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Joined 12-17-09, id: 2182726, Profile Updated: 01-06-15
Author has written 19 stories for Harry Potter.

I'm handathepanda aka Hannah.

I , Hannah, have challenged myself! I'm proud to be a part of the HPFC forum.

Harry Potter and Game of Thrones are indeed my life.

Haven't really written much lately, so I'm trying to get back into it! So let's see how that goes.

I like all the non-canon pairings between hp characters i.e. Lucius/Hermione, Tom/Ginny, Hermione/Draco and a lot more ;D

Most of my stories are angst related, and most don't have happy endings. So if you want to read happy endings, my stories probably aren't the place to get them.

Ali Seriously, this girl. is. amazing. My partner in crime >:D So if something goes wrong, it was most likely us. -cough- Anyhoo, in addition to being such an awesome friend, she's also my lurvly beta! ;D I owe her my life, like seriously. She's also an awesome writer, so go check out her stories! (: I love you Ali!

And hey look! She even dedicated an awesome freeverse to me :3 Fallen Embers

Also a shoutout to my friend Beatrice (: She's awesome, and I beta her stories. So go read them people ;D She's crazy though...I warn you.

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I Can't Say Goodbye update!

So..it's been four years. I don't quite remember the direction I was going with it and since then I have lost all the plot outlines for it :( Nevertheless, it is something I want to keep working on and hopefully get on track again!

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Favorite Quotes:

"It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live" - Albus Dumbledore.

Don't fall back on the parachute. Go outside the zone of confidence and find out what's on the other side"
-Anthony Stewart Head

"Find out who you are and be that person. That's what your soul was put on this Earth to be. Find that truth, live that truth and everything else will come." - Ellen DeGeneres

"Happiness can be found even in the darkest of places, only if one remembers to turn on a light." -Albus Dumbledore

"Harry Potter is about confronting fears, finding inner strength and doing what is right in the face of adversity...Twilight is about how important it is to have a boyfriend" - Andrew Futral

Projects currently in progress:

I Can't Say Goodbye - Lucius/Hermione (This is my top most priority, so hopefully I'll get more chapters out soon:D )

Countdown - Draco/Hermione

Sing The Sorrow - Draco/Hermione

30 Words or Less challenge - various pairings (:

All Time Low - Lucius/Hermione

I want to thank my amazing beta and friend Aaliyanna's-SeventhHeart for betaing most of my stories:D

