Author has written 3 stories for Final Fantasy VII, and Kingdom Hearts.
To save people effort in the Kingdom Hearts world... I won't write SemeCloud/UkeLeon. Was toying with it, don't even mind Cloud topping, but seriously...people kinda ruined it for me. Leon isn't a girl! And Cloud isn't Seifer! Why do they insist on doing these things? I can't support it even mildly anymore. It's as bad as CloTi now. That same queasy ickiness spreads in my stomach. FYI though, I don't hate Tifa. I think she's adorable with Aeris, or Reno. Or Rude! OR...well, the list does go on.
There are a few things one should know about me. I love drawing, writing, reading books/fanfics/manga, listening to music, watching AMVs, sleeping, playing video games, browsing deviant art, watching anime, volleyball and soccer. My favourite manga artists are in a group named CLAMP, who have a variety of drawing styles, my favourite being the one they use for Chobits. I am an insomniac, and I’m focussed right now on determining whether or not I will have to wear make-up for the bags under my eyes if I cosplay as L XD. Going without sleep for a day is becoming more and more natural for me—which isn’t good. I’m a little on the lazy side, and a procrastinator, but if something’s due I’ll get it done. I have a dual personality—I’m unusually high-strung at times then depressingly morbid at others.
I believe all forms of love should be accepted for the time, as there is nothing we can really do at this point. Driving people to suicide by isolating them or beating them once they reveal their passion is useless, and they commit “two major sins” at once. Don’t encourage it, but accept it at least—its part of society now.
I want everyone to know I only agree with consensual love, though. Yes, it is true; I do read stories with rape and molestation. But the difference is that these characters do not exist and are completely fictional. The authors give them voice and emotion, but they are still just words on paper. I would never accept anything like some of the ‘M’ rated Clepiroth rape scenes to happen in real life. That’s atrocious and unnecessary, because usually in reality it’s just a display of dominance instead of love, and it’s sick. Even with love, I wouldn’t allow it. I went to a presentation about a young man named Justin, who was abused over and over again after getting caught up with pedophiles online, getting addicted to drugs and everything. It was horrible, terrible, and really emotional. He was young too—really young... and I hated it. To a real person who can do that to another human being, I say... FK YOU!! :
Yeah, I felt proud of that guy, even though I have no real claim to. I was in awe that he could pull himself out and face the men that had dragged him in, and continue to tell his tale to teens across the nation, hoping that maybe even one of them would actually listen (I was furious that some didn’t), and he would change their life. They would quit while they were ahead, or tell somebody. Just, something.
That’s a little depressing to put under my description, but I feel it needs to be there and be read, so I’ll leave it.
My favourite pairings basically always have something to do with Cloud. Yeah, he’s my ‘embodiment of love’. And since my parents would kill me if I had an actual boyfriend (be kicked out of the house from disgrace), I will create fantasy worlds in which he exists, with characters of my choice. Kyah!
My favourite pairing has to be ZC, and I’m going steady at this one! Of course, I like the vulnerable Cloud with protective but caring Zack, and jealous Sephy (or other men) stories the best. CAN’T STAND CLOTI!!
Leon/SquallXCloud (Cloud is uke)
Storm/NoctisXCloud (Cloud is uke)
RenoXCloud (Cloud is uke)
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
Alright, I'm going to say this and totally copyright it, 'kay? Final Fantasy XIII (Versus XIII too) is basically the background story to... CLOUD'S PARENTS! Yah! Cuz,look, Lightning is the female version of Cloud, and Noctis looks practically like him, so... Cloud is their baby! I mean, why else would they name those characters Lightning and Storm, elements of the weather? LOL. Yay, that's all.
AND GO FINAL FANTASY THIRTEEN! FEMALE VERSION OF CLOUD, YOU ROCK! I'm getting a job just to raise funds for you, so appreciate it, Square Enix. And Lightning (or Eclair, whichever you prefer).
No, I’m not dead, it’s just I had a long and complicated fight with my parents over my computer and now I’m trying to transfer old files to my new one. None of my fics are abandoned, but I have a few projects that I might as well describe for you if you’re taking the time to stalk my profile.
The Doppelgänger Wars (R+)
Leon/Cloud, Axel/Roxas, Riku/Sora, Demyx/Zexion
Contains multiple yaoi pairings, mostly canon. Zexion discovers a young boy named ‘Cloud’ in a frozen wasteland and saves him from attacking Heartless, collecting him like some waifish kitten. The Castle That Never Was is thrown fiercely into a battle with no definite sides and learns winning for anyone is too impossible. Then Cloud decides to give them the slip, running into a not-easily-amused Seifer in Twilight Town. To top it all off, Axel ‘I have a weakness for blue’ is the first to find the blonde. Just who the heck is this Sora guy? And what does the Abaddon and MONSter want with him?
Intense themes of violence, gore, disturbing imagery, sex, substance abuse and language. Eventually I’ll have a character gallery for costumes.
My main inspiration for this is DamagedWorth’s Halo and the concept of travelling to Final Fantasy worlds instead of Disney. XD for Kingdom Hearts Dream Drop Distance, cuz Axel looks hot animated!
Menagerie of Lucifer (R+)
Zack/Cloud, Seifer/Squall, Angeal/Genesis, Fang/Lightning
By the end, I’ll have a full descript explaining the title for anyone who doesn’t get the reference. Zack, on his sixteenth birthday, is unwittingly entered into the annual competition of Valiant. His main goal is to kill, and to protect Sora Kolibri, one of his adopted orphans selected as a ‘visual player’, someone who usually dies within the first forty-eight hours but makes good eye-candy. The rules have changed this year, and if Zack can manage to keep a clear head, he might just save everybody dear to him. Except, he’s made fast friends with the Almasy couple, and the rough, beautiful, mysterious Cloud has him pining for the sky. If he can’t steer his thoughts from revenge, they’ll all be doomed.
EXTREMELY disturbing imagery and violence, gore, language, sex, language, substance abuse, rape and nudity (in the possible doujinshi).
Main inspiration? The Child Thief and The Hunger Games, as well as Incarceron.
Come Death and Destruction, Dearest I Remain (R+)
Vincent/Cloud, Chaos/Cloud, Seifer/Squall, Rufus/Reno, Cissnei/Elena, Zack/Aerith, Axel/Roxas
Cloud lives in a vile, decrepit neighbourhood, where there’s a home for every hundred bums and none of them are in use, much less deserve to be called ‘home’. Basically orphaned, his life does an about-face when he decides to rescue a certain raven-head from the gutter. He didn’t realize how close he was to Hell until Vincent showed him Heaven—only there’s a price for taking the back door. Fallen angels aren’t supposed to climb back up, and demons definitely have no place in Paradise. Not to mention a single incident in their past threatens to make the ladder crumble.
Strong language, violent sex, rape, molestation, gore, disturbing themes, sadism, minor-character death. This is my priority fiction, and it also has the darkest connotations. Once again a posy-apocalyptic universe, with a slightly AU environment. The violence between Vincent and Cloud is extremely minimal—the rape is not Cloud’s or Vincent’s.
Main inspiration? I don’t really know. It was just supposed to be your typical crime fiction, and now it has actual plot.
Update This Thursday: February 9, 2012 From then on weekly updates.