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Author has written 4 stories for Supernatural, and Twilight.

Homophobia and You: They're people too! Stop the hate and spread the love!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.


The Pack in The Winchester Wolf:

Avery: aka blondy to Dean and the Alpha male of the pack. After Seth Clearwater died a certain vampire doctor came to Forks to find someone to start a pack again to protect the small town because he knew that all the ones Seth had created had been killed. Avery was given the mutated blood then taught how to make it mutated. The doctor then told Avery to chose people to form a pack that would protect the Forks/ La Push area.

Shane: The Brown haired kid, visiting from college but got ambushed by the wolves. Avery met this kid sneaking into a bar, got talking to him and liked him. Shane was the lasts person Avery changed other than Dean.

Marie: Blond Tall chick Dean finds Sam talking to. The reason Sam can't leave Forks/ La Push area. Used to be a bartender for a local pub in La Push. Also the only girl of the pack. (She's like Leah only less bitter and mean. She's pretty much one of the boys). Avery chose Marie because he knew one of the people that helped mutate the wolf gene was a girl and thought maybe having at least one girl was a good idea. He was right, because everyone gets along with her and she is like a mediator along with Nick.

Tristian: A trouble maker, tall with short black hair. Used to be a logger in Forks (like pretty much everyone in that town). Avery chose Tristian because of his stealth skills and he's mischievous and figured this could be useful.

Ron: A hippy vegan guy with long constantly greasy black hair. Always tied back. Its looks funny when he changes to wolf form because his hair gets in his eyes but he refuses to cut it. He used to have an herbal store in Seattle that he owned but only went there on the weekends. Avery chose him because Avery has a dark sense of humor and thought it would be funny if a vegan hippy was one of them, since wolves were predators.

Ricky: Thinks he's the toughest person in the world, making Dean want to kill him. Used to be a football coach at Forks Highschool. Avery chose him because he wanted to be able to boss him around since he was used to being the boss.

Nick: Tattooed and pretty much a teddy bear. Used to be a mechanic in La Push. Avery chose him because of his calm exterior, but also his ability to kick butt. He's the guy Dean wants to kill the least, resulting in them becoming friends.

Preston: A sixteen year old jock who hangs out with the popular crowd and beats up nerds. Avery thought he would be good for the pack because of his fighting skills. Preston still calls Ricky 'Coach' and follows him around and gets mad when someone insults him. Preston tends to beat up on Aj.

Aj: One of Preston's many victims, Aj was chosen for the pack because of his brains and research skills because Avery knew if they had only muscle in the pack they'd get killed off.

And of course the most important wolf, Dean. Avery chose Dean because they needed someone else to make the pack feel complete, and he decided it would be a hunter so maybe he could tell other hunters to stop coming after them.

