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Joined 09-20-09, id: 2090035, Profile Updated: 11-02-10
Author has written 8 stories for Verbotene Liebe, and Star Trek: 2009.

I was staring at the sky, just looking for a star

to pray on

or wish on

or something like that.

I was having a sweet fix, of a daydream of a boy

whose reality I knew

was a hopeless to be had.

But then the dove of hope

began its downward slope

and I believed for a moment that

my chances were approaching to be grabbed.

But as it came down near

so did a weary tear,

I thought it was a bird;

but it was just a paper bag.

-Fiona Apple.

Does it make me Emo-ish and dorky that that's my favorite song? At any rate that's the way i hope to write, whimsically evocative. you'll be kind enough to let me know when i fail, yes?

Fandoms: Star trek, Verbotene Liebe, Jeeves and Wooster. I'm still waiting to write fics that are actually GOOD for star trek. I'll get around to it someday, just having entirely too much fun playing w. Christian and Oliver.

God help me I've fallen into Draco/Harry fic and I don't think i want to break free of it lol!

So I borrowed the following from another author, but I FIRMLY believe in this, because I know a lot of people here take writing a lot more seriously than I do, and constructive thoughtful feedback is integral to their development as artists. Even if you honestly have nothing to say, acknowledgement in an of itself will make this site more of a community and less of a masturbatory exercise in frustration...not that there's anything wrong with masturbatory exercises...hmmm... Having said all of that:

I, Swamud3a, do solemnly swear to review all the fics I read, regardless of the number of reviews, its age, or anything else.

I have joined the review revolution.

