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*WARNING* this bio was written at around midnight, the day after Christmas, by a person who doesn’t sleep a lot, has a lot of time on her hands; it’s about 2 pages long, not including the quotes at the end (and there are many of them) …which I think are worth reading, if nothing else of this bio is.

~"The question isn't 'who is going to let me'; it's 'who is going to stop me.'"

-"The Foutainhead," Ayn Rand ~

skips around happily*


skips some more*

and some more*

you know, I really don't like skipping. *sighs* so you want to know about me? ...well, no, of course you don't - you're just insane or bored or both or maybe just weird...or all three? but then I guess, if you were bored (insanely so?), insane and'd probably just fall under the category of weird... *nods head knowledgably*

ok, so we've established that you're insane and by now I’m sure you've realised *I’m* insane, so shall we just continue on with the bio and get over the nonsensical rambling? no? ... well TOO BAD! do you people think *I* like rambling? (actually I do...I think it's funny. but then again, I think the word quiz is funny so...)

I’m 15 (ok, 14, but I’m 15 in January (*pokes out tongue*)
I live in Australia (yes, the country all the way down there)
I’m female, and my name's Sheila (yes, that's right; I’m an Australian sheila and my name's Sheila)

pulls out lightsabre*
*does cool stuff*
*ignores weird glances from people who have no business casting weird glances her way*

I don't own alot, and certainly have no claim what-so-ever on the fandoms I write (er, live) in.

I do however have a beautiful cat, called Leo (the lion) (male) however, he's not really named after a Lion (good thing too, he's afraid of his own shadow and most cat toys) he got his name from Leo off Charmed.

Ok, umm... fandoms I’m into: Star Wars (well, more just obi-wan's apprenticeship days), Harry Potter, Pirates of the Caribbean, X-Men, X-Men: Evolution, X-Men movieverse, yu-gi-oh, Lord of the Rings and umm...yes, I think that's it.

Fave characters from afore mentioned fandoms:
X-Men (all verses) - Bobby, Hank, Kurt, Kitty (sort of), Logan, Jamie, Warren, Remy...oh and Pyro.
Harry Potter - Sirius, Snape, Ron, Sirius, Draco, Gred and Forge, Sirius...and I think that's, no, wait - Remus.
Pirates- Jack and Will and Will, and erm Jack.
LotR – NOT FRODO! *coughs* *slightly deranged look disappears* erm, Strider and Legolas.
Yu-Gi-Oh – Yugi, Joey, Tristan and Seto.

Ok, erm hobbies, yes – I have those…

Climbing rocks, or plastic that has funny looking things protruding from said plastic. Reading Fanfiction… yeah. Reading, movies, music, attempting to play drums, guitar and bass (separately) with little success.

And yes, if you’ve read this far…perhaps a visit to a psychiatrist is in order, hmmm?

runs off humming*
*swims back in*

a final word: do try and enjoy my stories :D *nods*

oh, and a final word to follow the previously mentioned, incorrectly named final word: A huge thanks to anyone who’s actually read this. A Bigger and huger thanks to those who read my stories, and a bigger than bigger, enormous, biggest thank you in existence (now and future *dodges weird looks*) to the people who take the time to review.

flys off*
...(with plushies of fave characters in tow)


quotes (the things most people skip over):

“MAD, adj. Affected with a high degree of intellectual independence; not conforming to standards of thought, speech and action derived by the conformants from study of themselves; at odds with the majority; in short, unusual. It is noteworthy that persons are pronounced mad by officials destitute of evidence that themselves are sane. For illustration, this present (and illustrious) lexicographer is no firmer in the faith of his own sanity than is any inmate of any madhouse in the land; yet for aught he knows to the contrary, instead of the lofty occupation that seems to him to be engaging his powers he may really be beating his hands against the window bars of an asylum and declaring himself Noah Webster, to the innocent delight of many thoughtless spectators.”

-The Devil's Dictionary," Ambrose Bierce

"I keep my scars from prying eyes
Incapable of ever knowing why."

-"Diluted," Slipknot

"Conformists look around and follow closely; Nonconformists look around and do the opposite. Individualists don't look around a lot."

-Eromon D'Alyzal”

"Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn."

-Gone With The Wind [movie]

"'But people will have been killed!'
'Oh yes... I daresay that's quite likely. It's really quite difficult to be a murderer without killing people from time to time, you know.'"

-"Phantom," Susan Kay

"People demand freedom of speech as a compensation for the freedom of thought which they seldom use."

-Soren Kierkegaard

"Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad."

-Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

"And what is a good citizen? Simply one who never says, does or thinks anything that is unusual. Schools are maintained in order to bring this uniformity up to the highest possible point. A school is a hopper into which children are heaved while they are still young and tender; there in they are pressed into certain standard shapes and covered from head to heels with official rubber stamps."