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Outside Looking In by wild wolf free17 reviews
Anthology of those who aren't Winchesters, always outside, forever looking in.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 316 - Words: 144,033 - Reviews: 194 - Favs: 102 - Follows: 59 - Updated: 1/1 - Published: 7/9/2007
Never Far Behind by crosscountrychick13 reviews
After rescuing a mysterious girl during a job, Sam seems to instantly bond with her, but Dean isn't sure what he feels. He doesn't trust her, but he can't seem to leave her either... Regardless of his indecision, he learns she has a role to play not only in the oncoming Apocalypse, but also in his own life. Set mid-season 5.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 53 - Words: 124,196 - Reviews: 123 - Favs: 102 - Follows: 109 - Updated: 7/9/2014 - Published: 1/20/2010 - Dean W.
Ramble On by CaileeChaos reviews
The Old Testament had sixteen prophets. What if the Winchester brothers have more than one prophet? Enter Lorene Davis. What happens when the apocalypse starts, Lori is shanghaied into the war, and Lucifer takes his vessel? S5 Dean/OC *Temporary Hiatus*
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 31,576 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 87 - Updated: 7/3/2011 - Published: 9/24/2009 - Dean W., Castiel
Behind These Hazel Eyes by Sams Witch reviews
Behind Kate's hazel eyes lies secrets from Sam Winchester. She was his girlfriend, she thought she loved him until one night, one night where she thought she would yell and scream at Dean instead it turned into a whole different night. Adult Content!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 8 - Words: 13,894 - Reviews: 89 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 4/7/2011 - Published: 3/19/2010 - Dean W., Sam W.
The Choices We Make by whereinthewrld reviews
It only takes one afternoon for a person's life to change completely. Meet Addy, a fifteen year old hunter who thought she knew how to handle herself...Until she met the Wincherters. *Not exactly a sister fic, but pretty close* Rated T for Language
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 16 - Words: 131,102 - Reviews: 145 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 12/26/2010 - Published: 12/3/2009 - Adam M.
Pack by wild wolf free17 reviews
John Winchester dies in the fall of 1987, Sam's taken in by a pair of hikers, and Dean… well, Dean vanishes into the woods. -will never be finished-
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 13,761 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 12/21/2010 - Published: 6/4/2007 - Dean W., Sam W.
The Sky Is Darkening Like A Stain by Min Daae reviews
Lucifer and Sam, in hell. And that really ought to be enough. High-T for torture and just plain nastiness, semi-canon compliant.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,974 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/11/2010 - Sam W., Lucifer - Complete
Shadow by iluvsnuffles reviews
She never truly believed she'd left forever. Her head told her to never come back. But her heart...her heart was in Charming all along. Jax/OC
Sons of Anarchy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 21 - Words: 66,909 - Reviews: 144 - Favs: 87 - Follows: 102 - Updated: 10/31/2010 - Published: 8/15/2009
The Holy Cursed by Furyan Goddess reviews
A woman is Dean's salvation. Can she help him deal with the horrors he witnessed in Hell? Can she save him from himself? Rated M for content. Language, sexual content, talk of death, heaven, hell, demons and angels.::Contains spoilers though Eppie 4.10:
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 30,367 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 9/3/2010 - Published: 11/22/2008 - Dean W.
The Road Taken by Jessilina reviews
Sam is a 16 year old single father, what's a boy to do? This is a collection of short stories marking important moments in the Winchesters lives.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 8 - Words: 16,457 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 4/27/2010 - Published: 5/9/2009 - Sam W.
The Winchester Rules by estrafalaria103 reviews
Some of the things Sam and Dean do are just WEIRD. Like wearing so much clothing when other people are wearing tank tops, finding bizarre, weird hotels, and researching in bars. Find out where these little idiosyncracies came from. Chapter Five Up
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 7 - Words: 11,217 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 4/6/2010 - Published: 8/12/2009 - John W., Dean W.
Happy Valentine's Day by Carol reviews
Three tags to My Bloody Valentine.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,800 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/12/2010 - Dean W. - Complete
Holding On by LCFC reviews
After averting the Apocalypse - Dean loses Sam in the most terrible of ways...
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 7,733 - Reviews: 78 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 1/30/2010 - Published: 1/13/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Lightness and Darkness by UThnkUrFunny IThnkImAdorable reviews
AU Mary and John adopt two boys named Sam and Dean, who have been severely abused and refuse to be separated. However these boys may turn out to be more trouble than they're worth. Limp!Hurt!Sam Protective!Hurt!Dean Non-graphic sexual/physical abuse
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Family - Chapters: 28 - Words: 52,983 - Reviews: 1024 - Favs: 635 - Follows: 421 - Updated: 1/21/2010 - Published: 4/6/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
We loved with a love that was more than love by notbroken reviews