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Through A Mirror Darkly by Teris Xenite reviews
In which Mirror Kirk decides that he wants Bones. And we all know that James T. Kirk of the ISS Enterprise gets what he wants.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 63 - Words: 183,386 - Reviews: 640 - Favs: 205 - Follows: 245 - Updated: 9/11/2013 - Published: 12/15/2009 - J. Kirk, L. McCoy/Bones
To Hear a Hand by Tsurai Shi reviews
James T. Kirk's birth is a medical impossibility; a horrible miracle. Deaf!Kirk. Eventual Kirk/Spock. Protectivefriend!Bones.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 15,087 - Reviews: 560 - Favs: 1,212 - Follows: 1,838 - Updated: 5/6/2013 - Published: 7/8/2009 - J. Kirk, Spock
Atlas by Angel Baby1 reviews
Between what was and what will be stands James Tiberius Kirk, in all his fractured patchwork glory. Because saving the Federation was only the beginning. Eventual K/S
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 146,442 - Reviews: 3443 - Favs: 3,852 - Follows: 1,477 - Updated: 1/18/2013 - Published: 8/31/2009 - J. Kirk, Spock - Complete
Allocations by Saavik13 reviews
Earth's new monetary system means sacrifices for everyone. Amanda Grayson is no exception, she's just a little more creative than most. Her creativity lands her in the employ of one Sarek of Vulcan and education takes on a whole new meaning.
StarTrek: The Original Series - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 45 - Words: 133,770 - Reviews: 626 - Favs: 371 - Follows: 284 - Updated: 12/31/2011 - Published: 2/17/2009 - [Sarek, Amanda G.] - Complete
Bubbles by Elril reviews
The good Doctor takes a bubble bath and unexpected things ensue. Rated M for slash.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 8 - Words: 19,192 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 11/12/2011 - Published: 12/31/2009 - Spock, L. McCoy/Bones
Fracture by Strix 4 reviews
"Neither of them belong to me anymore, not either set. Because I am a ghost to them, and they are ghosts to me." Stuck in the time between life and death, Spock forgets for a while that he has a place and people he belongs to. They remind him.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,884 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/4/2011 - Spock Prime - Complete
This Is Home by ReWhite reviews
Bones slides his forearms through the bars and leans his forehead against the iron, hair mussed, crooked smile full of dirty possibilities. "Aw, pookey, could just say ya missed us."
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 15,782 - Reviews: 97 - Favs: 193 - Follows: 185 - Updated: 8/9/2011 - Published: 3/9/2010 - J. Kirk, L. McCoy/Bones
Tensions by zephtastic reviews
SLASH: Tallahassee/Columbus. Basically details the ups and downs of their merry band of misfits as Tallahassee and Columbus' relationship takes a new turn.
Zombieland - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 15 - Words: 18,962 - Reviews: 143 - Favs: 145 - Follows: 191 - Updated: 4/14/2011 - Published: 10/16/2009 - Columbus, Tallahassee
Ficlet Collection by zephtastic reviews
A collection of zephtastic's ficlets and drabbles. Has Kirk/McCoy, gen, and strong themes. ENJOY
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 40 - Words: 14,159 - Reviews: 97 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 11/15/2010 - Published: 11/18/2009 - J. Kirk, L. McCoy/Bones
Don't Stop Believing by KianSpo reviews
Spock-centric action/romance novel within Reboot-canon. Slow-building Pike/Spock, progressing to slow-building Kirk/Spock as main pairing. From first love to the love of his life and everything in between. Ad astra per aspera.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 35 - Words: 153,935 - Reviews: 584 - Favs: 304 - Follows: 334 - Updated: 10/25/2010 - Published: 10/5/2009 - J. Kirk, Spock
Vulcan Catnip by ArwendeImladris reviews
Slash. Jim's mind is most dynamic - like Vulcan catnip. His melds are addictively pleasurable for young, hormonal Vulcans - but Spock will not stand for others touching what should be his. Featuring oblivious!Jim and possessive!Spock.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 25,566 - Reviews: 210 - Favs: 1,084 - Follows: 204 - Updated: 9/6/2010 - Published: 8/27/2010 - J. Kirk, Spock - Complete
That's Why You Close Your Eyes by batfacedgirl reviews
Jim and Bones are meant to be together. Until Spock gets in the way. Spock/Kirk/McCoy
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 77,301 - Reviews: 118 - Favs: 149 - Follows: 69 - Updated: 7/2/2010 - Published: 12/31/2009 - Complete
Ties That Bind by Della19 reviews
A multi chaptered story that explores the question; would the XI universe be able to survive the presence of two Kirk's? A story involving Kirk Prime and K/S both Prime and new, pon farr, first and not so first times and the inevitably of love.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 68,244 - Reviews: 137 - Favs: 347 - Follows: 189 - Updated: 6/28/2010 - Published: 10/16/2009 - J. Kirk, Spock - Complete
An Ending by Sefirosukuraodo reviews
After an inevitable sexual encounter with the infamous Rob, Olli and Christian put their relationship into perspective and figure out how to forgive or move on. Will be told in 5 parts.
Verbotene Liebe - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 24,749 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 4/27/2010 - Published: 4/22/2010 - Christian, Oliver
My Bloody Valentine by Teris Xenite reviews
Mirror Kirk and Mirror McCoy spend their first Valentine's Day together. Part of the Through a Mirror Darkly series. New Chapter!
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Romance/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,277 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 3/28/2010 - Published: 2/11/2010 - J. Kirk, L. McCoy/Bones
And Years Went By by Keelywolfe reviews
He was the Senior Medical officer on the Starfleet Flagship and that was true, but he was also a maudlin old man who was drinking the most expensive brandy he could afford... McCoy/Spock/Kirk
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 25,990 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 3/28/2010 - Published: 3/6/2010 - L. McCoy/Bones, Spock
Never Did Run Smooth by batfacedgirl reviews
Kirk is forced into an unwanted bonding when Spock goes into pon farr. Now he is on the run with Scotty and Chekov, trying to deal with his bond. K/S, references to non-con, language.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 17 - Words: 67,368 - Reviews: 132 - Favs: 153 - Follows: 90 - Updated: 3/9/2010 - Published: 7/25/2009 - Spock, J. Kirk - Complete
Of Love and Silence by RobsLostSoul reviews
It has been 3 years since Carlisle changed Edward into a vampire. Edward is tormented by his new existence and sense of eternity, and Carlisle will do anything to bring him some piece of comfort in the world he brought him into.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,719 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 16 - Published: 1/17/2010 - Edward, Carlisle - Complete
