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Joined 09-09-09, id: 2079007, Profile Updated: 10-25-09
Author has written 5 stories for Twilight.

Hello. I Write, feel and lose everything around me in the music. I have alot to say, but simplicity goes a long way. I will add more about myself when I feel like sharing more of myself.

These are some of my favourite quotes.

"One half of the world cannot understand the pleasures of the other." -Jane Austen.

"May you always have walls for the winds, a roof for the rain, tea beside the fire, laughter to cheer you, those you love near you and all your heart might desire."

-Irish Blessing.

" The things you desire most are the very things that bring you the greatest sorrow "
- Christopher Pike. A novel : The last Vampire: Phantom

"The Internet is so big, so powerful and pointless that for some people it is a complete substitute for life."
- Andrew Brown

"Death is a mystery and burial is a secret."
- Stephen King

"The darkness that surrounds us cannot hurt us. It is the darkness in your own heart you should fear."
- Silvetris

"Not all those who wander are lost."
- J.R.R. Tolkien

"Death destroys a man, the idea of Death saves him"
- E.M. Forester

"I want to stand as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all the kinds of things you can't see from the center."
"How nice--to feel nothing, and still get full credit for being alive."
"Another flaw in the human character is that everybody wants to build and nobody wants to do maintenance."

Here the tragically beautiful
And the beautifully tragic
Drift through this night
In a last quest for magic

“There may be a day when the courage of men fails, when we forsake friends and break all bonds of Fellowship, but it is not this day—this day we fight.” -Aragorn, J.R.R. Tolkien's The Lord of the Rings Trilogy.

“Her dear, her brave one, her fearless defender, was going to die, and she would not do him the treachery of looking away.”-Lyra, Philip Pullman's His Dark Materials Trilogy.

All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear and not feel scared

“Some day you will ask me, what is more important, you or my life. I will say my life, and you will walk away, not knowing that you are my life.”

No one knows how I really feel
I act happy
But it isn’t real

"Death does not concern us, because as long as we exist, death is not here. And when it does come, we no longer exist."

“Every burned book enlightens the world.” –Ralph Waldo Emerson.

'It would concern the reader little, perhaps, to know how sorrowfully the pen is laid down at the close of a two-years' imaginative task; or how an Author feels as if he were dismissing some portion of himself into the shadowy world, when a crowd of the creatures of his brain are going from him for ever.' –Charles Dickens.

“Some people never go crazy. What truly horrible lives they must lead.” –Charles Bukowski.

“A republican stands up in congress and says 'I got a really bad idea!' and the democrat stands up after him and says 'And I can make it shittier!'”

"I change and I am the same.
I empty myself of my life and my life remains."
-Mark Strand

"You have played,
(I think)
And broke the toys you were fondest of,
And are a little tired now;
Tired of things that break, and—
Just tired.
So am I.."-e.e cummings

" Many people need desperately to receive this message: ‘I feel and think much as you do, care about many of the things you care about, although most people do not care about them. You are not alone.’ — Kurt Vonnegut

There are certain people who come into your life, and leave a mark… their place in your heart is tender; a bruise of longing, a pulse of unfinished business. just hearing their names pushes and pulls at you in a hundred ways, and when you try to define those hundred ways, describe them even to yourself, words are useless. ~ Sara Zarr

But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within. ~ Freud

And I could write a book
The one they'll say that shook
The world, and then it took
It took it back from me

And I could write it down
Or spread it all around
Get lost and then get found
And you'll come back to me
Not swallowed in the sea

-Coldplay-

We laughed and laughed, together and separately, out loud and silently, we were determined to ignore whatever needed to be ignored, to build a new world from nothing if nothing in our world could be salvaged, it was one of the best days of my life, a day during which I lived my life and didn’t think about my life at all.

-Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close by Jonathan Safran Foer

"First they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then you win."

"Imitation is the sincerest flattery."

"It has always been a mystery to me how men can feel themselves honored by the humiliation of their fellow beings."

"It is the quality of our work which will please God and not the quantity."

"An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind."

