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"People in France have a phrase: 'Spirit of the Stairway.' In French: Esprit de l'escalier. It means that moment when you find the answer, but it's too late."
- Chuck Palahniuk

I'm eighteen years old and a freshman at some university in Ohio. I'm shy and incredibly indecisive. I read a lot. I enjoy writing, but I don't always consider myself a writer. I have no idea what I'm doing with my life, but I'm trying to be okay with that for now.

I haven't written any fan fiction yet, but I'm always thinking about writing something. We'll see how that works out... Until then, I'll be wasting whatever time I have reading the stuff. :) And any recommendations are definitely appreciated!

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Illegal Contact by Jen733 reviews
Edward Masen is a 29 year old former NFL football player, now coaching high school football in Forks. He leads a quiet life until he meets a woman that will change his life forever. What's been missing from his life may be right in front of him. AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 79,822 - Reviews: 13471 - Favs: 7,982 - Follows: 4,918 - Updated: 2/23/2015 - Published: 8/1/2009 - Bella, Edward
Tropic of Virgo by In.a.blue.bathrobe reviews
He's a young but jaded musician writing lyrics for his band, and she's a naive, frustrated poet looking to break out of her shell; their words collide online. What happens when they meet in high school, unaware of their literary connection?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 37 - Words: 150,577 - Reviews: 20566 - Favs: 14,229 - Follows: 5,761 - Updated: 9/9/2013 - Published: 3/4/2009 - Complete
Lions Eat Lambs by Raggdolly reviews
A camping expedition goes awry when Bella's friends disappear. While searching for them, she stumbles upon the manor of Edward Cullen, unaware that she is about to become a pawn in his dangerous game - a game she can't afford to lose. AU/OOC/V&H. Outtakes included.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 9 - Words: 45,467 - Reviews: 713 - Favs: 950 - Follows: 518 - Updated: 7/5/2012 - Published: 2/16/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Paper CutOuts by twistedcoincidence reviews
Bella prefers the virtual to the actual, but feels herself being tugged from the safety of her online realm into the world of a rough edged Edward. This time she'll write her own story. Collab with astilbe13 AH/AU
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 34 - Words: 136,587 - Reviews: 10367 - Favs: 6,853 - Follows: 3,838 - Updated: 2/15/2011 - Published: 5/23/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Young Pilgrims by ineedyoursway reviews
Bella lives a life without passion. Passion is the only thing Edward has.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 28,199 - Reviews: 2208 - Favs: 1,429 - Follows: 791 - Updated: 2/12/2011 - Published: 12/17/2010 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Grand Jeté by stella luna sky reviews
Bella's life is full of certainty and boredom. A dance instructor without passion, she has no idea that the handsome man in her night class will teach her how every moment could be her big moment, and how every breath could be the last. AH/M. COMPLETE.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 63,071 - Reviews: 3866 - Favs: 3,409 - Follows: 1,788 - Updated: 2/6/2011 - Published: 7/3/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Tutor by ItzMegan73 reviews
New student Bella Swan needs to break out of her shy exterior and her guidance counselor has the answer: tutoring. And Bella is too new to know she shouldn’t want to tutor Edward Cullen.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 35 - Words: 162,443 - Reviews: 7016 - Favs: 10,951 - Follows: 3,362 - Updated: 12/25/2010 - Published: 4/18/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Counterpoint by sleepyvalentina reviews
Socially isolated and intellectually brilliant, sixteen-year-old Edward Cullen has never found a person outside of his family with whom he could connect, until a chance encounter changed everything. Part of the Art After 5 universe.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 54 - Words: 164,956 - Reviews: 9856 - Favs: 3,695 - Follows: 2,312 - Updated: 11/4/2010 - Published: 6/15/2009 - Complete
Riding by SalamancaLaBlanca reviews
Entry for the Teach me the Nasty contest. Bella's best friend signs her up for riding lessons against her will. But when the instructor is as attractive as Jasper Whitlock, her reluctance to attend might just diminish slightly. Lemon, light BDSM.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,186 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 289 - Follows: 86 - Updated: 10/15/2010 - Published: 10/9/2010 - Jasper, Bella - Complete