-H.L. Mencken

"'Pooh, promise you won't forget about me, ever. Not even when I'm a hundred.'
Pooh thought for a little while. 'How old shall I be then?'
Pooh nodded. 'I promise,' he said."

-"The House at Pooh Corner," A.A. Milne

"You're obliged to pretend respect for people and institutions you think absurd. You live attached in a cowardly fashion to moral and social conventions you despise, condemn, and know lack all foundation. It is that permanent contradiction between your ideas and desires and all the dead formalities and vain pretenses of your civilization which makes you sad, troubled and unbalanced. In that intolerable conflict you lose all joy of life and all feeling of personality, because at every moment they suppress and restrain and check the free play of your powers. That's the poisoned and mortal wound of the civilized world."

-"Torture Garden," Octave Mirbeau

"Looked at sky through smoke heavy with human fat and God was not there. The cold, suffocating dark goes on forever and we are alone. Live our lives, lacking anything better to do; Devise reason later. Born from Oblivion, bear children, hell-bound as ourselves, go into Oblivion. There is nothing else. Existence is random; has no pattern save what we imagine after staring at it too long; no meaning save what we choose to impose. This rudderless world is not shaped by vague metaphysical forces. It is not God who kills the children. Not Fate that butchers them or Destiny that feeds them to the dogs. It's us. Only us."

-"Watchmen," Alan Moore

"I'm sad, but I'm laughing."

-"Hand in my Pocket," Alanis Morissette

"First they came for the communists, and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a communist. Then they came for the Jews, and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a Jew. Then they came for the trade unionists, and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a trade unionist. Then they came for the Catholics and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a Catholic. Then they came for me -- and by that time there was nobody left to speak up."

-Martin Niemoeller

"When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares."

-Henri Nouwen

"Sometimes the insane and the contrarians and the ones who are closest to suicide are the most valuble people society has. They may be precursors of social change. They've taken the burdens of the culture onto themselves, and in their struggle to solve their own problems they're solving problems for the culture as well."

-"Lila: An Inquiry Into Morals," Robert Pirsig

Is an art, like everything else,
I do it exceptionally well.
I do it so it feels like hell.
I do it so it feels real.
I guess you could say I've a call."

-"Lady Lazarus," Sylvia Plath

"There must be quite a few things that a hot bath won't cure, but I don't know many of them."

-"The Bell Jar," Sylvia Plath

"There is a level of cowardice lower than that of the conformist: the fashionable non-conformist."

-Ayn Rand

"The cruellest lies are often told in silence."

-Robert Louis Stevenson

"They tell us that suicide is the greatest piece of cowardice; that only a madman could be guilty of it, and other insipidities of the same kind; or else they make the nonsensical remark that suicide is wrong, when it is quite obvious that there is nothing in the world to which every man has a more unassailable title than to his own life and person."

-Arthur Schopenhauer

"You were born an original. Don't die a clone."


