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Joined 12-23-09, id: 2188652, Profile Updated: 10-19-13
Author has written 3 stories for Shapeshifter, Ali Sparkes, and Big Time Rush.

NOTE: It's happening. I am writing again.

One day, many years ago, a strange 12 year old stumbled into the magical realm of fanfiction.

I'm sixteen and I haven't left yet.

I need to get my life in control.

My Stories:

Vice Versa: This might still happen. I re-read it, and I miss Shapeshifter, I really do.

Eleven: Deleted. If you would like to read it, PM me and I will send you it.

Twisted Road: Tragic character death oneshot. Complete.

Going Forwards in Reverse: This story recently became my angst-baby and is my current project. Chapter 1 - 4 published. BTR-FIC, ANGST, HURT-COMFORT, PUBLISHED 1/1/11 Chapter 5 10% complete. This is still happening I promise.

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Silence by TheLovelyRusher reviews
Kendall thought it was over, that the monster of his past was gone. But after 10 years, he's back, and the secret is out. The silence has been broken, and now it's a sick game of revenge, father against son, as the man who ruined Kendall's life ruins the lives of those closest to him as well.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 31 - Words: 79,229 - Reviews: 661 - Favs: 137 - Follows: 163 - Updated: 7/7/2013 - Published: 10/9/2011 - Kendall
Another Reason by HeavenRose reviews
The police say Kendall simply ran away, but Logan, James and Carlos are convinced their friend had a more significant reason for leaving. Driving Mrs. Knight's stolen car, they set out to find Kendall and bring him home - before it's too late.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Friendship - Chapters: 32 - Words: 156,839 - Reviews: 549 - Favs: 144 - Follows: 89 - Updated: 3/13/2012 - Published: 3/13/2011 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James - Complete
We All Fall Down by cupcakesandglitter reviews
Everyone has their breaking point. It takes one horrible night for Kendall to reach his. Rated M for graphic violence, rape and sex. Slash. Kogan. PLEASE read the author's note before continuing.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 17 - Words: 21,917 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 1/9/2012 - Published: 12/20/2011 - Kendall - Complete
Solacium by ManaMadeleine reviews
When Arthur is ordered to visit a friend of Uther, Merlin is distraught to be told he is to stay in Camelot. With Arthur behaving strangely, Merlin is worried, but how can he uncover the horrific truth when Arthur is so hell bent on being stubborn? Tplus
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 83,131 - Reviews: 140 - Favs: 101 - Follows: 173 - Updated: 10/7/2011 - Published: 12/21/2009 - Arthur, Merlin
Mystery Of You by TheLovelyRusher reviews
Kendall is suffering. And of course, being Kendall, he hides it from everyone.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 20 - Words: 44,887 - Reviews: 348 - Favs: 136 - Follows: 82 - Updated: 10/4/2011 - Published: 7/8/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Head On Collision by Miss Fenway reviews
"A man is not old until his regrets take the place of his dreams." - Proverb. James Diamond was only seventeen years old but his regrets had already taken the place of his dreams. NO SLASH!
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 52 - Words: 158,862 - Reviews: 967 - Favs: 161 - Follows: 87 - Updated: 7/30/2011 - Published: 11/26/2010 - Complete
Blood Atonement by 1000PaperUnicorns reviews
James is kidnapped by the cult who're out to kill his family for a past argument. He fights to keep his families whereabouts hidden-though the leader of the cult is willing to spill blood for his information.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Family - Chapters: 16 - Words: 30,377 - Reviews: 92 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 4/19/2011 - Published: 7/30/2010 - James, Kendall
Healing Spells by BeyondTheStorm reviews
After revealing his magic to Arthur due to life-threatening circumstances, Merlin decides it's time he learned to heal. With Gaius off dealing with an illness in the outer villages, Merlin is left to his own methods, bearing some rather costly outcomes.
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 200,457 - Reviews: 753 - Favs: 723 - Follows: 277 - Updated: 11/16/2010 - Published: 6/3/2010 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
Thunder and Lightning by TealMoose reviews
The guys are driving in L.A. near a hillside when a crazy storm occurs. One thing leads to the next, and they're stuck in the woods with no idea how to get help. No Slash! Plenty of whumpage for everyone.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 21 - Words: 23,959 - Reviews: 209 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 10/30/2010 - Published: 8/16/2010 - Complete
Big Time Plane Crash by UnintendedTrustFall reviews
The guys are flying to L.A. when the pilot has a heart attack, Logan cracks under the pressure of landing the plane and now they're stranded on a tiny island. No slash, just friendship.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 17 - Words: 14,652 - Reviews: 103 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 10/17/2010 - Published: 9/20/2010 - Logan - Complete
Cold by Saturn-Jupiter reviews
The TARDIS has been infected with a deadly virus and the Doctor must share the illness to gain time to save his ship. The question remains, however, who is behind the attack? Can the Doctor save his ship? And how long can they survive on Spiringosa?
Doctor Who - Rated: K - English - Adventure/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 11 - Words: 38,237 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 106 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 9/24/2010 - Published: 8/6/2010 - 11th Doctor, TARDIS - Complete
Dust by Holly's Follies reviews
What do you do when nightmares become reality? Can you save yourself? By the time it ends, will you even want to? Logan's having nightmares that could prove to be deadly.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Supernatural - Chapters: 15 - Words: 24,818 - Reviews: 105 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 9/6/2010 - Published: 8/18/2010 - Logan - Complete
In Time, We Bleed by Pineapple Bacardi reviews
Arthur finds Merlin in a nursing home in the heart of London on a warm spring day in 2017. Tragic reincarnation here. Merlin/Arthur.
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,493 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 114 - Follows: 8 - Published: 6/18/2010 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
Maturity is Overrated by Kaelym reviews
Percy returns after claimed missing. The strange thing? Percy has the mind of a 5 year old! What happened while he was away? It's all part of Kronos's evil plan to overthrow Olympus. Can Annabeth&the gang find the cure in time? Or is it too late? -HIATUS
Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Mystery - Chapters: 8 - Words: 38,835 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 4/10/2010 - Published: 2/22/2010
Clumsy by LovesAngst reviews
Arthur--the strapping, independent, golden prince--gains a bit of insight about how much Merlin, flaws included, means to him. As usual when I write , Arthur learns the hard way.
Merlin - Rated: K - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,221 - Reviews: 164 - Favs: 349 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 12/11/2009 - Published: 12/8/2009 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
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Going Forward in Reverse reviews
How are you supposed to keep going when everything else has stopped? Because you can scream as loud as you can but that doesn't mean anyone will hear you. T for strong language, violence and child abuse. No Slash. UPDATED!
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 9,008 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 10/26/2013 - Published: 1/1/2011 - Kendall
Twisted Road reviews
"James' hands had left the steering wheel, flying to valiantly defend his perfect locks" Vanity cost him his friends. Angst, Whump, Tragedy.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,876 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/26/2011 - James - Complete
Vice Versa reviews
A new COLA, a series of decidely dangerous events and a return of old and new faces alike, things, as always, aren't looking great for those at Fenton Lodge... Rated T for violence and language and some goriness. Random pairings
Shapeshifter, Ali Sparkes - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 7,938 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 9/7/2010 - Published: 4/1/2010 - Dax J.