"Oh, somewhere deep inside of these bones
An emptiness began to grow,
There’s something out there far from my home,
A longing that I’ve never known."
-Jack Skellington

"Think you’re escaping and run into yourself."
-James Joyce

"I know what it’s like to be afraid of your own mind."
-Dr.Spencer Reid

"In the end, it mattered not that you could not close your mind. It was your heart that saved you."
-Albus Dumbledore

"Where else? I belong to a lost generation and am comfortable only in the company of others who are lost and lonely."
-Umberto Eco

Music is what feelings sound like. ~Author Unknown

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Well Roared, Lion by treeson reviews
It seemed ironic that the one thing that could ruin the magical world, the defeat of Voldemort, and Hermione Granger's perfectly ordered life was a book. Time-travel fic. Tom/Hermione. DH-compliant.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 129,501 - Reviews: 1055 - Favs: 1,220 - Follows: 1,343 - Updated: 2/6 - Published: 5/1/2008 - Tom R. Jr., Hermione G.
Expectations and Other Moving Pieces by chrometurtle reviews
Everything I had done in my life seemed to lead up to this moment. The moment when I found myself bound inextricably to a man I didn’t love, trapped in a life I didn’t want. And if I left him, I would be entirely alone.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 46 - Words: 227,237 - Reviews: 15025 - Favs: 8,618 - Follows: 9,055 - Updated: 11/11/2013 - Published: 10/13/2009 - Bella, Edward
Creature of Habit by EZRocksAngel reviews
Bella begins working for the elusive and distant Edward Cullen who she discovers is hiding behind an elaborate charade to maintain his secret lifestyle. Bella is determined to find out the mysteries of Edward Cullen but with what results? AU, OOC.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 33 - Words: 189,751 - Reviews: 14466 - Favs: 11,724 - Follows: 5,427 - Updated: 5/16/2013 - Published: 1/4/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Firefly in Summer by primarycolors reviews
Edward finds himself back in the little beach town of his childhood when he inherits the local bar from his uncle. The elusive, pretty girl next door has killer legs, a sketchbook and secrets that are slowly eating her alive.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 47 - Words: 188,377 - Reviews: 9711 - Favs: 6,375 - Follows: 4,285 - Updated: 2/19/2012 - Published: 1/20/2011 - Edward, Bella - Complete
My Immortal with Commentary by torim by tori.m reviews
Warning: May cause blindness, decreasing of IQ, death, or death-like symptoms... This is my commentary of the infamous My Immortal by that Tara chick... Last name? Rated M for "language" and stuff
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Parody/Horror - Chapters: 15 - Words: 18,650 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 1/25/2012 - Published: 1/30/2011 - Draco M., OC
The Beauty of the Dark by Avery Leigh reviews
-Mobward- Edward Masen managed to climb the ladder of the underworld to become the youngest mob boss in the city. He meets Bella Swan, a shy bookworm working part-time, in one of his clubs and becomes determined to have her.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 5 - Words: 9,758 - Reviews: 317 - Favs: 536 - Follows: 719 - Updated: 4/18/2011 - Published: 6/13/2010 - Edward, Bella
Stalker of My Heart by Psycholips reviews
Edward Cullen, next in line to be mafia boss wants shy Bella Swan. And he always gets what he wants. Even if she thinks he's a creepy stalker. Very dark Edward but sweet at the end.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 12,147 - Reviews: 777 - Favs: 776 - Follows: 736 - Updated: 10/4/2010 - Published: 3/9/2010 - Edward, Bella
The Blessing and the Curse by The Black Arrow reviews
By pretending she is falling for Edward, Bella is fulfilling Esme's dying wish. But sexy, possessive Edward can read her mind. Will she ever get into his? Can Bella forget the pain of her teenage years, and can she resist his relentless seduction? AH.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 140,448 - Reviews: 14198 - Favs: 15,133 - Follows: 8,253 - Updated: 9/10/2010 - Published: 5/31/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
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A beginning with a death reviews
In a perfect world she and I would be together. In a perfect world I would be the kid off to college. In a perfect world she would be the girl next door. In a perfect world I wouldn't have to pull the trigger. Mobward story.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,924 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 72 - Updated: 8/1/2012 - Published: 6/24/2010 - Bella, Edward
Nightlight reviews
In the vampire lifestyle there are things that are said and things that are shown. Where the darkness of the night makes you spill your milk, we are there with Nightlight. This is not to be taken seriously. Read. Laugh.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/17/2012 - Bella, Edward
Darkness prevails reviews
Dark Edward. Vampire. Bella had a sheltered life that broke into pieces when Edward Cullen claimed her as his mate. Can she fight what was set in stone. One shot. R&R
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 14,142 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 141 - Follows: 139 - Updated: 6/7/2011 - Published: 12/28/2009 - Bella, Edward
ID: Unknown reviews
Bella gets an idiotic text that will change the course of her evening. For those who appreciate comedy.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 757 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 15 - Published: 4/16/2011 - Bella, Edward
Bella Swan is too innocnet reviews
Bella Swan is an innocent girl- er, with a deep dark secret. What does she know about sadomasochists and Goths and rock musicians and model wana be's. Hell what does she know about anything. Then college came around...
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,050 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 12/26/2009 - Published: 12/16/2009 - Bella, Edward