LILKENNY
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Joined 09-22-09, id: 2091872, Profile Updated: 12-10-10
Author has written 7 stories for CSI: New York, and NCIS.

About me:

Despite the nickname I'm a 30+ female. So if you got confused… well, then basically the nickname worked.

The reason I finally signed up here was because I wanted to write a PM to a writer. Since this signing up made writing reviews a bit more interesting – most writers do actually reply to them... – I kept the account and now actively use it. I even convinced myself to try and write some stories in English. I'd appreciate feedback to get better at writing and the language.

(Sadly) you can’t live off reading fan-fiction, so since graduating from university I spend most of my days working in Software-Development and Engineering.

I go by the motto on my avatar and try to find the light in whatever shadow's thrown my way ;)

You can find me on twitter at: http://twitter.com/ph_apollo

I had the opportunity to see Gary Sinise and the Lt. Dan Band live in Grafenwöhr on July 4th 2010! It was a great concert and I can only recomment to everyone who's got the chance, to go and see them because it's just plain fun to listen and watch ;)

I've put up some pictures and videos if you want to take a look yourself.
Pictures: http://twitpic.com/e/731
Videos: http://www.twitvid.com/videos/ph_apollo

Pairings I like to read (although I rarely read lately, bc I have no time)

CSI:NY (Mac/Stella or Gen/Team, certain slash - basically stories featuring Mac)
Law & Order: CI (Bobby/Alex or Gen if it's a case fic)
NCIS (haven't really decided yet, I like all characters except for Vance ;P Abby and Gibbs are definitely my all time favorites though)
In Plain Sight (Marshall/Mary, don’t read it very often, mostly from certain writers)
Law & Order: SVU (Gen prefered or Benson/Stabler)
Stargate SG-1 (Jack/Daniel or Gen, although I don’t read them here)
Mentalist (Gen prefered or Lisbon/Jane)
Burn Notice (Gen prefered, rarely read it)
Southland (Whatever, sadly no new stories lately, maybe when the 3rd season starts)

I don't mind to read either gen/team, het pairings or slash-stories for any show I watch as long as I can somewhat agree with the pairing. Stories with a gracious amount of whump for my favorite (male) characters are always welcome ;) (almost regardless to the actual pairing)

Note to authors:

English is not my native language so if you've got a poorly written review from me, I apologize, it wasn't meant to be insulting or anything; I sometimes mix up my vocabulary and don't get the message across, I wanted to state in the first place. I'm sorry if that happens, so please just drop me a message if you felt I did you wrong and I'm sure we'll work it out quickly.

Note to readers:

Please leave a comment after reading; also if you didn't like something or you've seen something you think is wrong. I'm always open to critic and I try to get better in my writing and practice my flawed English. So I consider any feedback (good or bad) as helpful and I would really appreciate if you'd give me some. It's very discouraging if the reader count goes up with every new chapter but with most chapters less than 1% of the people give feedback :(

What I don't like and consequently usually try to avoid while writing/reading:

Pairings with OCs (unless they're destined to break up in the story in favour of one of the pairings I usually read ;) lol)
MPREG (because it's just... unnatural)
Stories which change the gender of a character (You want to pair two men? Write slash. Don't change their gender!)
Stories with a very large amount of typing mistakes (It's impolite and looks like the reader's not worth the effort of a spell-checker and/or a beta-reader)
Death (that’s a bit too emotional)
Really badly written lemon (likely breaking the laws of physics… or certain parts of characters involved #shudders#)
Explicit rape, especially if it’s for no other reason than to write a rape-fic – in that case also if it’s not described in detail (because those ppl don’t know what the victims go through and don’t even try to deal with it in their stories)
overly sappy stories (especially if it’s a slash pairing and the “boys” behave like they can’t live another day without the other one, while they’ve been living like monks for the last 10 years because they’ve been soooooooo in love… #headdesk#)

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Chain of Custody by Forest Angel reviews
An early summer heat wave has New York at its mercy making everyone crazy & keeping NYPD on their toes. Lack of control at evidence warehouse returns to haunt the team. Post season 6, eventually whole team. Includes sideline of Mac/Stella and minor DL&L as well as a short visit by the BAU from Criminal Minds. Chapter 41 posted 17-Jan-14.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 41 - Words: 164,429 - Reviews: 220 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 1/17/2014 - Published: 3/18/2010 - Don F., Mac T., Stella B., OC
Retethered by theweaknessinme reviews
Takes place during Untethered between the time the ambulance leaves Tates and up to Goren's disciplinary hearing. This story is completed with Chapter 15.
Law and Order: CI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 15 - Words: 47,495 - Reviews: 162 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 9/27/2011 - Published: 8/29/2009 - R. Goren, A. Eames - Complete
Confusion of a Battered Soul by InfinityStar reviews
Unseen forces battle for Goren's life and his soul. His ultimate fate may very well lie with Melinda Gordon & her ability to interact with those who have not gone into the light as well as with Eames, who must convince him she has not turned against him.
Crossover - Law and Order: CI & Ghost Whisperer - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Suspense - Chapters: 10 - Words: 32,076 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 1/12/2011 - Published: 10/18/2010 - R. Goren, A. Eames, Melinda - Complete
Technicolor Dreams by InfinityStar reviews
Only normal people dream in color.
Law and Order: CI - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,355 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/28/2010 - R. Goren, A. Eames - Complete
Darkness closing in by Wildweasel reviews
presumed lost, Mac has finally been rescued. Now he has to deal with the aftermath of memory loss and stress. Stella and the team step up to help him, as his nemesis are looking to take their revenge on him. Angsty Smacked...team friendship. CHAP 16 UP!
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 144,678 - Reviews: 148 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 8/13/2010 - Published: 11/21/2009 - Mac T., Stella B.
The journey of the broken hearts by Wildweasel reviews
After a deadly encounter, Mac decides to take a step towards his best friend. Will she fall for a wild guy.... fluffy Romance- you've been warned, with some comfort of course, SMacked all the way.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 82,132 - Reviews: 108 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 5/15/2010 - Published: 4/4/2010 - Mac T., Stella B. - Complete
Remember An Najaf by Wildweasel reviews
As Mac and Stella are thinking about taking a new step towards each other, an invisible enemy strikes their backs in a deadly game and left them stranded. SMacked, D/L, Team friendship...Angst/Hurt/Comfort/Romance.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 72,555 - Reviews: 105 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 4/25/2010 - Published: 3/19/2010 - Mac T., Stella B. - Complete
Finding The Future by lily moonlight reviews
Stella makes an impulsive offer and finds herself on a quest with Mac. With a little danger along the way, it leads them to somewhere, and something, quite unexpected. Mac/Stella. Complete.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 20,223 - Reviews: 140 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 2/25/2010 - Published: 2/3/2010 - Stella B., Mac T.
Tea Party by JillSwinburne reviews
Mac has to babysit Lucy one afternoon and she has a specific game in mind. plus a little bit of smacked, because I can't help myself
CSI: New York - Rated: K - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,027 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/20/2010 - Mac T., Lucy M. - Complete
Birthright by JMS529 reviews
Marshall is kidnapped and held by a man that looks identical to him and claiming to be his dead older brother who wants the life Marshall has since it was his birthright.
In Plain Sight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 19,612 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/11/2010 - Marshall M., Mary S. - Complete
Just Three Little Words by InfinityStar reviews
As Christmas approaches, Eames tries to get a reluctant Goren to accompany her to her family's Christmas gathering while she strives to make a deeper connection with him. Sequel to Dreams of Hope.
Law and Order: CI - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 22,171 - Reviews: 99 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 1/7/2010 - Published: 12/9/2009 - R. Goren, A. Eames - Complete
The Agitated Heart by Daystar Searcher reviews
Written for Scribere Est Agere in the L&O Secret Santa. A look at how things might have gone if Moran had been right about Goren's mental state. On LJ under the title "I Made This Half-Pony, Half-Monkey Monster to Please You."
Law and Order: CI - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,356 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/2/2010 - A. Eames, R. Goren - Complete
Stay with me for Christmas by Wildweasel reviews
Few days before Christmas, tragedy strikes the CSI team as one of their own is taken from them. Will Christmas season brings them the miracle they’re all waiting for? Angsty Smacked but it’s Christmas so... All the team is there. 3 shots story
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 26,512 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 12/23/2009 - Published: 12/20/2009 - Mac T., Stella B. - Complete
Red haze of rage and regret by mtm reviews
A threat becomes reality and reality becomes a nightmare.
Mentalist - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 14,671 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 12/22/2009 - Published: 12/14/2009 - Patrick J., Teresa L. - Complete