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Thousands Of Reasons To Smile by brightsidetolife reviews
Harry goes back in time as his eleven year old self & puts himself in the same orphanage with Tom Riddle whom is going to be starting Hogwarts; can Harry change history & Tom's P.O.V? Not Slash between Tom & Harry, SLASH involved, Cannon Universe
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 54 - Words: 339,613 - Reviews: 2011 - Favs: 1,634 - Follows: 1,753 - Updated: 8/7 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Harry P., Tom R. Jr.
Bless Your Heart and Your Tired Eyes by Lunatic Silver reviews
For Sansa there is no sleep without nightmares. Slight SanSan.
Game of Thrones - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,163 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/6/2012 - Sansa S., Sandor C. - Complete
Uncover Our Heads and Reveal Our Souls by Lunatic Silver reviews
It is unspoken, their tiny secret. But it is theirs. Slight SanSan. Set during 2x01.
Game of Thrones - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 894 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/2/2012 - Sandor C., Sansa S. - Complete
Feed Me Breadcrumbs From Your Hands by Lunatic Silver reviews
Post 1x10. Sansa seeks advice from the only one she thinks will tell her the truth. Slight SanSan.
Game of Thrones - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 933 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/24/2012 - Sansa S., Sandor C. - Complete
once upon a time by Skandar-Loves-Redvines reviews
"Once upon a time, there was a beautiful girl named Princess Lily. One day, Princess Lily fell in love with the handsome Prince Theodore. Wait, scratch that - this is the story of TeddyandLily, silly girl, not a clichéd fairytale." -TeddyLily, for Squishy
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,300 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/12/2011 - Teddy L., Lily Luna P. - Complete
Breath by BeMyHeroSeverus reviews
Severus Snapes breath doesn't belong to him. It hadn't since that faithful day he discovered a little red-headed witch. It's Her's and ALWAYS will be. A Challenge from xBeautifulTragedy. To the song Breath by Breaking Benjamin. One-Shot
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 901 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/13/2011 - Severus S., Lily Evans P. - Complete
This didn't happen in the book by Animic reviews
This story doesn't make any sense. Just warning you.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 586 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/23/2011 - Neville L., George W. - Complete
Memories of Her by Rosawyn reviews
'Viktor couldn't say he'd always dreamt of a girl like her—his dreams had never conjured anything so lovely as the vision who now stood before him.' in response to MioneWazlib's "30 Words or Less" Challenge.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 811 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/15/2011 - [Viktor K., Hermione G.] - Complete
A Slight Misunderstanding by XXsKelEtOrXX reviews
Voldemort was gay. He wanted to rape Harry Potter. And he wanted to detach Lucius's penis from the rest of his body to do it.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 833 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/10/2011 - Lucius M., Voldemort - Complete
See Who I Am by shy-n-great reviews
AU. Lucius Malfoy spent so long atoning for the one mistake he could never make right. Hermione Granger forgave him for everything. That one mistake is now coming back, making Lucius wish he had never let Hermione get so close and he'd told her sooner.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 13,706 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 1/26/2011 - Published: 9/14/2010 - Hermione G., Lucius M.
Broken by Blondebunny55 reviews
Severus is no Gryffindor. But he'll do whatever it takes to save Lily. One-shot
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 551 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/23/2010 - Severus S., Lily Evans P. - Complete
Lily, I Let You Down by MythologyPrincess reviews
Severus regretted joining the Death Eaters until the day he died. Song: No Way Out by Phil Collins. Please Review!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 379 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/18/2010 - Severus S. - Complete
Ron's Last Words by Bonnia reviews
This is another attempt at angst that randomly popped into my head. SUMMARY: Ron's last words to Hermione before he dies. Ron/Hermione, even though I don't like Ron. Please read and constructively review! Warning: Character Death
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 457 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/10/2010 - Ron W., Hermione G. - Complete
the lights that stop me by londongrammar reviews
'we can't all have a heart of d a r k n e s s… some of us have to see the l i g h t s that shine regardless of w h e n & w h e r e.' Written for the freeverse song challenge by LittleMissWesely. Implied Albus/Gellert.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 542 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 9 - Published: 12/2/2010 - Albus D., Gellert G. - Complete
The Answer That Was Lost by Rhianna-Aurora reviews
Previously titled "First Encounter". Something began there, on that cold night in the forest with a young witch, her perfume, and a man set on possessing her. What happens from there will change both their lives forever. HermionexScabior
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,986 - Reviews: 139 - Favs: 140 - Follows: 179 - Updated: 11/26/2010 - Published: 11/22/2010 - Hermione G., Scabior
Speak Now by 60BrokenHearts reviews
Based off of the Taylor Swift song 'Speak Now'
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,454 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 7 - Published: 11/15/2010 - Ginny W., Blaise Z. - Complete
Mimi's Black Rose by xxSammySabotagexx reviews
Hermione sat beneath her tree, eyes pointed towards the sky. Tears were running down her face, as she slowly whispered, "I'm going to die." :: HG/DM
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 18 - Words: 51,023 - Reviews: 747 - Favs: 873 - Follows: 247 - Updated: 10/23/2010 - Published: 2/24/2010 - Draco M., Hermione G. - Complete
Bigmouth Strikes Again by XGlamorousxGlueX reviews