The Air I Breathe by Morbidmuch reviews
When Bella met handsome stranger Edward, she had no idea who she was dealing with. AU / AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 34 - Words: 84,378 - Reviews: 311 - Favs: 392 - Follows: 250 - Updated: 10/10/2010 - Published: 7/28/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Blessing and the Curse by The Black Arrow reviews
By pretending she is falling for Edward, Bella is fulfilling Esme's dying wish. But sexy, possessive Edward can read her mind. Will she ever get into his? Can Bella forget the pain of her teenage years, and can she resist his relentless seduction? AH.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 140,448 - Reviews: 14556 - Favs: 17,186 - Follows: 8,827 - Updated: 9/10/2010 - Published: 5/31/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Legendary by WhatsMyNomDePlume reviews
COMPLETE. Preternaturally irresistible, devastatingly charming Edward Cullen seems to have some strange power over the females in Forks…and Bella is scared she might know just what it is.M for language & naughty fun. Part mystery, part drama, all Edward.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 53,788 - Reviews: 2007 - Favs: 2,796 - Follows: 1,273 - Updated: 9/8/2010 - Published: 11/16/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Him by tiffaninichole reviews
A string of violent kidnappings leaves the sorority houses of UT shaken. Will the new safety precautions embraced by the Beta Delta Nu house be enough to keep Bella safe from harm?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,461 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 28 - Published: 9/3/2010 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Bad Fauxmance by stella luna sky reviews
Typical formula: boy meets girl. Boy befriends girl. Boy falls in love with girl. Girl has no idea. Boy is afraid to tell her, because Boy - me, Edward Cullen - has been pretending to be gay to keep Girl's man-hating self in his life. AH/M. COMPLETE.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 40,411 - Reviews: 4224 - Favs: 3,782 - Follows: 2,497 - Updated: 8/31/2010 - Published: 2/20/2010 - Complete
Silver Strand Nights by Jen733 reviews
Bella Swan is tired of her boring life and ready for a change. When former Navy SEAL Edward Cullen enters her life, everything will change, more than she ever expected. AH - B/E. Rated M.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,464 - Reviews: 12209 - Favs: 5,781 - Follows: 3,739 - Updated: 8/16/2010 - Published: 2/3/2010 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Bare by stella luna sky reviews
Winner of two Summer 2009 Indies. A beautifully plain girl writes the colors used to unravel a young prodigy of the brushstroke. What color are the eyes that see through the heart? Forest green and their rooted brown. AH/M. COMPLETE.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 28 - Words: 95,675 - Reviews: 5764 - Favs: 6,865 - Follows: 3,824 - Updated: 8/4/2010 - Published: 6/5/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Major Misconduct by m7707 reviews
Edward Cullen - hot high school hockey player. Bella Swan - shy high school student. They've admired each other from afar, so what happens when they finally meet? Will they be strong enough to handle a threat from his past? No good deed goes unpunished...
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 36 - Words: 160,515 - Reviews: 5030 - Favs: 7,026 - Follows: 2,891 - Updated: 7/17/2010 - Published: 3/16/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Discovery of Bella Swan by mskathy reviews
Bella has given up her whole life for those around her. What will she do, who will she be, where will she go with no one and nothing holding her back anymore? AH/AU, canon pairings eventually.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 28 - Words: 141,105 - Reviews: 3041 - Favs: 1,976 - Follows: 1,378 - Updated: 7/2/2010 - Published: 12/14/2008 - Complete
Midnight Desire by Twilightzoner reviews
An All Human parody of Midnight Sun. AH, AU and consequently OOC. No blood lust - just uncontrollable human lust. Smut filled fun . . .
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Parody/Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 89,654 - Reviews: 5425 - Favs: 7,298 - Follows: 3,472 - Updated: 7/1/2010 - Published: 7/13/2008 - Edward, Bella - Complete
This Summer by tiffaninichole reviews
Won 2nd place in the Alt. Shipper Contest! As a spoiled heiress, Bella is a handful. Her parents, growing sick of her unappreciative attitude, decide to teach their daughter a lesson by sending her away for the summer to work on a little farm in Texas...