Dulce is a normal college English student just trying to get her life together. Her favourite TV show, Supernatural is the only thing keeping her sane. She doesn't know what do when the world of Supernatural hits her college campus! OC Sam focus. R&R pls!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 9 - Words: 19,036 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 1/17/2010 - Published: 12/30/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Silence by staceycj reviews
Series of one shots...Sister fic that has nothing to do with the sister...Basically a look at the Winchester life from an outsider looking in.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 40 - Words: 51,936 - Reviews: 207 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 12/29/2009 - Published: 9/16/2007 - Complete
Cat's in the Cradle by 1Pagan3 reviews
AU! When John and Dean go to Maine to stop a Shtriga, they find more than they bargained for when they find the missing member of their family... with his critically ill daughter.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 21 - Words: 42,164 - Reviews: 288 - Favs: 125 - Follows: 110 - Updated: 11/20/2009 - Published: 4/14/2009 - Complete
Deaf Sam verse: End of Silence by BeckaBoo1735 reviews
Dean was 17yrs old, the son of the grand hunter John Winchester. Sam was 13yrs old, the towns deaf foster freak. Protective!Dean John Hurt!Sam WARNING! Sexual/Physical abuse! Nothing graphic though!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 24 - Words: 90,136 - Reviews: 392 - Favs: 243 - Follows: 109 - Updated: 11/7/2009 - Published: 8/9/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
no halo, an' one wing in the fire by silver ruffian reviews
Dark AU. This is the very first Gabriel Bender fic, posted on FFnet, in 2007. Now updated. Dean Winchester is kidnapped at the age of seven; he grows up with the Benders instead. John and Sam rescue him years later, but Dean can't escape his own dark destiny.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 24,870 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 11/4/2009 - Published: 7/18/2007 - Dean W., Sam W.
The Users Guides To Supernatural Characters by homeric reviews
Congratulations on your purchase! Dean, Sam, John and Castiel now up.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Parody - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,822 - Reviews: 91 - Favs: 117 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 11/3/2009 - Published: 9/11/2009
The First Cut is the Deepest by Girl-Can't-Help-It reviews
AU!Dean discovers he has a daughter.With her mother and grandfather dead,he and Sam have no choice but to take her in.How will Dean cope with raising a precocious 12 year old?
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 20,151 - Reviews: 97 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 10/29/2009 - Published: 10/6/2009
Teenage Mutant Ninja Angels by krissy7490 reviews
Complete and total crack. Based on Dean's comment in 5x03. It's the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles theme song with a few... tweaks. ; Meant for a laugh! Hope you enjoy!
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 17 - Published: 9/28/2009 - Complete
The Impalogs by Ophium reviews
Well, the Enterprise has its starship logs, so I figure the a nice Chevy Impala like the one the Winchesters have, should have her logs too. Set from 1967 to 2012.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 40 - Words: 5,152 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/27/2009 - Published: 9/26/2009 - Complete
Chuck Norris, Meet Dean Winchester! by JaneConstantine reviews
recycled" Chuck Norris jokes...please read and review
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 334 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/25/2009 - Dean W. - Complete
The Camera Never Lies by kasey8473 reviews
While checking up on what the Ghostfacers are bumbling with lately, Sam discovers an amusing video posted to their site that stars Jo Harvelle.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,256 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 6 - Published: 9/24/2009 - Sam W., Jo H. - Complete
Things Are Never What They Seem by Supernaturalredhead reviews
In one town, the boys meet a very unusual girl. She is not what she seems, but she will have a lasting impact on the rest of their lives, especially Dean's. Please Review. Please read.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 40,554 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 9/23/2009 - Published: 9/7/2009 - Complete
The Eternity Of His Failure by ExpandingDarkness reviews
This is it. Sam has fallen and all Dean can do is stand back and watch. Or can he do something about it? Evil!Sam, Despairing!Dean. T. Setting: AU to season four as if Sam had given in. Please R&R!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Suspense - Chapters: 12 - Words: 10,285 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 9/11/2009 - Published: 1/4/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
The Winchester Clan by EnglishLass reviews
What if there is another member in the Winchester family, John has a younger sister. This is her story. This is my first fan fiction so all feedback is greatly appreciated.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 32 - Words: 60,699 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 8/27/2009 - Published: 6/7/2008 - Sam W., Dean W.
one to omega by Agent of the Apothecary reviews
Jo Harvelle’s life is a. The Dean Network: All Winchester, All the Time, b. a comedy of errors, minus the actual comedy, c. complicated, d. all about choices.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,500 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/27/2009 - Jo H., Dean W. - Complete
I Drove All Night by lady of arabia reviews
Pre-series, Dean's 26 & feeling good about hunting solo until he's cursed.Being abandoned by John's nothin' new but who can he call when he's scared & alone? Badass Baby plus Blind Dean is always gonna equal porn! I love it! No Wincest...