Red by punchit reviews
In the MirrorVerse AU, Spock finds himself drawn to the captain's woman, with his impending blood fever forcing him to make a move.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Romance/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,551 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 1/11/2010 - Published: 10/3/2009 - Spock, N. Uhura
Running with Scissors by mrasaki reviews
Days like this, he hates being on any planet with Jim Kirk, because Jim has just the sort of dismal luck that likes company. -Spock/McCoy, Kirk/McCoy, Kirk/McCoy/Spock-
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,021 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 176 - Follows: 18 - Published: 1/6/2010 - L. McCoy/Bones, Spock - Complete
Mirrored Mistletoe by Teris Xenite reviews
A Christmas short in the Through A Mirror Darkly universe. Come spend the holiday with McCoy and Kirk aboard the ISS Enterprise.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Sci-Fi/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,712 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/27/2009 - J. Kirk, L. McCoy/Bones - Complete
Divergence by Irlanda Anima reviews
Contiuation of 'Different Circumstances' and 'Stark Landscape'. Eliciting an emotional response from a Vulcan is dammed near impossible... unless said Vulcan happens to be under the command of one James T. Kirk.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,587 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 110 - Updated: 10/20/2009 - Published: 9/29/2009 - J. Kirk, Spock
Cognitive Dissonance by LJC reviews
Mirror Universe. What mattered to Number One was that she was strong enough to keep her position as first officer of the ISS Yorktown, and thus far she'd done exactly that without having to warm Captain Pike's bed. That grace period was over.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,143 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 15 - Published: 10/11/2009 - C. Pike - Complete
Home by Lanaea reviews
In Progress. K/S, but slow-building. A misshap brings the Enterprise back to Earth for a while.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 33 - Words: 222,013 - Reviews: 6213 - Favs: 4,063 - Follows: 3,742 - Updated: 8/9/2009 - Published: 5/18/2009 - J. Kirk, Spock
Our Own Worst Enemy by batfacedgirl reviews
Feeling betrayed by his friend, Jim takes Bones on a dark journey where they learn it might be better to give than to receive. Kirk/McCoy SLASH, contains strong language and dub-con.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 15,713 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 8/6/2009 - Published: 8/3/2009 - J. Kirk, L. McCoy/Bones - Complete
Life in the Neutral Zone by EchoBravoTango reviews
An encounter on the edge of Romulan space forces Kirk and Spock to pilot the Enterprise alone for ten days. Trying to be as Star Trek faithful as possible, with some added....intrigue? Will be K/S slash.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Romance/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 12 - Words: 58,130 - Reviews: 454 - Favs: 807 - Follows: 311 - Updated: 7/19/2009 - Published: 6/1/2009 - J. Kirk, Spock - Complete
Breaking Points by Keshka reviews
K/S slash-preslash. When the Enterprise is asked to transport Vulcan colonists to their new home, Spock Prime comes with them. His presence changes everything – even the things Jim isn’t sure he wants to change.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 72,753 - Reviews: 670 - Favs: 1,460 - Follows: 482 - Updated: 6/18/2009 - Published: 5/20/2009 - J. Kirk, Spock - Complete
The Misadventures of Draco Malfoy, Ferret by Saber ShadowKitten reviews
Snape turns Draco into a ferret for his own protection. He would've been safer with the Dark Lord. HD. Complete.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 22,356 - Reviews: 667 - Favs: 994 - Follows: 147 - Updated: 12/21/2005 - Published: 12/5/2005 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
Things that Never Happened I: Blue by Nemo the Everbeing reviews
After everything they've ever known falls to pieces, McCoy and Spock attempt to find some meaning in what is left of their lives. Not a happy story. Will contain slash.
StarTrek: The Original Series - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 16,094 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 5 - Published: 7/1/2005 - L. McCoy, Spock - Complete
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Royal Flush
Set after the events of "Probation". Christian Mann Struggles with his new identity as a single man. Prince Phillip Zu Hohenfelden is more than willing to help. Pairing: Christian/Phillip, Slight BDSM
Verbotene Liebe - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,838 - Published: 11/3/2010 - Christian
Confidentiality reviews
After a particularly harrowing mission, Dr. McCoy gives Spock a less than routine examination in Sickbay. SLASH, mostly PWP. Pairing Spock/McCoy. Can be either TOS or AU.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,223 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 5 - Published: 11/2/2010 - Spock, L. McCoy/Bones - Complete
Recidivism reviews
The dissolution of a couple. Warning: m/m, Oliver/Christian, Oliver/other, slash, Dubious Consent, Violence, Drug Use mild . Long WIP.
Verbotene Liebe - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 38,013 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 10/8/2010 - Published: 12/11/2009 - Oliver, Christian - Complete
Parachutes reviews
Olli is determined to get Christian to open up. Can he deal with the consequences?
Verbotene Liebe - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 14,295 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 8/31/2010 - Published: 11/28/2009 - Christian, Oliver - Complete
Cabride Tryptich reviews
Gregor left certain directions for Oliver when he and Christian left Waldenstyck. How does Olli choose to interpret?
Verbotene Liebe - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,986 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/18/2010 - Christian, Oliver
Improvisation reviews
Oliver is always so good at surprising Christian. What will he do when a plan falls apart?
Verbotene Liebe - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,916 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/13/2010 - Oliver, Christian - Complete
Wedding Night, Redux reviews
From part 191 of Nanna's subs. Why is Olli so tired after Lydia and Sebastian's Wedding.
Verbotene Liebe - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,967 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/2/2010 - Oliver, Christian - Complete
A Christian Carol reviews
Charles Dickens - Verbotene Liebe Style Warnings for chapters 3 and 7, rating goes up a bit.......but otherwise, fairly safe
Verbotene Liebe - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 7 - Words: 8,246 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/27/2009 - Published: 12/25/2009 - Oliver, Christian - Complete