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,281 - Reviews: 169 - Favs: 335 - Follows: 68 - Published: 5/22/2010 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Ethan Church by dryler reviews
When Bella accepts an offer to write the biography of a severely reclusive author, the old, dying man she’s presented with and the young, too perfect man she meets while there convince her she’s missing some very important parts of the story. E/B, AU.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 37,805 - Reviews: 2993 - Favs: 3,987 - Follows: 1,967 - Updated: 5/7/2010 - Published: 5/26/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Only Human by Amethyst Jackson reviews
Complete. A wish sends Bella back in time to Chicago, 1918, and to a human Edward. This story is baby-free.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 28 - Words: 60,635 - Reviews: 6081 - Favs: 10,754 - Follows: 2,840 - Updated: 4/7/2010 - Published: 6/1/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Taking A Walk On The Wild Side by PrettyFace27 reviews
Bella has always behaved in a certain way to please her cop father and her ex fiancée. After her life starts to fall apart she explores a world far outside of her comfort zone in search of danger. Is she about to get more than she bargained for? JxB, AH.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,958 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 166 - Follows: 34 - Published: 3/28/2010 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Son of a Preacher Man by LaViePastiche reviews
The wild son of a famous televangelist, Jasper likes to love ‘em and leave ‘em. Will he meet his match in Bella, who’s in love with his sister’s boyfriend Edward? And what happens when Edward finally notices her? AH, B/E
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 189,838 - Reviews: 8269 - Favs: 4,946 - Follows: 3,049 - Updated: 3/8/2010 - Published: 5/12/2009 - Complete
Blindsided by theladyingrey42 reviews
Awkward, self-conscious Bella distracts herself from the torments of high school gym class by watching the adorable if painfully shy new kid, Edward. A cruel prank finally gives them a chance to get to know one other. For the TwiFans for Haiti compilation
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,858 - Reviews: 387 - Favs: 1,034 - Follows: 737 - Published: 3/1/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Starting Over by lovelyfrances reviews
Jasper Whitlock is barely getting by after his heart and life were ripped apart. Will his sweet neighbor be the one to help heal him? Lemons.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 12 - Words: 19,831 - Reviews: 166 - Favs: 391 - Follows: 218 - Updated: 2/26/2010 - Published: 11/21/2009 - Jasper, Bella - Complete
The First Breath by LaViePastiche reviews
When grief and uncertainty threaten to drown you, how do you catch your breath? For Support Stacie Auction winner JAustenlover. Collab with ElleCC. AH. Bella/Jasper.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 19 - Words: 100,161 - Reviews: 1032 - Favs: 567 - Follows: 300 - Updated: 2/25/2010 - Published: 1/3/2010 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Sinful Thoughts by readingmama reviews
Edward is adopted by the Swans at birth. How will Bella and Edward cope with their growing attraction when they think they are siblings?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 29 - Words: 83,692 - Reviews: 2479 - Favs: 2,320 - Follows: 1,110 - Updated: 1/18/2010 - Published: 10/29/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Sold, Sight Unseen by quothme reviews
The odds of him dialing her phone number are 3,720 to 1. Yet he does. Their chance conversation leads to something more. Something silly, then serious and a little scary. But in a good way. AU
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 26,191 - Reviews: 1645 - Favs: 3,610 - Follows: 790 - Updated: 1/17/2010 - Published: 1/12/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Bleed by sumisimas reviews
People say that snuff is an urban legend. Death created on film, for entertainment - they say it doesn't exist. They're wrong. They're just not looking hard enough. That, and they don't know Edward Masen. Mentalward Contest entry. VERY DARK. AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,855 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 112 - Follows: 163 - Published: 12/29/2009 - Bella, Edward
The Emperors of Washington by gallantcorkscrews reviews
Edward is a killer. But it can't be explained away by his vampire nature. He's just a sociopathic, human teenager. CAN I MAKE A LOVE STORY OUT OF THIS? ExB.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 36,778 - Reviews: 2595 - Favs: 1,956 - Follows: 1,102 - Updated: 12/4/2009 - Published: 8/27/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Age of Consent by littlesecret84 reviews
Bella's summer internship turns interesting when Charlie arranges for Edward to drive her to and from the courthouse. As they talk and get to know each other, the sexual attraction Bella feels from the beginning evolves into something more.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 31,044 - Reviews: 7038 - Favs: 4,338 - Follows: 2,422 - Updated: 12/4/2009 - Published: 6/6/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Across the Ocean by Annilaia reviews
