DysfunctionalNightmare
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Joined 08-03-09, id: 2035329, Profile Updated: 09-21-12
Author has written 7 stories for Supernatural.

So..uh, I suck at these. Here goes...

I've been reading and writing fanfic for awhile and only recently decided to post it. I've been writing my own stuff for years but I'm very protective of it and never share. Writing has always been an escape so I do it first and foremost for me but lately I've been curious if anyone else would be interested in my work. I know all aspiring writers need to be open to criticism, I only ask it be constructive. Saying THAT SUX about one of my stories may be true but please tell me WHY it sucked.

Completely and totally Supernatural obsessed. It is truly the best show to ever grace its presence on TV.

I am a loyal dedicated Dean girl to the core (the man's my hero) but Castiel found a special place in my heart at "I'm the one that gripped you tight and raised you from perdition." Who could resist his charms after that?

LOVE a good angsty story. The more angst the better. I am a sucker for a happy ending and the occasional chick flick moment but pure fluff will bore me.

All feedback is welcomed and greatly appreciated. I may not respond to it all but I do thank you.

All mistakes are mine. My grammar and spelling are admittedly lacking. I'm the creative brain, if I ever get published I'll need an awesome editor.

Ending a story is the bane of my existence. As the man said...

"Endings are hard. Any chapped-ass monkey with a keyboard can poop out a beginning, but endings are impossible. You try to tie up every loose end, but you never can. The fans are always gonna bitch. There's always gonna be holes. And since it's the ending, it's all supposed to add up to something. I'm telling you, they're a raging pain in the ass."

Amen Chuck, amen.

“There's a time and place for everything, and I believe it’s called 'fan fiction'.”

-Joss Whedon

I strongly believe...

...Kripke is a God.

...music is life.

...dogs are better than people.

...no man will ever measure up to Dean Winchester to me, I am ruined.

...Faith was way cooler than Buffy.

...OCD is both a blessing and a curse.

...most of life's issues can be pushed aside with the declaration that "It is not of import"

...Spn characters are more family to me than most of my blood.

...the world is a better place because Misha Collins is in it.