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The Taming Of Harry Potter by Mel J1701 reviews
For young Harry Potter, a cupboard under the stairs was luxury compared to the conditions he has been kept in since he was seven years old...
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 65,758 - Reviews: 2109 - Favs: 3,107 - Follows: 3,144 - Updated: 12/22/2012 - Published: 9/9/2003 - Severus S., Harry P.
Yet Another Snape meets the Dursleys story by rabbit and -v-Jinx-v reviews
When Snape is called to the Dursleys' by an urgent message, he does not find what he expects to find. Chapter 28: Food arrives, and some unexpected visitors as well. Chapter 29, the revised ending. Chap 30, a lagniappe explaining Snape's background.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 78,386 - Reviews: 2257 - Favs: 2,551 - Follows: 733 - Updated: 4/6/2008 - Published: 2/13/2002 - Severus S., Harry P. - Complete
Caffeine and Saccharine by Minerva Solo reviews
Jean Paul makes a point of befriending his crush, but Bobby's own feelings are more than friendly. Or they were, but as time has passed things turned positively sour. But now JP's losing his sister again he's getting lonely. Final update.
X-Men - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 26 - Words: 80,280 - Reviews: 259 - Favs: 148 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 2/13/2008 - Published: 6/14/2004 - Complete
The Unexpected Friend by Questie reviews
Harry and Severus are captured during Harry's 5th year. Not related to OOTP. Harry and the remaining Marauders discover some of Severus' hidden past.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 36 - Words: 86,884 - Reviews: 918 - Favs: 549 - Follows: 464 - Updated: 7/28/2007 - Published: 6/3/2003 - Severus S., Harry P.
Crimson Bullets by Rynn Abhorsen reviews
They couldn't cope when she died for them and the knowledge of her sacrifice nearly destroyed the team. But now that they know she is alive, their destruction is approaching far faster than they realize.
X-Men: Evolution - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 19,497 - Reviews: 143 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 3/5/2005 - Published: 10/6/2003
Tactile by WhisperElmwood reviews
Sirius is dead and Harry is feeling the loss. He's pushing everyone away from him in the hopes that it wont happen again. Can anyone break through his barriers? HD slash. INCOMPLETE WIP
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,583 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 7 - Published: 10/29/2004 - Harry P., Draco M.
Fires of Purgatory by QteCuttlfish reviews
What if Captain Jack Sparrow were forced to commit the worst violation on his best friend, Will Turner? m/m RAPE
Pirates of the Caribbean - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 23,979 - Reviews: 245 - Favs: 176 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 8/31/2004 - Published: 8/12/2003 - Capt. Jack Sparrow, Will T. - Complete
Spindle of Fate by Cascadia reviews
After five years of slavery, Obi-Wan is found and returned to the Jedi Temple. Time is caught up in flashbacks of Obi-Wan and Qui-Gon's time apart...But a darker future awaits. Sequel to 'Breath of Night' [complete]
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 24,761 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 6/18/2004 - Published: 6/6/2004 - Obi-Wan K., Qui-Gon J. - Complete
Redemption by krtshadow reviews
COMPLETE! Harry Potter has spent six years in Azkaban. Now, Dumbledore, Black and Lupin are here to retrieve him, now certain of his innocence. Will they be too late to save Harry's sanity? And if so, what does this mean for the world? AU after year 4.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 32 - Words: 100,077 - Reviews: 4117 - Favs: 8,922 - Follows: 2,464 - Updated: 2/12/2004 - Published: 8/16/2003 - Harry P. - Complete
Breaking the Boy by Prinzessin reviews
Too bad the only one who realizes John is breaking dies before she can help him. The rest are too busy being angry to see what's going on.
X-Men: The Movie - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,683 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/15/2003 - Pyro/John A.
Granted by Rivulet027 reviews
Bobby takes a hot shower. No pairings. Warning: major angst with suicidal thoughts.
X-Men - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,343 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/8/2003 - Robert D./Iceman - Complete
Promises Unbroken by Robin4 reviews
Sirius Black remained the Secret Keeper and everything he feared came to pass. Ten years later, James and Lily live, Harry attends Hogwarts, and Voldemort remains…yet the world is different and nothing is as it seems. AU, updated for HBP.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 41 - Words: 170,882 - Reviews: 3278 - Favs: 4,387 - Follows: 1,306 - Updated: 10/6/2003 - Published: 2/24/2003 - Sirius B., Remus L., James P., Severus S. - Complete
Counting the Dead by Black Onyx Angel reviews
One survivor visits the graveyard.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,047 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/6/2003 - Harry P.
Stormy Waters by No Tears reviews
What if Barbossa knew that it would only take a small amount of blood to break the curse? What if he did not lose Will as a captive? What if he decided to take Will as his own lover after breaking the curse?
Pirates of the Caribbean - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 35,517 - Reviews: 167 - Favs: 74 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 9/27/2003 - Published: 7/15/2003
Battle Lines by Fionhen reviews
an anti-mutant group is rising and still the Brotherhood, Acolytes and X-Men are divided. Can the fall of a leader unit them? Scott's POV. Character death. One shot
X-Men: Evolution - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,193 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 8 - Published: 9/21/2003 - Complete
Scars by Soappuppy reviews
Sometimes scars tell more than you'd like to admit.
Pirates of the Caribbean - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,864 - Reviews: 97 - Favs: 171 - Follows: 21 - Published: 8/17/2003
Sticks and Stones by PhantomTF reviews
Life as a double agent begins to take its toll on Snape. Can Harry really trust his most hated professor?
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 17 - Words: 69,669 - Reviews: 446 - Favs: 723 - Follows: 123 - Updated: 7/29/2003 - Published: 2/18/2003 - Severus S., Harry P. - Complete
The Fire Inside by TheLostMaximoff reviews
Pyro's thoughts as he cuts loose.
X-Men: The Movie - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 764 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/17/2003 - Pyro/John A. - Complete
Pry My Eyes Out by Holly Rose E reviews