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 45,431 - Reviews: 192 - Favs: 93 - Follows: 71 - Updated: 5/2/2009 - Published: 2/16/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Alternate Life by staceycj reviews
AU: What life could have been like for the Winchesters.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 36 - Words: 45,431 - Reviews: 642 - Favs: 161 - Follows: 104 - Updated: 1/30/2009 - Published: 9/10/2008 - Complete
Supremacy by lady of arabia reviews
Start with:Crushed/Hope/Offspring.AU: It all started when a house fell on Sam and his brother moved heaven and hell to get him walking. Now years on the story concludes with a final battle to save Sam and the family both he and Dean love.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 27 - Words: 170,766 - Reviews: 403 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 12/29/2008 - Published: 10/9/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Rising Up From the Ashes by FamousImmortal reviews
The war has finally come for the Winchester Brothers, but they are not on the sam sides. With the help of Castiel, Ruby, and Bobby, can Dean find the strength to slay the newly crowned demon king? or will he fall prey to his own brother....S4 spoilers
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 7,116 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 12/29/2008 - Published: 11/5/2008 - Dean W., Ruby - Complete
Offspring by lady of arabia reviews
The sequel to Crushed and Hope,AU/Did Dean manage to get his brother walking again?Both are now husbands and fathers.Dean's sperm donation years ago has created a host of Dean/Demon spawn intent on killing the boys and their family...OC's/Humor/Hurt/Actio
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 40 - Words: 198,530 - Reviews: 475 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 10/7/2008 - Published: 7/27/2008 - Dean W., Sam W.
Hope by lady of arabia reviews
Sequel to Crushed! Sam's paralyzed, Dean's gonna be a dad. Both girlfriends are risking their asses for their Winchester...OC's galore/pain/torture/angst/humor/protective Dean/Badass Sam/NO WINCEST!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 31 - Words: 127,910 - Reviews: 328 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 7/26/2008 - Published: 6/6/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Crushed! by lady of arabia reviews
An accident when hunting leaves Sam in a wheelchair. Dean will stop at nothing to help his little brother walk again but there's no such thing as a quick fix, even for them. Lots of OC's/Angst/Humor/hurt No slash. To be continued.....
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 42 - Words: 139,885 - Reviews: 471 - Favs: 165 - Follows: 81 - Updated: 5/31/2008 - Published: 4/13/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Cursed by jones2000 reviews
AU. Seven years have passed since all hell broke lose. Jo has got several successful gigs under her belt, and life is good. But what's going to happen when a Winchester comes back wanting her help on a case?
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Adventure - Chapters: 8 - Words: 16,515 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 7/20/2007 - Published: 7/13/2007 - Jo H., Sam W. - Complete
Stand By Me by sissa610 reviews
Dean and Sam save their sister, Madison, from a life of drugs, alcohol, and abuse. And of course, demons! Will Madiosn accept their help, or continue down her troubled path?
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 34 - Words: 42,469 - Reviews: 193 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 4/16/2007 - Published: 3/11/2007 - Complete
Love in the Time of Werewolves and Demons by irishgirl9 reviews
AU story featuring Sam and Madison. Spoilers for Heart. What if Madsion didn't die at the end of the episode?
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 11,430 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 4/14/2007 - Published: 4/2/2007 - Sam W., Madison - Complete
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Family Drama Sucks reviews
Nobody likes family drama. especially when it's the reason for the apocalypse. Taylor Winchester busted out of the Nephilim Angel/Humans facility in hopes of helping her dad and uncle defeat Lucifer; her other uncle and end the apocalypse.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 13 - Words: 13,668 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 3/16/2010 - Published: 11/22/2009 - Dean W., Sam W.
Meet the Ives reviews
The Ives: a nice, suburban, Christian family. Dinner parties and church events are their specialty. They constantly foster children in need- its what Jesus would do, right? What if these children were John Winchester's children? *Better summary inside*
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,738 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 3/5/2010 - Published: 12/24/2009 - Dean W., Sam W.
The Winchester Wolf reviews
The Quileute tribe is dying out and most of them aren’t of Quileute Indian descent but they discovered a way to transform others into shifters like them. They need to complete the pack. What happens when they use a Winchester to do so?
Crossover - Supernatural & Twilight - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 12 - Words: 13,713 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 3/4/2010 - Published: 11/27/2009 - Dean W.
The Winchester Wussy reviews
One shot from "The Winchester Wolf". Dean takes Alannah, his imprintee, to the space needle for the first time, where she discovers his fear of heights. *Don't need to read Winchester Wolf to understand
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 557 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/12/2010 - Dean W. - Complete