published: 2/27/2008 - Complete
The Possibility and the Promise by emilie whoa reviews
There was no way I could have know that Edward Cullen would kill me that day. It just happened. Like tripping on a crack in the concrete, or missing the game winning goal in gym. He had no control. He killed me and there was nothing I could do to stop it.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 20,292 - Reviews: 564 - Favs: 383 - Follows: 137 - Updated: 5/9/2007 - Published: 2/15/2007 - Complete
For you, My Love by kajibot reviews
Their love was clearly invincible. Nothing could ever come between them, not even death. So, what happens when one day, Edward learns that no matter what he does, he cannot save her. Edward's POV.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,255 - Reviews: 150 - Favs: 197 - Follows: 36 - Published: 1/14/2007 - Complete
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My Heart's Keeper reviews
Sequel to Bound by Love. Better summary inside. Bella's inner turmoil stengthens when her ties with Edward are constantly jeopordized and Rose accuses her and Trevor of falling in love. What will Bella do when her heart is put on the line time after time
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,291 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 5/8/2010 - Published: 12/28/2009 - Bella, Edward
Blinded Light reviews
The ground was cold, rough and unforgiving as it scratched at my dampened clothing. Yes, I had been careless, and yes, I could have died, but I still refused, even in those moments, to believe that my cliff diving had been wrong to do." -ExB
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,416 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/18/2010 - Edward, Bella
Broken Glass reviews
What was going on in Edward's head during Bella's birthday? And, the rest of the characters throughout New Moon? Bella's suffering, Jasper's guilt, Alice's loss; My version of New Moon: Rewritten, though still the same in the ways that matter.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,774 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/17/2010 - Bella, Edward
Bound By love reviews
What if Bella was still determined about her future as a vampire...even after Edward left her. What will happen when her wishes are granted by the Volturi and Bella is forced to return to the Cullens? Read to find out! Usual parings: ExB SEQUEL NOW UP!
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 33 - Words: 44,375 - Reviews: 144 - Favs: 215 - Follows: 98 - Updated: 1/17/2010 - Published: 7/25/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Sun Will Shine
After Breaking Dawn: The Volturi are returning to Forks just as everything seems to be settling down. Bella and Edward are constantly on edge and even Renesmee is at risk. Better summary inside; please read! CANON PAIRINGS. Way better than it sounds!
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,064 - Published: 11/27/2009 - Bella, Edward
Iceless Knight reviews
Bella has Cancer and wants nothing more than for her life to change directions. Edward returns, though his homecoming isn't quite what he expected. Will Edward ever reclaim his heart? Will Bella live long enough for that? Better than it sounds! ExB
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,311 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 27 - Published: 10/12/2009 - Bella, Edward
Already Gone reviews
Edward finally returns but is he too late, as Bella jumps off a cliff? How will he react to the new information about Bella? Will he be furious or will his love catch up to him? What happens when the Volturi are involved? Nothing good! Edward/Bella
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,405 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 10/8/2009 - Published: 7/29/2009 - Bella, Edward
All Around Me reviews
For, at failing at this one minor detail, I would have to give up on one of the people that I loved the most. I couldn’t save everyone and that reminder nearly tore me in two." What happened after the Dawn broke when Renesemee has grown up? RxJ/BxE
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 803 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/5/2009 - Jacob, Renesmee C./Nessie