In one quick and thoughtless act, Bella Swan sends a letter in a bottle across the ocean. It reaches England, where Edward Cullen finds it, and begins their correspondance, one that leads to more than either of them could expect. AH
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 20 - Words: 54,489 - Reviews: 3682 - Favs: 5,709 - Follows: 1,433 - Updated: 10/6/2009 - Published: 12/31/2007 - Complete
Clue by detroitangel reviews
For Love of Jasper contest entry. Bella has been set free. What happens when Rose sets her up with Jasper?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,764 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 115 - Follows: 30 - Published: 9/23/2009 - Jasper, Bella - Complete
Camels and Cloves by Chicklette reviews
It's not what they say, it's what they whisper: New girl Isabella Swan has heard nothing good about Jasper Whitlock. So why can't she stay away from him? Are the rumors true? AH/OOC M- drink/drugs/sex. "For the Love of Jasper" Contest.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,097 - Reviews: 162 - Favs: 576 - Follows: 83 - Published: 9/18/2009 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Withering the Ferns by AngstGoddess003 reviews
Isabella, infamous rich girl, meets Edward, the dark, mysterious guy from the wrong side of the tracks after an accident. Lost in the dense forest surrounding Forks together, they must survive complete isolation. Written for Gift Exchange.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 17 - Words: 75,311 - Reviews: 1060 - Favs: 3,551 - Follows: 742 - Published: 8/6/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Once Upon A Time, In Therapy by AllyR reviews
How do you feel when your dad forces you into therapy? How do you deal with a boyfriend you can't seem to break up with? What do you do about the mysterious green-eyed boy who seems to hate everyone? Ask Bella Swan. AU, AH, OOC
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 62,522 - Reviews: 925 - Favs: 1,485 - Follows: 389 - Updated: 7/19/2009 - Published: 6/16/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Bella Swan: Kidnapper by Kambria Rain reviews
Um. Hi. I don’t really know how to say this, but I have your kids with me, and I was thinking maybe you would like them back. So yeah… call me.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 23 - Words: 74,736 - Reviews: 9282 - Favs: 17,319 - Follows: 3,820 - Updated: 6/27/2009 - Published: 5/15/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
High Heels and Runaway Frisbees by enamors reviews
Bella shares a very passionate and public kiss with a handsome, bronze haired stranger. Edward/Bella AU/AH one shot.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,102 - Reviews: 5294 - Favs: 4,956 - Follows: 4,140 - Updated: 3/4/2009 - Published: 6/2/2008 - Edward, Bella - Complete
A Child of the Night by l'heure bleue reviews
"I'm like a Vampire," she murmured. "Because, in mere seconds, the sun could kill me." - Bella Swan is a girl living her life in fear of the light. Edward Cullen is simply a normal boy. They're worlds apart, but... "You're my sun, Edward." – ExB ALL HUMAN
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 57 - Words: 194,119 - Reviews: 9732 - Favs: 2,493 - Follows: 1,039 - Updated: 1/18/2009 - Published: 7/19/2008 - Edward, Bella - Complete
A World Without Sound by The Romanticidal Edwardian reviews
AU, BxE. My name is Bella Swan; good at sign language and karate. My best friend is deaf, and you know what? It doesn't matter. Won twice at Twilight Awards, and has been nominated more. Please review!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 22 - Words: 105,849 - Reviews: 7813 - Favs: 9,914 - Follows: 2,853 - Updated: 9/27/2008 - Published: 6/1/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Spiral Static by Coquettishness reviews
NOW COMPLETE. Newly married, Edward and Bella explore their relationship in new ways, opening themselves up to unfamiliar and sometimes frightening experiences, unaware that danger follows them at each turn. Until it catches up with them, that is. E/B.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 43,060 - Reviews: 871 - Favs: 1,399 - Follows: 445 - Updated: 7/19/2008 - Published: 7/3/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Love in Affliction by Saiyachick reviews
-:-1895 England-:-Edward Cullen has always been a ladies man, but after seeing his late father's will, he must choose a bride before his eighteenth birthday otherwise his betrothal to the heinous Duchess of West Essex will be activated.-:-AU-:-
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 44,810 - Reviews: 2382 - Favs: 3,635 - Follows: 1,055 - Updated: 2/1/2008 - Published: 9/3/2007 - Edward, Bella - Complete
One Dozen Roses by Angel Ren reviews
Fluff! Again! Twilight, Valentine's Day. Three weeks after the Tyler's Van incident, Bella Swan finds herself on the radar for many a suitor. But who in the world keeps leaving her roses in the most impossible places? BellaEdward Fluffic! Series
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 8 - Words: 21,671 - Reviews: 904 - Favs: 1,551 - Follows: 328 - Updated: 1/18/2008 - Published: 1/7/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
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