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I Have Loved You For A Thousand Years by Kimisha reviews
Dean raised his younger brother Sam on his own after the death of his parents. Little does Dean know his mother was right, angels are watching over him and have been since he was a baby. One angel Castiel, has watched over Dean for years and finally decides to make his presence known. Castiel visits earth for the first time and acts as human in order to get close to Dean.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 31,504 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 111 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 6/16/2012 - Published: 6/3/2012 - Castiel, Dean W. - Complete
Another Brick in the Wall by Psammead reviews
AT/AU- Dean wakes up and is shocked to discover he is 17 and everyone he loves is safe and happy, so clearly something must be horribly, horribly wrong. Who sent him there? Will he be able to go home? Will he manage to graduate from high school this time?
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 16,835 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 6 - Published: 9/6/2011 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Me and Mine by AlreadyPainfullyGone reviews
Castiel is a gay priest and devoted to repressing himself, until he meets seventeen year old Dean who needs help in denying his own sexuality. Inconvenient though it is, they fall in love and move from denial to platonic love to something more complex.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 35 - Words: 52,570 - Reviews: 477 - Favs: 457 - Follows: 176 - Updated: 8/2/2011 - Published: 2/13/2011 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Spin the bottle by RubinAmigo reviews
AU Sam is in college, Dean is a mechanic. He goes to a college party with Sam and there he meets Castiel Novak. Something happens that confuses Dean a lot and he has to learn how to deal with these new feelings. Destiel. Rating changed to M now.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 28,139 - Reviews: 142 - Favs: 144 - Follows: 94 - Updated: 7/30/2011 - Published: 5/31/2011 - Castiel, Dean W. - Complete
Goodbye Yellow Brick Road by Gripped you tight reviews
Devastated and tortured by the loss of his brother, Dean Winchester begs Castiel to put an end to his misery. With the help of God himself, Castiel follows Dean into an Alternate Universe where Sam Winchester was never born.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20,888 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/30/2011 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Game night by nutmeg17 reviews
AU Dean and Cas are best friends but when something more is found can it withstand the brutality of life? the doubt shame jealousy anger lies seduction and most of all the secrets lives these teenage boys. Can love be enough to get them to graduation? R&R
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 33 - Words: 71,633 - Reviews: 188 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 54 - Updated: 6/12/2011 - Published: 2/6/2011 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
The End by emmasi reviews
Set during "The End" s5. If you haven't seen this episode, stop reading now. The year is 2014 and the world has quite literally gone to Hell. This fic explores how Dean became "broken," how Cas became a "hippie," and how Sam became... well... Lucifer.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 12,170 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 6/12/2011 - Published: 6/8/2011 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
More than an Arrangement by SHolmes4 reviews
High School Destiel AU: It's the last year of high school and Dean is the star base ball player who is dating a cheerleader, when he's given the task to procure some things for Lisa's party he comes face to face with Cas the school dealer/stoner.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 44,198 - Reviews: 236 - Favs: 286 - Follows: 88 - Updated: 5/27/2011 - Published: 5/20/2011 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Less Ordinary by AlreadyPainfullyGone reviews
Dean and Castiel's parents are dead. From the ages of 6 and 4 they share a room at the childrens home they end up in. Dean means a lot to Cas - Father, mother, brother, best friend, and quite possibly everything else as well. Incest, not creepy, I hope.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 14,162 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 12/5/2010 - Published: 11/26/2010 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Trade In My Halo by Artemisdesari reviews
The Apocalypse is averted and Castiel is taken home to receive judgement, given six months as a human to ascertain whether Dean feels for him as he does for Dean. Dean/Castiel, season 5 spoilers. COMPLETE
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 18 - Words: 64,267 - Reviews: 418 - Favs: 644 - Follows: 177 - Updated: 11/20/2009 - Published: 9/9/2009 - Castiel, Dean W. - Complete
Croatoan by williewildcat reviews
AU! Set during 5.04 The End. Dean is sent 5 years in the future to see the consequences of his actions in the present and what he learns is devastating. Warning: Spoilers for 5.04 so don't read if you don't wanna be spoiled! Reviews are appreciated!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 24,382 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 10/13/2009 - Published: 9/26/2009 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Warriors of God by krissy7490 reviews
Based on the original spoiler pics and clips of 5x04. Don't read if you don't want to be spoiled! My version of what I thought would happen and then what I wanted to have happen! ; Is Dean/Castiel. Don't like slash, don't read!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 18,022 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 10/12/2009 - Published: 9/23/2009 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
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Profound Bond reviews
Ok, right to the point. Destiel. Fem! Human! Cas. Don't like then don't read. Takes place a few days after Sam killed Lilith and they find out Cas was killed. More summary inside.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42,848 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 7 - Published: 7/6/2013 - Dean W., Castiel
Achilles Last Stand reviews
Part 3 of the series. What happens after they avoid the Apocalypse? How are Dean and human Cas dealing with each other? What's Castiel up to? As is usual with the Winchesters, they come up against a big probem and are in need of some angelic assistance. Full warnings & related story info inside.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30,585 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/16/2012 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Nothing Can Wake Me Up From You reviews
What if Future Cas got popped back to the tail end of 2009? Could he change anything? Would the Apocalypse still happen? Can so called Heaven destiny be changed? Well, this is what I thought would happen based on a previous story. This fic is a sequel-esq to The End:Behind the 5 Years. CONTAINS: Slash, language and Season 5 & 6 spoilers.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39,290 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/17/2012 - Castiel, Dean W. - Complete
Trapped reviews
My alternate take on S7. Starts off at ep 1 then mostly a "what could have happened" version of the season if LeviaCas had stuck around. Warnings: Some spoilers/slash/language. See top of chapters for full descrips.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16,394 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 5/12/2012 - Published: 4/19/2012 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Forgiveness reviews
My version of Castiel's return. I'm super nervous about ep17 & have given it way too much thought. This little fic idea wouldn't leave me alone so I thought I'd share. WARNINGS: S7 spoilers. No slash. Way Angsty/Sappy
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,138 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/5/2012 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Maybe it was reviews
Dean and Cas track down a nest of vampires. Dean gets pretty beat up and Cas fixes him up. Warnings: SLASH, Dean/Cas, Language. All mistakes are mine.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,116 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 6 - Published: 2/29/2012 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
The End: Behind the 5 Years reviews
Warning: Slash Dean/Castiel, language, slight spoilers for S5 & 6. I always wanted to do a fic on this ep & the lack of Castiel this season inspired me. My first shared fic please Review :)
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34,501 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/4/2011 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete