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Joined 11-29-09, id: 2161560, Profile Updated: 05-09-14
Author has written 3 stories for Twilight.

OKAY, I have been STILL getting messages about updating...but sadly...I am rather depressed and am having a hard time doing updates...it has been that way awhile...so I am going to explain some things, I know some people have seen the messages I am going to post here if you follow me on my Fanfiction faccebook.

Message One: April 2nd, 2014

People have been messaging me and sending me PM's asking why there hasn't been updates? well, simple really, I have been rather depressed and seem to want to sleep more than anything, besides going to work. I am typing...somewhat, I almost have a Onshot for Bunny WK done. ...but not much else.

So can people please stop sending rather mean and crude messages about how I am a horrible author for not updating? Or how I can't seem to finish anything...that really doesn't help with my depression AT ALL.

I have spent years on this site, and no matter what I do I tend to get horrible messages no matter what I do.

I have gotten Suicide notes, made for myself by other people. Got called all names in the books, been insulted, had my family insulted, freinds insulted and been told to go jump off a cliff somewhere multipul times.

I am trying to do my best on updates and making my reviewers happy and it seems lately that isn't good enough for anyone.

I love writing, but right now everytime I type it is turning into a chore,

Everyday when I go look in my email and see a review or a PM I cringe because I know I am going to end up in tears. I just don't understand what makes people want to say such cruel things to me, when I haven't done anything to them, let alone met them in person to make them hate me so.

Yes, I know my updates are slow...but that is mostly because of all the hate I am getting from everyone. It is hard to get ride of those negitive feelings you pile up on me.

Yes, I know I get a lot of good reviews/feedback...but one hate is more powerful then one good...

As of right now, I am really debating what to do with myself on fanfiction and other fanfiction sites.

I have made lots of friends on fanfiction, but right now I am starting to hate it. ...I am at a stand still on what to do...and I will try to figure things out.

I hope people understand that.

-Yuki

Message Two: April 3rd, 2014

After posting the message yesterday, I got a few PM's saying things like' You are going to let a few flamers bother you? That is stupid.' and I have to say that kind of ticked me off. I had a few messages like that. So, I am going to take the time to show you...a few key points on my time on fanfiction...

Eleven: The age when I found fanfiction.

Twelve: I found the Inuyasha fandom and started writing my own Inuyasha crossover fics, but not yet posting them on fanfiction.

Thirteen: Made my fanfiction account, and posted my frist fic, Inuyasha/Prince of tennis.

Fourteen: Got my frist flames...and after six months of flames I got my first 'suicide note' for myself, made by another person on ff.net

Fivteen: After a year of constant flamer, which I got about 4 or five a day, and a suicide note three or four times a week, I went on a six month break from fanfiction.

Sixteen: I Delted all my fics and made a new fanfiction account...during this time I also started beeing stlaked on every site I was on by this person(s) who where flaming me and sending me 'suicide notes' I got messages on deviant art, adult fanfiction, as well as my facebook page, which I don't know how they found.

Seventeen: Took a year break from writing, still getting flames but suicide notes stopped when I made new account.

Eighteen: Made a new account to get away from flamers, which is the current acount I have now.

Nineteen: Started getting flamers after seven months of new account.

Twenty: Started getting more and mroe flamers, multipul a day, and started getting nasty messages on how awful a writer I was and that i should quite, along with a lot of cuss words directed at me.

Still Twenty: About eight months in, started gettng Suicde notes for myself from mutlitpul people. Some where quite graphic on how I should kill myself, like jump off a bridge, or how I should hang myself and hope my parents find me so they know how much of a dissapointment i was...and some went into detail on how I should cut my wrist or kneck so i would bleed to death...because that is what I deserved.

Twenty One( My current age) Still getting detailed suicide notes, multipul times a week, and atleast five to ten flames a day, or PM's telling me how much of a wast of space I am.

So all in all...the end verdict:

Suicide Notes made for myself by others from ff.net: Over 2000...I have counted. I also have kept all of them, as directed by some freinds who said that i should keep files on all pm's, notes, and anything i get from them.

PM"s telling me to kill myself and detailed ways how I should do it: over 500.

PM's telling me to quite writing cause I am horrible at it: over 700.

Flamers telling me to quite writing cause what I am writing sucks:...over 10,000.

SO yes... A FEW flames are bothering me? Wouldn't it you?

I love writing, but I can only take so much. I want to be an author, have for years. Yes, my grammer and spelling aren't always the best, but I'll be damned if I don't try!

I try my hardest to do what I love, but I don't think I deserve anything these people are sending at me! And If I get a messages from people like yesterday saying 'it can't be that bad' or 'your are blowing things up more than it probaly really is' I am sorry to say I am not.

So I hope this ...helps those who messaged me yesterday understand...I wasn't 'blowing air' as you called it...or 'making things up' or even the best, 'You just like attention and want people to feel sorry for you'

One: I don't like attention. Sure I love reviews for my writing, but the attention from this...no. I am not that twisted, thank you very much.

Two: Why the hell would I lie or make things up like this?!?!

Three:...I am so done with people today!

Four: I hope you feel better about belittling my situation and flat out calling me an attention whore and a lier.

-An very emotional Yuki

I hope this explains some things. I have been having a hard time doing updates for years...If you notice all the stories...it is because I hope everytime a post a new one...maybe...just maybe it is going to be good enough I won't get such HATE on it.

I am tired of living up to those expectations...I love writing, I love fanfiction, but I am emotionally drained from this site. I have no confidence in any of my stories. That is why I have so many, and haven't finished them. It is another reason my chapters have slowly over the years gotten shorter...and shorter...and shorter.

I am trying to get back my confidence in writing again. It just may take a little time.

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Because of a Scar by abbymickey24 reviews
It's amazing how one thing can change everything. AU-Starts the summer between James's attack and Bella's birthday.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 21 - Words: 84,054 - Reviews: 2611 - Favs: 2,187 - Follows: 2,675 - Updated: 8/10 - Published: 6/23/2011 - [Bella, Jasper]
Raging Fires by craftydevil reviews
When Christine first meets Erik she never imagined the new path her life would take. Erik himself never imagined where their aquaintance would lead. As they travel down the path of love they will be tested and scarred by the raging fires between them.
Phantom of the Opera - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 77 - Words: 532,063 - Reviews: 674 - Favs: 228 - Follows: 206 - Updated: 5/19 - Published: 4/14/2009 - Christine, Erik
Soul Mates by Hotmommyof3 reviews
Believe it or not but Edward Cullen is not my soul mate. I havent met him yet. Maybe a new start in a new town with one of my best friends in the world he will finally show up. Oh my best friend you know her as Sookie Stackhouse. As long as Mr. Right is not a freakin vampire.
Crossover - Twilight & True Blood - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 17 - Words: 55,897 - Reviews: 249 - Favs: 554 - Follows: 658 - Updated: 3/14 - Published: 7/25/2012 - Bella, Godric
Fix You by AllyDLV reviews
Sequel to Shattered. After Bella turns, Damon takes her under his wing, and teaches her to embrace her new life. Her shattered heart has mended, but is it ready to open up again?
Crossover - Twilight & Vampire Diaries - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 145,623 - Reviews: 2522 - Favs: 1,491 - Follows: 1,853 - Updated: 8/29/2014 - Published: 10/7/2011 - Bella, Damon S.
Midnight Mansion by CarribbeanLady reviews
Bella Swan is a new girl in the dreary town of Forks. While biking with her friend Angela she stumbles across an old white mansion in the middle of forest. Although the house looks harmless from the outside, the occupants are far from innocent.Dark!Edward
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 14 - Words: 72,986 - Reviews: 661 - Favs: 667 - Follows: 417 - Updated: 10/1/2012 - Published: 9/30/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
pretty as a princess by jess2002 reviews
Bella lost her whole family by the time she was eighteen. All she wanted to do was go to college. She meets Alice and Rosalie and they get her employed by Vicki's escort agency called Pretty as a Princess. Edward buys her...this story is not for everyone.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 72,772 - Reviews: 836 - Favs: 1,309 - Follows: 603 - Updated: 7/11/2012 - Published: 11/5/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Beauty of the Beast by cageddamsel111368 reviews
Retelling of Beauty and the Beast. As price for a stolen rose, Christine must take her father's place and become the wife of a strange, masked man secluded in the French forest. But will this beast of a man hold her prisoner or her heart? Full summ inside
Phantom of the Opera - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 25,416 - Reviews: 135 - Favs: 160 - Follows: 176 - Updated: 3/22/2011 - Published: 2/25/2009 - Erik, Christine
A Priori by mopstyle reviews
Alice, Jasper and Bella are pushing their boundaries physically and emotionally. What happens when the rest of the Cullens move back to Forks? Will Bella be the catalyst of another family feud, or will she be the salvation of one? AxJxB ExB OOC AU
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 19 - Words: 114,942 - Reviews: 551 - Favs: 336 - Follows: 388 - Updated: 1/10/2011 - Published: 7/17/2009 - Bella, Jasper
One Night Stands by EdwardHasMyHeart reviews
One night stands are supposed to me fun. You have sex and then, you're never supposed to see the person again. But after Bella has a one night stand with a guy she just met, she wakes up to find that he wants more... ALL HUMAN.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 18 - Words: 22,373 - Reviews: 508 - Favs: 289 - Follows: 302 - Updated: 6/8/2010 - Published: 7/8/2009 - Bella, Edward
Teachers Pet by mpg reviews
Bella moved on after Edward left her and is now a teacher. When she starts at a new school, destiny intervenes to reunite them. Now she is faced with new challenges/decisions. B&E/Canon Pairs/Lemons/Violence. -COMPLETE- NB 4 EPOV see Student Liaisio
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 34 - Words: 130,557 - Reviews: 709 - Favs: 1,025 - Follows: 332 - Updated: 4/12/2010 - Published: 12/13/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Viking Experience by TDTwifan reviews
Bella moves to Shreveport to go to college 5 years after Edward left in New Moon. She interviews at Fangtasia for a waitress job. She doesn't expect her world to be turned upside down by a Swedish Viking Vampire. Written for Poppin' Eric's Cherry Contest
Crossover - Twilight & Sookie Stackhouse/Southern Vampire Mysteries - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 10 - Words: 37,117 - Reviews: 325 - Favs: 481 - Follows: 500 - Updated: 3/17/2010 - Published: 11/27/2009 - Bella, Eric
A Change in Beginning by Rielle P reviews
What if Ryoma never interfered with Sasabe and never met Sakuno? What if he made it for the tournament? What could have happened? Shounen Ai, AU-ish, pairings either YukiRyo, SanaRyo or SanaYukiRyo
Prince of Tennis - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 10,693 - Reviews: 236 - Favs: 453 - Follows: 587 - Updated: 3/6/2010 - Published: 12/26/2009 - E. Ryoma, Sanada G., Yukimura S.
Marriage to the Rescue by Happy Bells reviews
All Human. Gets very sweet. Bella falls pregnant and Edward, her best friend of 16 years offers to marry her. But Bella never factored love into the equation...
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 37 - Words: 60,152 - Reviews: 2727 - Favs: 1,972 - Follows: 1,075 - Updated: 1/21/2010 - Published: 3/2/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Chosen by lovingedward reviews
Bella,who felt content with her 3 years boyfriend Mike,was very surprised to find that she was the chosen bride to be by the most powerful man Edward Cullen.Edward is mildly dominant. Some Lemons, R&R.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 48,410 - Reviews: 603 - Favs: 578 - Follows: 559 - Updated: 10/3/2009 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Bella, Edward
My Boyfriend's Parents by SuffocatingUnderWordsOfSorrow reviews
Bella goes downstairs to get a drink at her boyfriend's and finds more than just a glass of water. LEMONS AH OOC Bella/Esme/Carlisle - you have been warned. Adult themes
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,723 - Reviews: 252 - Favs: 731 - Follows: 292 - Updated: 10/1/2009 - Published: 4/23/2009 - Bella, Esme - Complete
My Notebook Will Explain by notnowgarrison reviews
The juniors are given a pen pal project for the summer. Who is this mysterious "Insane of Mind" Bella keeps writing to? Who is "Quite Clumsy" Edward is falling in love with? What happens when they start pouring their souls out to each other? AH, OOC
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 74,777 - Reviews: 1223 - Favs: 894 - Follows: 448 - Updated: 7/30/2009 - Published: 8/6/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
I am Edward Cullen’s Fiancée by Selene11 reviews
“What exactly do you want me to do?" "You would be working as my fiancée." “Fiancée? Is this some sort of a joke? Am I on TV? Who would hire someone to act as his fiancée?” “Me.”
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 40 - Words: 93,786 - Reviews: 2496 - Favs: 1,660 - Follows: 667 - Updated: 7/19/2009 - Published: 4/6/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
All in the Family by juicyvampire reviews
Carlisle extends a family invitation to a newly turned Bella.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 11,087 - Reviews: 194 - Favs: 221 - Follows: 291 - Updated: 6/10/2009 - Published: 2/20/2009 - Carlisle, Bella
What Happens in Vegas by muggleinlove reviews
Bella works for a high end hotel on the Las Vegas Strip. While Edward is a famed architect that is in Vegas overlooking his latest project. What happens when sparks begin to fly? Will they let each other in? Is it more than just physical? ALL HUMAN
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 60 - Words: 107,392 - Reviews: 6330 - Favs: 3,955 - Follows: 1,915 - Updated: 1/25/2009 - Published: 8/7/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Happy Birthday To Me by cdunbar reviews
All Bella wants for her birthday is to commemorate becoming a legal adult with her family physician. ...an OOC Carlisle/Bella one-shot.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,119 - Reviews: 221 - Favs: 683 - Follows: 136 - Published: 10/28/2008 - Bella, Carlisle - Complete
Love in 1918 by LilyAlice reviews
Bella and Edward meet in 1918. How can their love survive when so many factors are trying to pull the apart. Can their love survive death? What if, true love can't conquer all? This is a story of loyalty, love, loss and lust
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 29 - Words: 41,185 - Reviews: 649 - Favs: 379 - Follows: 157 - Updated: 3/17/2008 - Published: 1/27/2008 - Complete
Only Hope by Twifan reviews
Bella is sixteen when she moves to Forks to get treatment from a famous doctor. She has a year left to live. How does she meet Edward, and what happens when they realize they love each other? What will Edward do when he knows she will die?
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 26,435 - Reviews: 771 - Favs: 406 - Follows: 239 - Updated: 1/17/2008 - Published: 11/29/2007 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Tapestry of Deceit by Lady Rosesong reviews
Phantom of the Opera set in medieval Europe. Erik plays the mysterious and terrifying Black Knight, who is searching for a bride. Christine plays a lonely servant girl, who is mistaken as the Black Knight's intended. Romance, mystery, and as always, EC.
Phantom of the Opera - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 43 - Words: 285,715 - Reviews: 1299 - Favs: 655 - Follows: 469 - Updated: 11/15/2007 - Published: 9/26/2006 - Erik, Christine
Darkest hour by Nayame reviews
Edward, Jasper, Carlisle, Rose and Emmett went hunting but something went terribly wrong. What happened so that Edward has red eyes now? And what about Bella's reaction? Will she be able to forgive? post NM
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,492 - Reviews: 106 - Favs: 169 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 10/29/2007 - Published: 6/3/2007 - Bella, Edward - Complete
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Revealing Truth reviews
One day a box containing two books shows up at the Volturi along with a note stating this would change their futures and the lies and mistakes that shouldn't' have been made fixed.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,759 - Reviews: 131 - Favs: 190 - Follows: 229 - Updated: 8/15/2013 - Published: 4/13/2012 - Bella, Marcus
My Hearts Murderer reviews
She stepped back, tightening her grip on Edwards arm,"I don't understand." The look in his red eyes shifted, a frown on his immortal face as his pricing gaze took Edwards, then back to her own. "You see mia stella, your are mine."
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 11,502 - Reviews: 592 - Favs: 803 - Follows: 1,062 - Updated: 8/15/2013 - Published: 1/30/2011 - Bella, Aro
The End of Me reviews
It was only a one night stand, nothing comes out of them, or so she thought. Her whole life changed when she met this power hungry possessive man. Now she had no way to excape him. She picked him out of random in the club, and now because of that choice
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,075 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 79 - Published: 12/11/2011 - Aro, Bella
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