I fell in love with Twilight in March 2009 via the movie. I thought to myself that they had to slaughter this book to hell. So I got the first two books and read them in a couple of days. I was so mad at myself for not buying them all at once, but amazon had messed up copies at the time! I was in Twilight withdrawl and not in the best mood until my books came in the mail. I read the last two books knowing that Bella chose Edward and was turned into a vampire. How did that happen? Because some asshole spoiled the ending for me online.

My favorite book out of the series is wait for it! Breaking Dawn, put down your lighters and pitch forks! I love it for the book of Jacob. That was the funniest stuff I had read in the whole series! Second would be Eclipse. Since Jacob and Edward were talking stuff the whole book and Bella was so close to getting some action. Any who, I found out about fanfiction when SM mentioned it in one of her interviews. I read everything I could get my hands on. Now I am more selective.

I love to read and review almost everyday. Yes, I really am addicted to good FF. I try to review every chapter I read even though I am so excited to read the next chapter. I love authors who can back up their story or plot. I love authors who will challenge me or help me understand the story better by answering my questions or comments. Just because there are thousands of reviews does not always mean the story is good, just like a bad blockbuster movie. Some stories are so good they just don't have the marketing aka (forums, twitter, etc.) behind them. Keep writing and I will keep reviewing and enjoying the ride until one of my friends/authors twists my arm and makes me write something.

I co-hosted these awards Winners announced! Congrats winners!

I was just talked into creating a Jake Nessie Community here's the link: http://www.fanfiction.net/community/Jake_Nessie_Fics/81638/ Check it out! I won't mention any names *coughs* Nikki! *coughs* Give me suggestions so we can add to it. I want to thank my staff: Nikki - Twilight Lover ILOVETWILIGHT79 We're picky as hell but if its good we will not stop at promoting it at least I won't lol! Try me if you don't believe me! Oh hubs asked me to stop using the word "pimp" so I switched to the word "promote."

I'm also a staff member of http://www.fanfiction.net/community/Underappreciated_Yet_Awesome_Twilight_Fics/71562/ 60 subscribers and growing!

The first author to give me the privilege to beta their story is its-rpattz-baby. I love a bad ass Edward! Yes, I do love Edward, sometimes! Back up off of me okay. I'm complicated!

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5460646/1/Through_His_Eyes

The Second author to give me the privilege to beta their story is ILOVETWILIGHT79.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5802471/1/True_Love_Nessie_and_Jacob (I need to edit the beginning chapters)

PS I love my hubby of fifteen years about to be sixteen years for dealing with my ass on a daily basis and sharing my love of Twilight especially Jake, Jasper and Emmett.

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Recommendations for June

I read the best Jacob/Bella story and I figured I would share with you. I'm usually not a fan of these fics for the simple reason they turn Edward into a bastard and for some reason I don't like it. I don't like when its reversed and Jacob is the bastard so that maybe why? Anyway please give it a try and let me know what you think.

Thirty Two by jusobele On the eve of Jacob Black's 32nd birthday, he flashes back over his life from age 16. He has known more pain than most men endure in an entire lifetime. Jacob Black deserves his happy ever after. VRA

I also am in love with this daddyward fic and it takes a lot to win me over in that department. Its cute but at the same time Bella is not a push over which I appreciate. Jake is a jerk but I overlook that fact this time.

Fatherhood, Formula, and Other F Words by anhanninen When womanizer, foul-mouthed Edward's life takes an unexpected turn, he's left with a baby to raise. With the help of a friendly neighbor, he learns sometimes the unexpected could be the best thing that's ever happened. All Human

I read the following stories on my cell and probably didn't review them like I should be I liked them and wanted to share these fics with you:

Fix You by LittlePixieCullen88 The Hales and Cullens have been close friends for years. Alice and Jasper have always felt something for each but never taken it further. As they now plan to, what is left to stop them? All human. Present day. VRA

Revenge Cake by restlessxpen Sam's turning thirty, and Emily's throwing a birthday bash. Against everyone's better judgment, Leah's on the guest list, and she's not happy. It may not be wise for Jake to step into the line of fire, but people do crazy things for cake and revenge.

Faith, Hope, and Love by SheeWolf85 Sequel to Give Me a Sign. Begins two years after GMAS. Jake and Ness continue to build their relationship and overcome both individual and shared obstacles. VRA

The Cannabean Betrothal by ItzMegan73 Edward has immersed himself in the Cannabean way to ward off the hurt of a life-changing experience; but an unexpected betrothal teaches him how little he knows about life.

Our Yellow House by CaraNo Joined at the hip since kindergarten, Edward and Bella shared it all, and at the age of 22, they were happily married, expecting their first child. But when Bella was 4 months pregnant, she was kidnapped. That was 3 years ago - HEA? Yes, I promise.

My Guy, My Girls by Irenella Courmett Bella and her son move to Forks for a fresh start. Emmett is a widower with three daughters of his own. Their lives intertwine when Emmett becomes her son's peewee football coach. How will their new relationship affect the children? AH. Rated M.

The Biology Project by solostintwilight Edward's an addict resisting treatment, Bella's a girl who just wants a boyfriend already. What happens when they get paired up for a Biology Project? Bio Lab could get interesting...

Give Me a Sign by SheeWolf85 A shattered girl with no hope meets a guy who doesn't know what to do with himself now that he has his own life back. Together they build a friendship that starts to heal the pain of loss. AU/AH, J/N. M for language, violence, and eventual sexual content. Complete. VRA

The Dick in Me by FictionFreak95 A continuation of Edward Cullen, Dick for Hire - What happens when the love of your life becomes your partner in crime solving? AH, BxE VRA

Edward Cullen, Dick for Hire by FictionFreak95 When Private Eye Edward Cullen decides to investigate the "accidental death" of an old friend, he finds more people are involved then he originally theorized as the case takes twists turns he never saw coming after Bella Swan arrives in town. AH, BxE VRA

The Mechanic Series by SheeWolf85 A series of oneshots telling the story of Nessie, her car, and her mechanic. Jake's a mechanic who saves Nessie's car in its time of need. Sexiness ensues. M for shameless smut throughout. J/N, AU/AH. VRA

Life In Technicolor by Pemberly Rose A Jacob and Renesmee story. Renesmee has had a very blessed life. Friends, family, and is constantly surrounded by love. Now she's 16 years old and has grown tired of just being the odd girl out in a family of couples. VRA

Witness by TwilightCakes When Renesmee sees something she shouldn't, she becomes a witness in some serious trouble. Her only hope is to trust Jacob Black, a wild, reckless cop with something to prove. Together, their only option is to run. AH/AU. VRA

Fuggiasco by kdc2239 VRA

One Shots

HELLO KITTY by StewsBrownSugr Here Kitty Kitty. Hungover Edward and his dirty male mind get him and his "Amigo" into trouble. No Zombies, Hookers, Vegetables, or Farm Animals were hurt while writing. M for language, Adult situations. O/S AR

The Call by SheeWolf85 On a blind date going horribly wrong, Paul steps outside to smoke. A payphone rings. Against his better judgment, he answers. What follows might just be the best night of his life. Entry for the Passionate About Paul contest. AU/AH AR

Phoenix by KiyaRaven Every day he passes and I let him, knowing that everything's wrong; wanting so much to fix it but scared to try. Sometimes doing nothing is the worst form of cowardice, and right now, he needs me to be brave. Winner - Anonymous Angst Contest.

L4J note: Alright readers, I didn't get the chance to read as much as I usually do but then again I did my best. Enjoy! I apologize for the delay. I'm a work in progress.

L4J’S KEY

VRA= Very Responsive author

AR= Author Responded (usually a o/s)

NRY= No Response Yet

IN2R= I Need to Review

I will update these as authors respond or if I made a mistake and need to correct information provided so far.

Another L4J Note:

I tried to stick to no more E/B fics but I didn't make it. I did cut back though so that's something lol.

Reader Country Shout outs: Thank to all my readers of this profile from Belgium, Slovenia, Japan, Indonesia, Estonia, Sri Lanka, Poland, Czech Revar, Egypt, Norway, Argentina, Spain, New Zealand, Russian Federation, Hong Kong, Philippines, Morocco, Netherlands, Austria, India, Portugal, South Africa, Argentina, Greece, Australia, Sweden, Mexico, Ireland, Bulgaria, Romania, Lithuania, Jordan, Finland, Qatar, Italy, Brazil, Denmark, Turkey, Germany, France, Puerto Rico, United Kingdom, Canada the United States.

Top 5 Reader Countries: Gotta update this tomorrow. I love this section so much I'm a geek like that.

1. United States of America

2. United Kingdom

3. Canada

4. Australia

5. Ireland Germany

Honorable Mentions:

Japan, Spain, Brazil and Austria

What I am reading currently or trying to read besides the stories listed above, humm? This needs to updated as well! Yes I'm talking to myself.

L4J Note: I think if an author writes and asks for reviews in the A/N you should respond to reviewers who put thought into their reviews otherwise I'm personally gonna stop leaving my POV of what happened in the chapter, fair? I think so and that's what matters. Lol! No more RR each chapter and not getting a response from authors those days are over!

Recommendations for when you are sick, in a Blizzard or you're stuck in the house for a few days!!