For HPJellicleCat's A Very Potter Challenge! Sirius should really consider keeping his mouth shut.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 776 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 6 - Published: 10/12/2010 - Sirius B., Remus L. - Complete
Eyes by IanDonyer -ChrisAvrich reviews
Link x Midna. Better off not giving a summary, trust me. Have to know Twilight Princess events to understand.
Legend of Zelda - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 505 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/11/2010 - Link, Midna - Complete
Things Unsaid by Shadowed Shinobi reviews
The last words of each departed Harry Potter character, if only they could have been said.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 77 - Words: 1,435 - Reviews: 2519 - Favs: 1,947 - Follows: 348 - Updated: 10/6/2010 - Published: 7/22/2010 - Complete
Reincarnation: Unrequited Love by NRC reviews
Their love survived two lifetimes and reincarnation, but they are forever apart. Canon, book compliant. FIC CHALLENGE.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,717 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/6/2010 - Severus S., Lily Evans P. - Complete
Marionette by bitter.sweet.stars reviews
Azula will always be a little string puppet because theres a secret which keeps the threads from unravelling.
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 494 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 6 - Published: 9/21/2010 - Azula, Ozai - Complete
Civility in a Train Station by little-miss-snape123 reviews
Lucius Malfoy was an old man now, on the verge of death, he'd heard that your whole life flashed before your eyes. But he only thought of her. One-shot in which the war warps a relationship, and the aftermath. Not much of a romance. R R please!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,412 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/15/2010 - Hermione G., Lucius M. - Complete
Magic? by Please.Insert.Name reviews
What actually happened on Dumbledore's visit to Tom Riddle at the orphanage... honest!
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/1/2010 - Albus D., Tom R. Jr.
Smashing Through Walls by Radical.2 reviews
Songfic to Walls, by All Time Low. Written for the Song Prompt Challenge. P.S. That song is totally awesome!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 811 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/30/2010 - Blaise Z., Ginny W. - Complete
There is Hope by Zombie Reine reviews
Voldemort is dead and there is hope for Harry Potter, who happens to be quite insane. Alternate Universe. Written for the 'What If' Challenge! by xXKissingSinXx
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/8/2010 - Harry P., Hermione G. - Complete
Patience by aviddaydreamer reviews
True ownership is a complicated thing, but Lucius Malfoy has always been a patient man. Warnings: Slightly dark, or maybe very dark, depending on your perspective, nonviolent, nongraphic non-con--lots of nons there, implied mental instability, etc.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,430 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 143 - Follows: 19 - Published: 2/8/2010 - Lucius M., Hermione G. - Complete
The Good Life by Lady Auzie reviews
Tohru has lived with Shigure since High School and she finds herself in love with him. One day she sets out for work and one little mindless action sets off a chain of events that could lead to a romance with the man of her dreams. Read and review :
Fruits Basket - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 13,423 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 2/1/2010 - Published: 12/29/2008 - Tohru H., Shigure S.
Eden by obsessmuch reviews
An obsession that destroys everything it touches.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 50 - Words: 265,457 - Reviews: 3294 - Favs: 1,534 - Follows: 679 - Updated: 12/15/2009 - Published: 4/17/2007 - Hermione G., Lucius M. - Complete
The Day We Lost Eachother by LK-HoGwArTs-hEaDgIrL reviews
“This is so wrong!” The dangerous man above me whispered. “Your a filthy mudblood” I just lay their beneath him, listening to him rambling on about how wrong this is. I look into those intense eyes and see a dark shimmer in them.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 391 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 9 - Published: 9/19/2009 - Hermione G., Lucius M. - Complete
chasing shadows by viennacantabile reviews
Sometimes, Anybodys wonders what it feels like to be pretty, and sometimes, she wishes she were. 500-word drabble on one-sided Anybodys/Ice.
West Side Story - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 594 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 9 - Published: 7/29/2009 - Anybodys, Ice - Complete
Severus Snape I know what I'm doing! by Irving-Braxiatel reviews
Hermione and snape are in a difficult position...i suck at summarys XD but enjoy!took me a couple of mins 2 do:
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/29/2009 - Hermione G., Severus S. - Complete
Traitor by XxRoseAngelxX reviews
Shigure? A traitor to the entire Sohma family? Rated T for character death. Please rate and review!
Fruits Basket - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 787 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/25/2007 - Shigure S., Tohru H. - Complete
In Between by eishi reviews
When he finally realises that he's been in love with her for the longest time, she's already out of his reach. Onesided ShigureTohru, oneshot.
Fruits Basket - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 922 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/7/2007 - Shigure S., Tohru H. - Complete
Purifying by Padfoot Reincarnated reviews
Sometimes she wishes he was dead, but death is peaceful, and Sirius has never been peaceful. Sirius's mother and Regulus empty the house of any trace of him just a week after he runs away.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,852 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 8 - Published: 5/29/2006 - Regulus B., Sirius B. - Complete
The Esteemed & Continuing Antics of Lucius Malfoy by Duchess of Inkling reviews