Belly Up in the Desert by BuJyo reviews
A Mary/Marshall introspective with a twist...always need a twist! Both M/M have language warnings attached...but otherwise rated T. They both wrestle with inner demons. ** Final Chapter posted **
In Plain Sight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 11 - Words: 23,325 - Reviews: 112 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 12/20/2009 - Published: 12/11/2009 - Marshall M., Mary S. - Complete
Bruised Not Broken by JMS529 reviews
Marshall's mother is shot while visiting him and Mary learns the consequences of revealing what she does to Raph.
In Plain Sight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 18,324 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/17/2009 - Marshall M., Mary S. - Complete
Dreams of Hope by InfinityStar reviews
Goren and Eames' lives are drastically changed for good unless Logan can figure out what happened and set everything right.
Law and Order: CI - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 17 - Words: 42,516 - Reviews: 298 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 12/5/2009 - Published: 9/28/2009 - R. Goren, A. Eames - Complete
Tethered by 1Chickette reviews
Bobby is rescued from Tates.
Law and Order: CI - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,465 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 11/29/2009 - Published: 10/18/2009 - R. Goren, A. Eames
Sleeping by mtm reviews
Why doesn't Lisbon seem to be bothered about Jane sleeping on the couch during working hours?
Mentalist - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,119 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/24/2009 - Patrick J., Teresa L. - Complete
Right Next Door by Andorian Ice Princess-AIP reviews
What if it was Mac's apartment that burned down and he takes up Stella's offer to stay in her spare room. What difficulties do they overcome as they work to find the person responsible for the arson? Tension, romance, danger and action.SMACKED
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 88,363 - Reviews: 299 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 11/6/2009 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Mac T., Stella B. - Complete
Mr Brightside by piper maru duchovny reviews
Her heart lay in another's hands. Adam's pov in Epilogue. SMACKED - I swear.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,248 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/1/2009 - Adam R., Stella B.
Mayday by JMS529 reviews
Mary and Marshall find themselves fighting both nature and a team of men sent to kill their witness after their plane crashes.
In Plain Sight - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 12,753 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 5 - Published: 10/25/2009 - Marshall M., Mary S. - Complete
Falling Hard by Crowded Angels reviews
MSR. The stronger they are, the harder they fall. Especially in Mac's case. After the death of his Mom, he embarks on a whirlwind tour of grief, denial and adultery, taking Stella along for the ride.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 21,794 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 10/21/2009 - Published: 9/9/2009 - Mac T., Stella B. - Complete
Heaven was needing a hero by Jeannie-Mckay reviews
When a member of the team is attacked and gravely injured the rest of the group must rally around to find the attacker, whilst trying to solve a murder. How will they react now that one of their own is in hospital? Set around S4 with S2 spoilers
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 19 - Words: 55,658 - Reviews: 99 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 10/13/2009 - Published: 9/26/2008 - Mac T. - Complete
Price of an Apology by Andorian Ice Princess-AIP reviews
You've missed our dinner two nights in a row Mac. I hope you have a good reason other than work for missing the third." When Mac fails to show up for dinner Friday night, what has happened? An excuse to back out? Or something worse?
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 15,877 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 10/7/2009 - Published: 9/30/2009 - Mac T., Stella B. - Complete
A Criminal Mind by Andorian Ice Princess-AIP reviews
A trap is set and Mac is injured and kidnapped only to be found a few days later with no memory of himself; Stella or his life as a CSI. Stella races against time to help restore his memory while trying to keep him safe from a man bent on revenge.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 94,908 - Reviews: 221 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 8/25/2009 - Published: 6/23/2009 - Mac T., Stella B. - Complete
Justice Is Served by cmaddict reviews
What happens when justice collides with revenge? For Mac and Stella, all hell breaks loose. Will they come out alive? MacStella, hints of DL and FA. Now complete!
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 55,730 - Reviews: 148 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 8/19/2009 - Published: 6/28/2009 - Mac T., Stella B. - Complete
Blizzard by InfinityStar reviews
A snowstorm becomes an unorthodox cure for loneliness.
Law and Order: CI - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,861 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 5 - Published: 7/31/2009 - R. Goren, A. Eames - Complete
Save The Hero by Andie24 reviews
Mac is there for Stella when she needs it the most. Mac/Stella one shot.
CSI: New York - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,753 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/24/2009 - Stella B., Mac T. - Complete
One hundred ninety one minutes by MissDillyDilly reviews
Claire has a secret, and is waiting for the perfect time to tell Mac her news...
CSI: New York - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,788 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/17/2009 - Mac T.
Liquid Death by Andorian Ice Princess-AIP reviews
Mac, Stella and the team all become targets of an international assasin. But once the team is drawn into his web it's a race for survival? Who will live? Who will die? Kidnapping; Murder; Romance; Global Undercover! M/S; D/L; F/OC COMPLETE!
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 134,381 - Reviews: 169 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 4/2/2009 - Published: 2/8/2009 - Mac T., Stella B. - Complete
Misery Loves Company by DixieH reviews
This is a post Blind Spot fic. Alex and Bobby talk about what happened and eventually they talk about how they feel about one another. This is full of angst and pain and suffering and has a happily ever after kind of ending. Now 4 parts and an epilogue.
Law and Order: CI - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,309 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 2/20/2009 - Published: 2/18/2009 - A. Eames, R. Goren
Fever by xoxAmyxox reviews
Everyone gets sick from time to time...even Mac Taylor. Mac/Stella. Stella POV.
CSI: New York - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,760 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/4/2008 - Mac T., Stella B. - Complete
Falling Leaves by lily moonlight reviews
Something has happened amongst the wind and rain. Who can you trust when all else has failed? Mac/Stella, hints of DL and F/A. Complete.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 14,536 - Reviews: 175 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 5/11/2008 - Published: 4/3/2008 - Mac T., Stella B. - Complete
Don't Go Gently by Blue Shadowdancer reviews
Mac and the team follow a serial killer, but someone hidden in the shadows may be following them... Not all of them are safe. Mac & Stella centric, some Flack and DL. Suspense, and lots of it. Final chapter now up!
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Crime - Chapters: 20 - Words: 36,970 - Reviews: 252 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 4/21/2008 - Published: 3/7/2008 - Mac T., Stella B. - Complete
The Long Road Home by blucougar57 reviews
Bobby's past comes back to haunt him, bringing unforeseen dangers. Finished.
Law and Order: CI - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 42 - Words: 248,814 - Reviews: 486 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 8/13/2007 - Published: 8/15/2006 - Complete
Trapped by blucougar57 reviews
How can you be found when nobody knows you're missing?
Law and Order: CI - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 63,706 - Reviews: 231 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 7/20/2006 - Published: 5/3/2006 - Complete
Deliverance by blucougar57 reviews
Detectives Goren and Eames find themselves in serious trouble when the serial killer they have been chasing turns the tables on them in the worst possible way. Finished.
Law and Order: CI - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 19 - Words: 59,851 - Reviews: 71 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 6/9/2005 - Published: 4/25/2005 - Complete
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What the Angels sing reviews
An attack on a hotel hosting an official function leads to Mac and his team dealing with a case of murder, abduction, deception and lots of questions. Multi chapter case fic. M/S mostly, some D/L and the rest of the team. Feedback very appreciated.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 52 - Words: 272,101 - Reviews: 331 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 2/19/2011 - Published: 1/22/2010 - Mac T., Stella B.
The Promise reviews
He's an unexpected visitor that particular night but maybe she just hadn't realized how likely it had been for him to turn up anyway. One-Shot, meaning it's COMPLETE ; Feedback very appreciated.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,713 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 6 - Published: 9/18/2010 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Abby S. - Complete
One last Time reviews
If you heard a shot then somebody probably just died. - Episode Tag to 6.23 Vacation Getaway. Not a fluffy fic but not a death fic either. Went for Lucy as 2nd char because she's in more than Lindsay. One-Shot. MAJOR ANGST! Feedback very appreciated.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,812 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/27/2010 - Danny M., Lucy M. - Complete
Silent Comfort reviews
Life's rarely easy; there are ups and downs and sometimes unplanned detours. They're just the same, going with the flow, never sure where they'll end up. The story of Mac and Stella behind what's shown in the TV-Show. COMPLETE. Feedback very appreciated.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 90,501 - Reviews: 175 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 5/11/2010 - Published: 11/28/2009 - Mac T., Stella B. - Complete
Rain reviews
How come every time she stood here it was raining? One-Shot; not fluffy. Feedback very appreciated.
CSI: New York - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,614 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/27/2010 - Stella B. - Complete
Without Words reviews
It's time for him to get some sleep. SMACKED Oneshot. Prequel to "Silent Comfort". One-Shot, so: COMPLETE. Feedback very appreciated.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,995 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/24/2009 - Mac T., Stella B. - Complete
A dozen ways to kill one Stella Bonasera reviews
Ficlets about the by then rumored title for episode 6.10. My first attempt at Fanfiction here. Rated T just to be safe. Smacked. All "chapters" are standalone oneshots. COMPLETE. Feedback very appreciated.
CSI: New York - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 24,661 - Reviews: 97 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 11/18/2009 - Published: 11/3/2009 - Mac T., Stella B. - Complete