Through His Eyes If you love a sexy, smart ass, bad boy named Edward Cullen with a heart but is just a bit damaged by circumstances this is the story for you. There is no love triangle with Jake per say but he's in the mix. If you love a mystery, family secrets to be revealed, damaged back stories and friends that always put in their two cents even when you didn't ask for it this is the one for you. I loved this story before I became the beta on this one. At first, it reminded me of EP but then I kept reading and found out this Edward is totally different. I dare you to read it and not cheer for Bella and Edward to kiss. In this story Mr. Cullen is dreamy, sexy, misunderstood, spoiled, jealous, an asshole and possessive but one thing he's not is a stalker. Yay! I know that sounds bad but it's so good, so give it a try you won't regret it! If you do regret it PM me and talk stuff. I'm a big girl I can take it. HD

More If you like three vampires named Edward Cullen, Carlisle Cullen and Jasper Whitlock plus a sensual Bella this is the story for you. The beginning is loaded with lemons and boy are they freaking good. Whew just thinking about them, yikes! I love a southern Jasper with a little Dominant in there to keep it hot. It starts out sexy as hell about rings, desire, sexuality and possession. Then it ends up getting pretty deep turning into a story about freedom, growth, sexism, trial, independence, trust and girl power. I love this story! You will enjoy the educational value she throws in there too. There are a lot of layers to this story but if you look deeper than the words and look for more you will find it. It's a smart read it made me think about a few things. Also if you want to know my real name there is a chapter and character named after me with my likeness described in this story. HD This one is ending soon too!

THE MAN IN ME: Becoming Jacob The best grown up version of Jake. He has a lot more layers to him. You pull back a layer and there's more beauty to find about this loving, responsible, artistic, educated man. Jake's an Engineer! Say what, not a mechanic? Post BD Jake/Nessie the Cullens/Blacks/Wolf pack are present. HD

I need to add Cullen Technologies Inc Its an E/B story that I loved off the bat because Jake wasn't in love with Bella but I loved Edward because he's such a mystery and I loved Alice and Angela this was really refreshing take on those characters.

Complete Stories I re-read just because they are so good I have to visit my old friends!

The Red Line by WinndSinger Fast and Hard by courthale Thirty Two by jusobele

The Submissive, The Dominant, The Training by tara sue me Teaching Me Teaching You, Never Forgotten by courthale

Tropic of Virgo by In.a.blue.bathrobe

First Imprint: Sam's Story, Early Imprint: Quil's Story, Forbidden Imprint: Embry's Story, Healing Hands by IamKate

My Renesmee, The Choice, The True Alpha: The EJ Black Chronicles by DazzledbyJake

I agree with this statement from Team SOB so I'm posting it here on my profile:

Jacob Black.

The best friend, the one to lean on. The one that brings Bella back, the one who fought for her until she stopped breathing. He kept Bella together when Edward left, tried to persuade her to not be with Edward in Eclipse, kept her safe in Breaking Dawn when his pack wanted to kill her and her unborn baby.

So tell me, why is Jacob Black so often seen as the bad guy? The only thing he ever did wrong was love Bella Swan. He was manipulated by her in Twilight when she was trying to get information on the Cullens. He was a distraction from the pain in the first part of New Moon, used for his knowledge of mechanics so Bella could get her motorcycle and be all daring and shit. He saved her life, then she went running to save Edward. And he didn't even get a chance to kiss her and tell her how he felt. Damn it.

Poor guy, he had just saved her life to watch her go running off to risk it. The the ho comes back and it's like nothing ever changed-she was with Edward again, completely forgetting the fact that she had been broken when he left her.

And yet in Eclipse, Bella keeps calling, writing him notes and everything. Why can't she understand that Edward goes against everything that Jacob stands for?

Jacob decides that he's going to fight for Bella, and does everything in his teenage boy arsenal to get her to love him as much as he loves her. He kisses her-she punches him. Still, he keeps going, until he hears Edward say that one of the best days of his life was when Bella agreed to marry him.

Say what?

Bella hadn't told him about this, and his heart just cracks. There it is-there's nothing left to fight for. He hurts. Edward catches him, tells him that Bella wants to talk to him and he reluctantly goes. He plays dirty. He tells her that it's his fault, and he tells her to ask the question: to kiss her. And he does. He pours everything into that kiss. And she puts into it to before it ends and he has to fight.

But eventually, she chooses Cullen again. And still, he gets an invite to her wedding, blah blah blah. He goes, she tells him she's gonna have sex with the stinkin' leech. GROSS. He freaks. And when he hears that she's come back, she's sick,he knows. He knows she's been changed. Enter Pregnant Bella.

Say what?

So the pack hears through Jake's mind what happened...and want to attack, but Jake saves the day, protecting Bella, the spawn baby, and the rest of the Cullens. Then as a reward, he imprints on the spawn baby, the half human, half vampire who goes against everything he is.

So tell me, why do I read so many stories where Jake is this horrible person? I've read stories where Jake is this monster who won't let Bella get to Edward, stories where Jake hurts Bella in some way.

Jacob Black was never a bad guy, he was just never Edward Cullen. And some of us prefer him anyway.