Welcome, gentle reader. By now you should have realised that the stories contained within this volume are part of a humungous series of heroic epics about none other than the ever charming L. Malfoy and his lovely sidekick, S. Snape.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 20 - Words: 6,295 - Reviews: 104 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 6/30/2004 - Published: 3/10/2004 - Lucius M., Severus S.
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Being A True Gryffindor reviews
Written for A different perspective Challenge: The Sorting Ceremony through Neville's eyes and his worry about what house he thought he really deserved to be in. One-shot.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,521 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Published: 2/16/2012 - Neville L. - Complete
Shades of Red reviews
On the day of the Battle of Hogwarts, Ginny reflects on the man she once loved and how he broke her heart. One-shot
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,849 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/30/2011 - Ginny W., Tom R. Jr. - Complete
Hear Me Now reviews
Hermione is tired of living in the shadows as Lucius' mistress and decides giving up her own life is the only way to show him how much he truly means to her. Rated M for blood and gore. One-shot.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,416 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/15/2011 - Hermione G., Lucius M. - Complete
Taboo reviews
Series of haikus explaining the demise of Lucius/Hermione and their relationship. One-shot
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/1/2011 - Lucius M., Hermione G. - Complete
Requiem for a Love Affair reviews
Hermione recalls how she ended up in Azkaban, all because Draco left her cold and heart-broken. The things one would do for love. One-shot.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,735 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/25/2011 - Hermione G., Draco M. - Complete
All Time Low reviews
How do you get up from an all time low? Lucius never would have seen himself here. The war is over and now Draco reveals his relationship with Hermione Granger, but the worst part is, when Lucius tries to accept her, he ends up falling for her as well.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,299 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 16 - Published: 4/8/2011 - Lucius M., Hermione G.
Les Feuilles Mortes reviews
Severus Snape describes his once loved season, which now has become his most hated. One-shot
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,213 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2011 - Severus S., Lily Evans P. - Complete
Remorse reviews
What would have happened if Voldemort blamed lucius for his wand not working in the Battle over Little Whinging? One-shot
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 896 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/23/2011 - Voldemort, Lucius M. - Complete
You and Me reviews
Draco and Hermione have been in a secret relationship for awhile, and what will Draco do when he decides he doesn't want to keep it a secret anymore? One-shot.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,036 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 29 - Published: 3/2/2011 - Draco M., Hermione G. - Complete
Thirty Words We All Want to Say reviews
A series of 100 drabbles written for the 30 words or less challenge. Various pairings and couples talk about snippets of their lives.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 741 - Reviews: 5 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 2/18/2011 - Published: 2/17/2011
Sing the Sorrow reviews
After the war, the Death Eaters lost but they aren't giving up. They try to get Draco back in with them, and as he stands there contemplating, he reflects back on him joining them for the first time, his struggles, and his growing romance with Hermione.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,882 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/17/2011 - Draco M., Hermione G.
Breaking Dishes reviews
Draco suspects Hermione of cheating, and when she comes home he finally loses it. One-shot.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,572 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/17/2011 - Draco M., Hermione G. - Complete
I Can't Say Goodbye reviews
This is a story of obsession, war, violence, hatred, love, and jealousy. "I'm a Mudblood, you're a Death Eater. I'm good, you're evil. I'm Hermione Granger, you're Lucius Malfoy. We are so terribly different, so then why do I love you?" on Haitus
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 39,681 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 2/10/2011 - Published: 11/29/2010 - Hermione G., Lucius M.
Alone reviews
Draco/Hermione one-shot written for the 10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 challenge. : Draco recalling their relationship from beginning to end.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 708 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/12/2011 - Draco M., Hermione G.
What Could Have Been reviews
Draco works as a spy for the Death Eaters, but gets Hermione to fall for him along the way. One-shot.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,233 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/9/2011 - Draco M., Hermione G. - Complete
My Solemn Hour reviews
Draco recalls his love for Hermione even though he lost her. One-shot.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 935 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Published: 12/31/2010 - Draco M., Hermione G. - Complete
His One Mistake reviews
Draco/Hermione : One-shot. Sometimes breaking the heart of the one you love is the best thing for them, but is it really the best for you? Written for the Just another romance challenge :
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,237 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/14/2010 - Draco M., Hermione G. - Complete
Waiting for the End
Gilderoy Lockhart one day recovers his memories, and he reflects on what he has done. One-shot.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 725 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/12/2010 - Gilderoy L. - Complete
Marry You reviews
How maybe Ron proposed to Hermione. : One-shot. For the Glee Promt Challenge by Ninja Potter. :D I suck at summeries. So..enjoy!
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 559 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/9/2010 - Hermione G., Ron W. - Complete