(changed title) John Allerdyce. Pyro. Egocentrical, cocky, smart-ass bastard. Or is he? Is he really what he seems? Plagued, hurt, and bleeding, John Allerdyce has one true friend. A friend that most people look down upon.
X-Men: The Movie - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,386 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/16/2003
With the Stars by Klingon Chik reviews
Society kills--but in this world, nobody seems to care. (Fred POV)
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,504 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/1/2003 - George W.
Iedos Liberare: Free the Jedi by Arldetta reviews
JA - Obi Angsttorture Some students are kidnapped, and the search is on to find them. This is it! Really, The LAST Post! Pls R&R Thanks! :D
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 44,504 - Reviews: 128 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 4/8/2003 - Published: 7/29/2002 - Obi-Wan K.
Path to the Darkside by Chosen to Rise reviews
Once you start down the Dark path, forever will it dominate your destiny.
Star Wars - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/22/2003
Mallrats by Fionhen reviews
Remy is bored, Bobby's gotten into the sugar and Jubilee is...well Jubilee...Add pixie sticks and a crowded mall and you have instant chaos ::complete::
X-Men - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 12 - Words: 12,775 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 2/12/2003 - Published: 12/30/2002 - Complete
It's not Easy Being Green by Feana Puddlefoot reviews
Is there anything that Yoda really doesn't like? Definetly!
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 584 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 5 - Published: 12/1/2002
Take Me Out to the Ballgame by Faye Dartmouth reviews
Qui-Gon teaches Obi-Wan the finer pointes of the galaxy's greatest pastime...(don't ask)
Star Wars - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,502 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/19/2002
Of Western Stars by neutral reviews
[complete] Sirius comes across a picture of Harry five years into his imprisonment, and decides to see his godson at all costs. But when he finds Harry neglected and abused, he makes a decision that entangles them both in more troubles than ever before
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 35 - Words: 111,123 - Reviews: 2335 - Favs: 2,520 - Follows: 685 - Updated: 9/3/2002 - Published: 3/16/2002 - Harry P., Sirius B. - Complete
Of Grunts and Padawans by Bill-the-Pony reviews
*I updated! Chapter 6* Just a little diddle into a day in the life of - yes, everyone's favorite padawan - Obi-Wan Kenobi. We left our hero on the floor, rather stuck, and at the mercy of his master.
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 6 - Words: 12,776 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 8/29/2002 - Published: 3/12/2002
To Be by Dany reviews
After Anakin kills Obi Wan, long forgotten memories are being refreshed.
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,336 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/4/2002
Day of Darkness by Moonbeam7 reviews
A young Initiate's view of when the Temple begins to fall, and the Sith are attacking...
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,557 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/1/2002
My Name Is Boba Fett by Dobokoyuramon reviews
The young Boba Fett mourns greatly over the loss of his father. Where will he go now, and how? Very short story.
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,216 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/19/2002
A Rose's Thorn by peridot mousey reviews
When Obi-Wan is thrown into a dilemma of his own, he must fight a battle against himself. But who will save this troubled padawan - his master or himself? (It's worth reading. I promise you won't be disappointed.)
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 14,875 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 4/18/2002 - Published: 4/1/2002
Draigonslayer by Syntyche reviews
Qui-Gon procures a special gift for his Padawan.
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,894 - Reviews: 82 - Favs: 120 - Follows: 9 - Published: 3/10/2002 - Obi-Wan K., Qui-Gon J. - Complete
Wrong On So Many Levels by Evie2 reviews
MWPP, yr. 4. Whoa! James finds way too many people in his bed, Sirius hits on lily(j/k), Sirius hits on Remus(j/k), james hits sirius, watch the tale unfold! much maruading, evil socks, a happy lil' werewolf, & an uncorrupted Peter. not slash
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,860 - Reviews: 107 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 1/15/2002 - Published: 1/12/2002 - Sirius B., Remus L.
An Old Man's Meddling... by Severitus reviews
It all starts when Harry misses the train, and his worst enemy has to take him home. Sometimes all it takes is truth to end hatred.....
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 8 - Words: 33,359 - Reviews: 753 - Favs: 533 - Follows: 479 - Updated: 1/12/2002 - Published: 12/10/2001 - Severus S., Harry P.
The First Word by Evie2 reviews
Harry says his first word, and James is wondering just who the father is (but not really, it's a joke) Read to the end for a shock!
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,782 - Reviews: 174 - Favs: 412 - Follows: 78 - Published: 1/5/2002 - Sirius B., Harry P.
Sinners Of An Unknown Degree by Demeter1 reviews
Children always suffer the most in wars. Minerva McGonagall watches her charges go off to die, to slip into darkness, and to come to Hogwarts with new and painful scars. In ways only someone who has seen the past, present, future, she remembers her grief.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,316 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/9/2001 - Severus S.
Setting A Precedent by Syntyche reviews
Qui-Gon and Obi-Wan return from a mission to discover they seem to have set a precedent for arriving at the Jedi Temple.
Star Wars - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,325 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 336 - Follows: 34 - Published: 9/2/2001 - Obi-Wan K., Qui-Gon J. - Complete
When Irish Eyes are Smiling by Cairnsy reviews
Seamus is haunted by memories of his past.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,839 - Reviews: 182 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/29/2001
Grasping Air reviews
The year following the events of TotP Harry isn’t coping well and makes a decision. Ron’s self-doubt prevents him from acting quickly enough. Involves suicidal thoughts, dark themes…it’s short and basically unoriginal. Non-slash.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 642 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/14/2003 - Ron W., Harry P.